I just want a normal life without powers

Osamu Dazai and I sat leaning against the railing in silence.

It has been a long time since I woke up from the darkness and received the message of world destruction.

I looked up at the sky, while Dazai lowered his head and held his hands. What do you think?

The aura of destruction in the sky is already very strong, this kind of end of the world that can only be seen in sci-fi movies, the scene of the sky shattering and collapsing? It is rare to see it in real life.

In fact, I have already made a decision, after all, I have already died once, haven't I?What I'm going to do next is just to make everything return to the original point.

But...why do I feel a little scared.

Maybe everyone is afraid of death, especially knowing that this time is the real, irreversible death.

Because there are still so many unfinished things... that's why I kun ou ding ya ε long

At the beginning, I agreed to Teacher Yuqiao to take the exam by himself... and in this time cycle, I didn't say goodbye to Xiao Jinghua properly, and I didn't ask Junior Tanizaki to ask Teacher Yuqiao for leave.

And Yahara's Natsume and Nyakotaro... By the way, I haven't caught that big three-colored cat yet, and I haven't had my own Nyakotaro yet.

I also want to wait until the end of the exam, to see the night view of VV Tokyo above the Skytree with Huinako and Haruka.

I still think of V's happy smile when Haruka received the admission letter from the University of Tokyo.

I still want V to see Huinaguo in her wedding dress... By the way, she had promised to be a bridesmaid for Guoguo.

I haven't officially joined the Armed Detective Agency yet.

One month away, it's my 19th birthday.

The emotional breakdown may only be for a moment, and I suddenly found that I really couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it, everyone in the Armed Detective Agency, I couldn't bear it, and I couldn't bear it.

Death is the end of everything, nothingness.All your reluctance can no longer be realized, and all regrets can't be known.Knowing that under the scouring of the torrent of time, your existence will be slowly forgotten.

Since then, there has never been a girl named Sato Chinatsu in the world.

I have to leave something behind.

I grabbed Osamu Dazai sitting next to me, like a drowning man grabbing the last straw around him.

It is said that it is good to break one's words.But I must have been ugly and selfish before I died.What I said? What I did was vicious that even I couldn't tolerate.

"Dazai..." As soon as I opened my mouth, I found that my own voice was a little choked.

It turns out that I am such a cowardly person.

"Dazai... I'm so scared, I'm really scared... It's all over, and Haruka is safe, and it's going to end soon? Time loop back to Yokohama..." My little girl sobbed and grabbed Osamu Dazai's arm, his fingers grasped Osamu Dazai's sand-colored windbreaker helplessly, and his hands trembled unconsciously like spasms.

"Qianxia, ​​don't be afraid." Osamu Dazai reached out and patted my back to comfort me.

The sky was too dark, I couldn't make out Dazai's expression, I could only see those iris-colored pupils staring at me full of sadness.

?It was the first time I met Dazai who showed such emotion.

He seemed to already know what I was going to do.

He seems to have known it a long time ago,? Tell me the connection between my supernatural power and the "book"?

"Thinking about the trenches, dreaming about clothing, handsome, and professional villages, visits and frequent visits are the feedback

"I promise you." Dazai rubbed my hair.

Osamu Dazai knew it, he knew that I wanted to force him to say that sentence?

"Think about those people you love, think about those people in the Armed Detective Agency. A Yao has been preparing for a long time to be admitted to the University of Tokyo, which is her dream school." He said that sentence in the most gentle tone The cruelest one, "Do you have the heart to let Huinaguo, Ayao, and everyone from the Armed Detective Agency be buried with the whole world?? Everything started because of you, and it's time to end."

Osamu Dazai said with a deadpan face, as if endorsing a letter. "Don't worry, Qian Xia, death is not the end, everyone is crying!

"What about me..." I felt that my tears were out of my control at all, and kept slipping down from the corner.

Dazai sighed softly, looking at me like a child who is crying and attracting adults' attention "Of course, Qianxia, ​​you also call me a [-]-model armpit, I swear."

You V, isn't the current situation like Osamu Dazai forcing me to die?

