Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

I'm walking towards you smiling all the way, you don't have to see that I've been through the mud and scarred; but please open your arms and hug me and tell me it's all going to be worth it...  

Under Yang Zicheng's warm and strong embrace, Jiang Yinghai gradually calmed down.He turned around slowly, closed his eyes, and leaned into Yang Zicheng's arms. He didn't hug Yang Zicheng in the same way, but greedily enjoyed this warm moment that only belonged to him.

Just now maybe for a moment he entered the role, he became a white snake, but at this moment, he knew that he was Jiang Yinghai.Although he didn't know why Yang Zicheng gave him this hug, maybe it was comfort or encouragement.But when people are taken out, they are the most powerless and empty. Yang Zicheng's hug undoubtedly gave him warmth.

Jiang Yinghai grew up in a single-parent family with average family conditions, but he has an unyielding personality since he was young. He doesn't like to communicate with others, and he is not very enthusiastic. This has a lot to do with the environment in which he grew up and the personality he gradually formed. , but in fact, under Jiang Yinghai's aloof and cold appearance, he is very helpless and empty in his heart. What he needs most is protection and warmth. No matter where he gets it, he will rely on the past to take it for himself.

Yang Zicheng also slowly regained his composure, and couldn't help but feel that his behavior was a bit abrupt, but Jiang Yinghai turned around and leaned against him, which made him a little surprised, and he couldn't put his hand down.He patted Jiang Yinghai on the back, "Xiao Hai, your performance is really good."

"Brother Cheng, thank you"

"Thank you for playing for you? Is this worthy of thanks?" Yang Zicheng supported Jiang Yinghai's shoulders and pushed them away from his arms. He realized that Jiang Yinghai was really thin, and continued with a smile, "In the future, don't you want us The two acted together, and today just proved that if you see me not dancing, I am afraid that you will not be able to act when you see me? You are really good!"

Jiang Yinghai actually wanted to say, I thank you for your hug and your warmth, but he didn't say it. "No way, without your introduction, I wouldn't be able to find the feeling at all." Jiang Yinghai also told the truth.

"I knew before that Jiang Yinghai from the Tsing Yi class will definitely be a character in the future. You don't have any problem changing it to anyone," Yang Zicheng praised.

Jiang Yinghai's eyes widened, "No, I won't sing with anyone, I will only sing with you..."

Both Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai were stunned for a moment, Yang Zicheng didn't know why Jiang Yinghai said that, and Jiang Yinghai didn't know either.

"Stupid" Yang Zicheng broke the embarrassment "Let's go, go back"

...

A month later, the weather has entered autumn.Autumn at the Jinghua Opera School is very flavorful. The fallen leaves are always not cleaned in time, and they are spread evenly with the wind, adding a touch of sadness and charm.

The life of the students is still as usual.Jiang Yinghai and Yang Zicheng's solo play is coming to an end, and they will soon enter a joint rehearsal.Yang Zicheng was looking forward to this day, and Jiang Yinghai was looking forward to it even more.

With the passage of time, Yang Zicheng has adjusted his mentality, no longer doubts himself, and will not deliberately avoid Jiang Yinghai.Although Jiang Yinghai's "buddy" is different from Wuzi, Xiangzi, and Daqing, he is more feminine and coquettish, but there are differences in personalities between people. It is normal for Jiang Yinghai to play a woman on stage like Tsing Yi.In fact, Yang Zicheng is not at all disgusted with boys with such personalities, he has a very warm personality from the beginning.The more he got in contact with, the more he admired Jiang Yinghai, and he was also impressed by Jiang Yinghai's talent. The difference from other buddies was that he especially wanted to protect Jiang Yinghai.As for the random thoughts in his mind before... He thinks that it is because Jiang Yinghai is really good. To play a woman is to be like a woman. My good buddy, my good brother...".

During this period of time, Yang Zicheng was like a big brother loving Jiang Yinghai. His smiling face and sunshine always filled Jiang Yinghai's body.On the contrary, Jiang Yinghai kind of hopes that the show will go on in the future, so that such days can be longer, longer, or even forever.Jiang Yinghai was a little scared, afraid that he would go back to the old days, he didn't have that much adaptability to go back to the past.

