Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

Things were never fair, and I was playing a losing game, losing the love of my life.

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The time of family affection is always fleeting

On the afternoon of the third day, Jiang Yinghai and Yang Zicheng had already returned to school.

Only the students who participated in the performance returned to school one after another, and the school was still empty.

The show is less than half a month away.

"Brother Cheng, let's go to the practice room for a rehearsal! It seems that we have never actively rehearsed before."

"Aren't you tired? If you want to go to the row, I will accompany you"

"I am not tired"

When they came to the practice room and changed into practice clothes, Jiang Yinghai and Yang Zicheng started rehearsing.This time there was no drummer, no playing the piano, no make-up.

"My friend"

Yang Zicheng knelt on the ground, Jiang Yinghai pointed at him, and sang sadly

"The neck of the Red Chamber is boundless in spring, how do you know that a good relationship is a bad one.

After Duanyang wine, your life is hanging by a thread, and I have suffered so much for stealing grass from fairy mountains.

Even though I am a heterogeneous person, my kindness to you is not superficial, and I still have the cigarettes you promised in my belly.

You shouldn't recover from illness and change your conscience, and get on the bottomless boat of the Fahai.

My wife hopes that you will go home and you will not turn around, which night will not wait for you until the fifth watch.

Pity my pillow is wet with tears, pity me wake up from a mandarin duck's dream and only add sorrow. "

Jiang Yinghai sang the devotion and ecstasy, and was quickly replaced by the role!He inexplicably felt that the opera was sung by himself.

The more he sang, the more emotional he became. Jiang Yinghai's eyes were filled with tears, his shoulders twitched, and he suddenly felt pain in his heart. He frowned and bit his lower lip. Due to the excessive force, his lower lip was bitten with blood marks.Suddenly, Jiang Yinghai became dizzy, his eyes became black, and he fell to the ground.Jiang Yinghai tightly closed his eyes.

Seeing this scene, Yang Zicheng's legs felt weak. Originally, he had been kneeling all the time in order to cooperate with this scene, but the sudden change caused him to sit on the ground paralyzed.He wasn't sure what happened to Jiang Yinghai, what happened.My heart is full of fear, and I even feel that the world is dark in an instant! "Will Xiao Hai die?" Only this thought made Yang Zicheng extremely flustered.

After a brief blank, Yang Zicheng knelt and crawled over, he panicked.

Yang Zicheng's voice was trembling, "Xiaohai Xiaohai, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable? What should I do? Can I touch you? Can I hug you? How can I save you?"

"Xiaohai Xiaohai, you can't die, I can't watch you die, I don't allow you to die, what should I do, I'm afraid of Xiaohai, I'm really afraid"

Yang Zicheng trembled, he really felt his heart was about to jump out.

"Xiao Hai, I will always be with you. When you die, I will die with you." Yang Zicheng cried, crying very sad and helpless.

He didn't dare to touch Xiaohai because he didn't know what was going on with him. He didn't know what was wrong with Xiaohai and whether he needed artificial respiration.He looked at Jiang Yinghai anxiously.

After a while, he found a line of tears flowing from the corner of Jiang Yinghai's eyes.

"Xiao Hai, can you hear me? Can you open your eyes? Can you talk?" Yang Zicheng asked eagerly

He noticed that the tears in the corners of Jiang Yinghai's eyes flowed out one after another. "Xiao Hai, where do you feel pain?"

Jiang Yinghai finally responded "distressed"

Yang Zicheng panicked even more, "Can I touch you? What should I do?"

"If I die, what will you do?" Jiang Yinghai asked almost angrily.

"I will die with you too," Yang Zicheng replied.

Yoshihisa

Jiang Yinghai opened his eyes, and a large stream of tears poured down like a flood that broke a dike. This expression tore Yang Zicheng's heart, it was the expression of a person who was extremely desperate.

"Xiao Hai, don't be like this, what's wrong with you, if you feel uncomfortable, you can hit me, pinch me! Or you can cry!"

Hearing a "wow", Jiang Yinghai cried out heart-piercingly. Jiang Yinghai kept crying until he had no strength at all, and there was no sound but sobbing.

Yang Zicheng sat beside him in a daze.Although he didn't know the reason for Jiang Yinghai's collapse, but the time he got to know each other made him vaguely aware of what Jiang Yinghai was in pain.

"Chengzi" Jiang Yinghai called Yang Zicheng like this for the first time

"I am so distressed that I am dying. White Snake loves someone who shouldn't love and eventually dies. I am the same, and I will die too. The love between White Snake and Xu Xian is not accepted, and neither are we! We will all be killed by them in the end. I can't make you die with me," Jiang Yinghai said in a whisper.

