night fades

It wasn't until the sunlight shining on his face through the curtains woke him up that he realized that sleeping could be so simple and relaxing.He couldn't remember the last time he fell asleep without drugs.

His head was not so groggy at last, Zhou Ning'an still huddled lazily in the bed, wanting to continue to feel this rare relaxation and laziness, but when he turned over, he broke out in a cold sweat.Lin Ye is gone!

Zhou Ningan woke up in an instant, ran out of bed with his bare feet wrapped in a quilt, his heartbeat increased too fast, and the low blood sugar in the morning made him feel dizzy for a while, his eyes blurred, he lowered his head half propped on the sofa and whispered: "Lin night?"

"Are you awake?" Lin Ye was in a good mood. Although there were some accidents last night, he had a good time playing and sleeping, and chatting with Zhou Ning'an was not unpleasant, so now he is humming a little song and enjoying himself in the kitchen. busy.

Hearing Lin Ye's voice, Zhou Ning'an also came to his senses completely. Only then did he realize that he had overreacted just now. He raised his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile, "You woke up quite early."

"Is it early? It's almost ten o'clock." Lin Ye looked up at his watch and smiled at Zhou Ning'an, "You can sleep well. Did you sleep well last night?"

"Well, very good." Zhou Ning'an pursed his lips and smiled. He was very busy last week and was reluctant to take sleeping pills. It had been several days since he slept last time.He deliberately didn't take his medicine last night, thinking that he could watch over Lin Ye in another long night, but he didn't expect to fall asleep so quickly.

"Hey, let's have some breakfast." Lin Ye pointed to the table, two fried eggs, a cup of soy milk and toast, "It shouldn't be cold yet, I just woke up not long ago."

As Lin Ye spoke, he turned around and went back to work in the kitchen. Zhou Ning'an sat down at the table by himself, looked at these simple things, and felt something stuck in his throat.

He clenched his fists and then gradually loosened them. He slowly picked up a piece of bread and took a bite, his eyes were so hot.

In fact, Lin Ye didn't need to treat him like this, and there was no need to treat him so well at all. How could this make him feel that life and death didn't matter?

The movement in the kitchen became quieter. Lin Ye came over and sat down. Zhou Ning'an realized that Lin Ye was still wearing an apron. He couldn't help laughing and said, "What are you still doing?"

"Lunch, let's make dinner casually and deliver it to the hospital later." Lin Ye wiped his hands, picked up a piece of bread and put it in his mouth, and said with a smile, "Why, do you still want to spend lunch with me?"

"No, I..." Zhou Ning'an blushed and stammered.

"Haha, I don't have anything at home today. When I go to buy vegetables, I'll show you off next time." Lin Ye didn't know why, but every time he teased Zhou Ning'an to show such a silly blushing, he felt happy.

"Well, good." Zhou Ning'an nodded solemnly, and Lin Ye couldn't help laughing again seeing his serious expression.

But Zhou Ning'an looked at his smile, but felt that Lin Ye was really amazing. Just one sentence made him look forward to the next time Lin Ye could cook for him specially. Will there be expectations of one kind or another?

He could look forward to eating together, sleeping together, getting up together, raising a pet or even a child together, and finally dying together with Lin Ye.For the first time, without permission, he fantasized about his entire life.He would grow old with Lin Ye instead of dying silently one night.

After eating, he went to help Lin Ye clean up the kitchen together. Lin Ye packed all the cooked meals into the lunch box, tore his leftover bread into small pieces, took out a ham sausage, and broke it into pieces, Put it on a small plate and bring it to the window outside the balcony, and there is a small bowl next to it to hold water.

Seeing Zhou Ningan looking puzzled, Lin Ye turned around and smiled: "There is a wild cat in this yard. It's getting cold, and it's not so easy to find food. It will come here if it can't find food. I'll give it something if I have anything left. not starve to death.”

Zhou Ning'an was moved in his heart, but looked a little dazed on his face.Not long after Lin Ye's plate was put out, a small white tabby cat nimbly jumped onto the balcony, squatted on the window and rubbed its head against Lin Ye's hand, and then began to eat with confidence. It was obviously a bastard. Cooked diners.

Zhou Ning'an felt that he was somewhat similar to that wild cat. When he couldn't survive, Lin Ye was his last haven. He was one of the lucky ones of his kind.

"Do you like cats?" Zhou Ning'an asked.

"Actually, I like dogs more, but this kitten is so close to me, I can't bear to let it starve to death. There is only a mouthful of leftovers in my bowl, but it will kill it if it eats it." Lin Ye scratched the kitten He watched it lick its fur in a big way after eating, and closed the window with a smile.

"Since it's all fed, why don't you take it home and raise it?" Zhou Ning'an asked curiously.

"It has its own freedom. Cats are different from dogs. They will not stay for this benefit. For it, the outside world may be far more important than these two bites of food. Don't look at this cat as small, but The boss in this area, with him around, other cats would not dare to come here casually." Lin Ye's expression was a little proud when he talked about this cat, and he regarded himself as the boss of the cat boss, and Zhou Ning'an also smiled for him. .

Zhou Ning'an felt that he was more like a stray dog ​​brought home by Lin Ye. A little food and a bowl of water were enough to make him reluctant to leave.He looked at Lin Ye, and involuntarily touched his lower back. He was glad that he didn't have a long tail, otherwise, he wouldn't be able to hide all these worries.

Lin Ye put Zhou Ning'an's rain-drenched and dried clothes last night into a bag, opened the closet, and said generously, "You can take whatever you like, but I don't have any formal clothes."

Zhou Ning'an randomly picked out two clothes to put on, called the driver to pick them up, and took Lin Ye to the hospital by the way.

Before getting out of the car, Lin Ye suddenly thought of something. He turned to Zhou Ning'an and said, "Your medicine is still in that pocket. If you can, don't take it. You can come to me anytime you want to chat."

Zhou Ning'an was already reluctant for him to leave. Hearing this, he stretched out his hand and squeezed his wrist, then let go, and agreed in a low voice, "Well, I will remember."

Lin Ye smiled brightly, and got out of the car with his lunch box. Zhou Ning'an watched his back gradually disappear into the hospital building, and refused to let the driver drive for a long time.

He sat in the car with the window rolled down and looked outside. This hospital is a large comprehensive hospital, and the business circle developed around it has also grown in scale.

Zhou Ningan looked at the woman passing by his car with a tired face, holding a child in her arms, probably because the child was sick and crying hard, the woman took out a lollipop from her bag and fed it to the child, Only then did he stop crying.

Seeing the child crawling in his mother's arms acting like a baby, Zhou Ning'an couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth. Thinking of the first time he and Lin Ye met, Lin Ye at that time was just a child who needed to be hugged.