Every night when people are quiet and unable to fall asleep, Jiang Yinghai always says "Brother Cheng, I can't go back"

"Where are you going?"

"Back to the past, I don't want to go back, and I'm afraid to go back"

Yang Zicheng would jokingly say, "Are you reluctant to bear the White Snake or Xu Xian?"

"I can't bear to part with it" Jiang Yinghai made a fuss on purpose

"Are you reluctant to bear Xu Xian or me? Hahahaha"

"I miss you..."

"How can I be so good?"

“Anyway I feel good”

"Then we won't go back. As long as you are the White Snake, I will be Xu Xian. At worst, I will go crazy with you."

"As long as you are a white snake, I am Xu Xian" this sentence deeply moved Jiang Yinghai, he knew in his heart whether Yang Zicheng was Xu Xian, he didn't know, but he really wanted to be a white snake, how much he wished that Yang Zicheng was Xu Xian.

...

In Jingjing Opera School 15 years ago, except for the dean’s office and several leaders’ offices, only the communication room had a telephone, and the student dormitory did not have a telephone. Mobile phones were not very popular in those days.The communication between students and their families basically depends on the telephone in the reception room.

It's been cloudy for the past few days, and it looks like it's going to rain.One layer of autumn rain and one layer of coolness.Parents of students in this city occasionally come to give students clothes and quilts for autumn.

Li Xiuyan was taking the clothes and a large bag of food brought by Captain Li from the car, and was walking into the school.He had reported his situation to his father a long time ago. Captain Li still held his breath and warned him not to act too hastily. Dean Wang also said that he would not count until the end. Besides, the B corner is also good, and the A corner cannot guarantee that there will be no problems. There are plenty of backups that have historically shined.No matter how you say it, Li Xiuyan is still a child, and he also knows that there is always a chance, so he doesn't oppose Jiang Yinghai too obviously.

At this moment, Uncle Geng called Li Xiuyan, "Son, are you from the Tsing Yi class?"

"Ah, yes, what's the matter?"

"I'm looking for the phone number of your class. I can't hear you because of my deafness. You can answer it."

"All right..."

It was not very convenient for Li Xiuyan to pack large and small bags, so he was a little impatient, put the package on the ground, with food on his arm, and took the microphone that Uncle Geng handed over.

"Hello? Who is it?"

"I'm Jiang Yinghai's second aunt, are you Xiaohai?"

Li Xiuyan wanted her to wait a while, but felt that the tone of the other person's words was very anxious. There must be something urgent. The more you Jiang Yinghai's matter, the more anxious I want you to be. With this in mind, I continued to answer:

"I'm not Xiaohai, auntie, I'm Xiaohai's classmate, if you have something urgent to tell me, I'll pass it on to you"

"Thank you very much. Xiaohai's mother was hospitalized. She suspected it was a bad disease. She didn't dare to tell the children that it was checked and found to be stones, common bile duct stones, and she needed surgery. Neither of his sisters was with her. , we want Xiaohai to come back..."

"Oh, I've made a note of it, and I'll definitely pass it on to you." Li Xiuyan put down the phone, thinking that the sky had suddenly cleared up. "It will take at least half a month to have an operation, and it just happens to fit together. Jiang Yinghai, God help me. If you are not here, only I can take over. My dad is right. Good things are never too late. How can I thank you where's mom?"

Li Xiuyan didn't have time to go back to the dormitory to put things away, so she went straight to Teacher Qiao's office.

"What did you say? Let Xiao Hai go home?"

"Well, I can hear that his family members are very anxious. It seems that they are seriously ill. Jiang Yinghai must go back, maybe to see his mother for the last time." Li Xiuyan added fuel and vinegar, thinking that this is the only way to be safe.

"How can this work? Now is the most critical period for rehearsals. Why is it so unfortunate? No, Xiuyan, don't tell Xiaohai that Xiaohai doesn't have a father. He will definitely not be able to accept the news. No matter whether you can rehearse or not, you will never tell Xiaohai." Wait a minute, I'll investigate. Did you hear that?" Qiao Shaoli walked out anxiously.

Li Xiuyan was dissatisfied, "Why are you still investigating? Why is it so hard? You don't want me to say that this is the only chance for me, Li Xiuyan, to occupy the magpie's nest. This is not made up. I can't stop it."

