Inhaichenghe

Author: Jiang Haixin

"Xiao Hai, eat more, you are too thin." Zi Cheng's mother kept adding vegetables to Jiang Yinghai's bowl in concern. As long as she opened the chat box, Zi Cheng's mother was very talkative, "As long as our family Cheng Cheng calls home To mention you, I have a good brother in school, Cheng Cheng is an only child, this child is not alone at all, since he was a child, he loves to give others his own things, hahaha"

"Brother Cheng, you are very kind to me," Jiang Yinghai echoed

"He is good to everyone...Xiao Hai is so handsome" Zi Cheng's mother's words always revolve around the child, but she is free-spirited, saying whatever she sees and thinks of

"It's a pity that you are a boy. If you are a girl, let Chengcheng marry me and be my wife, hahahaha"

Before Zicheng's mother finished speaking, Yang Zicheng was almost choking on a mouthful of food.Jiang Yinghai almost spit out the sip of water he just drank, and Zi Cheng's mother was talking and laughing to herself

"Originally, I disagreed with Cheng Cheng going to this drama school. The main reason why he left home at such a young age is that your uncle wanted him to exercise and find him a stable job in Wenhuakou when he went back. You see, you still know each other. It’s great to have a good friend like you, come to Xiaohai to eat vegetables, and if you have the opportunity to come home in the future, Auntie’s cooking is much more delicious than this.”

In the future, when it comes to the future, Jiang Yinghai feels a little blocked.Yeah, why didn't you think about the future?The future is not far away from me, even closer to Yang Zicheng.Yang Zicheng is arranged by his parents, so he can have a stable job, what about me?If you are not with Yang Zicheng, what kind of work is not the same?Of course, he would definitely not be by Yang Zicheng's side.

Jiang Yinghai didn't hear a word Zi Chengma said behind her.

"This experience is the beauty of the moment. Soon the show will end, and we will return to ashes. Yang Zicheng will meet new friends, and he will still treat others well. He is not good to me because of me. It’s different from others, but he will treat everyone like this.” Thinking, Jiang Yinghai’s heart will ache, because of the “future” that suddenly came to mind, and the “separation” that has been foreseen.

"Since we are destined to be separated, why do we have to meet and treat me so well?"

Yang Zicheng was still smiling, he was really happy today.I didn't know Jiang Yinghai before, he was a very innocent and happy child, but after getting to know Jiang Yinghai, he felt even happier...

Plato said, I thought the bird could not fly across the sea because the bird did not have the courage to fly across the sea. Ten years later, I discovered that it was not that the bird could not fly across the sea, but that there was no waiting at the other end of the sea... ..

After dinner, Yang Zicheng asked Jiang Yinghai to accompany him to the hotel where his parents lived, and Jiang Yinghai agreed.

This time Jiang Yinghai found out that Yang Zicheng's father was the director of their local cultural bureau, the chairman of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, and a well-known local painter.

Yang Zicheng insisted that his father draw a painting for Jiang Yinghai. In fact, he knew that his father could do it well, and he was willing to paint.

"Okay, today uncle is going to make a fool of himself, playing tricks in front of Xiao Hai. Son, what do you want to draw?" Father Yang rolled up his sleeves and took out a pen and paper.

"You are a great painter, you want me to tell you. Look at us Xiaohai, we can draw whatever comes to mind and improvise." Yang Zicheng looked excited.

Father Yang looked at Jiang Yinghai, and he really liked this child in his heart. He was very lonely, cold, quiet, and beautiful. He picked up the pen. In fact, he intended to draw a narcissus, but changed his mind, picked up the pen, and drew a peony. picture.

Papa Yang's painting skills are really good, and soon a freehand peony full of spring is finished.As an elder, Papa Yang suddenly changed his mind and thought it was unnecessary to draw narcissus in front of a child, it was too cold. He could understand Jiang Yinghai, but he didn't like him being so cold.Peony symbolizes wealth and prosperity, which is a good omen.

"Peony, it turns out that my father's first reaction when he saw Xiao Hai was Peony, Xiao Hai, you look so beautiful in my father's mind." Yang Zicheng said cheekily, "Dad, we are going to play The Legend of the White Snake. Not Peony Pavilion”

"Could it be possible that I drew two long worms, hahahaha" Everyone laughed when Father Yang said that.

Jiang Yinghai knows that he is not a peony, he is not so graceful and luxurious, but he really likes peony the most, and he likes it to be the most colorful and eye-catching flower.

"Father, do you have to mention something?" Yang Zicheng was relentless, with the face of a brat. "I drew the picture, you can say the words, which word do you think Xiaohai should match?" Father Yang's interest was also aroused by Yang Zicheng.

