Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

[I thought that as long as I liked it seriously, I could impress someone, but it turned out that I was only impressed by myself. 】

After a while, both of them came back to their senses, and a nameless anger rose in Mama Yang's heart.Not only did she have hatred for Jiang Yinghai, but she also had a feeling of being deceived. It turned out that her son wanted to live out and refused to let her come because of him, and she was trying to deceive the parents.Mother Yang suddenly felt her blood pressure rise, she became dizzy, she couldn't stand still, and staggered.She held on to the door frame, panting.

The appearance of Yang's mother also surprised Jiang Yinghai. He knew that Yang Zicheng's mother knew about his relationship with Yang Zicheng. Mother Yang's attitude towards him is one of hatred, and he has been considered by her mother to be the chief culprit who made Yang Zicheng embark on this path of no return.

"Auntie, are you alright?"

"Jiang Yinghai...why did you come? When did you come?" Mother Yang suppressed her anger.

"I...I've been here for a few days." Jiang Yinghai felt hostility.

"What are you doing here? Jiang Yinghai, what else are you doing here?" Yang Zicheng's mother put things heavily on the ground, and the fruit rolled all over the floor.Mother Yang barely held on to the door frame, not letting herself faint.

"Auntie, I...what am I not doing? Don't be angry. I just want to see Chengzi. He left quietly and couldn't be contacted. I think he's fine, so I'm relieved."

"Keep quiet? Can't get in touch? Don't you understand? I just won't contact you! Don't you know? My family wants face, and Chengzi's father is the leader. Let others know about you and Chengzi , How does Chengzi behave? How does his father behave? Our whole family will be killed by you? It’s not enough for you to be ashamed of yourself, must you pull Chengzi and our family?"

Every word Yang's mother said hit Jiang Yinghai's face and heart

"I did not harm Cheng Zi, nor your family, Auntie"

"Jiang Yinghai, tell me, why do you want to do this? You don't go on a good road, and you live a normal life. But, you sing Danjiao, are you a woman? What are you and Chengzi? We Chengzi can live forever because of you. Marry? Don't have children? Don't look up to people?"

Jiang Yinghai couldn't even say a word when he was questioned, he didn't think about it so much, and the words were so ugly, like scolding a shameless bitch, he made himself feel ashamed.

Mother Yang continued, "I told you that Cheng Zi has a girlfriend. If you are so shameless, I will go to your school, your teacher, and your parents. I want everyone to see the good deeds you have done and let everyone I know what kind of person you are!" Mother Yang scolded more and more harshly, and she also wanted to scare Jiang Yinghai.In fact, she was really angry, with stars in her eyes and dizzy. "Go away, go away".

Before hearing Yang's mother's curse, Jiang Yinghai even imagined that for Yang Zicheng, he could even kneel down and plead guilty to his parents. He really loves Yang Zicheng, and Yang Zicheng also loves him. For this true love and happiness, he asked his parents For Yang Zicheng's understanding and support, he can let go of his self-esteem.

But now he feels that these are unnecessary. In the heart of Yang Zicheng's mother, he is a heinous sinner. What he can foresee is to hide with Yang Zicheng in a cold tunnel like a mouse for the rest of his life, and make Yang Zicheng's parents hate him forever.

"Auntie, it's my fault. It's all my fault. Don't be angry. I'm leaving now." At this moment, he just wanted to escape, the farther the better.

Jiang Yinghai thought about packing up his things, but Yang Zicheng bought them all, and his own things were lost long ago.But he picked up his mobile phone, and before he stepped out of the door, he said to Yang Zicheng's mother, "Auntie, Chengzi is looking for me, just say I have something to do at home, so go back first." Jiang Yinghai ran out after speaking.

After all, Jiang Yinghai was a child of the same age as her son, so Mama Yang felt a little distressed when she said these words. She said so many selfish things to protect her son, but she was determined not to get rid of her bad relationship, and their family would have no face to live.

Mother Yang thought to herself, "Son, don't blame Auntie. Auntie is doing it for your own good. Your road will be more difficult in the future. This is the best result." At this time, Mother Yang slid down the door frame and sat down on the ground.

Jiang Yinghai didn't cry in front of Yang's mother, he didn't know how long he ran, he ran to an overpass, saw the heavy traffic, saw the hurrying, suddenly lost, what was he, what was he doing...

He shouted into the distance, wanting to yell out all his grievances, tears remained like broken beads at this moment, who can listen to his heart, who can know his grievances, who he provokes Who is it, why is this...