"Xiao Hai, are you afraid of falling in love with me?" Yang Zicheng was relieved after hearing Jiang Yinghai's words.At this time, he was also exhausted, so he simply lay down next to Jiang Yinghai, staring at the ceiling obsessively. "Even if Xu Xian knew it would end like that, he would still fall in love with the White Snake. It's fate...Although the ending was tragic, the process was beautiful, wasn't it?"

Jiang Yinghai only gasped, and Yang Zicheng knew that Jiang Yinghai was listening, and continued, "I am definitely a normal boy. I will have a physical reaction when I see a beautiful woman, but I still fall in love with you. We also gave our bodies to each other. This is also fate." We can't control these, I met you, fell in love with you, no matter what the ending is, the process is extremely pure and beautiful, isn't it?"

Jiang Yinghai's sudden collapse was because he clearly knew how the relationship between himself and Yang Zicheng was different from White Snake and Xu Xian? "Yang Zicheng made me believe in fate, but at the same time, I also understand that this is not a "good fate" but a "bad fate"! Aren't we "different" when we come together? "Different" is not tolerated by the world, will it Because of this, will I or Yang Zicheng be cast aside and criticized by the world? Will I eventually reach the point of no return, and will I eventually implicate Yang Zicheng? I dragged down such a sunny and handsome person so that he is not a ghost Not a ghost?"

Jiang Yinghai wanted to convince himself, "What if there is no Yang Zicheng? If he is not so warm, not so kind to me, not so pampering and loving me, or if there is no this show... Is it possible that we will not be together, and the tragedy will not happen. gone?"

Thinking of Yang Zicheng's absence, Jiang Yinghai clearly felt that his heart ached even more, "Without ifs, nothing can go back...there is only the future, and it is clearly visible. It is the abyss, mountains of swords and seas of fire, eighteen levels of hell..."

Yang Zicheng seemed to have found the answer in his heart, and his strength returned to his body, "Xiao Hai, I know what you are worried about. Leave it to me. You have to believe me, believe that we are destined for this, and believe in the arrangement of fate." "Xiao Hai , do you regret falling in love with me? Are you afraid?"

Jiang Yinghai closed his eyes again, "I'm really afraid, but I don't regret it."

Yang Zicheng said firmly, "If you don't regret it, don't be afraid. With me, you just need to hide behind me. As long as you are by my side, I have the courage to betray the whole world;" Yang Zicheng turned his head and looked at Jiang Yinghai, "If If you regret it, then I will not let go, even if you are bound, I will stay by my side. You regret it, but there is no medicine... let's not think about it."

"Chengzi, knowing you, there is only one dead end"

"Xiao Hai, I can't control so much if I die first; if you die first, you must hold me, because without you, I will feel worse than dying."

After speaking, the two boys cried, crying very wronged and sad.But the hands are pulled together.

Extra: Four years later, Jiang Yinghai was really struggling on the verge of dying, but Yang Zicheng was not by his side.It's not that he didn't want to, but he didn't have the chance to hold Jiang Yinghai's hand at all.He has too many promises to keep.

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I think I always don't know how to learn to give up. In fact, there are some things that you can't control at all. It's not that you don't give up, but that you simply can't grasp it.

The rehearsal of the large-scale Beijing opera "Legend of the White Snake" by Jingjing Opera School, as the highlight of the Five Arts Festival in J City, was arranged on the last day of the National Day holiday.The Five Arts Festival is the most important cultural event in J City. It is held every three years. At that time, provincial and municipal leaders and those in charge of the cultural industry will participate. It can be said that it is a very important cultural event in J City.

Early in the morning, the bus from the Jingjing Opera School took all the cast and crew to the Grand Theater of J City.All morning, Dean Wang, Qiao Shaoli, and the directors of stage art and lighting of the city troupe were intensively adjusting the lighting and effects. This took a lot of effort, and required that the lighting and stage art must cooperate with each transition.This time, the traditional band accompaniment was not used, but the recorded accompaniment effect.In order to cooperate as a whole, the main actors need to be on the stage all the time, and they must remember their own rhythm and position.

We eat boxed lunch at noon, and then everyone finds a place to squat in the background for a while.Make up is scheduled to start at two o'clock in the afternoon.

Jiang Yinghai couldn't sleep, thinking about the drama, thinking about the scene, every scene in his mind was like a movie.With the stage so close, it was the first time that Jiang Yinghai was full of anticipation for the performance.How many viewers will there be in the evening?Will the audience like it?He can't go wrong, can he?You won't forget words, will you?won't fall down?