Li Xiuyan returned to the dormitory and wrote a note, "Xiao Hai, your mother is seriously ill and wants you to go home. If you don't believe me, you can ask Teacher Qiao." Holding the note, she ran to the classroom.

Classes still have to be held normally, and rehearsals for performances are usually at night.At this time Jiang Yinghai was listening to the opera in the classroom.Li Xiuyan signaled Jiang Yinghai to come out.Jiang Yinghai walked out of the classroom without thinking about anything.

"Xiao Hai, take a look." Li Xiuyan handed the note to Jiang Yinghai.

Jiang Yinghai opened the note, his head buzzed, and he almost fainted.Mom, the mother who has always been strong, if she falls down again, the sky of their family will collapse.Jiang Yinghai ran to Mr. Qiao's office with one foot deep and one foot shallow. He almost fell down several times on the way, because his feet were like a deep abyss with no fulcrum.

"Mr. Qiao, I want to go home!" Jiang Yinghai almost blurted out

"Xiao Hai, do you know?" Qiao Shaoli blamed Li Xiuyan in her heart. She was still a child, and she couldn't do things well without a hairy mouth. She didn't think anything bad if she asked him to stop talking.

"Teacher..." Jiang Yinghai's voice was already erratic, and he was a little out of breath. "My mother has no one to take care of me. My sister and I are outside. I think I have to go home."

"Xiao Hai, don't worry, the matter hasn't been investigated yet, don't get angry and get yourself down first, if it's true, the teacher will definitely let you go back." Teacher Qiao is actually very concerned, she has already reported to the dean's office, Now they are sending people to contact Jiang Yinghai's family. "Go back to your bedroom first"

Jiang Yinghai didn't know how he got back to the dormitory. His mind was filled with the scene of his mother lying on the hospital bed dying.Thinking back when my father passed away, my mother went to work during the day and set up a street stall and went to the night market at night, in order not to let others see the joke, and to keep the siblings from having a gap in life.Hei Deng, who used to carry wholesale small commodities, stumbled and rolled down the stairs, his face was broken and his arm was broken.He would rather find a neighbor than tell him, because he was afraid that Jiang Yinghai would be in a hurry.If it wasn't a last resort, my mother would never tell him...

"Mom, you must wait for me, you must wait for me"

"What would I do? What would I do without you?"

Although Jiang Yinghai is tall, but his heart is very fragile. At this moment, he has lost his mind.Back in the dormitory, Jiang Yinghai finally couldn't hold back anymore, and cried out "Mom...what should I do", because the students were all in class, Jiang Yinghai cried to himself, the more he cried, the worse he became.Sad emotions are like a flood that bursts a bank and is out of control.At this time, the sky in the afternoon was already gloomy and it was approaching night. There was a muffled thunder, followed by a dazzling flash, and the heavy rain poured down like a torrential downpour.Jiang Yinghai couldn't bear it any longer, and ran into the heavy rain with his only two hundred yuan.

The only bus stop was more than three stops away from the school, and it couldn't go directly to the train station. At that time, it was better to take a bus than to take a taxi.

Jiang Yinghai ran towards the bus stop, and all he wanted was to go home.It was soaked by heavy rain in an instant.When he arrived at the bus station, Jiang Yinghai felt a chill in his heart.It turned out that he was wearing a short-sleeved sweatshirt and running pants for practicing exercises. What was even more ridiculous was that he was wearing exercise shoes. The thin soles of the shoes hurt the soles of his feet when he stepped on the slippery and muddy road.I spend most of my time in the exercise room on weekdays, and I am used to wearing exercise shoes. "I can't control that much. If I run back to change, it will not only waste time, but maybe Teacher Qiao won't let me go if he finds out." Jiang Yinghai curled up and waited anxiously for the bus with his arms folded.

It was raining heavily and there were few cars, and Jiang Yinghai was in a hurry, so he felt that the time passed very slowly.After finally getting to No. 74, Jiang Yinghai took out the money and found that it was 200 yuan, and he didn't bring any change at all.

"I'm sorry, master, I don't have any change. My family is in a hurry. I came out in a hurry..." Jiang Yinghai explained.

