Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

[If your favorite shoes are out of size, go to the store next door to buy a beautiful coat There are many ways to make yourself happy, and there are countless roads that can lead to the future. People will grow up. Things that have been addicted to will become dispensable pastimes. Nothing is irreplaceable, including you]

Jiang Yinghai was a little bored at home, and it was not good to call Qin Xiaohe, for fear that it would be inconvenient for him to answer the phone at home.It turned out that Qin Xiaohe was not around and he had nothing to do.Holding Lemon at home, I watched a few dog movies "Hachiko", "Little Q Diary", "Marley and Me", but Jiang Yinghai cried so much that he almost used up a box of toilet paper.Looking at Lemon's cute face, he kissed him hard.And then...still boring.

I remembered that I hadn't gone to play with Sister Yin for a long time.It seems that this best friend has been left out in the cold.In the scorching afternoon, I bought a watermelon and went to Lin Zhiyin's house.

It's normal that Lin Zhiyin is not at home. She is a restless person and has many friends.I wanted to surprise Sister Yin, but I didn't succeed.Jiang Yinghai called Lin Zhiyin.

"Xiao Hai? My boyfriend and I are in the car? Where are you?" Lin Zhiyin's voice was light and hearty.

Qin Xiaohe was driving the car, and he was a little nervous when he heard Jiang Yinghai's call, holding his breath.

It turned out that I had a boyfriend, no wonder I didn't make a fuss about meeting, shopping or being with me during this period of time.Jiang Yinghai thought, and smiled, it's good, it's the age to talk about marriage, and he can't hang himself on the tree like Qin Xiaohe.I am really happy for Lin Zhiyin. "If you have the opportunity to meet this man who can capture Lin Zhiyin, he must be an elite." Thinking like this, Jiang Yinghai didn't tell the truth, and he didn't want to affect Lin Zhiyin's good mood. "I'm at home too! Have fun and have dinner together if you have a chance."

"Oh, you're at home. I wanted to find you at first, so let's do it another day!" Lin Zhiyin's voice was exaggerated, and she was also listening to Qin Xiaohe.Then put down the phone.

Only then did Qin Xiaohe feel relieved, and soon arrived at Lin Zhiyin's house.

Lin Zhiyin rented a closed community with limited parking spaces, so almost all the parking spaces in front of the building were fully occupied.Jiang Yinghai walked out of the corridor, passed through the cars and walked towards the gate of the community. At this moment, Qin Xiaohe's car stopped at the gate of the unit.Jiang Yinghai was very familiar with this Cadillac, and recognized it immediately, but Qin Xiaohe did not see Jiang Yinghai because those private cars blocked it.

Qin Xiaohe got out of the car, opened the passenger's door, and Lin Zhiyin got down delicately.Lin Zhiyin is a great hero today, so naturally she has to put on a show. "Thank you again, Zhiyin, why don't you ask Xiaohai to have dinner with you tonight?" Qin Xiaohe sincerely extended the invitation.

"You're welcome. I've said it all. In fact, I'm also very happy. I feel good. I'll be there whenever I need it. I'm a little tired today. Let's go another day. Brother Qin, have you noticed that some things can only be done by us women? ?”

"Yeah, then I won't thank you for your kindness. You should have a good rest." Qin Xiaohe was about to turn around when Lin Zhiyin lightly tiptoed and pecked Qin Xiaohe's face, then ran into the corridor with a smile .

Qin Xiaohe smiled helplessly, why didn't he have feelings for women.Then got in the car and drove away.

Jiang Yinghai didn't hear what Qin Xiaohe and Lin Zhiyin said, but he saw Lin Zhiyin's kiss to Qin Xiaohe.He hid next to a car, panicking like hell, and felt his brain starting to faint from lack of blood.He squatted next to the car.The circles of the sun's halo confused him, and the cicada's ghostly cries pressed against his eardrums like the clamor of a middle-aged woman.His sweat was dripping down, and his body was overdrawn rapidly.He stood up suddenly, his eyes were red, and he quickly supported the car and squatted down again.At this time, some residents passed by and gathered around, "Have you got heatstroke?" "Are you okay?" "Whose family are you from..."

Jiang Yinghai was unable to open his eyes, and opened his eyes inadvertently, trying to escape, but his legs couldn't move.

After a while, he staggered to his feet and walked towards the gate of the community.

Jiang Yinghai didn't know where to go, he didn't want to go home, to that so-called home, yes, that was Qin Xiaohe's home, what was he, a toy?An appendage under the fence, and it's still not visible.

