Do not give up ice and snow for the king

You have a lot of women who you secretly send eyeballs to. "Wang Chuan immediately became active.

"You're flattering me again," Yun Bian smiled, looking out of the window, his thoughts were racing, his expression hurt, "I didn't think about it before, but I can't think about it now."

Home is not safe, why say love.

If you are lucky, one day, you can find a lover in the world of mortals to stay with you for life, what will it be like?

In the past, he just wanted to retreat to the mountains, chant chants to the mountains, sing songs to tea, use the sky as a cover and the earth as a seat, and watch the wonders of the mountains, the floating clouds, the flowing streams, the gathering of birds and beasts, and the plants and trees. , repairing beautiful bamboo, planting mountain flowers, and sending joy and entertainment to the mountains, rivers and plants, this life is over.Now, seeing with his own eyes that his mother was mentally disturbed overnight because of his father's departure, Wang Chuan was heartbroken because of stretching an insignificant look in his eyes.He seems to have begun to believe in the deep affection of "If you teach that there is no hatred in your eyes, you don't believe that there are white heads in the world".I also suddenly want to feel the love that is as clear as snow on the mountain and as bright as the moon among the clouds, which makes countless people in ancient and modern times rejoice, feel sad, heartbroken, and bow down for it.But he knows that this person can only be imagined in his imagination, and the reality does not allow him to have too romantic fantasies.

Wang Chuan looked at the side of the cloud in a daze, and was stunned for a moment.The young man in white clothes, with a clear face and slight sorrow, is facing the window, basking in the wind, his thoughts are dim.

Wang Chuan suddenly remembered a few words he had read before, which best described Yunbian.Accumulated stones are like jade, pine trees are like emerald green, and Lang Yan is unique, unique in the world.I'm really curious, I don't know what kind of woman will stand side by side with him in the future, looking at all the wonderful scenery in the world.

At ten o'clock in the evening, after school, walking out of the school gate, Yun Bian accidentally saw Shu Zhan.Although the style of dress was very different from this morning, Yun Bian recognized him at a glance because of his unique temperament that could not be ignored even in the bustling crowds.

He was leaning in front of an Audi car, wearing a business suit, a white pleated retro shirt, unbuttoned lightly, revealing a small section of his chest, which was firm and firm, and even more smooth and moist under the moonlight.Cloud-black slim-fit suit pants and shiny black leather shoes set off his figure to be more slender and upright, and also made his whole person look noble and domineering.The hair is carefully combed and the roots are clearly defined.He lowered his head slightly, looking at the famous watch on his wrist from time to time, with an unclear expression, as if he was waiting for someone, and he had been waiting for a long time.

Although he was puzzled, it had nothing to do with him, and he had no right to intervene.Yun Bian strode forward. From home to school, it took about 30 minutes to walk around the path, and it took less than 10 minutes to drive on the road.Usually, he walks home, unless there are special circumstances, he will take a taxi.Occasionally, his mother would insist on picking him up.

Just a few steps away, a car roared up and stopped beside him.When Yun Bian was in a daze, Shu Zhan got out of the car and walked straight towards him.stand.stared at him.

The stars and the moon are bright and clear, the river is in the sky, there is no sound everywhere, and the sound is in the heart.

The moonlight is hazy and soft.True.Otherwise, how could Yunbian feel the stretch under the moonlight, so gentle and affectionate.Yun Bian is about 176cm tall, facing Shu Zhang, who is five or six centimeters taller than him, feels oppressed.

"Excuse me, what's the matter?" Gentle as usual.

"You don't live in school?" Yun Bian heard Shu Zhan's voice for the first time. It was low, but unexpectedly, it wasn't cold, on the contrary, it had a warm and gentle magnetism, which made people feel comfortable.

"Yes, I applied for a night out." Politely replied.

"Where do you live? It's getting late, let me see you off." He spoke slowly, with a gentlemanly demeanor.

"Thank you, but don't bother, I'm used to it. If it's okay, I'll go first." After nodding, he turned and left.

After walking a few steps, the car stopped beside her again.

"It's too late, I'll send you back, otherwise I will spend the night in refusal and persistence." The tone was gentle, and the attitude was tough, unchangeable.

Things that happen suddenly are bound to be weird, and things that are so different from common sense are almost monsters.Not to mention that the two met for the first time today, they never said a word, they have no friendship, they are no different from strangers, even among classmates, there is no need to be so thorough in how to treat others, just insist on sending them home.

But for the kindness of others, Yun Bian has never hurt. "Thank you very much. We are no different from strangers when we met for the first time today. You don't need to be so polite. I will keep your thoughts in my heart." Yun Bian was calm and gentle.

"It's not the first time we've met." Shu Zhan said leisurely, with a distant and long tone that made people sad.

