calm to light

I don't know when it started, I lost that filial piety to the Empress Dowager, if possible, I would almost never set foot in Shoukang Palace.But since he said it on purpose, I didn't break my face with the Queen Mother to that extent.

He took Hongmin and Hongfu to visit Shoukang Palace as soon as he was free.

Most of the time, I just accompany the Queen Mother to tease the two interesting twins. Perhaps it is because of illness. Most of the Queen Mother doesn’t have much energy.

With a good complexion and an anxious look for several days, the Empress Dowager's illness is indeed something that cannot be cured.

On this day, I helped Mei Zhuang to serve the Queen Mother after finishing the medicine, and I was about to ask the nanny to help the brothers, but the Queen Mother refused. and

Mei'er talks to Ai's family. "

Greeting me to go to the opposite side, the queen mother stroked my hand, and the guilt in her expression made me feel flattered, "Rong'er, the Ai family knows that the previous things were caused by the Ai family to chill you."

Such words are really... unexpectedly low-key, but such low-key words are spoken by the queen mother, but I can't help but wonder, how can I be worthy of the queen mother's chilling words, it's just my flattery

The good things you do to me are just mutual use in the final analysis, and now I'm afraid it's also for mutual benefit.

"Don't say that, Queen Mother. If the concubines don't have the protection of the Queen Mother, how can they have today's peace and happiness." I am afraid that they have been forced to take refuge in the Queen or someone else and become someone else's pawn.

I can't control my anger.

Maybe it's because of the truth in my words that moved the Queen Mother a little, but after a moment, she shook her head, "There are some things that Aijia didn't want you to know, but now you probably already believe it. That Aijia

I don't lie to you either. "

"The men in Aixinjueluo are passionate and dedicated. The former emperor was so, and so is the current emperor." The Queen Mother suddenly changed the subject and seemed to have no beginning and no end.

deep meaning.

"Did you also add that when you were drafted, you were the one who was bestowed by the emperor?"

"The concubine remembers. It was because of the empress dowager's love that the concubine was selected to serve the holy driver." Perhaps there was also the merit of Qiu Haitang, which made the holy majesty shine.But he was so contemptuous of himself at that time.

Why did I...

"Where is the love of the Ai family. The Ai family's thoughts of not wanting you to enter the palace at that time were probably the most powerful."

I couldn't understand this, I raised my head, and met the very majestic but old man who was frowning at me, the meaning of the question was very obvious.

"It is the emperor who wants to keep you. The emperor is the son of the Ai family. It is too easy to guess what the son's thoughts are. It's just the first time I saw you and I became interested. mouth stay

Next you, do you know why? "

"Why?" Could it be to protect me?Don't be kidding, will that person protect the woman he just met?I'm afraid I just think it's interesting. Doesn't this make the Queen Mother miss herself at the beginning?

Thinking slightly dissatisfied.

"In order to allow you to enter the palace without being too ostentatious." The Queen Mother said this, causing Mei Zhuang to look at me in surprise, and also made me frown, "If you don't have your illness and fright later, I'm afraid No.

A favor is yours. "

"The concubine is stupid, but she also knows that the Concubine Xi's concubine Zhen is the one the emperor has been remembering for a long time, isn't it?" It's good not to mention the first bedtime, I was not enough at that time

Miserable?It's not a good feeling to be calculated by others, and to be despised by the subordinates and walk back.

"You still don't understand the emperor's intentions?" The queen mother said this as if she knew what to write. I met her inquisitive eyes, and I didn't care about it. "The concubine is dull."

"You are stupid, otherwise you would not have believed in the emperor until today. Thanks to your stupidity, the Ai family will give you the protection you want, so as to suppress the emperor and protect the queen. After all, the Ai family underestimated themselves

My son, I also underestimated you, always thinking that the emperor just looked at you so differently, but I didn't want this novelty to intensify and even surpassed the original Chunyuan. "

"Others don't know, but the Ai family understands that the emperor is a nostalgic person but not a self-deceiving person. Even if Zhen Huan is like Chun Yuan, the emperor will not love Zhen Huan because of his affection for Chun Yuan. From the very beginning

Ai's family became suspicious.Unexpectedly, compared with the former emperor, the emperor was not trapped shallowly, but protected deeper. "

It turned out that she knew, but I still don't know that the man has been thinking about me for so long. This feeling is very subtle, a little sad, and I don't know whether it is for myself or for him. "Knew from the start

Said, that concubine must have made the Queen Mother see a lot of jokes. "

"You girl, let's not hide it now." To be honest, I am very uncomfortable with this kind of inappropriate elder-style teasing. I just hope that the queen mother will quickly get to the point, "Aijia used to ask you to help the queen, which can be regarded as making up for it." The shortcomings between the empress and the empress, but I didn't expect the empress to be dazzled by jealousy, lost her foresight, and separated from you."