The most unbearable thing is deception.Qin Xiaohe said that his grandfather was dying, so he went to see him for the last time, but he happened to be with Lin Zhiyin to make love to me; sister Yin said that he was with her boyfriend, and that boyfriend would be Qin Xiaohe. I like it...why?Why are you lying to me?Let yourself be played around like a fool?The feeling of being cheated is like cutting the heart with a knife abruptly, which is unbearable. He wants to yell, he needs to yell, "Who are you? Why are you doing this to me?" But he can't yell, like that Others will think he is a psychopath.

Thinking about myself, it is really humble and shameless.He never personally told Lin Zhiyin about his relationship with Qin Xiaohe, and there was no reason why Lin Zhiyin should not be allowed to pursue Qin Xiaohe. On the contrary, Lin Zhiyin told himself frankly from the first sight that she liked Qin Xiaohe. It was love at first sight, she didn't know what position she had to blame Lin Zhiyin.But Qin Xiaohe, why didn't he refuse?Why not make it clear?Oh, that's right, Qin Xiaohe must also have a crush on Lin Zhiyin, she is a girl that anyone can fall in love with, right?

What are you and Qin Xiaohe?It's nothing, it's just a relationship that the world will scoff at, disgust, and abuse if you tell it!How could being with Lin Zhiyin be aboveboard.Isn't a handsome guy a match for a beautiful woman?Isn't Qin Xiaohe's grandparents, parents, and family all looking forward to Qin Xiaohe bringing a daughter-in-law home?To Qin Xiaohe, he is an ugly monster in a dark corner, unable to see the light, and will die if he sees the light.What can I bring to Qin Xiaohe?reputation?money?Or the respect of others?It can't be done, it can only be poking behind others' backs and talking about it. Can he bring any future to Qin Xiaohe?Can he inherit the incense that the Qin family wants?He can't do anything, all he can rely on is Qin Xiaohe's charity, that so-called love can only be a soap bubble that belongs only to him.

Then Qin Xiaohe is not responsible for himself and this relationship?What are you responsible for?Is there any responsibility?When I need my own body, I willingly send it to my door, so what responsibility do I have to bear now?

Jiang Yinghai is really pitiful, very sad, everything is gone, and he is disheartened.

Jiang Yinghai wanted to slap himself a few times, whoever made you tempted, whoever made you cheap, you have to suffer for yourself and ask for trouble.

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[I have been crazy, stupid, persistent, persistent, and patient, and in the end I lived alone. 】

Jiang Yinghai walked aimlessly, he didn't know where to go, and he didn't know what to do.

"Where is this?" Jiang Yinghai looked up and saw cherry blossom trees everywhere.

Qin Xiaohe said that although he doesn't like Japan, he likes cherry blossoms the most. The cherry blossoms are full of trees, and there is a beauty that is both gorgeous and tranquil. This is an artistic conception that other flowers do not have. Qin Xiaohe once said that Jiang Yinghai is in his heart Cherry blossoms all over the tree. "If we can hold hands...and walk under the cherry blossoms all over the sky...I think we will be happy..."

It's just that this wonderful fantasy is like a piece of broken glass...it can't be restored and realized...he has gone to a more beautiful place with another her...you are entitled to live a happier life...

But now my own can only drift silently under this desolate cherry blossom tree... reminiscing about the happy time...

Jiang Yinghai sat under the tree, crying loudly, grinning, crying loudly without hesitation, he wanted to cry out his grievance and dissatisfaction, "I provoked someone, it's too bullying, wow..." .

Qin Xiaohe sent Lin Zhiyin to the company instead of going home directly.Recently, he has not put so much energy into the research and development of new projects. Although the company can still operate normally, it is not as efficient as when he was there.

Qin Xiaohe read some materials efficiently, arranged some things, and returned some information.I calmed down a lot.

Qin Xiaohe felt a little guilty about today's matter, because after all, he hadn't prepared with Jiang Yinghai before, and of course he didn't want Jiang Yinghai to be upset.I didn't realize it before, but now I feel that Lin Zhiyin is indeed a very righteous girl. If I have the opportunity to tell Xiao Hai, I really have to thank Lin Zhiyin.But what is more troublesome is the latter thing, often there is no turning back, and one lie needs a hundred lies to maintain.Give the family a hope, and there will be more expectations later, hey!Whatever I was afraid of, I still walked on this road.Pack up and go home first.Now, seeing Jiang Yinghai and hugging him will make her feel better.

Passing by a flower shop, Qin Xiaohe wanted to buy a bouquet of flowers for Jiang Yinghai, but stopped again. "Actually, my Xiao Haihai is the best to deal with. After a bowl of Pearl River noodles, he obediently ran into my arms..." The more I thought about it, the sweeter it became, and I stepped on the gas.