The driver looked at Jiang Yinghai, and he knew that he was a student of an opera school, and he was drenched by the heavy rain. His clothes were tightly attached to his body, which made him very thin. "Okay, come up, it looks like you didn't do it on purpose, I'll make up for it next time."

"Thank you"

Jiang Yinghai was sitting in the car, with heavy raindrops hitting the window, he couldn't see anything at all, the cold feeling of the hard and cool seat penetrated from his buttocks to his whole body, Jiang Yinghai shuddered one after another, Upset and restless.

No. 74 can only go to the city center, and you have to back up all the way to get to the train station.Jiang Yinghai is still a natural road idiot. If it weren't for the school gate or the terminus of No. 74, he might not even know which direction to sit in.It is the idea of ​​going home that sustains me.He asked along the way, asking how to get to the train station and how many trains to take.

In the city center, there are more cars.Jiang Yinghai was impatient and always stood at the front and waited. As a result, a car came over and caused the stagnant water on the side of the road to pour all over Jiang Yinghai's body.Not only water but also mud.Jiang Yinghai's inner helplessness was only known to him, it was getting colder and colder, but his head felt like it was on fire.

It took Jiang Yinghai more than four hours to get to the train station.There is only one train back to my hometown F city, and it will be at [-]:[-] in the evening, and I have to wait for more than three hours.

Jiang Yinghai was drenched and dripping all the time.He couldn't be in the waiting hall, because there was a lot of wet everywhere he sat, so he squatted down beside the entrance.He didn't eat lunch, and now that it was evening, he didn't even feel like eating.If no one takes care of him, he won't take care of himself at all.

At this time, the soles of my feet hurt like a fire, my head was buzzing, and my whole body was cold.People passing by cast strange glances.Jiang Yinghai thought: If he put a broken bowl in front of him, someone would definitely give him some change.

At school, Officer Li found Teacher Qiao.

"Jiang Yinghai's family got in touch. His mother was diagnosed with gallstones. It's not a serious illness. Because we need to rehearse here, we have already contacted his sister to go back. His mother also specially asked Xiaohai not to know, saying that the boy is still alive. It's not as good as his sister, it doesn't matter."

Teacher Qiao was relieved when he heard this.On the one hand, she was worried that the real Jiang Yinghai was not around, and the show would have to be discounted; on the other hand, she also knew about Jiang Yinghai's family affairs, and she breathed a sigh of relief for Jiang Yinghai's mother.

"Sure, that's good, I'll tell Xiao Hai, this child is very worried, and he will be very worried in the afternoon."

Teacher Qiao pushed open the door of Room 201, and Yang Zicheng was playing an upgrade (a four-player poker game) with Wuzi, Xiangzi, and Daqing.

"Huh? Chengzi, where's Jiang Yinghai?"

"Mr. Qiao, hello, Mr. Qiao." The four of them put down the cards in their hands, and Wu Zi hurriedly pulled off the note stuck to his face.

"You bastards, why are you here...don't smoke?" Qiao Shaoli said a few words to them as usual.

"Chengzi, where is Xiaohai? This kid was frightened this afternoon." Qiao Shaoli asked again

"Didn't you? I came here after class. I haven't seen Xiao Hai. Maybe he's going back to the dormitory. It's been cold for the past two days. He probably went back to get his clothes. Shall I call him?" Yang Zicheng replied.

"Okay, you go for a run, do you have an umbrella? The rain probably won't stop for a while."

"I'll bring it, Chengzi, here you are" Pi Xiaozi is usually not so careful, and he usually doesn't carry an umbrella when he goes out of school, but today Daqing brought one, and the three of them squeezed an umbrella together.

"Take mine, I'll wait for you here, I don't worry if I don't see Xiaohai." Qiao Shaoli handed her umbrella to Yang Zicheng.

Yang Zicheng ran out with an umbrella and came back after a while.

"No, Li Xiuyan said that Jiang Yinghai had returned home," Yang Zicheng said out of breath.

