night fades

Doctor Yang stared into his eyes for a while, then suddenly shook his head and smiled and said, "Lin Ye, I like you very much. I thought you were very nice the first time I saw you. I was a little secretly happy when I heard that you separated from Zhou Ning'an. , but I'm not the kind of person who sneaks in. I hope you ask me out because you like me too, not because you just broke up and feel unhappy. I'm very direct about feelings, but not casually. Now I'm still the first Let me take you home."

Lin Ye was a little embarrassed by what he said, but he really appreciated Dr. Yang's bold and serious attitude. After getting into the car with him, Lin Ye lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to underestimate you. only……"

"It's okay, the timing is too bad today." Dr. Yang smiled understandingly, Lin Ye sighed softly, feeling that he didn't know what kind of shit luck he had, Zhou Ning'an, and this guy A good doctor everywhere treats him like this.

After chatting a little bit along the way, Lin Ye discovered that Dr. Yang was really good at chatting. If such a person was normal, he would definitely chase after him without saying a word, and he might not be able to catch up.In all fairness, this person is more in line with his usual style than Zhou Ning'an. He is chic, young, loves to laugh, and easy to get along with. The difference in their identities is not that big, which is a pity.

The car drove into the yard, and a limousine that didn't match the architectural style of the surroundings was very conspicuously parked under Lin Ye's building. Lin Ye turned to look at Dr. Yang. Dr. Yang smiled nonchalantly, and said very gentlemanly: Then I won't go up with you?"

"Well, I'll go up by myself. There are some things I need to ask more clearly." Lin Ye frowned.

"I hope that when I see you next time, it will be a good time to ask you out." Doctor Yang smiled, walked around to open the car door for him, and patted Lin Ye on the shoulder, "Calm down, in case there is a misunderstanding ? You always have to listen to an explanation."

Lin Ye glanced at him in surprise, and Doctor Yang shook his head and smiled, "Look at me, it's best if you're single, but if you weren't empty, I wouldn't hang yourself on a tree like you, I don't want you It was because of some misunderstanding that we separated, and more importantly, I hope that the person who is with me will be with me wholeheartedly."

"What you said, I already feel that I'm not good enough for you." Lin Ye smiled, waved at him, and turned around slowly to go upstairs. Every step was heavy, but there was no pause.He knew what was waiting for him ahead. At this point, he and Zhou Ning'an had only one ending left.

He likes a TV series with a happy ending, where everyone gets together happily. If not, at least everyone gets together and breaks up. It's a pity that some people will never be able to appear in his life to share his joy. It's a pity.

"You're here, how long have you been waiting?" Lin Ye stepped up the last step when the long stairs were all over, and it was no surprise that he saw Zhou Ning'an sitting leaning against the door at the door of his house.

"Lin Ye? You're back." Zhou Ning'an had been sitting here for an unknown amount of time, his mouth was so cold that his voice was hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time.

"Why are you sitting here?" Lin Ye thought he would get angry, but unfortunately, the cold wind had blown away his anger, and now that he opened his mouth, all that remained was indifference.

Zhou Ning'an felt uncontrollably sad from the moment he saw him, and when he heard his tone, he was slightly taken aback, a little aggrieved, but also a little helpless and said: "I have something to tell you, I... have something that I need to explain to you. "

"Explain what?" Lin Ye opened the door, but didn't go in. He leaned on the door frame, folded his arms and raised his chin to look at him, with a look of contempt, almost impatiently said: "Do you want to explain that you are getting married tomorrow, or Want to explain that your dad is the one who killed my dad?"

"I..." Zhou Ning'an swallowed with difficulty, and looked at him almost pleadingly, "I have no way to choose who I am."

"Then how about explaining something you can choose, for example, why have you been hiding it from me?" Lin Ye sneered, "If you couldn't hide it anymore, you wouldn't have thought of telling me, right? I don't even want to tell you. The truth is not worthy, or did you never think that I could know the secrets of people like you?"

Zhou Ning'an gave him a desperate look, his throat was choked and he couldn't speak. Lin Ye didn't hurry to rush him, but just looked at him coldly with his arms folded, as if he was sizing up a stranger.

Lin Ye suddenly remembered that every time he heard about Zhou Ning'an from other people, he felt very strange and different from the one he knew. Looking at it now, he no longer knew who he knew.

Zhou Ning'an couldn't lift his head from his gaze. He wanted to beg Lin Ye, don't look at me like that, don't be so indifferent, but he couldn't open his mouth. He no longer has the position to ask Lin Ye to feel sorry for him. He is 28 years old this year. , he is rational, autonomous, independent, and self-controlled. After 28 years, he no longer has the right to ask others to love him, so at this moment, facing Lin Ye's eyes that hurt more than a knife cut him, he forced himself to say: "I'm sorry. , I have indeed been hiding it from you."

His voice was very hoarse, and his voice was so trembling that he could hardly form a sentence. He was forcing himself to speak, and said with difficulty: "I dare not tell you about my previous life, because I am afraid that I will not be able to get close to you. I I dare not tell you that Song Yan and I are going to marry because I am afraid that you will leave me if you hear about it."

"I really want to be close to you."

……

"I can't watch you leave either."

……

After the silence, Lin Ye raised his eyebrows and asked, "Are you finished? That's all?"

Zhou Ning'an looked at him, thought hard, moved his lips, and said lip-synch: "Don't leave me, Lin Ye, I will never lie to you again, don't leave me."

