night fades

Zhou Ning'an was waiting at the bar. The boy inside the bar was very discerning and filled his glass before he could say anything. It wasn't a very strong drink, but after a few drinks, it gained a little strength.

Zhou Ning'an looked at his watch again, Fang Mo saw the opportunity and finally couldn't help it, he leaned over and asked, "Sir, are you waiting for someone?"

Zhou Ning'an looked up at him, pursed his lips slightly, and nodded, "Yes."

Fang Mo hangs around here all day, of course he knows what he means, and he is not afraid of these one or two eyes. He remembered the person Ah Wu made him lose last time, and said deliberately: "Mr. is waiting for Lin Ye. I just saw , he seems to have gone to the back with someone, do you want me to call him?"

"Huh? With whom?" Zhou Ning'an raised his spirits when he heard Lin Ye mentioned, and asked proactively.

"Ah Wu, our number one here, Lin Ye had the best relationship with him before." Fang Mo glanced at Zhou Ning'an's expression, and added, "It's pretty good now."

"Oh, is that so, where did they go?" Zhou Ning'an remembered that the day he came to look for Lin Ye, it seemed that a boy came in with him. He probably wanted to distract Lin Ye, which was quite interesting. Friends, maybe not just friends, maybe.

"It should be to go to the back door to smoke. The two of them like to go there when they have nothing to do." Fang Mo poured him a glass of wine, Zhou Ning'an waved his hand and said no, took some cash from his wallet as a tip, and put the rest on the account. It was considered Lin Ye's sales volume.

Fang Mo watched Zhou Ning'an walking towards the back door a little bit drunk, and smiled secretly twice.He didn't believe it anymore, Ah Wu offended two people with such identities in a row and he was still safe and sound. If he said that he and Lin Ye had nothing, he wouldn't believe it even if he was killed.

Zhou Ning'an found the small door at the back, still hesitating whether he should go through or not.He didn't know if Lin Ye had something with Ah Wu, and what he didn't know was what he could say if there was something.

Of course, in theory, he has a lot of tricks. As a benefactor, he can put on a face, embarrass them, and even trouble the boy. At worst, he can cut off Lin Ye's money until he bows his head and admits his mistake.But actually?He can't do anything.He didn't even have the right to be jealous, because he and Lin Ye didn't have that kind of relationship.

What is our relationship?Zhou Ning'an really wanted to ask Lin Ye this question, but he didn't dare. He was afraid that if he asked, he wouldn't even be able to maintain such an embarrassing relationship.It would be in vain for him to use such an unflattering but safe way to get close to Lin Ye.

Zhou Ning'an stood behind the door and hesitated for a long time. After the DJ performed today's repertoire, he was about to change people. The music stopped for a while. Before Zhou Ning'an was ready, he heard a voice from outside the door:

"Lin Ye, you can't like him, you can't let him play with you and then play with your heart, right?"

"If he plays, I can play too." Lin Ye's voice was still so casual that Zhou Ning'an's heart was in his throat.

"Are you playing? What are you playing with? It's better to play with your weapon, or to play with your grandfather who is lying on the hospital bed?" Ah Wu seemed to be in a hurry, and his tone was a little frantic, and he couldn't choose what to say.

"Okay, that's enough! Ah Wu, what happened to you tonight, why did you tell me this?" Lin Ye was also a little impatient, and Zhou Ning'an could imagine his slightly squinted eyes, casually smoking a cigarette The corner of his mouth, and that nonchalant expression, and then he heard Lin Ye say clearly: "I know who he is very well. It's a joke to fall in love with someone like him. Of course I don't like it."

The new DJ was in place, and the music was playing. Zhou Ningan heard a loud noise in his body, as if something had exploded in his body. The sound was too loud, and it kept buzzing in his mind. He could hardly stand, and wanted to support something, but found that there was nothing near him, only that door, and behind that door was the wreckage of his hope that exploded.

He didn't dare to touch the door, so he ran away in a panic. The driver saw his strange expression, and didn't dare to ask anything, so he had to drive away first.