Yun Bian was recalling when he saw Shu Zhan, and Shu Zhan's voice seemed to come from far away from the Tianshan Mountains, carrying the wind, frost and fatigue along the way, grievance and depression, and his heart ached when he heard it.

"I just want to do something for you." Rather than just standing in a corner far away, watching you suffer the malice of the whole world alone.Of course, he can only say this in his heart, to himself.

ten.

Since he got the information from Yunbian that day, he wandered around the back door of their classroom alone many times.He is in Class [-], at the other end of the floor, and Yun Bian is in Class [-], at this end.The separation of the three classes made him never see the edge of the cloud before the snowy day.

He finally believed that some people appeared to make your life more complete.Born in a family of political and business marriages, as the only son, Shu Zhan is loved by his parents and friends.He who can get what he wants as long as he thinks about it has always been lacking in interest in people and things. In the past 17 years, except for basketball and taekwondo, there are few sports.

This is the age of the dragon and the tiger, surrounded by a constant stream of Yingying, Yanyan, buddies who grew up together since childhood, and girlfriends who have changed one after another, but he is still alone and lonely.Just like Li Kairan often said about him, for whom is he defending his innocence?Friends say, Shu Zhan looks cruel and domineering, without any scruples, but in reality, he is as pure as jasmine in his heart, especially when it comes to love, he would rather lack than abuse, if it is not what he likes, he will never give himself up Yes, so, up to now, it's still...Of course, every time he said this, Shu Zhan gave him a sharp and cold glance, and everyone immediately fell silent.

Regarding feelings, he has a traditional concept. If he finds the one he loves in the future, he will definitely try his best to accompany the other person on the journey, for the rest of his life, without chaos or regret.He will give him the strongest protection, the softest words, the gentlest expression, and the deepest love.As a person, as a heart, in this life, he can only promise one person.

He believes that in this world, there must be such a person who is worth waiting for a year, a year.Your future, you are in my mind, I manage myself well, and then wait for you quietly; you are here, you are in my heart, I manage love well, and then protect you.

Of course, he knows, forever, is an unreachable distance, separated by thousands of mountains, separated by thousands of rivers, separated by heavy nights and fog.But as long as the king's heart is like a dodder, what he sends will never change.He will definitely climb thousands of mountains, cross thousands of rivers, and pass through layers of night and fog.

His concept of love is pure and white, not stained with dust, not waiting for the floating flowers, the waves are exhausted, and waiting silently for the lonely companion. The end of the wheel is bright and clean, and the change and devotion to the king without hesitation is a self-sacrifice willing to die in the arms of the king for the southwest wind.With longing in mind, waiting for love.

Until last year when the sky was full of snow, he met the edge of the cloud.At that moment, he deeply knew that the person he was looking forward to had arrived.

Although in his view of love and fantasy, there is no fixed image of his lover accompanying him, but he does understand that it must be a woman.Although the person who moved his heart was clearly a man, but he didn't struggle too much, he just loved him, loved everything about him.

The first characteristic of love is that it cannot control itself.If you have ever liked someone, you must know that the moment your heart beats is magical.The flowers must be fresher than usual, the grass must be greener than usual, and the air must be stickier than usual.

He is excited, he is happy, he is satisfied, he is happy, he is happy, he is happy, he is overjoyed, he is full of spring, he is beaming, he is smiling, he is proud, and the rest of his life is enough.He couldn't help but want to shout out all the emotions in his heart that could express the moment.But he can't.He was not so intoxicated that he could ignore the fact that the other party was a man, even though he thought it was unimportant, nor was he so confused that he didn't realize that everything was just his unrequited love, and that the other party didn't even know his existence.

After that, he didn't know how many times he went out alone in the self-study class, silently came to the back door of Yunbian's class, stared at the figure that didn't look up, and was extremely gentle.

Since then, he did not know how many times he quietly walked behind Yun Bian after school at night, staring deeply at his back, feeling satisfied.

Since then, he didn't know how many times he turned on the desk lamp every late night when he couldn't fall asleep when he thought about it, and wrote on the edge of the cloud over and over again in the dim yellow light, expressing his affection.

……

However, the longer he paid attention to and the more he understood, the less he dared to express his admiration.

Although in the eyes of others, he is still the cold and domineering, sharp and decisive stretch, but he knows that he has changed, he has become hesitant, he has become paranoid, and he has become confused whenever he encounters something related to the other party. up.He doesn't need to care about it himself, but what about Yun Bian?With his temperament, how could he commit himself to the arms of a man?Even if he accepts himself, how should he face the teachers and classmates around him calmly?Even if he doesn't care about worldly views, what about his parents' intentions?What about the vision of the future society?How does he protect Yunbian from it?

Why, when he loves her innocently and honestly, he can only cringe and sneak around?

Thinking of these, no matter how warm my heart was, it became cold.

But he told himself that in this life, he must be with him.As for how to be together, he had to think clearly.While thinking about the cloud, he restrained himself.