"Ah? This child, you are so restless"

"What's the matter? Teacher Qiao" Yang Zicheng couldn't figure it out, so he was a little anxious

"At noon, Xiuyan received a call from Xiaohai's family, saying that Xiaohai's mother was seriously ill and asked him to go home. I just wanted to hold Xiaohai down, fearing that he wouldn't be able to accept it for a while. Who knew he knew. He had to go back. This In the afternoon, the dean sent someone to inquire. It is true that his mother needs an operation, but the gallstones are nothing serious, and his sister has been notified. He doesn’t have to go home anymore. The child panicked as soon as he knew a little about it.” Qiao The teacher told Yang Zicheng all about it.

"I'll go find him..." Yang Zicheng took Daqing's umbrella and ran outside.He didn't know why he was in such a hurry.He only knew that Jiang Yinghai must be very helpless, his only support was his mother, knowing that his mother was seriously ill, he must have the intention of dying.At this moment, Yang Zicheng just wanted to find Jiang Yinghai. Whether he was going or staying, he wanted to be with him, and wanted to lend Jiang Yinghai a shoulder, even if it was just to lean on.

"Chengzi, I'll find the dean to find a car. If you arrive at the train station like this, Xiaohai probably has already left..." Qiao Shaoli shouted, and Yang Zicheng had already rushed into the rain.

...

"Master, hurry up..." Yang Zicheng urged Master Liu (the dean's driver)

"I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. It's raining so hard. Let's try to hurry up. If something happens again, everyone who eats will be finished." Master Liu has nothing to do with himself, and hangs up high.

Yang Zicheng is a student, although Qiao Shaoli has explained to Master Liu, there is no way to rush her too much.He hoped that Jiang Yinghai hadn't left yet...

It was more than seven o'clock when they arrived at the train station. Vehicles were not allowed to park at the train station. Master Liu said, "Young man, get off the car and run over to look for it. I'll wait for you at the hotel opposite."

Yang Zi Chengfei also ran into the ticket hall, searching one by one in the long queue, but there was nothing.I just remembered to check the train schedule. After asking, I found out that there is a bus to F City every afternoon. It is 8:20. It is estimated that it will be late due to such heavy rain, which means that Jiang Yinghai has not left yet.Yang Zicheng ran to the waiting room again, and searched for them in rows, but still nothing.Yang Zicheng was in a hurry, feeling his eyes were blurred.He just shouted "Jiang Yinghai..." Everyone looked at him, and he didn't care to continue shouting "Jiang Yinghai..." as if the whole world was searching together.Yang Zicheng was thinking, "Jiang Yinghai, where are you? You fool, where are you?"

Yang Zicheng ran to the station to announce the situation to the announcer.The station announcer picked up the microphone and broadcast professionally, "Student Jiang Yinghai, please go to the information desk when you hear the broadcast. Student Jiang Yinghai, please go to the information desk when you hear the broadcast." Yang Zicheng grabbed the microphone and shouted hoarsely, "Jiang Yinghai, you Where are you? Idiot, idiot, it’s me, I’m Brother Cheng, where are you? Stand there and don’t move, I’ll be right there"...

At this time, Jiang Yinghai was hungry and cold, and already had a fever all over his body.He didn't hear Yang Zicheng's call at all in the corner of the entrance.The radio has never been interrupted, and at this moment his tinnitus is so severe that he can't hear clearly at all.

When Yang Zicheng ran to the entrance and saw Jiang Yinghai, Jiang Yinghai could no longer see Yang Zicheng's face clearly.Yang Zicheng grabbed Jiang Yinghai and saw that Jiang Yinghai was covered in muddy water, his feet were still wearing exercise shoes, his arms were icy cold, and his face was pale. He held Jiang Yinghai in his arms, and Jiang Yinghai's head was hot and hot. "Xiaohai, Xiaohai," Yang Zicheng called a few times.

When Jiang Yinghai saw Yang Zicheng, his whole body was like a deflated ball, and it went limp at once. At this moment, he felt pain in his feet, headache, heartache, and whole body.Cold and hungry, he fell on Yang Zicheng's body and lost consciousness.

Yang Zicheng's heart ached to death, Jiang Yinghai's small body would not be able to carry it through such a toss, and it was still raining outside, if he hugged him, he would not be able to hold an umbrella, and would have to be watered.So he turned over, put Jiang Yinghai on his back, and ran towards Master Liu's car...

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