Do not give up ice and snow for the king

Whether you are in love or have loved, during the time of love, you have really put the other person in your heart.Therefore, hate must also be in the heart. "Yun Bian looked at Wu Hen and continued, "About your situation, I have no right to say anything to influence your thoughts and judgments. I just want to tell you that in this world, there is nothing more important than being alive. up. "

After Yun Bian finished speaking, he exhaled lightly, and then looked at Wu Hen.

26

Wu Hen looked at the fleeting sadness on Yunbian's face, and suddenly had a strong desire to know what happened to him. He looked at Yunbian and said softly, "Would you mind telling me what happened?"

It has been several months, but Yun Bian is still very sad when he thinks of his father.Although Yun Bian is unwilling to mention the matter of his father's death with others, it is not a private matter. Besides, Wu Hen just mentioned the matter of his own family to himself, and this request cannot be refused .

"My father passed away a few months ago, and a large part of the reason was because of my willfulness." Yun Bian succinctly explained the death of his father, emphasizing that his own momentary willfulness caused such a devastating disaster.

When he said this, his face was calm, but his heart was churning and scorching, like a dragon of fire was running around in his body, jumping up and down, wherever he went, waving the burning red fire all over his body. It must have been scalded, with black smoke, gurgling blood, and the smell of roasting and decay, which made him extremely uncomfortable and in pain.

After hearing this, Wu Hen looked at the opposite side of the cloud that couldn't hide his sadness, and suddenly felt incredible. Well, his father's death had nothing to do with him at all, he just expressed his birthday wish casually, which is not a normal thing ?Could it be that he has been living with such deep self-blame?

"You, this has nothing to do with you, right? You really are worrying too much." Wu Hen didn't know what reason to use to comfort him, so he could only express his most straightforward thoughts.

"Just like you can't change my thoughts, I can't change your thoughts about your mother. The first time I mentioned this to others, I just want to tell you, people, the most important thing in life, in the face of life and death, love hate love Qiu is too insignificant, and who knows, one day, he will be gone?" Yun Bian looked at Wu Hen and smiled slightly.

It turned out that in order to persuade himself, he did not hesitate to tear open the wound he had never shown to others.Wu Hen looked at Yun Bian's handsome face and smiled lightly. Suddenly, there was something strange and complicated in his heart, which lingered endlessly.

Afterwards, the two chatted a lot of innocuous things, about poetry, ideals, and all those unrealistic fantasies.The most beautiful scenery dissipates the fastest, and the happy time always passes the fastest.Soon after ten o'clock, Yun Bian had to get up to say goodbye.

When he came to the door, Wu Hen said to send him back, but Yun Bian declined implicitly, then bid farewell and left.

Wu Hen stood where he was, smiling slightly as he watched the figure that was drifting away.

Soon, as the start of school approached, Yun Bian also resigned from his part-time job as a piano player. After all, this summer vacation, he spent about 1 yuan.Even after his father passed away, his mother also handed over part of the money to Yunbian as daily expenses, Yunbian still handed over the 1 yuan to his mother in full. After all, this was the first money he earned, and he wanted to let his mother know , he can support their family like a father.

On the first day of school, Yunbian found out that he, Wang Chuan, Shu Zhan and Wu Hen were all assigned to the first class of liberal arts, and Yunbian entered with the first overall score.Wang Junyang, who also majored in liberal arts, was assigned to the third class.I haven't seen each other for a summer vacation, and the relationship between the classmates has obviously become deeper because of the separation of these two months. They gather together in twos and threes to tell interesting stories or thoughts about the summer vacation.

Shu Zhan and his party arrived together, and when they met Wang Junyang, they yelled, "Ah, why was I abandoned by myself? I'm not convinced, I want to transfer shifts."

"Okay, transfer to our class, I will cover you." Li Kai laughed.

Then, as always, the two choked each other, and everyone expressed their joy.

"First in class, please take care of me from now on." Wu Hen teased Yun Bian with a slight smile.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of you." Yun Bian also smiled back.

"Why are you two getting better all of a sudden?" Wang Chuan expressed surprise.

Both Wu Hen and Yun Bian smiled and said nothing.Shu Zhan looked at the two of them with the usual expression, unable to see what he was thinking.

After entering the classroom, Yunbian found that except for the class teacher, almost all other teachers had changed, so everything had to be adapted again.And Shu Zhan, Wu Hen's class made Yun Bian feel a little uncomfortable. He can treat everyone with a normal heart, but when it comes to Shu Zhan and Wu Hen, he always feels powerless, or it's because of their own aura Too powerful, Yun Bian thought.

Seats are arranged on the first night according to the consistent principle, according to the principle of ranking first and last, and finally adjusted according to height.Yunbian was the first to go in and chose the window seat in the fourth row.People came in one after another, and his deskmate was a rather quiet girl with glasses.