When he got home, only Lemon greeted him wagging his tail.Lemon and Qin Xiaohe are not very close, after opening the door and seeing that it was Qin Xiaohe, he turned his head back and lay down on the balcony. "Wolfy thing... forget who brought you back?" Lemon didn't move.

Qin Xiaohe looked at each room, but there was no sign of Jiang Yinghai, and a pile of toilet paper for wiping his tears and nose was torn all over the floor by lemons.Qin Xiaohe turned on the computer and knew that Jiang Yinghai was watching dog movies again, thinking that this fool would always be deceived by the fake plot of the movie.But where did Jiang Yinghai go?

I sent a text message "I'm home, where are you, baby", and there has been no reply.Called, "The number you dialed is not convenient to answer at the moment, please dial later." Strange, Jiang Yinghai is resting today, will he go to the office?Meet the guests?Shouldn't it?Went to the supermarket?He wouldn't, even though the supermarket was very close, but Jiang Yinghai wouldn't walk back with his things.This kid may be starving and went out to look for food, hahaha.Qin Xiaohe wasn't too worried, because Jiang Yinghai was originally a "god of the house" and had few places to go.

Qin Xiaohe took a shower, put on an apron, and looked at himself, that is, Jiang Yinghai has this ability to make me, a seven-foot man, bow his head and bow down.Qin Xiaohe quickly went to the kitchen to cook his best "Pearl River Noodles". "Our Xiaohai came back after smelling the smell, hahaha" Looking down, Lemon didn't know when he was standing next to him, "You, if you have milk, you are a mother, right? If you have something delicious, you lean towards me . ” Thinking of Xiaohai and lemon smelling like, he actually laughed out loud.But where did Jiang Yinghai go?

Falling down on the sofa and turning on the TV, Qin Xiaohe wanted to send Lin Zhiyin a text message first, "Zhiyin, is Xiaohai with you?"

Lin Zhiyin texted back in seconds, "No? Xiao Hai isn't at home?"

"Oh, I guess he went out to find something to eat. He didn't know I was coming back today."

"Did you go out to have fun while you were away?" Lin Zhiyin was still joking.

"Maybe, if I find out, the family law will take care of me."

Lin Zhiyin sent a few more messages, but Qin Xiaohe didn't reply, and then deleted all the text messages, it's better to have one more thing than one less thing.

Watching TV, Qin Xiaohe was also tired. After a hard day, he felt sleepy after taking a bath.After a while, Qin Xiaohe lay on the sofa and fell asleep.

He was woken up by the harsh ringtone of the mobile phone. He closed his eyes and searched for the mobile phone with his hands. He picked it up without looking at the phone, "Xiao Hai, where are you? I'll pick you up?" "What, You child, Dahe, are you home yet?" It turned out to be the mother's call

"Mom, we're home early, you don't have to worry."

"I didn't know to tell my mother when I got home, didn't I worry about you on the way?"

"Oh, let's go back to eat, then watch a movie, and then forget about it." Qin Xiaohe dealt with it indiscriminately.

"It's okay, it's okay, this girl is so nice, the whole family is satisfied, if you have a chance, you can bring her back." Mom was still nagging endlessly.

"People don't want to go to our crappy place. If you go too much, what should you do if you get bored? If you quit, don't blame me."

"Don't, don't, okay, you two can rest assured that you two are good mothers, and your parents will visit you when you have a chance."

Qin Xiaohe didn't take his mother's words seriously either.After answering the call, he almost woke up. Looking at his phone, it was past ten o'clock in the evening, and Jiang Yinghai hadn't come back yet.He was really anxious now.

No text messages, no phone calls, no office, so where can Jiang Yinghai go?I found that if I lost contact with Jiang Yinghai, there was really no other way. He only had one friend, Lin Zhiyin, but she didn't. Now Qin Xiaohe didn't want to bother Lin Zhiyin anymore.

"Jiang Yinghai, you idiot, are you going somewhere? Did you get on the wrong bus again? Won't you be abducted by the driver? Bewildered and kidnapped by the traffickers? Where are you?" Qin Xiaohe was thinking wildly, flashing in his mind All kinds of pictures of Jiang Yinghai being murdered.Calm down, it's impossible to think about it, Jiang Yinghai probably didn't answer the phone on purpose, if he got lost, he would take a taxi, and if he couldn't get a taxi by chance, he would also call himself, because there are many such situations.But neither. "Jiang Yinghai, you won't really go out to find a handsome guy behind my back, will you? If you dare, I will destroy you and the person you are looking for!" Qin Xiaohe clenched his fists, his joints creaking.But thinking about it, Jiang Yinghai is not such a person at all. He is also a public figure, and he usually pays attention to the influence of the outside world. How could he be so ostentatious in the public?Jiang Yinghai, where are you? Do you want to kill me?What a discount.