"National Beauty and Heavenly Fragrance" Yang Zicheng blurted out

Jiang Yinghai was taken aback, did Yang Zicheng really think that he was the best match for these four words?

"Do you like Xiaohai?" Dad Yang dried the finished work and gave it to Xiaohai. "This is a gift from my uncle. I hope you will become a real national beauty on the road of Chinese opera, and continue to work hard."

As expected of a leader, after Papa Yang's explanation, it has far-reaching meanings, making some disharmony instantly harmonious.

"Thank you uncle, I really like peonies, I like this one, I will treasure it well" Jiang Yinghai took the painting.

Yang Zicheng originally wanted his parents to open another room to live here, but Jiang Yinghai insisted on going back.He just wanted to go back by himself, and he was really embarrassed to bother him like this.

In the end, Father Yang drove the two of them back home.

"Son, let's go to Lake D for a stroll tomorrow, and ask Xiaohai to go together," Dad Yang explained politely before getting off the car.

"Okay." Yang Zicheng was really happy.What made him happy was not where he went to play, but the joyful feeling.He felt the fulfillment and happiness of Jiang Yinghai's side all the time, and he seemed happier than usual with Jiang Yinghai.

"Xiao Hai, you really don't need to be so ignorant, in fact, it's so convenient to live there today, let's go directly to play tomorrow." Yang Zicheng lay on the bed and still couldn't get enough of it.

"Brother Cheng, I won't go tomorrow, shall I?" Jiang Yinghai said what was in his heart, he really didn't like this kind of occasion and feeling, but he could have fooled Yang Zicheng with a lie, but he didn't want to lie to Yang Zicheng.

"Why? You don't like to go to Lake D? It's because who would want to go there except the elderly, hahaha" Yang Zicheng didn't take it too seriously

"It's not for this reason." Jiang Yinghai stared blankly at the ceiling

"Xiao Hai, do you feel awkward being with my parents?" Yang Zicheng turned around and looked at Jiang Yinghai.

"Of course not. I really like your parents. They are so kind and enthusiastic to me. I also know where your excellent genes come from. Hehehe" Jiang Yinghai smiled faintly.

"Why is that?" Yang Zicheng asked

"Brother Cheng, I think it's only two days. Your parents will go back tomorrow. I think they want to spend more time with you. I don't want to occupy the time that should belong to your family reunion." Jiang Yinghai said what was in his heart.

moment of silence

Yang Zicheng said lightly, "Xiao Hai, I know. I don't force you. But you know? I want to be with my parents, but I'm also selfish. I also want to be with you. I'm happy when I see you. Do you have Didn't you feel that after we were together, I spent less time with my buddies? It's not because of my compulsion, but because of my willingness."

Jiang Yinghai listened quietly, it was the first time he heard Yang Zicheng say such words.

"I still want to be with my parents, but I still want to be with you...I don't want to choose," Yang Zicheng said outright.

"Go to sleep, let's go together tomorrow." Jiang Yinghai didn't force it, on the contrary, there was still a smile on his face.Yang Zicheng would say this for himself, why couldn't he make Yang Zicheng happy?This kind of happiness is so easy to do.

Jiang Yinghai was just a little worried, he was afraid that the deeper he got into and the farther he went, the greater the harm he would do to Yang Zicheng and his parents.He wasn't afraid of hurting himself, it didn't matter if his body was broken into pieces, but he didn't want to hurt Yang Zicheng, but he wasn't sure whether his not wanting was also Yang Zicheng's not wanting.

Plato said that the most regrettable thing in life is to give up easily what should not be given up, and stubbornly persist in what should not be adhered to.But isn't what to stick to and what to give up the biggest problem?

For a long time, the aloof Jiang Yinghai just thought like this: "I just want to hide in the room quietly, under the quilt, thinking about you silently, without making a show, and without letting you notice. Because I understand, when you know If you do, you may be very angry and write the helplessness and anxiety of the whole world on your face. I am afraid that you will have such an expression, and I am willing to think about you silently and obediently. This is enough, and I am very happy to miss you. But When I heard you say that you will be happy only when I am with you, I was confused, and if you also get involved, the harm will be inevitable."

This question was so difficult, Jiang Yinghai decided not to think about it... He also heard Yang Zicheng's slight and even snoring, and slowly fell asleep himself.

On Sunday, when Yang Zicheng's parents came to pick him up, Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai had already finished dressing and had breakfast.

Jiang Yinghai wore a tight-fitting V-neck T-shirt, and his sexy collarbone outlined his high-spirited and aloof temperament. Today, because he was going to swim in the lake, he put on a small leather jacket, and his lower body was still white pencil pants.Yang Zicheng still wears jeans with a loose sweater.I have to say that the two young people are too eye-catching, handsome and sunny.

