night fades

"What did you say? Say it again." Lin Ye blinked, unable to digest Ah Wu's too straightforward question once.

"I said, Zhou Ning'an is getting married, you know about it, right?" Ah Wu repeated his words, this time asking more firmly than last time, because Lin Ye's expression had already answered, he didn't know.

Ah Wu took a deep breath, knowing that he was going to be a complete bad guy this time, but he was also the only one who could make Lin Ye stop being a fool.

"The person I've been with recently, surnamed Song, is the brother of the person Zhou Ning'an plans to marry. If I have to explain, I can speak for Zhou Ning'an. He is not cheating. He has absolutely no relationship with that woman. It's just that their status makes them have to do this." A Wu finished what he had to say, but Lin Ye still hadn't realized it.

"But...but why didn't he say anything?"

Lin Ye looked a little confused, and Ah Wu felt a little distressed by this expression.When a person is betrayed by the person he trusts the most, the person closest to him, the initial reaction is almost unbelievable, right?

"The day after tomorrow... the day after tomorrow? Then when is he going to tell me?" Lin Ye spoke very slowly, as if he was slowly digesting this fact.

"Maybe, he didn't intend to tell you." Ah Wu pointed out this fact helplessly. As a friend, he couldn't see Lin Ye being kept in the dark, but he couldn't hate Zhou Ning'an.No one understands better than him that cheating on someone you love is more terrifying than being cheated.In the face of his trust and intimacy, the guilt and anxiety eat into your heart like bugs, until the secret is finally broken, but you will feel a sense of relief.

It's good that you're gone, and finally I don't have to worry about you going.

Is it like this kind of relief?

"Lin Ye, sit down first and drink some water, your face is too ugly." Ah Wu went to pour him a glass of water, went back and sat by the bed, they were in Ah Wu's own residence, they were in different places Big, Lin Ye didn't seem to know how to position his hands and feet.

Ah Wu handed him the water, Lin Ye took it, drank it up in one gulp as if unconscious, he returned the water glass to Ah Wu, and the two of them sat side by side on the bed, falling into a dull silence.

After a while, Awu asked nonchalantly, "Are you blaming me?"

"I don't blame you." Lin Ye dropped those words and stood up abruptly, "Thank you for telling me, Ah Wu, I hate being a fool the most in my life."

Lin Ye strode out, Ah Wu chased him out and pulled him, Lin Ye couldn't help but turned around and shouted, "What are you doing!"

"Lin Ye, listen to me, maybe Boss Zhou has a reason?" Ah Wu hurriedly defended, not knowing what he wanted to defend.

"Is there any reason?" Lin Ye roared loudly, his eyes were red, and he looked a little scary, "Is there any reason why he has played me like a fool for so long?"

Ah Wu was stunned for a moment, but this time Lin Ye didn't leave in a hurry, instead, he glared at him and asked, "I said it's easy to get together and leave. If he wants to get married, I will never keep him! After leaving once, come back again. Is it interesting to play me like this? Huh? From the very beginning, he probably didn’t tell me the truth. From the beginning, he counted it.

Lin Ye's voice suddenly quieted down, and he stared at the ceiling around Ah Wu with tearing eyes, as if he was looking for what he wanted to say just now, but he couldn't think of it for a long time, his eyes were red with anxiety, and he cursed loudly, "Fuck! "

Ah Wu suddenly choked up, he pulled Lin Ye cautiously, he didn't know who he was defending, "It's not like this, Lin Ye, I didn't tell some lies at the beginning not to lie to you, but I didn't expect things to turn out In this way, so I dare not speak more and more, don't you want to give him a chance to explain?"

"Explanation?" Lin Ye repeated as if he didn't understand: "Explanation? What the hell does he have to explain? Does this matter need an explanation? Unless the marriage is fake, what else is there?" Easy to explain?"

Yes, the damage has been done, the lie has been told, no one wants to hear the story behind the liar, no matter how painful the story is, people don’t even care about you, will they care about your story?

A Wu closed his eyes, and said in a low voice: "A person of his status, what if he has no choice? He is afraid of your reaction, so he dare not tell you?"

"My reaction?" Lin Ye roared angrily, "What the hell is that reaction, he shouldn't have kept it from me! How long does he want to hide it? He will tell me when he has all his children and grandchildren?"

"He..." Ah Wu wanted to say something again, but suddenly it occurred to him that it was a matter between Zhou Ning'an and Lin Ye. Zhou Ning'an was not him, so he had no right to say anything, and Lin Ye was his friend, so why would he Want to defend Zhou Ning'an?

"Don't you want to hear his reasons? Lin Ye, I'm telling you, I'm afraid you will be hurt. What if there is any misunderstanding? Don't be so impulsive." Ah Wu calmed down a little, but Lin Ye was angry now. I can't think about why Ah Wu's reaction is so strange.