As a result, after Shu Zhan came in, he gave the girl a cold look, then went directly to the seat behind Yun Bian and sat down quietly.After everyone came in, Yun Bian found that Wang Chuan was sitting two seats behind Shu Zhan, while Wu Hen was sitting far away from them.After a little adjustment, Yun Bian thought that Shu Zhan would be moved back, but the teacher in charge didn't even look at Shu Zhan, as if he didn't notice him as a tall person, Yun Bian immediately understood.He suddenly remembered what Wu Hen said before, there is really no such thing as fairness and equality in this world.Looking at the darkness outside the window, Yunbian thought about the sophomore year, and it really came.

After school in the evening, Shu Zhan and Yun Bian take him home together, Yun Bian has long been used to this matter.

"It feels good to be in your class." Shu Zhan looked at the edge of the cloud and said with a smile.

"I'm also very honored to be in the same class as Master Zhan." Yun Bian said with a smile.

"In the future, please forgive me for any troubles." Shu Zhan said.

"It's easy to say, don't mind." Yun Bian continued to laugh.

Maybe this remark reminded Shu Zhan of what he said to Wu Hen during the day, and Shu Zhan asked casually, "You and Wu Hen seem to have a good relationship? I remember you said before that you have very little contact with him."

"Didn't people gradually become familiar with each other from strangers? What's more, they have played together so many times." Yun Bian said.

Shu Zhan was no longer obsessed with this question, but instead asked, "What school do you want to go to in the future?"

"Before I always wanted to go to Peking University. It was the university I wanted to enter since I was sensible. My parents took me there once before. Since then, I have kept the idea of ​​entering there as a student in the future. "Yun Bian looked forward, it was an expression of undisguised eagerness, but it suddenly turned dark "But now I just want to take the Yangcheng University. Because I want to stay here and take good care of my mother."

Although Yangcheng University is the number one institution of higher learning in Yangcheng City and is also a 211 university, compared with Peking University, it is like the brilliance of a candle or the light of a bright moon.And that has always been his dream, and most importantly, with his aptitude, going to Yangcheng University is indeed inferior.Although Shu Zhan felt it was a pity, he also knew that he had made up his mind and it would be difficult to change it, so he stopped persuading him.

"What about you? Are you going abroad?" Yun Bian looked at Shu Zhan and said.

"I won't go abroad." Shu Zhan said decisively, "My grades are barely enough in the second exam. How dare I say big things?" Shu Zhan said with a smile, not sure if he was teasing himself or really ashamed of himself.

"It's rare for you to say such unconfident words?" Yun Bian smiled and said to Shu Zhan.

"Do you believe me, too? Since you believe in me so much, then I will definitely be admitted to Yangcheng University with you." Shu Zhan looked at the edge of the cloud and smiled brilliantly.

"When did I tell you that I believed in you?" Yun Bian looked at Shu Zhan with weird eyes.

"Yun Bian, I'm sure, I will be admitted to Yangcheng University with you." Shu Zhan suddenly looked at Yun Bian in a serious manner.

"Then let's go together." Yun Bian said with a smile.

Together, from Yunbian’s mouth, how could it be so beautiful? Shu Zhan seemed to see that two years later, he and Yunbian were holding hands, facing the rising sun, basking in the cool breeze, and walking into the gate of Yangcheng University with a smile .

The life of the second year of high school is not much different from that of the first year of high school. It is still the three main things of going to class, eating, and sleeping.If you want to talk about the difference, it's just that there are two more people, Shu Zhan and Wu Hen. They seem to have suddenly broken into Yunbian's supposedly peaceful and well-behaved life, making Yunbian's life a little more besides studying. Fun and human.

Shu Zhan would buy breakfast for Yunbian every morning, and wait for him quietly after buying it, and then the two of them would eat together, and the four of them would have lunch together.Regarding the fact that he and Shu Zhan had breakfast alone, at first he refused and was suspicious, because since the four of them were in the same class, lunch and dinner were almost always together, but breakfast was only with him and Zhan Zhan, which made him feel ambiguous and even worse. Mainly, he was afraid of causing Wang Chuan's sadness.

But when he asked Wang Chuan to have breakfast with him and Shu Zhan, Wang Chuan unexpectedly refused, which really puzzled Yun Bian, for doing anything with Shu Zhan, even if it was just standing together, he would do nothing Throughout the day, Wang Chuan was willing to do so, but this time he refused neatly, saying that he had something to do and it was inconvenient to be with them, and the same was true for Wu Hen.Although Yunbian knew that the real reason was not the case, but since they were unwilling to say it, Yunbian would not force it. They are indeed not lovers, so there is no need to have a meal for every meal.