daughter-in-law next door

But only she knows what's inside.

Already dried up.

She traveled to ancient times, and she also came, this may be fate.

Now she desperately needs Su Jinshi's vitality to comfort and fill her up.After leaving the Ziyan Building, Su Jinshi stopped. She stood in a dark place not far from the Ziyan Building. She looked at the red lanterns hanging high in the Ziyan Building. People, she thought of the dance and music played by that person in Ziyan Building, and she couldn't calm down.

At this time, Nian Su also came out, she walked to Su Jinshi's side, did not speak, and quietly accompanied her.

I don't know how long it took before Su Jinshi came back to her senses, and then she noticed Nian Su beside her. She opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything. She moved her hand, and finally took Nian Su's hand .

And she didn't resist, and followed Su Jinshi away.

Su Jinshi didn't want to go back to the mansion at this time, she walked casually on the road, from the lively street to the quiet alley, but she didn't stop.

Nian Su didn't speak all the time, she quietly accompanied Su Jin, as if she was waiting for something or thinking about something.

The two finally came to the diversion lake, but they only stopped on the shore. There was a weeping willow beside it. Occasionally, the willow branches would move with the breeze. It was quiet.

After a long silence, Su Jinshi finally asked helplessly, "Susu, why don't you ask me anything?"

Nian Su seemed to be thinking about something, but didn't answer Su Jinshi's words. After a while, he said, "What did you just say?"

Su Jinshi pursed his lips, and asked what he said just now, but seeing Nian Su smiled, she said: "If you want to say it, you will say it yourself, if you don't want to, it's useless for me to ask."

Su Jinshi choked on Nian Su's words, she sighed, and said in a low voice: "Susu, I want to confess to you, I don't want to lie to you, what I'm going to say, whether you believe it or not, I can only say, I say It's all true."

Nian Su looked at the waves on the lake and nodded slowly.

Su Jinshi's hands tightened tightly, and he felt a little flustered in his heart. Nian Su never asked her to do anything, and never asked about her past. She seemed to be understanding, but it made her feel that there was a distance between them. A layer of yarn.

Su Jinshi sat down, she sighed, and said in a rare serious tone: "Susu, I don't belong to this era, this body is not my original body, the original me was in a car accident, and then came to Here, I have only been here for a few months."

She paused, and carefully looked at Nian Su's expression, but seeing that her expression was indifferent, she couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.

"The Yan'er girl just now, I have seen her in my previous era, and I have heard all the dances and songs she performed, even..."

"She is my ex-girlfriend." When Su Jinshi said these words, his heart suddenly relaxed, as if the string that had been tense all the time suddenly relaxed.

Su Jinshi thought about it, maybe Nian Su might not be able to understand her own words, she continued to explain: "The ex-girlfriend means that I used to be with her, but now we are separated."

"You... are you married?" Nian Su suddenly said, with a dull expression.

Su Jinshi shook his head, "Of course not. In my era, the world did not approve of women and women being together. How can I get married with her?"

Nian Su nodded, and she asked, "Is she looking for you now?"

Su Jinshi had a headache, she didn't know how to explain these relationships to Nian Su.

"I don't know why she came here. Maybe it's fate, but I don't think she recognized me. She and I... once fell in love very deeply, so deep that we can't forget it in this life."

Su Jinshi still said that she didn't want to hide her relationship with Lu Jingchen from Nian Su.

She didn't know what Lu Jingchen was doing here, if she recognized her, and she had a young age by her side, she didn't know what Lu Jingchen would do.

Nian Su was taken aback, and when she looked at Su Jin, she nodded slightly, "Well...you have been looking at her just now."

"Idiot." Su Jinshi softened her tone, she reached out and touched Nian Su's head, she said: "Susu, although I have loved her like that before, but now I love you, even if she appears Doesn't make me love you any less, she's in the past."

Nian Su's expression is still faint, and his eyes seem to be covered with a layer of mist, making it difficult to see clearly.

Su Jinshi's heart skipped a beat, and the panic in her heart became even worse. She said anxiously: "I'll tell you everything about me and her, okay? Susu, don't be angry."

Nian Su didn't speak, she turned her head and continued to look at the lake, and Su Jinshi's voice came to her ears along with the wind.

**

Su Jinshi and Lu Jingshen met in high school. At that time, Su Jinshi was young, arrogant and rebellious. She hated her parents and wanted to escape. She never cared about going to school. She was always with some bad boys in school.

Once, they brought Su Jinshi to a relatively remote bar. At that time, Su Jinshi didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, thinking that the whole world could open a way for her.

In that bar, her "friends" secretly brought out a bag of white powder. Su Jinshi immediately knew what it was, and she was a little scared, but the dim lights in the bar concealed her panic in the dark.

Each of them smoked some, and when it was almost Su Jinshi's turn, she excused herself to go to the bathroom, and when she got to the bathroom, she realized that her hands were shaking badly.

She knew in her heart what those things were and what the consequences would be if they ate them, but she didn't want to leave.