Walking out of the campus, Yang Zicheng's eyes were firmly fixed on Jiang Yinghai, especially Jiang Yinghai's perfect buttocks and legs.Yang Zicheng felt like he was going to have a nosebleed.It was also this time that Yang Zicheng was sure that he didn't completely regard Jiang Yinghai as a brother, maybe it was because of young hormones, maybe it was the beginning of love, no matter where there was a problem, Jiang Yinghai definitely had a "sexual" attraction to him.This feeling has harassed Yang Zicheng more than once. He has been afraid, he has denied himself, but now he is very sure how he feels about Jiang Yinghai, but he really doesn't know whether he likes Jiang Yinghai as a girl or a boy.Fuck him, living in the present is Yang Zicheng's attitude to himself.He also has a wicked mind, anyway, I am [-]% sure that I think of myself as a boy.

Boating on the lake, the breeze is blowing.The guide has been introducing the unknown mysteries and anecdotes of Lake D.

Jiang Yinghai suddenly felt very emotional, "Brother Cheng, White Snake and Xu Xian met in West Lake, and we were in Lake D." His voice was very loud, and as a result, many people on the boat were looking at him.Immediately afterwards, someone was heard talking. "These two boys are so handsome" "They can't be..."

Jiang Yinghai glanced at Yang Zicheng, Yang Zicheng pouted at him, motioning for him to look at Zicheng's mother, Zicheng's mother's face changed slightly at this moment.She seemed to be trying to maintain a smile, but this smile was uglier than crying.Jiang Yinghai bit his lip, hating himself for being so incapable of speaking.

The boat docked, and the four of them disembarked with the tourists.

Yang Zicheng was afraid that Jiang Yinghai would be too embarrassed, so he kept telling Jiang Yinghai interesting things and the surrounding scenery.Although Jiang Yinghai had no intention of listening, he knew that Yang Zicheng was working hard, and she didn't want to spoil the scene, so he cooperated with Yang Zicheng.But the more this happened, the more he felt that there were many pairs of eyes watching him, and he felt uncomfortable all over.

The most famous place beside Lake D is the former residence of Xia Yuhe mentioned in Qiong Yao's "Huan Zhu Ge Ge", the Yu He Niangniang Temple.The tour guide is hard at work explaining that "The greatest ability of Empress Yuhe is to give birth to children. By worshiping Empress Yuhe, she can bless you with many children and blessings."Zi Cheng's mother dragged Yang's father into Yuhe Temple.Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai also walked in.Zi Cheng's mother worshiped three times devoutly, and then said loudly, "Ms. Yuhe blesses, bless our family Cheng Cheng to get married and start a business as soon as possible, and to open branches and leaves for our Yang family as soon as possible..." These few words seriously stimulated Jiang Yinghai, I don't know why, but he always feels that these words are meant for him. At the age of 15, he still can't understand so much, but he feels that Yang's mother's attitude has changed a lot in just two days. It can't be seen on the surface, but he just feels it. An invisible pressure and revulsion. (Extra: In fact, Jiang Yinghai’s feeling is very accurate. This is the only time he saw Yang Zicheng’s parents. They never met again in the next 15 years. Even when Jiang Yinghai’s life was in danger, Yang’s mother did not tell him the news. Yang Zicheng. Yang's mother didn't like Jiang Yinghai very much from the first sight, because her mother's intuition told her that this boy is different from other boys, and he may bring down her son, and what's more terrible is her own son. He is also different from others. All the emotions that troubled Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai at that time have long been characterized by this mother. Facts have also proved that Zhizi is like a mother. Her decision ended a tragedy but in exchange for 15 years or even a lifetime of longing.)

Yang Zicheng didn't quite understand the meaning of his mother's prayer, but he felt Jiang Yinghai's uneasiness, so he smiled and said, "Mom, praying to Buddha will not work, hahahaha".Mother Yang gave her son a blank look, "You brat, you're still joking with mom."

Although Yang's mother has subtle emotional awareness and changes, she has no definite answer anyway, and she also feels that the two children also have no definite answer. At this time, too many hints may make the two young people really understand to the point of no return, so click to the end.I have to say that Yang's father and Yang's mother are still very caring and forbearing parents. (Extra: They also endured Yang Zi's struggle and pain for 15 years growing up.)

When it was close to noon, it was time for Yang's father and Yang's mother to return.The four of them went to the supermarket again, and bought a lot of delicious food for Yang Zicheng, as well as some food for the old couple to eat on their way back.

On the way to send Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai back to school, Yang's mother asked Yang Zicheng, "Chengcheng, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival in a few days. Do you want to go back? Grandpa and grandma miss you."

"Maybe I won't be able to go back, the Mid-Autumn Festival is probably only a day off, and we will have a performance soon, so we probably have to rehearse," Yang Zicheng replied truthfully.

