I just want a normal life without powers

"No, I don't want to talk to you." I rejected Dazai very simply as a joke, I don't think Dazai and I are any kind of intimate relationship.'Talk' to me last time was enough to make me sick.

"But I haven't said what I want to talk to you about." Dazai looked innocent. I really don't want to say anything more to Dazai, so why not just lay on the grass quietly and look up at the sky as a bandage that can breathe? .

Dazai shrugged his shoulders and didn't say anything anymore. Scar followed my example and lay down too. It's so blue today...

The two of us just lay on the grass and watched the sky for more than half an hour.

Tsk, staring at blue for too long will hurt your eyes too.

I looked at Dazai who was lying next to me...? The guy actually fell asleep with his eyes closed?

I stretched my foot and kicked Osamu Dazai who was pretending to be dead with his eyes closed...

"Hey, are you sleeping on the grass with wet clothes and blowing the cool breeze because you want to catch a cold?"

"Isn't 66 better? I happen to have an excuse to skip work~" Dazai said in a rather cheerful tone.

What evil did Mr. Ango do in his previous life, so that he was so unlucky to meet Dazai for his job in this life.

"You always? Mr. Ango will cry if you skip work. The work of the Supernatural Secret Service Division is already busy enough." I sighed helplessly, "By the way, speaking of Dazai, you? What? You like to commit suicide Woolen cloth?"

"Well... nothing? What,? It's not a question that children should know." Dazai answered me perfunctorily.

"Aren't you only one year older than me? What are you pretending to be a senior..." I casually grabbed a piece of paper and threw it at the bandaged man lying next to me.

? Didn't dodge, still lying leisurely with legs crossed and eyes closed. Weeds stuck to ? the drenched windbreaker and hair.

Seeing Dazai like this, I suddenly thought of something.

I took the dagger hidden in the sleeve with my left hand.

After so many years of training, I can skillfully open the blade with one hand.

"Hey, Dazai." I stretched out my right hand and poked Dazai lying beside me.

"Huh? What are you doing? Qian Xia, didn't you want to talk to me just now? Why have you been so active? Wujun Bizai turned to me and looked at me with a smile.

"I feel that there is something wrong with my right hand. It may be that there is something wrong with the 66 golden light symbols that Xiaoguang made just now. Can you help me take a look?"

"..." Dazai looked at me and was silent for a moment, then he sighed and held my right hand.

I firmly grasped Dazai's hand, and then moved forward with my left hand.

However, Dazai seemed to have expected what I would do. When I just raised my left hand, he quickly turned over and slapped the dagger in my hand.

It was so easy for Dazai to suppress me, he moved so fast that I didn't even realize it.

At that moment, I clearly realized that one of the top five cadres of Port Mafia, no matter how rubbish his physical skills are, he is better than me, a rookie high school student who has only been training for a few months.

The current state is that Dazai clamped both of my arms and pressed one knee on my back, and I was forced to eat a mouthful of fresh weeds.

Dazai turned my whole body around and was carried like a chicken...

The bastard must be taking revenge on me for throwing grass on him just now. No effect other than more pain.

"...66, it's like I killed you, I refuse. It's hard enough for Chongtaro to clean up my resume, Qianxia, ​​don't increase the workload for others, okay?" Dazai let go The hand that grabbed my arm picked up my dagger and threw it into the river.

I didn't have time to stop it, so I could only watch it sink to the bottom of the river.

"Hey! You bastard pay me for the dagger!"

I stood up from the top and threw myself at the 66 bandages.

Then hold down one hand on the forehead and cringe x hiss

"It's not like you Sato Chika, my wife Emino didn't see you when she died, so she was looking for a life and death. If I didn't just now, the 66 Xiaoguang who are now suddenly gone?"

"I have nothing to do with you." I sat on the bed angrily, "What's the matter you're unhappy with? Come and make me happy." Dazai took off his drenched windbreaker and shook.

The side is downwind, I was shaken all over by the Dazai, and my mother is not killed today? I can't die with a bandage.

"Let's die together! You? A garbage bandage! Bastard!"

"Wow, my suicide quota is already full today, even if Qianxia you so warmly invite me to die in love, I won't agree." Dazai said to me briskly, with the windbreaker draped over his arm .

……

God tm's suicide limit, do you treat yourself as a credit card?

"Calm down a little now?" Dazai bent down and looked at me with a smile. "Calm down, I won't bother others when I see you." I turned away in anger. "Is it because of the 66 bombings in your school yesterday?" 66 Gui Zhengzuo?" Dazai casually sat down again, leaning on his chin and looking at me curiously. "Qianxia, ​​you used the ability, right? I remember that there should be no casualties."

"Yes." I pursed my lips and looked down at my hands. "I killed a man with my own hands."

……

I felt a little strange when I heard that Jae Jae was silent for a long time, so I looked up.

"Osamu Dazai! What expression do you have?!"

Dazai? He looked at me in disbelief, as if he was looking at some strange creature. His expression was so exaggerated that his facial features were deformed.

"Sato Chika, what?" Dazai frowned as if he was considering his words, "I just killed one person, and then I'll just kill you?"