"Bullshit misunderstanding, you're right, Ah Wu, rich people don't have a good thing, who would take our matter seriously? I let him fool me for so long, I'm stupid enough. I should listen to you Yeah, what kind of love are you playing with, go play with your bastard." Lin Ye was suddenly a little discouraged, and couldn't yell anymore, slid along the wall and sat on the ground, leaning against the wall and looking at the sky, without saying a word.

Ah Wu also walked over and sat on the ground with him, Lin Ye looked at the sky, Ah Wu hugged his knees and stared at a certain point on the floor, and asked in a low voice, "Lin Ye, do you love him?"

Lin Ye was silent, and after a while he snorted, "Yeah."

"What about him?" Ah Wu asked again.

Lin Ye was silent, this time he didn't speak for a long time, when Ah Wu thought he was about to fall asleep, he heard him say: "I don't know."

Lin Ye looked at the dark corridor and muttered to himself, "I thought he was in love, but I don't know now."

"Can a lie make you unsure about these things?" Ah Wu's voice trembled, and he said desperately: "As a bystander, Lin Ye, from the first time I saw him, I felt that he should I love you very much. When you have only one person and one thing to love, I am very familiar with that kind of despair. Give him another chance, please, since you are in love, since you are in love... why is a lie Erase everything?"

"Are you talking about you, or Zhou Ning'an?" Lin Ye calmed down and asked.

"I don't know, Lin Ye, I don't know," Ah Wu's voice trembled violently. He was sitting next to Lin Ye. Lin Ye felt that his whole body was shaking, so he stretched out his hand to support his shoulder. Ah Wu suddenly leaned On him, limp and weak, his voice choked with tears and said, "I'm sorry, Lin Ye, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... I shouldn't think so, but now I feel that he really won't forgive me. Lin Ye, What to do, it turns out that even love is so fragile, Lin Ye, I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, I don't blame you, at least I don't blame you." Lin Ye put his arms around his shoulders and patted him lightly, "Ah Wu, tell me, since Bai Xiaonan is so important to you, why do you still want to give up? Betray him? How did you treat him?"

Ah Wu didn't answer that question, but just shook his head numbly, "Because I have to do that, meeting him is just an accident."

"Oh, that's right." Lin Ye nodded thoughtfully, "But since you know it's a deception, why do you have feelings? Now that you have feelings, why do you continue to deceive?"

"Lin Ye, you don't understand, it's too difficult, it's too difficult to live. You've lived a lively life all your life, and you don't understand that kind of loneliness. You think you're going to go to that destination in your life, and run to the end by yourself. At the end, I met a person who can accompany you for a while, tell me, will you hold that person until the fork in front of the road?" Ah Wu turned his head to look at him, and then sighed softly: "I'm not saying we don't deserve it, though. Quite the contrary, we deserve it. For you, it's actually wishing you'd never met us, right? That way you can find someone you can actually walk with people."

Lin Ye fell into silence again, and Ah Wu stopped talking. The two of them just sat side by side silently until the night darkened, and then sat until the night gradually turned white.

I don't know how long it took, but it must have been a long time, because both of them were already freezing cold, their bones were screaming and aching, their legs could hardly bend, and the sound of people waking up gradually came from the corridor. .No matter how their stories develop, other people's lives go on.

Lin Ye supported the wall and stood up slowly. As long as he moved, he could hear his bones making noises. He stretched out his hand to lift Ah Wu up, and suddenly realized that Zhou Ning'an hadn't called him all night.

"Do you have anything at home? I'll make some breakfast and leave after eating. I'm getting old and I can't bear to sit all night." Lin Ye moved his limbs in pain, Ah Wu watched him frowning, Suddenly laughed out.

"What are you laughing at?" Lin Ye asked strangely.

"It's nothing, it's all like this, you still want to cook." Ah Wu smiled happily, and patted him on the shoulder, "I was worried about you, but think about it carefully, you will be fine, are you People who are actually living."

"What do you mean? You're not alive?" Lin Ye wondered. He was distracted by the pain just now, and now he's back to this fucking thing.

Ah Wu shook her head and said nothing, "There's nothing at home, let's go out and have something to eat."

Ah Wu followed Lin Ye to find an breakfast shop to eat, and suddenly realized that he hadn't eaten breakfast for some time.He watched Lin Ye gulp down the steaming soy milk, while complaining that this was too fucked up and his body was terribly uncomfortable. From the bottom of his heart, he understood why Zhou Ning'an loved Lin Ye so much and lied to Lin Ye like this.

Moths to the fire.

If he hadn't met Bai Xiaonan, maybe he would have fallen in love with someone like Lin Ye.

A person who can enjoy life without reason, a real, steaming person, Ah Wu thought, Lin Ye may never understand, for people like them, the difference between heating and sleeping is not the same. not big.