In the evening, Yang Zicheng got off work and went to the cram school as usual, and then went back to the place where he lived. He thought that Jiang Yinghai would be home in a few days. He wanted to cherish it, so he wanted to avoid any accidents as long as he went to work on time. If you study on time, there will be no mistakes.In addition, he also wanted to take some time to go home these two days, to get some change of clothes as an excuse, and to report to his parents about the recent study situation, so as to prevent his mother from running over suddenly.

Yang Zicheng walked up the stairs humming, and found that the door was open, but there was no light inside, and his heart skipped a beat.He gently opened the door and saw his mother sitting on the sofa, like a clay sculpture.He flicked on the light.I saw that my mother was alone in the house, and there were fruits and vegetables scattered on the ground.

"Mom, where's Xiao Hai?" Yang Zicheng's voice trembled a little.

"You still have the face to ask? You did a good job, but you secretly contacted him and hid it at home!"

"Why do I have the shame to ask, why are we doing something shameful? What about Xiao Hai?" Yang Zicheng couldn't hold back anymore, and raised his voice.

Mother Yang was still a little guilty, remembering Jiang Yinghai's words, she said, "He has something to do at home, so let's go first."

"What did you say to him? What happened to him? Where did he go?" Yang Zicheng broke down and yelled at his mother.

Yang's mother had never seen her son like this before, and she was a little panicked, "You don't care what happened to mother? Just know Xiaohai Xiaohai, he is a big boy, what can I do to him? What can happen to him if he wants to leave? He has It’s right to go with self-knowledge.”

"Mom! Xiaohai doesn't know anyone here. He lost his bag and he doesn't have any money. Where do you let him go? If something happens to him, you can wait to collect his body." Yang Zicheng went crazy Seems to have run out.

At this time, Mother Yang was even more worried that something would happen to her son, so she called behind her, "Chengzi, where are you going?"

Running to the road, Yang Zicheng was like crazy, bumping around, shouting loudly, "Xiaohai, Xiaohai, Jiang Yinghai!"

Mother Yang was chasing after her, she couldn't catch up with Ben, she was out of breath at this moment, she was terribly worried when she saw her son running around like crazy, when she looked up, Yang Zicheng had already rushed to the opposite side of the road, Yang's mother wanted to chase after her, but she didn't look at the car at all. A blinding headlight made Yang's mother blinded by a white light. The car had no time to brake and knocked Yang Zicheng's mother out.

The moment Yang Zicheng turned his head, he saw the scene where his mother was knocked out, and his eyes went dark...

A lot of people surrounded the street in an instant, and the driver came down to look in a hurry. Yang Zicheng staggered and pushed away the crowd, squeezed in, "Mom, mom, who has a phone number, call 120 for me, hurry, hurry..."

...

At the door of the operating room of the hospital, Yang Zaishan and Yang Zicheng were waiting anxiously.After a while, Deputy Mayor Hu and his daughter Hu Ruomei also appeared in the corridor. They came here as soon as they heard the news.

The "in operation" light stays on.It has been more than 4 hours since Yang's mother was sent to the hospital in a car accident.Father Yang didn't know what the reason was, and he didn't bother to ask.Deputy Mayor Hu comforted her for a while, and left because she had something to do, and asked Meimei to stay and help her if she needed anything.Hu Ruomei sat next to Yang Zicheng.Yang Zicheng's hair was disheveled and listless, and his whole body was like an eggplant beaten by frost, sluggish.

"Chengzi, you have to hold on, everything will be fine. I need you most at this time." Meimei comforted Yang Zicheng.

"Lend me the phone." Yang Zicheng buried his head deeply in his arms, and suddenly thought of something to say to Hu Ruomei.

Hu Ruomei gave Yang Zicheng her phone number.

Yang Zicheng made up a text message, "My mother was in a car accident, life and death are uncertain, and she is undergoing surgery at the Central Hospital. Help me find Jiang Yinghai" and sent it to Ma Chi.

This incident was too sudden, everything was out of Yang Zicheng's expectation and control, he dispersed, and he didn't dare to think about the next thing and didn't have the energy to think about it.

The operation lasted six hours, and Yang's mother was out of danger.She suffered a comminuted pelvic fracture and a concussion in her head.When the surgery trolley was rolled out, everyone surrounded it, and Yang Zicheng looked at his mother so distressed that he died.Because he didn't sleep all night, Yang Zicheng's eyes became dark and his face became thinner.Dad asked him to go back, but he refused. He wanted to be here and watch his mother wake up as a kind of redemption.

Around noon, Mother Yang woke up, her whole body began to ache, and she couldn't help groaning.

Yang Zicheng didn't leave the bed for a moment, he gently held his mother's hand.

"Son, don't hate mom, I'm doing it for your own good." Mother Yang burst into tears, her voice extremely weak.

"Mom, it should be me who hit me, I'm a bastard." Yang Zicheng really hated himself, and didn't know what to do when he saw his mother lying on the bed in pain.