He suppressed too many words in his heart and wanted to say, but when it came to his mouth, there was only one sentence left, don't leave me.After finishing speaking, he looked up at Lin Ye with some hope. He hoped that Lin Ye could understand that he had really reached the edge of his life. If Lin Ye didn't reach out, it would be impossible for him to climb up with his own strength.

But Lin Ye looked at him, suddenly smiled tiredly, let out a sigh of relief, and asked in a weary voice, "Zhou Ning'an, from the very beginning, you never thought that you would spend your whole life with me, did you?"

As he spoke, Lin Ye sighed, put his hand on the doorknob, and made a gesture to close the door. Before he closed it, he took a deep look at Zhou Ning'an, a little disappointed but more helpless, and said, "Actually, it's my stupidity. How can such a person live with me for the rest of my life?"

However, Zhou Ning'an was so stimulated by this sentence that he rushed forward to stop him from closing the door, and shouted hoarsely: "No! No, Lin Ye, I want to be with you, I want to be with you so much, but I'm very scared , I'm afraid you won't understand, I'm afraid..."

I'm afraid you will make the same choice as your father.

Lin Ye looked at him and shook his head in disappointment, "Because you're afraid, you think hiding it from me is the best solution? Zhou Ning'an, you never really believed me, did you? If you don't believe me, forget it. I didn't even give me the least respect, originally we could get together and part ways, but now I think we should never meet again in the future, I can't play the game of people like you."

"It's good to get together and get away?" Zhou Ning'an chewed this sentence repeatedly, passing the bitter taste in his mouth over and over again. His eyelashes trembled, and he looked at Lin Ye sadly, with a flash of light in his eyes. The light that Lin Ye couldn't understand flashed by, and it seemed to be expressing something, but he couldn't catch it, "Is this the best ending you preset for us?"

"I didn't presuppose any ending. I can see what my life is like, but I can't understand yours. If you want to get married and have children, then go for it. I didn't intend to stop Looking at you." Lin Ye rubbed the center of his brows with a headache, "Your stories are always more complicated than they seem, and there are too many things involved, I can't understand, but one thing I know, that is, no matter what you have to What do I do? I probably don’t deserve that price. I’m not even a player, just a prop you use to enrich your life. What ending can I presuppose? But I give myself The pricing is still more expensive than this, so you take this, go, and don't come to me again."

Lin Ye took out a card from his pocket and put it intact in Zhou Ning'an's palm. The blood on his palm hurt Zhou Ning'an's eyes. He was about to say something when Lin Ye stopped him with a wave of his hand.

"If you let me hold it again, you are really insulting me. I don't know what kind of feelings you have for me, but I really think we are in a relationship. A Wu is right, I hope you will This kind of person has feelings, so it's better to expect you to give me money, I regret not listening to him, don't make me regret liking you, okay?"

Looking at Lin Ye's face, Zhou Ning'an understood that he was really asking him to leave, and he murmured to himself, "You're right about one thing, I really didn't plan to have a good time with you. "

Lin Ye didn't seem to hear it very clearly. He frowned and looked at him in confusion. Zhou Ning'an took the card and smiled with difficulty, "I made a bet with my mother. If you accept my , then we can continue to be together, and I don't have to listen to her arrangements for marriage and life. If you don't want me, then I will complete my task according to the plan. I seem to have lost, right? Lin Ye, I've never lost before."

Lin Ye turned away and didn't want to look at him again, shrugged, "That's really embarrassing."

"It doesn't matter, she didn't win this bet." Zhou Ning'an suddenly looked out the window and said in surprise, "Look, it's raining outside again."

Lin Ye also looked back, recalling the first time he brought Zhou Ning'an home, it was also because of the rain, and he told himself that he didn't bring an umbrella and he had nowhere to go.

Lin Ye thought he was numb, but suddenly felt very sad. His eyes became hot, and he blinked to cover up and said: "Yeah, it's actually raining, this season."

Zhou Ning'an smiled weakly, "Can I go in and wait for the rain to stop?"

Lin Ye lowered his head to look at him, and saw that there was a faint smile on his face, as if he was looking forward to something, but there was no smile in his eyes, and he just looked at himself with watery eyes.

Lin Ye subconsciously opened the door, stepped aside to let him in, and murmured, "Come in."

Zhou Ning'an walked in very happily, showed him a grateful smile, and politely said like a first-time guest: "Thank you, I will leave when the rain stops."

Lin Ye looked at him standing alone in the living room, showing a desperate and loving smile to himself. He felt so sad that he couldn't face Zhou Ning'an like this. He was afraid that his heart would be too soft, and he was even more afraid that all of this was just him. performance.

"You sit here, there are still people waiting for me below, I'm leaving." Lin Ye said, wanting to rush out the door as if fleeing.

Zhou Ning'an didn't stop him, but just looked up at him, the sadness in his eyes almost solidified, "This may be the last time you see me, Lin Ye, are you really in such a hurry?"

Lin Ye's movements froze for a moment, and he glanced back at him, just in time to meet those sad eyes, such desperate and yearning eyes, somewhat similar to when they first met.

The two looked at each other, Zhou Ning'an's look seemed to last a century, but in the blink of an eye, Lin Ye closed the door and fled.

Zhou Ning'an closed his eyes and felt a drop of tear slowly fall down his cheek. He didn't wipe it, but just called out in a low voice, "Lin Ye, I'm hungry."

This curse that used to make Lin Ye drop what he was doing at any time and cook him a bowl of noodles no longer worked.