It wasn't until he returned to his place that Zhou Ning'an felt that the humming in his ears was slightly quieter.He fell on the bed, and heard the blood hitting the eardrum in his body, once and for all, making him unavoidable.He covered himself with a quilt, thinking that this would prevent Lin Ye from ever finding him, and hoped that Lin Ye would find him right away.Only at this time did he realize that he was wronged. Zhou Ningan hid under the quilt and asked in a low voice to the darkness: "Who am I, Lin Ye? Why can't I have feelings? You haven't even liked me, so I just Can't be liked, why?"

Lin Ye lit a cigarette, feeling helpless at Ah Wu's obsession, he took a puff of cigarette with a wry smile, looked up to the sky and sighed: "I said I wouldn't like him, this matter, what the hell is up to me Enough."

After finishing speaking, Lin Ye took a long breath of smoke, looked helplessly at the moonless sky in the alley, and said to Ah Wu, "I can't give him anything, so even if I like it, it doesn't matter, right? Anyway, one day he will be bored, and if he doesn’t want to continue, it’s over. No one owes anyone, and no one has to be responsible, isn’t that good?”

"It's easy to say, but when the day comes, I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable." Ah Wu shrugged, and he didn't need to persuade him anymore.Fortunately, Lin Ye wasn't him, even without Zhou Ning'an, he could still live well.

"I know you're doing it for my own good," Lin Ye patted Ah Wu's shoulder, "Don't worry, I'm sure I won't seek life or death."

Ah Wu looked at him, smiled wryly, and sighed, "I know you won't seek life and death, I just want to remind you, if you really like it, then go for it. Lin Ye, I really envy you, You have such a good life, you will never be unable to live because of losing someone."

"I'm such an adult, no one can live without it. My father, my grandfather and myself make it difficult for me to pull me up. If I lose my love, I can't live. I'm so useless." Lin Ye changed into another With that smirk, he glanced at Ah Wu, and persuaded in a low voice: "I didn't mean you, you miss that person, it should be almost the same."

Ah Wu looked at him and shook his head helplessly. Thinking of that person, he no longer knew whether to cry or laugh, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up, "Just let me remember you, just treat it as a gift to me." Just keep looking forward. He is my grave, without this idea, I am just a lonely ghost."

Ah Wu's smile was so bleak that Lin Ye couldn't help getting goosebumps all over his body, and cursed in a low voice, "What kind of ghost is that? You're just talking nonsense."

Ah Wu raised his head and gave Lin Ye a smile. He knew that Lin Ye couldn't understand, and he also envied someone like Lin Ye who couldn't understand. They didn't understand. He didn't lose a lover. What he lost was the whole meaning of his life. .

"Speaking of which, I think that Boss Zhou treats you differently, doesn't he?"

"He," Lin Ye twirled a cigarette on the wall, then threw it into the rubbish beside him, rubbed his hair, slightly frowned his handsome eyebrows, and said in a puzzled voice, "I can't say Come, but he is quite different from what I imagined."

Lin Ye chatted with him casually, and Ah Wu also wondered secretly. He remembered Zhou Ning'an's expression when he saw him in the box, and his longing look at Lin Ye, with some expectations and even pleading eyes. Feeling as if they have reversed their roles.

It seemed that Zhou Ning'an was the one to worry about more.

The bitterness in Ah Wu's heart almost overflowed, but he was relieved, after all, he couldn't worry about Zhou Ning'an.From this point of view, even if the identities can be switched, fate still has people it will not take pity on.

"In that case, you have to be careful." Ah Wu said earnestly, "It's one thing to fall in love with them, but if he falls in love with you, then I will be even more worried."

"Oh, how do you say that?"

"If I had Zhou Ning'an's power, no matter what the price, I would not let that person leave me. At least, I can die by his side." Ah Wu's tone was a bit harsh, and Lin Ye could hear it. Suddenly feel a little cold.

"Why are you so desperate, can't there be a better ending?"

"I'll be with him until I die, isn't that just spending my whole life with him? For me, this is the best ending." Ah Wu smiled, seeing Lin Ye's worried face, he hurriedly said: "You're done smoking, let's go in."

Lin Ye was a little anxious to see Zhou Ning'an, so he didn't say anything else.After chatting with Ah Wu, he admitted that he liked that person a little bit.After searching around the bar, Lin Ye was a little puzzled, so he took out his mobile phone and made a call. Zhou Ningan didn't answer.