"Son, please forget about Xiao Hai. Mom is begging you. Mom is your only son. If you don't listen to mom, mom can't let you go. Then mom will really have to die." overdo it.

"Mom, I just want to tell you that Xiaohai and I are real. Without him, I really feel bad, and I may never be happy again." Yang Zicheng was out of breath, and ran out from Xiaohai. With so many things happening now, Yang Zicheng has collapsed.

"Okay, son, you are a good son of mother, you can do it yourself, if you feel that you can't do without Xiao Hai, you can go to him, mother will die again at worst" Yang mother said disappointedly.

Yang Zi's heart was twisted like a knife, looking at his mother, he was powerless to refute. "Mom, as long as Xiao Hai is well, I will find him and break up with him..." Yang Zicheng buried his face in the quilt, crying out in distress.

...

Ma Chi was surprised when he received a text message.How can so many things happen in one day.But where could he find Jiang Yinghai?He called Jiang Yinghai.

After Jiang Yinghai finished crying on the flyover, he walked aimlessly into the dark, not knowing how far and how long he walked.At night he hid in the corner of KFC and fell asleep.Suddenly woke up by the phone ringing, it was Ma Chi's call, "Xiao Hai, Chengzi's mother was in a car accident, and she is in the Central Hospital. I will wait for you at the entrance of the hospital. You can take a taxi."

After receiving Ma Chi's call, Jiang Yinghai mechanically stood up, walked out mechanically, stopped a car and mechanically said to the driver, "Go to the Central Hospital".

Jiang Yinghai didn't know why he went and what capacity he went with.He also couldn't think of why there was such a big change in just a few hours, but it must have something to do with himself.If something happened to Yang Zicheng's mother, not to mention Yang Zicheng, even she would not forgive herself.

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the Central Hospital, and Ma Chi paid the fare for Jiang Yinghai.

"Let's go, I know which ward they are in" Ma Chi said

"Brother Ma Chi, Chengzi's mother is like this because of me, I have no face to get over it"

"Stop thinking about it, Chengzi is very worried about you, and he can't get away. His mother is out of danger."

At the door of the ward, Jiang Yinghai held Ma Chi back.He still didn't have the guts to go in.He looked inside through the glass of the ward. Mother Yang was lying on the hospital bed, almost half of her body was in plaster, her head was wrapped with thick gauze, she was dying.Yang Zicheng buried his head in the quilt and wept bitterly.At this time, Yang's mother said to Yang Zicheng, "Okay, son, you are my mother's good son, you can do it yourself. If you feel that you can't do without Xiao Hai, you can go to him. Mom will die again." He saw When it came to Yang Zicheng's face was ashen, he raised his head and said to his mother, "Mom, as long as Xiao Hai is well, I will find him and break up with him..."

Yang Zicheng's crying tugged at his heart, and Yang Zicheng's words pierced deeply into Jiang Yinghai's heart.

He should have disappeared from Yang Zicheng's life and life.Jiang Yinghai's heart ached as if being clenched. He didn't want Yang Zicheng to be in such pain, and he didn't even want to bring such a big trouble to Yang Zicheng's family.He didn't want Yang Zicheng to choose between his relatives and himself.

Yang Zicheng has already made a choice. In the face of life and death, the so-called love is still not accepted and blessed, and it is even more humble.

At this moment, Hu Ruomei walked over from a distance, and she was there all the time. Seeing Yang's mother wake up, she was relieved, went out to call her father, and then bought some food for Yang Zicheng.Walked to the door of the ward, opened the door and walked in.

"Meimei, you still come to take care of me." Yang's mother said weakly to Hu Ruomei word by word.

"Auntie, stop talking. It's nothing serious. God blesses you. This is your blessing. Take care of it. I'll come to accompany you every day." Meimei was still understanding.He squinted at Yang Zicheng.

At this moment, it seems that two of Yang Zicheng's three souls are gone. Meimei didn't think much about it, and felt that Yang Zicheng would be hit hard by such a big change.

When Jiang Yinghai saw this girl, he remembered what Yang's mother said, "Chengzi has a girlfriend, if you are so shameless, I will go to your school, your teacher, and your parents. I want everyone to see what you are doing." Let everyone know what kind of person you are!" In front of such a bright and bright girl, what she is is just a dark shadow, how well she and Yang Zicheng match.It turns out that my identity is not even a dream.

Jiang Yinghai pulled Ma Chi, "Brother Ma Chi, I won't go in, you can tell Chengzi that I've been here, so he can rest assured that I'll wait for you downstairs, okay?"

Ma Chi also understood Jiang Yinghai's concerns, so he nodded.