"Well, your father still wants to take you to meet Uncle Hu during the Mid-Autumn Festival."

"Uncle Hu? That Uncle Hu?" Yang Zicheng was dumbfounded

"It's the deputy mayor of our city. Do you remember his daughter, Xiaomei? She's the same age as you, and I ask you every time I see you. In the future, I will rely on Uncle Hu to arrange you as a civil servant. That can only wait for the Chinese New Year." "Mother Yang said so much in one breath.He kept holding Yang Zicheng's hand.

The joke this time was that Yang's mother took the initiative to pull Yang Zicheng to sit in the back, and Jiang Yinghai sat in the co-pilot.Jiang Yinghai felt extremely embarrassed, and felt that every word that Mama Yang said was for herself.It's even more embarrassing than giving yourself an order to expel a guest directly.

Father Yang has always said very little. At this time, he said, "Oh, what are you doing talking to your children about these things?"

Zi Cheng's mother waited for the same as Father Yang, "Study hard, and since the show is on, perform well. Although it's useless to us, don't hold back." Mother Yang continued to instruct.

"Oh, don't worry...Mom, you are getting old." Yang Zicheng pouted suddenly

Mother Yang took it seriously, "Really? Is it white hair or wrinkles? I always worry about you."

"No, it's people who start nagging when they get old, hahahaha"

"Stinky boy, just make fun of your mother."

...

Sending away Yang Zicheng's parents, Jiang Yinghai felt that a great thing had been accomplished

"Brother Cheng, let's keep our distance from now on." Jiang Yinghai said seriously

"Why did you say that?" Yang Zicheng knew that Jiang Yinghai was a little embarrassed this time, and he wanted to take it easy.

"I think your mother is telling me every word." Jiang Yinghai will not hide his emotions.

"No, why are you so sensitive? She is mainly afraid that I will not go the right way, and it has nothing to do with you." Yang Zicheng thought that he wanted to take all the problems on himself

But it just talked about Jiang Yinghai's sore spot, "Brother Cheng, I won't let you go astray, but it seems that if I continue like this, I will really go astray, and it really has nothing to do with you. It's my problem, because I went astray Road, led you to go astray, am I not a heinous sin?"

A few words have completely aroused Yang Zicheng's anger. In fact, this is the most troublesome problem since Yang Zicheng and Jiang Yinghai's close contact. He didn't want to touch it and didn't want to point it out.But he was not sure about Jiang Yinghai's heart. Jiang Yinghai's words made Yang Zicheng angry from embarrassment, "Why are you going astray, I am going astray, will someone my age go astray because of you? Am I not judged? Don't I know what I like?"

"Brother Cheng..." Jiang Yinghai was stunned by Yang Zicheng's sudden increase in volume

"Who do I like, who do I like to be with, what's wrong? Why not? Why?" I just want to look at you, and when I can't see you for a while, I think, not only do I want to see you, but I also want to sleep with you and fuck you..." Yang Zicheng almost went crazy.

"Brother Cheng...Are you crazy?" Jiang Yinghai blushed and felt that blood was about to spurt out. He also liked Yang Zicheng, but he just liked and was attached to that warmth. He knew that Yang Zicheng regarded him as a brother at first, and he also knew that Later, Yang Zicheng felt very subtle about him, not just as a brother, but Yang Zicheng's confession today was still far beyond his expectations.

"I'm crazy, I've been crazy for a long time... I was crazy the first time you put on makeup, and I was even more crazy when I saw you naked in the hospital. At that time, I wanted to fuck you. You can scold me, scold me I'm a rascal, a bastard, I'm not human, whatever you want, but you want to avoid me, ignore me, don't see me, there's no way." Yang Zicheng grabbed Jiang Yinghai's shoulder, shaking, his eyes were bloodshot, Jiang Yinghai couldn't resist, and he was powerless to resist , he felt that Yang Zicheng was getting closer and closer, he could even feel his breath, and even closer, Yang Zicheng kissed him heavily, with venting, plundering, ordering, and possessing.It's not so much a kiss as a capture, from the lips to the tongue's invasion.

Jiang Yinghai's mind went blank, Yang Zicheng's changes were too fast, and his venting was too violent, which made him unable to hold back.But if you can't bear it, you can only enjoy it.

"Yang Zicheng is what you want, and there is nothing I can do... I will listen to you, let's die together..." Jiang Yinghai put down the last line of defense in his heart, and responded to Yang Zicheng wholeheartedly.

Plato said, if you love, please love deeply, if you abandon, please be thorough, don't be ambiguous, hurt others and yourself.

If you don't tell him some things, he will never know.If you don't say it, there may be another result, but this can only be "if"...

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