Looking at himself in the mirror, he couldn't help but smirk.Without this performance and this experience, he might still be the proud Jiang Yinghai in everyone's eyes. In fact, he is very simple in heart, with a high EQ but a low IQ. Stupid people have stupid blessings... But everything is not according to common sense. Then it happened, he fell in love with Xu Xian in the play and Yang Zicheng outside the play...

Yang Zicheng came over at some point and patted Jiang Yinghai on the shoulder, "Xiao Hai, come with me".

Jiang Yinghai followed Yang Zicheng and walked out. They walked from the backstage to the stage. The theater was dark and there was no one there. Yang Zicheng sat at the entrance of the stage, patted the seat beside him, and signaled Jiang Yinghai to sit next to him. Jiang Yinghai sat down obediently. .

"Xiao Hai, don't get too involved tonight? Just rehearse as usual."

"why?"

"I'm afraid"

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you're too involved and can't control yourself. I'm afraid that you will be distressed..." Yang Zicheng said very seriously and emotionally.

"Brother Cheng, I will definitely act and sing well, not for anything else, just because we performed together, even if I can't impress the audience, I will impress you and myself."

"Xiao Hai, you clearly know that you have moved me a long time ago. I always feel that I am very small in front of you. I can't protect you well, and I can't alleviate your worries and pain."

"..." Jiang Yinghai didn't speak, thoughtfully

"Xiao Hai, you are a good actor, you will definitely succeed"

"I don't know if I can succeed, and I don't know what success is"

"Success means that many people will know you and appreciate you. Maybe you will have a job after graduation."

"I think success is doing what I want to do, becoming who I want to be, and now I just want to play the White Snake well tonight." Jiang Yinghai lowered his head,

"..." Yang Zicheng was silent for a while, "Since you want to act, then act well, remember that as long as you think what you need, I will be by your side"

...

For tonight's performance, the Grand Theater was packed.The middle five rows are all relevant leaders.From about six o'clock, cars drove over one after another, and someone guided the relevant leaders to sit down.Everyone greeted each other.

Yang Zicheng, Jiang Yinghai and all the actors have finished their makeup.Qiao Shaoli checked the details of the stage at the end of the side screen, and she also begged her grandpa to tell her grandma not to have any problems, all the baskets and baskets were closed, and she was shivering tonight.

She looked at the auditorium from the side curtain, there were no empty seats, and there was a lot of voices. She rarely saw such a scene, and suddenly her nerves tensed up, and her heartbeat accelerated.On the contrary, Jiang Yinghai was very calm, and Qiao Shaoli could not help but praise in her heart that "he is a role material".

Today, the make-up, costumes and props of the leading actors are all professional teachers from the Beijing Opera Troupe.The make-up teacher has been boasting since she put on Jiang Yinghai's makeup, "For so many years, I have served so many big Tsing Yis. It's the first time I've seen a child as beautiful as this one. From now on, I'll stop singing and be an actor." At this moment Jiang Yinghai's brilliance is shining, his eyebrows are far away, his eyes are like autumn waves, his pink face is full of spring, and his lips are red.Jiang Yinghai didn't say a word, his aura frightened the whole backstage.

The costume teacher put Jiang Yinghai's brand-new ironed costume on, "Son, old rules, we can't sit down when we put on the costume, and it's disrespectful to the ancestor if there is a pleat." Jiang Yinghai let the costume teacher like this Serving and dressing, he enjoys everything he has now.

Jiang Yinghai was not nervous at all, on the contrary, he faintly felt that only Qingqingwo in the play was what he needed most and what he wanted to have the most, but the play was very short and the reality was very long...

Jiang Yinghai bowed down and bowed deeply to the clothing teacher.He got up slowly and walked towards the entrance of the stage. Wherever he went, everyone gave him attention and admiration. His every move and gesture was no longer the Jiang Yinghai that everyone usually saw, this was the White Snake.

Yang Zicheng walked towards him, Jiang Yinghai floated down to bow to the "officials", Yang Zicheng was also affected by this, and put his hands on the "lady"...Jiang Yinghai did not stop, and walked towards the entrance of the stage after Yang Zicheng...Yang Zicheng and everyone Looking at Jiang Yinghai with the same eyes...