"I..." I was choked up, "What do you mean just kill a person? I..."

"Satou Chika, do you still kill a few people?" Dazai asked confusedly, "Well, let's not talk about 66 people because of your ability. You lost consciousness and were dealt with by Mafia at the port. Let's just Tell me about yourself first..."

Osamu Dazai paused, raised his eyebrows and looked at me: "Sato Chinatsu, how many times have you killed yourself? Can you count it?"

"I……"

"Don't talk about scars first." Osamu Dazai interrupted me directly, "Qian Xia, do you think that you lost consciousness and were killed by others because of your supernatural powers, and you didn't kill them with your own hands, so it's not considered murder? Don't be so naive. You're eight years old now. Let's talk about something practical."

"The 66 people you said you killed with your own hands were Tanaka Yuta? 66 high school students who were sent to the hospital and have not yet regained consciousness? Did Tanaka Yuta hurt Megumin or Inoue Haruka before you went back in time?"

Osamu Dazai held my shoulders, and his face was very close, and I could clearly see my panicked face reflected in my pupils.

"Does it hurt you to kill them because of them? Are you tired? Sato Chika."

"Actually, it is not others who make you feel pain, but yourself."

Dazai looked at me with some pity.

"Sato Chinatsu, you have been chasing death, and now you just found a more reasonable excuse for your own death."

"Remember the 66 nights when I sent you to the station when you first went to Writer Oda?"

"I said we're alike," I said, stretching out my hand and rubbing my hair, "We're both chasing death and sinking deeper and deeper into this swamp. This world is a shackle to you, isn't it?" ? You don't feel happy now, do you?"

"You know? What?" Dazai's kite-colored pupils stared at me firmly, "I wanted to tell you the first time we met, how long do you want to maintain a fake ordinary high school? Sato Qianxia, ​​why are you so greedy for this false happiness?"

"When I saw you, I felt as if I saw a stray eagle. Because I felt lonely, when I saw two canaries chirping and singing in the cage, I couldn't help but cut off my wings and took the initiative to drill Into the cage to live with the canary."

"But you are not creatures that can live in the same world at all...You? A young eagle should have been flying in the sky and nesting on the cliff. Luan Yue was trapped in a cage, except that he could hear the canaries cheering every day What good is there to cry? Sato Chika, do you have any hobbies of self-torture?"

"Snapped".

I couldn't hold back and slapped Dazai directly.

Since we were very close, Dazai didn't dodge, and was directly knocked sideways by me.

Osamu Dazai didn't get angry because of that slap, but chuckled lightly instead.

"Oh, think about it, Sato Chinatsu. If you have Edogawa Ranpo or Yosano Akiko by your side, do you still worry about Eno and Inoue Haruka every day? Are they in danger? You and the canaries are not from the same world. If you really care about them, you should stay away from them and let them return to a normal life. You and the canaries live in a cage, and they will only because of you Dangerous due to conspicuous size."

"Sato Qianxia, ​​as a person with supernatural powers, your companions can only be people who are as powerful as you, who can let you hug Chenhuan? They are not two pampered canaries who always need your protection. Protecting? Two canaries, one day you will fall into the abyss and never fly again."

"I understand what you're saying, but I still want to beat you up." I held the hand on my shoulder and used the taijutsu that Mr. Kunikida gave me, which is also the most proficient move I have used so far. Directly overturned in?

"I've already decided to leave them. I've thought about it before you came...but..."

"Ah, since you all understand, 66 Qianxia, ​​why are you crying?" Dazai was still laughing heartlessly after being pressed on the grass by me.

"...But, there is no place for me anymore..." I could feel more and more water flowing from my eyes, blurring my vision.

"Mr. Ranpo, Mr. Kunikida, Dr. Yosano, and the president, you know what I did, you will definitely have armpits? Detective agency. So I have nothing now, it's better to die directly. Anyway, I The ability is not controllable, is it? Mr. Ango must be relieved when I die. I should have died with my parents in the 66 fires six years ago! No one asked me what I thought Don't want to awaken? A power!"

Dazai sighed, "? It's all your subjective guesswork, right? Shouldn't you ask some members of the Armed Detective Agency at 66? Tell them everything, don't hide anything. By the way, the former occupations of your president and 66 members are also very interesting. Find out what they did before joining the Armed Detective Agency. We will not give up on you because of such a trivial matter. .”

Dazai stretched out his arms to wrap my arms around my body. "Today I can lend you my chest to cry for free, okay? But it's a treatment that ordinary people can't enjoy."

What a ghost... I didn't know how thin Osamu Dazai was until I got close to him. The bone in his chest made my face hurt.

……

"Osamu Dazai, let me go, I'm about to suffocate. You smell so bad, does it smell like fish from the river?"

"Satou Chinatsu, don't you say that it's not like that? Can't you just lie on my body and cry in such an atmosphere?"

"Aren't you crying? I'm coming, I'm sick of the smell of your body, if you don't let go, I'll spit on you."

"Tsk, are you really a child?"

"Shut up you."

The author has something to say:

Qian Xia is just a coward, in fact, it would be good to have a showdown with the detective agency.

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