Was it for the Queen?Because I knew that I was not long in this world, so I...

"Girl, help the queen more in the future, this is also for the emperor, do you understand?"

That's right, in the eyes of the Queen Mother, I am the most sensible, so if you persuade me with great reason, maybe I will help the Queen, but now I am spoiled by someone, and all my eyes are full of rebellion.

"Queen, do you think the queen is a good queen who is suitable for managing the harem? Aren't all the things that happened in the harem a sign of the queen's incompetence? In the previous arrogant years, Empress Shilan couldn't control it. It was the emperor who took pains to suppress it. Yes. Now Zhen Huan, the empress is no match for me. Even if it is me, the empress can’t tolerate it and can’t get rid of it. What can the empress do other than make the harem less heirs? Is it really for the emperor to preserve such an empress? Or is it just for Ulana? Lass?"

"You!" She didn't expect such rebellious words from me at all, the Queen Mother dropped the teacup in a panic, and the exquisite porcelain fell to the ground, the broken appearance was not as good as the simple but unpretentious wooden billets.

"Presumptuous! It's really rebellious!"

"Yes, wouldn't it be treasonous for the empress who murdered the emperor's heir to control the royal family's blood!" Without the slightest backing down, my sword was on the verge of breaking out.

Seeing that the Empress Dowager's complexion was not right, Mei Zhuang didn't care to avoid suspicion, "Lingrong, don't say any more, Aunt Zhuxi, hurry up and call the imperial physician, the Empress Dowager looks very bad." These words are a warning to me, if the Empress Dowager If something happened, I was afraid that I would not be able to escape, but since the queen mother will talk to me today, she will not bear to die without achieving her goal. This is the capital of my willful behavior.

"The queen mother taught me to protect the queen. I can only say that I don't have the slightest hostility towards the queen, but I have no intention of helping the queen deal with Zhen Huan. The only one I want to be loyal to is the emperor." One person's favor, continue to live in this life, only seek the care of that person.

"How do you know?" The queen mother spoke again after holding her breath.

"Queen Mother, you don't know your son well enough. He thinks more than you look like. You can't figure out his plan, and you can't see through his disguise. So you don't know his respect for you. He knows a lot But things will only be hidden in my heart and wronged myself. For you, he took care of the glory of Ulanara, but have you ever really planned for this son? What is it?" Oh my God, I am lucky to be able to make up these, and it is considered a fulfilling mission. Such rhetoric even touched me, the Queen Mother should be able to believe in her son's filial piety, and then let It's okay for him to come forward.

This time the conversation broke up badly, and I don't need to visit the Empress Dowager's palace anymore, just living in my own square field is enough.

During the period, Meizhuang came to several times, and the words vaguely revealed the meaning of the queen mother wanting to see me, and I didn't ambiguously pass it, but I tried my best to coax the emperor to sit in the queen mother's palace. It was not until death that we would not see each other until one snowy day, when Su Peisheng hurriedly came to my palace to deliver an order, I thought that the Queen Mother had been ill for so long, and I was afraid that she would really die.

The concubines from all the palaces knelt on the ground, the room was full of weeping women, and the empress dowager on the sickbed held the emperor's hand and babbled something. He didn't look as heartless as he had realized.Although I was worried, I couldn't accompany her. I just followed the queen to the door, but stood at the door and refused to leave. Like me, there were the queen and concubine Xi, but I didn't want to participate in the open and secret fight between them.Just looking at the white snow falling continuously from the black night sky, as if he didn't think about anything but thought about everything, leaving only a blank mind.

I don't know how long it took before he finally came out, his whole body was much older... Seeing me, there was a flash of light in his eyes, but he didn't move.The first time I saw him who was a little silly, my body almost surpassed my consciousness, and I threw myself into his arms.

"It's so cold, what are you doing all the time?" The queen wanted to order the queen mother's funeral and finally left, but Zhen Huan didn't guard it for some reason. I was alone at the door and I was happy, and I didn't care about waiting. how long.

"Rong'er..." He stroked my cheek with his prickly stubble, "My mother left without coaxing me once."

"I'll coax you," he didn't expect that this was what he cared about, and his heart felt a little ripped off, "Yinzhen, don't cry."

"Nonsense!" whispered in the ear, without the majesty he should have, "I didn't cry."

"Well, Yinzhen is really strong." I continued, boldly stood on tiptoe, and stroked his bare forehead.

"Presumptuous!" Caught by his restless hand, he buried his head on my neck, the cold feeling was worse than me who blows snow all over the room outside, "You can call the emperor's name directly .”

"Well, then I won't yell, don't be angry." I obediently didn't yell, but he didn't, and firmly held him in his arms, "Keep yelling, only yelling in front of...me...."

"Yinzhen..." If he could not be so awkward, it wouldn't be the case with his mother!But it is such an awkward person that makes people feel distressed...

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