At the sink, she washed her face with cold water and saw that the person in the mirror was pale and thin, with only a pair of bright and clear eyes.

At this moment, a woman in a black close-fitting short skirt came out, she glanced at Su Jinshi coolly, and began to touch up her makeup on her own.

Su Jinshi was still wondering whether he should go out, but he heard the woman beside him whisper, "Don't get infected, it's not something you can get infected with."

Su Jinshi turned her head with a swipe, and she saw that woman's eyes were cold, and there was no emotion in her eyes.

"how do you know……"

The woman glanced at her again, put away her cosmetics, and left the bathroom without saying a word.

Su Jinshi was stunned for a long time, and finally left the bar, but the woman's eyes were entangled in her heart like a snake.

She seemed to see her through, from beginning to end.

This feeling made Su Jinshi panic. She thought she was hiding everything well, but there was nowhere to hide from that woman's eyes.

Later, when I met her again, it was at school. Su Jinshi didn't want to go to study at night, so he sneaked out to visit the campus. She was walking in the school alone. She walked aimlessly. When she passed the school grove, she heard Quarreling.

That voice, if Su Jinshi remembered correctly, was that woman from the bar.

Out of curiosity, Su Jinshi walked in quietly, the quarrel became louder and louder, but it was all a man's voice.

"Lu Jingchen, what do you mean? You like women, why are you with me? Do you know that everyone treats me as a joke! Heh! The woman I like is gay!" The man put a stack of things Falling on Lu Jingchen's body, his tone was cold.

Su Jinshi hid in the dark and swallowed when he heard the explosive news.

The man started to scold Lu Jingchen, his words were unbearable, after scolding for a while, he felt angry and planned to leave.

From the beginning to the end, Lu Jingchen didn't say a word, until the man left, she said: "No matter what you heard, I have a clear conscience."

She took out a stack of photos from her bag, walked up to the man, threw the stack of photos on the man's chest, then lit a cigarette, exhaled the cigarette, and said flatly: "What did you do, You know it in your heart, you can get out."

Looking at the photo on the ground and Lu Jingshen's appearance, the man gritted his teeth and left.

When he left, Lu Jingchen still hadn't left, she said, "Don't hide."

Su Jinshi knew she was talking about her, so she came out. She glanced at the photo on the ground and remained silent.

Lu Jingchen took out a cigarette, handed it to Su Jinshi, and said, "Smoking?"

Su Jinshi took the cigarette, Lu Jingchen helped her light it, the two of them smoked quietly, almost half a cigarette passed by, and Su Jinshi asked: "Do you like women?"

Lu Jing glanced at her, without saying a word, she took Su Jinshi's hand and led her to a dance room in the school.

At this time, I was doing self-study last night, and there was no one else in the dance room. Lu Jing turned in through the window familiarly, and Su Jinshi followed her in.

Faintly, Su Jinshi was a little excited. After entering the dance room, Lu Jingshen locked the windows and doors without turning on the lights. She directly turned on the stereo, and the rhythmic rock and roll immediately filled the entire dance room.

Su Jinshi was a little dizzy from the strong music, but Lu Jingchen took off her coat, revealing her black vest and jeans. She moved with the music, and her dance steps were a bit chaotic, but with a strong sense of passion. Breath, her eyes are no longer cold, but extremely hot.

In the dim dance room, only street lamps and moonlight from outside came in, Lu Jingshen danced to Su Jinshi, the rock and roll in the room was in contrast to the silent moonlight outside.

At this moment, Su Jinshi felt as if he had stepped into a different world. Compared with the previous chaotic world, this world was lively and quiet.

Lu Jingchen danced, but her eyes were always on Su Jinshi. After she finished dancing, she slowly walked up to Su Jinshi, panting, and looked at her.

Su Jinshi looked into Lu Jingshen's eyes, the fire in her eyes had not faded away, she suddenly thought that the cool glance she gave in the bathroom of the bar was very different from her now.

Lu Jingshen laughed suddenly, she reached out to lift Su Jinshi's chin, and kissed him directly.

There was tobacco smell and heat in her mouth, which made Su Jinshi a little dazed.

She only remembered that night, the sound of music, the gentle moonlight, and Lu Jingshen.

They are together.

Lu Jingshen has a rented house outside, and Su Jinshi usually stays in her house when she is not in school. They are young and vigorous, and they are fearless in rumors. Even if their stories spread all over the school, they don't care.

Until one day, Su Jinshi's parents found her, beat and scolded her, and asked her to break up with Lu Jingshen.

Rebellious, she directly chose to leave that home, she and Lu Jingshen changed schools, she worked and studied at the same time, the pressure from reality made her feel her ignorance and insignificance.

She and Lu Jingchen had more and more quarrels, Lu Jingchen was still cold, she also found a job, and came back later and later every day, and she didn't know any of the friends around her, the relationship between the two There are growing differences.

Lu Jingshen asked to break up several times, but Su Jinshi was reluctant, she always compromised and wanted to continue to be with her.

It's just that her pleading for perfection has never been of any use, and Lu Jingshen will not soften her heart for this, nor will she love her any more for it.