I'm a bastard, I put all the responsibility on Dazai, and let him be the one who decides my life... But? In the face of death, I'm nothing but a coward.I need someone to help push me so I can go down.

"Osamu Dazai, you are an asshole."

me too.

"Yeah... I know." Dazai raised his head, the cracks in the sky were getting bigger and bigger. "Qian Xia, there is no time."

I wiped my face vigorously, and reached out my hand to Dazai. "Give me the book..."

The book is really broken, and I dare not lift my hands while holding it.

At the last moment, I looked up at Dazai, and repeated what I said just now: "Are you Dazai, are you Yumeyomo?"

"Of course, Sato Chinatsu." Dazai smiled at me from the corner of his mouth, "Your death is not the end, as long as I remember you, Chinatsu, you will be in this world forever."

"Bandage man, you smile so ugly..." I never expected that it was Dazai who accompanied me to complete the final journey.

I held the book, and when I first touched the book, I could feel that I was slowly blending with the book, as if I was a part of the book.

With the last sliver of consciousness remaining, I bid farewell to Osamu Dazai.

"Dazai, goodbye."

"Well, goodbye, Chinatown."

?The moment when Sato Chika completely merged into the "book" Minami, the "book" became as intact as it was at the beginning, but a girl's back appeared on the red cover C of the "book".

Osamu Dazai silently touched the "book" hanging in the air.

The "book" flew towards Osamu Dazai as if it had its own consciousness. It landed on Osamu Dazai's arm that Sato Chinatsu was holding just now, and began to merge with Osamu Dazai.

The master of "Book" chose Osamu Dazai as the host.

Osamu Dazai smiled helplessly: "...Are you afraid of loneliness?"

Because the "book" was successfully repaired, the core of the world also found its own host, and the scene of world destruction disappeared.

After successfully merging with the "book", the idea of ​​a certain squid in Dazai's handiwork changed to "Complete Suicide Manual".

Holding? It has been integrated with him, and it determines the core of the world's operation. Osamu Dazai thought of the new `before' in a trance.At that time, they had just become believers in Shikisan, and he and Sato Chika, who were penniless, squatted on the side of the road waiting for Odasaku to pick them up.

Qian Xia wishes him a long life.

"This is the worst ending, Sato Chinatsu, you are such a crow's mouth." Dazai chuckled while holding the book, "Oh, wish me a long life, right? Now? It seems that I can live to be more than a hundred years old ... Even if the whole world is destroyed, I will be screwed again!

"Immortal...? What a terrible punishment."

The people from the Ability Secret Service Division soon arrived to finish the work, and Osamu Dazai returned to Yokohama.

Sure enough, just like what Sato Chika worried about before her death, everyone has forgotten her existence?

The Armed Detective Agency never had a member named Chinatsu Sato, and neither Haruka Inoue nor my wife Enoka had a friend named Chinatsu Sato.There is no Misei named Sato Chinatsu in Yokohama.

A self-protection mechanism at the core of the world?

Osamu Dazai sighed, closed the "Complete Suicide Manual" in his hand, and walked towards his and Sakunosuke Oda's home.

Everyone in this world is happy, everything is as usual, and time flows forward peacefully.

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For him, time is like gravel on the ground. He can move, stir up and walk in the gravel at will.

Until he felt that the light vein of his original world branched out, and a new parallel world branched out from his world...

But this newly born world has a "book" of its own.

As the master of the "book", He could not bring his "book" to a newly born world.

But he was very lucky? In the vein of light, he met a little thing that was half human and half 'worm' traveling through the vein of light.

He promised to help him solve some minor troubles, and what Gingu had to do was to help Sato Chinatsu in this newly born world.

It is enough for only one Sato Chinatsu to become a "book"...

He doesn't insist on showing up.

The author has something to say:

Dazai in the BE ending was selected as the host by the book and became a god.

It was BE Dazai, who became a god, who asked the worm master Gingu to help, and changed Qianxia's original destiny, which led to the HE ending.

Some information that HE Dazai should not have known at first, but BE Dazai used the ability of "book" to synchronize some information and put it in HE's mind.