In the role, Jiang Yinghai has a temperament that cannot be played with. He is not something that ordinary people can get close to. He will always be the brightest and most distant star. When he falls into the mortal world, he can only be troubled and filthy by the world, and can only be scarred. Tired, because he does not belong to the mortal world.Just like a white snake, who practiced for thousands of years in the Emei Cave of Qingcheng Mountain, although he was poor, he was fine; he came to the world to find true love, but he was buried in Leifeng Pagoda even though he was lingering...

At seven o'clock in the evening, the curtain officially opened.

Tonight, Jiang Yinghai became the brightest star on the whole stage

"Xu Langfu, he brought me all kinds of affection..." The lingering entanglement, tenderness and sweetness...

"My wife will tell you the truth, your wife is not a mortal woman, and your wife is a snake fairy in Emei..." The sad and moving, resentful Ai Ai...

"Holding grief, bearing tears, asking for old friends..." Forbearance and staunch...

"You have the heart to hurt me, and the Duanyang Festival persuades realgar..." The misery and despair...

Jiang Yinghai did it in one go, vividly and vividly.He enjoyed the stage and lit up the audience.There were seven full houses throughout the game.At the curtain call, he returned three times.

A leader of the province even deliberately shook Jiang Yinghai's hand and praised "Singing very well, he is a good seedling".Jiang Yinghai didn't know that the person in charge of the Provincial Peking Opera Troupe had already talked to the school about his intention to recruit Jiang Yinghai in the future.

Backstage, Qiao Shaoli hugged Jiang Yinghai excitedly and wiped away tears, "Xiaohai succeeded, succeeded!" She was really happy, whether it was because of her dedication to this rehearsal or the outstanding performance of her students, Qiao Shaoli The winner of this extravaganza, she has every right to be happy.

The music is over, because there are performances here one week in a row, so there is nothing to pack up.The entire backstage is the students and teachers of the drama school packing up their things and getting ready to board the bus.Everyone in the backstage left, only Jiang Yinghai didn't move.

"Teacher, can I stay by myself for a while?" Jiang Yinghai asked Teacher Qiao.

Teacher Qiao could feel that Jiang Yinghai hadn't recovered from the performance. For some children in the drama school, they would never have such an opportunity in their lifetime, and they were definitely reluctant. "Okay, we'll wait for you"

Jiang Yinghai walked slowly onto the stage. At this moment, the curtain was closed, and the audience was pitch black.Jiang Yinghai walked through the middle of the curtain and stood on the stage.

Just now, the lights on the stage were beautiful and gorgeous, and the audience was full of guests.

Just now, there was a poignant scene of life and death on stage,

Just now, he felt the cheers, flowers, applause and the pinnacle of life...

But at this time, everything is quiet, and the curtain is over, which means it is over.

Two lines of tears fell down without disappointment, leaving two tear stains on the face covered with oil paint.

It was the feeling just now, but Jiang Yinghai couldn't recall it, only the feeling that his heart and body were being emptied, very empty and lost.

When on the stage, Jiang Yinghai felt that he was radiant, but once the curtain ended, he was worthless. Without the role and the stage, Jiang Yinghai would be out of tune with this world.

But no matter how gorgeous the stage is, how poignant the story will end, will end, will end.After all, he will return to reality... If not for this experience, perhaps Jiang Yinghai would not feel the loneliness and desolation emanating from the depths of his soul, which pierces his bones...

Jiang Yinghai stood close to the curtain in a daze, and was suddenly hugged from behind through the curtain, his arms were very strong.Jiang Yinghai shook his head.

"It's me..." Yang Zicheng's voice trembled

"Who are you holding?"

"It's the White Snake, it's Jiang Yinghai"

"Brother Cheng, everything is so beautiful, but it ended so quickly, my heart is so cold"

"No, as long as the heart is still there, it is not over, I will still sing with you"

"We won't have a good result..." Jiang Yinghai said foolishly, "We will graduate, you will go home, and I will...separate, soon...it will end, soon..."

"I don't care, as long as you sing, I will accompany you, if you want me to stay, I won't leave..."

After experiencing such emotions, the two boys are being forced to grow up, and both want to try their best to grasp the beauty of the moment, even if this beauty does not belong to their age, it is not something they can control.Even if this beauty is like a flower in the moon in the mirror, they can't grasp it at all.

The more passionate the shorter, their stories are too passionate and beautiful, so they are destined to be fleeting like fire in the cold night.

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Sometimes, don't look at the world too alone, just as you always miss someone, there will always be someone who will always miss you. In 15 years, many past passions have been dulled. If a relationship does not die, after 15 years of baptism, it is enough to sublimate.Whenever Jiang Yinghai thinks of the most splendid moment, he can still feel distressed, and he can also feel the sadness around him on the empty stage.

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