Jiang Yinghai turned around and walked out, with staggering steps, one deep foot and one shallow foot, and hurriedly ran down.

Ma Chi gently opened the door, Yang Zicheng looked up and saw him.Yang Zicheng said to his mother in a soft voice, "Mom, this is a colleague from my internship unit. I will tell him about the situation and ask him to take a few days off for me. I will be back in a while." Yang Zicheng got up and walked out.

At the other end of the corridor, Ma Chi asked, "What's the matter?"

Yang Zicheng sighed, "My mother scolded Xiaohai and ran away. I yelled at my mother and went out to look for her. My mother chased me and got hit by a car..." Do it." Yang Zicheng slammed his head on the wall.

"Xiao Hai has been here, he was with me just now, but he didn't go in, now downstairs, don't worry about it." Ma Chi was also very helpless, there was really nothing he could do about this matter.

"Really? Is Xiaohai okay? Let's go, I'm going to find him" Yang Zicheng ran downstairs while Ma Chi followed.In the end, after searching downstairs, there was no sign of Jiang Yinghai at all.Yang Zicheng raised his head to the sky, not wanting to let the tears stay, he clenched his hands tightly, his nails were embedded in his flesh, "What should I do, what should I do!!"

Ma Chi patted Yang Zicheng, "I'll look for it, I'll definitely find it, don't worry."

"I'll go with you." Yang Zicheng's eyes were bloodshot, and his tears were cloudy.

"Chengzi, Xiaohai probably heard what you said just now that you wanted to break up. Your mother has just escaped from danger. You shouldn't leave. You believe that I will find it for you. You go back and take care of your mother and wait for my news." Ma Chi held her tightly. He touched Jiang Yinghai's hand and ran out.

Ma Chi was sure that Jiang Yinghai would not go very far. Jiang Yinghai didn't have any money on him. He couldn't take a taxi, so he should be around.

Jiang Yinghai just wanted to escape from here, it was too depressing, too humble, and too embarrassing.I never felt like I was redundant.

He ran down the road in front of the hospital.The Central Hospital is a veteran cadre hospital in C City. In addition to the highest medical level, it also receives recuperation. It mainly receives retired senior officials and veteran cadres every year.The environment here is still very good, not far from the sea.Jiang Yinghai ran to the beach in a daze.

It is early winter now, although the sea has not frozen, but the sea wind is very strong, like a knife, and it is also very cold.Jiang Yinghai sat on the beach, facing the sea, like a lonely ghost, feeling the boundlessness of the world, filled with his lonely heart, "Yang Zicheng!! I am here now, but where will you be?"

...

After Yang Zicheng went out, Yang's mother stretched out her hand to signal Meimei to pull her hand over.Meimei sat down very considerately.She felt that Mother Yang had something to say, so she put her head on it. "Meimei, send me a text message, okay?"

"Okay, you say, I edit"

"Let's break up, we're going to get married after the civil service exam." Sent out according to the number Yang's mother said.

Although Yang's mother dropped her son's cell phone, Yang Zicheng's mother firmly remembered Jiang Yinghai's number.

When the text message sounded, Jiang Yinghai turned on the phone, and tears welled up in his eyes. Is it necessary to humiliate himself like this?Just let yourself disappear silently, can't you?Do you have to add salt to the wound and make yourself die ugly?

No, I am the aloof Jiang Yinghai, even if I cry, I will cry with a smile, so he replied, "I wish you happiness."

The text message was sent again, "Say goodbye for the last time. You too... find a woman to marry, and then have a cute baby who will smile like you, with sweet dimples. Two men, there will be no ending." Mei Mei pressed the send button and seemed to understand something.

Jiang Yinghai replied "OK."

Jiang Yinghai's tears rolled down his face, and he felt faint pain when he was blown by the cold wind. He bit his lip and threw the phone into the sea with all his strength.

But why did my heart start to hurt, and I couldn't breathe? It happened once before, in the practice room.His head buzzed.

No, you can't throw away your phone, it's the only thing that bears Yang Zicheng's imprint. My heart is there, and I have to get it back.

Jiang Yinghai ran into the sea like crazy.The sea water soaked the trousers and cotton padded jacket, making his body even heavier, and he was terribly cold. He searched randomly, where, where, suddenly he saw the mobile phone, he rushed over to pick it up, but a big wave knocked Jiang Yinghai down ...

[If I hadn't met at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be who I am now.In your world, I have laughed and suffered.Now I am exhausted, walking out of your world silently with my own shadow.I will no longer shed tears for you, no longer foolishly wait for your call, and no longer beg you not to leave.If love is humble, it is no longer love; if love is painful, it is not called love. Maybe letting go is my best relief. 】

【It turns out that forever is just a misunderstanding...】

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