Su Jinshi couldn't even feel Lu Jingchen's love for her.

Until one day, Su Jinshi felt sad and went to a bar, but saw Lu Jingshen dancing with a woman on the dance floor, her face was full of happiness.

She hadn't seen that kind of happiness on Lu Jingchen's face for a long time.

She didn't ask her why in the past. In fact, the answer had been faintly revealed in the past, but she never faced it.

She has been running away.

After returning home, Su Jinshi sat quietly on the sofa and waited for Lu Jingshen. He waited until two o'clock in the morning before Lu Jingshen came back.

Su Jinshi was neither angry nor emotional, she said flatly: "Lu Jingchen, let's break up."

Lu Jingchen was not surprised or explained, she just nodded lightly, then walked into her room, and the door was closed.

Su Jinshi's dry eyes finally shed tears.

She didn't say anything, she didn't even ask why she broke up suddenly.

Her indifference drove Su Jinshi crazy, but she no longer had the strength to ask why, nor did she have the strength to go hysterical.

She just wants to sleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was breakfast on the table and a piece of paper left by Lu Jingchen.

The house is left to you.

With only these five words, Su Jinshi ran to Lu Jingchen's room, and saw that it was empty, without leaving any personal belongings, and she cleaned it cleanly, as if she had never been here before.

Su Jinshi's heart ached uncontrollably, but she was helpless. At this time, she received a text message from Lu Jingchen:

Good morning, Su Jinshi, I once loved you deeply.Just once.

**

Su Jinshi calmly narrated these things to Nian Su, and she stared at the reflection of the moon on the lake in a daze.

She and Lu Jingshen have had many good memories, as well as many sad memories, but when she thinks about it now, there is no disturbance in her heart.

Lu Jingshen, I can tell you like this now: I once loved you deeply.Just once.

After Nian Su finished listening, she turned her head, gently stroked Su Jinshi's cheek, and said, "Are you sad?"

Su Jinshi shook her head, her hand was covered with Nian Su's, and she said: "Now that I have you, I won't go on the same path as before. Both you and Xiaodouzi need my care."

"Let's go back." Nian Su smiled and said in a low voice.

Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su, seeing that she was not angry, she was also relieved, she rubbed Nian Su's neck, and said coquettishly, "No, I don't want to go back, let's go back later, shall we?"

Nian Su laughed, she nodded, and Su Jinshi leaned on her shoulder, silent.

After a while, Nian Su said hesitantly: "Let it pass after it's over...we won't go to Ziyan Tower from now on."

Su Jinshi muffledly agreed, but suddenly felt the protection in Nian Su's tone, she couldn't help laughing, she raised her head, stretched out her hand and scratched Nian Su's nose, "Are you protecting me? "

Nian Su blushed a little, but nodded heavily, "I don't want others to bully you..."

Su Jinshi's heart warmed up, she looked at Nian Su's thin and frail body, but her face was firm, and she couldn't help but her eyes were sore.

"Idiot..." Su Jinshi said in a low voice, but didn't say anything else.

Those things she has experienced before, good or bad, are not important anymore, the important thing is to be by her side in the next year, and she will not leave her.

**

After the performance, Lu Jingshen returned to her room. She didn't turn on the lamp. She stood in front of the window and looked at the moonlight covering the floor outside, curling up the corners of her lips.

She was still holding the piece of paper in her hand, on which there were only two words: Xiaojing.

No one ever called her that but her.

She stood alone for a while, when suddenly there was a knock on the door, "Miss Lu, I am Mu Feng."

A cold look flashed in Lu Jing's eyes, but her tone was very respectful, "It's Miss Mu Feng, come in quickly, I haven't been back long, and I haven't lit the lights yet."

Lu Jingshen welcomed Mu Feng in, and quickly lit the lamp, finally there was some light in the dark room.

Mu Feng nodded slightly, sat down, and said in a low voice, "Miss Lu, it's time for you to go to Beijing."

Lu Jing smiled deeply, "Of course I know, it's just that I want to stay in this Windy City for a few more days this time? Because something interesting happened."

Mu Feng frowned slightly, and she said: "I hope Miss Lu can come as early as possible, the master is still waiting for Miss Lu in Beijing, and besides, the master asked me to remind Miss Lu: don't lose your sense of proportion."

Lu Jingchen's smile faltered, and then she smiled again. She lowered her head, "It's all up to the master's orders. Jingshen will definitely listen to Miss Mufeng's words."

Mu Feng didn't speak, she gave Lu Jingshen a cool look, turned and left.

Lu Jing's deep smile disappeared after Mu Feng turned around, she pursed her lips and closed the door, she still held Su Jinshi's paper in her hand, but she didn't know what to do.

She remembered Su Jinshi in the past, fragile and strong, she seemed to have endless energy, and she seemed to be hollowed out every day, her appearance was bright and beautiful, but only she knew what was inside.

Already dried up.

She traveled to ancient times, and she also came, this may be fate.

Now she desperately needs Su Jinshi's vitality to comfort and fill her up.