Qin Xiaohe didn't think about anything anymore, he rushed out with the phone in his hand, he didn't bring the car keys with him in desperation.Forget it... Qin Xiaohe ran out, let's look for it in the community first.

After Jiang Yinghai finished crying, he looked like a deflated ball.He walked like a headless chicken, and he found that he really had nowhere to go.Usually it was Qin Xiaohe's place and Lin Zhiyin's place, but now he is not welcome in these two places.The way I look now is the word "miserable" in capital letters.

Walking and walking, I came to the door of CC bar, feeling a little familiar, Qin Xiaohe once brought Jiang Yinghai to this bar, because this bar was opened by a friend of Qin Xiaohe.But Jiang Yinghai has never been good at memorizing these things.Looking familiar, he walked in.There are few people in the bar.No matter what the purpose of coming to the bar is to solve the problem with alcohol.Jiang Yinghai was no exception.He didn't know any brand of wine at all, so he ordered Whiskey and drank it heavily. Only the English name looked familiar.The bartender doesn't ask too many questions about the guests, just give you drinks.

"He always says I'm a fool, and he's right. He likes him so much intentionally or unintentionally, but he's fooling around like a fool about so many important things."

I don't know how long I drank it, I don't know how much I drank it, Jiang Yinghai is already a little delirious...

Qin Xiaohe ran along the road near the community, shouting "Jiang Yinghai, Jiang Yinghai..."

At this time, Qin Xiaohe's phone rang. It was a friend's call, and he was really not in the mood to answer it, but it was not a strange call, so let's answer it, "Mr. Qin, what is your friend's name? It's a friend from the TV station. When Qin Xiaohe heard that it was related to Jiang Yinghai, "Jiang Yinghai, what's wrong?"

"He's in my bar. He drank too much. I saw that his cell phone was turned off and couldn't be turned on. I don't know who to call. I remembered that you brought him over last time, so I called you. Hehe"

"I'll be there right away..." Qin Xiaohe didn't say any more, but he was settled. How could he go to the bar by himself and drink too much?Qin Xiaohe stopped a taxi and soon arrived at the door of CC bar.

"Boss Qin, you came here very quickly." The friend greeted him with a smile.

"What about people?"

"Over there" The friend pointed to a corner behind the bar, Jiang Yinghai was already lying on the table in a daze, his hands and feet were twitching.

"I'll take him away, it's okay." Qin Xiaohe walked over.

"Okay, we can rest assured."

Qin Xiaohe didn't forget to settle the bill, so he gave Jiang Yinghai a tug.Jiang Yinghai couldn't stand anymore, he was staggering.Qin Xiaohe managed to help him walk outside the bar, and when he saw the wind, the alcohol came to his head, and he was dizzy for a while, "Wow..." Jiang Yinghai vomited out.

"What are you fussing about? Why did you come here to get drunk?" Qin Xiaohe reprimanded loudly, while patting Jiang Yinghai's back.

"Leave me alone, go away." Jiang Yinghai raised his hands indiscriminately.Still vomiting, a pungent smell filled the air.

Qin Xiaohe didn't know what happened, but he felt that it had something to do with him. Seeing Jiang Yinghai torturing himself like this, his heart also tightened and felt uncomfortable.

"Why do you...not cherish yourself, you must know that you are not only your own..." Qin Xiaohe paused, "You are still mine..." He knew that Jiang Yinghai had no consciousness at this time, what did he say? Jiang Yinghai probably couldn't hear it either.

After Jiang Yinghai vomited, he staggered to his feet, fell down after walking a few steps, and smirked.Qin Xiaohe was so distressed that he ran up to help him, but Jiang Yinghai pushed him hard again, shouting indiscriminately, "Go away, get out, get out..." Before the next words came out, Qin Xiaohe blocked him with his mouth. Jiang Yinghai's mouth.Jiang Yinghai softened and collapsed on Qin Xiaohe's body.

Let's take a taxi, because I was afraid that Jiang Yinghai would spit in the taxi, so I was in a hurry to get out and forgot to drive.Qin Xiaohe turned around and carried Jiang Yinghai on his back. "Fool, if you torment yourself, you are tormenting me. Our road needs to be carried all the time, and we will walk together..."

【A lot of things, I can't do it just because I think about it.There are many things that I can't get just because I want them.A lot of people, if I don't stay, I can keep them.I should have understood that one day, you will leave and disappear from my life.Not reconciled?Not reconciled, so what!You are like the sunshine between your fingers, warm and beautiful, but I will never be able to grasp it.No more struggling, no more entanglement, I am fine by myself. 】

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