Hanqing Japanese Words

What are drugs?If you have a desire in your heart, drugs can construct that desire into an illusion before your eyes.

If you have hatred in your heart, drugs can condense the hatred into a knife in your hand. When you stab it down, you will find that the knife and the illusion have become real.

"You asked me how it feels to take drugs? I'll tell you plainly, I want to die." Cheng Han propped his chin with his hands, his eyes staring blankly, "When I smoke, life is worse than death, but after I spit it out, I really want to die. "

Cheng Jianjun has a pistol, but it only has six bullets, and it has been kept in the bedside table as a display. Ever since Cheng Han can remember, Cheng Jianjun has never touched that gun, not even basic maintenance.

Later, Cheng Han came to the alley opposite Lao Tang's house with the gun in his arms. He guarded for a day and a night.

Before taking revenge, he must of course find out the whole story and the truth of the matter.

Out of various considerations, he went to Uncle Six.

The old Liu's family is in the newly developed Western-style building complex in the county. He occupies a whole building, from the first floor to the fifth floor, with a total of ten rooms, and counts it as his base camp.

Of course he was very surprised to see Cheng Han. He was bald and had a big belly. He smiled like a Maitreya Buddha, and if he didn't smile, he looked like a butcher who killed pigs and cattle.

At this moment, his eyes are wide open, and the fat and flat tongue can be seen in the open mouth, just like a big-eyed bullfrog.

"Uncle Six." Cheng Han clenched the cold and hard gun with his hand in his pocket.

"Hat..." Lao Liu carefully looked at Cheng Han's face under the brim of his hat, and after making sure that he was not dazzled, he said again, "You didn't leave?"

Cheng Han shook his head. There were people standing in front of him, on the left, on the left, and those younger brothers who used to yell "Brother Hughes" are all staring at him warily at this moment.

Lao Liu was stunned for a moment, then recovered his senses and waved his hand, "Quickly, go downstairs and order some dishes, and I will have a drink with my eldest nephew!" After he finished speaking, no one moved, so Lao Liu kicked on the ground On the younger brother who was closest to him, "What the hell are you doing in a daze! Get the fuck out, get out of here!"

He beckoned Cheng Han to sit down on the sofa, and asked, "It is said that Song Kun sent you away, did you not leave or did you come back?"

Cheng Han briefly explained the matter, and directly stated his intention for coming, "I want to know the truth."

The sixth child laughed mockingly, "Didn't your dad tell you what he did before he came back to town?"

Cheng Jianjun and Lao Tang used to hang out in the same big gang. In the early 90s, there was a storm of anti-crime across the country, and the black forces in the Northeast were the first to bear the brunt.

The boss was betrayed, taken to Beijing and sentenced to death immediately.The gangsters who escaped by chance, either retreated to their hometown like Cheng Jianjun, or went to other places to continue to be gangsters.

When Cheng Jianjun returned to his hometown, Cheng Han was actually two or three years old, but he was still young at that time and didn't remember much.

Cheng Jianjun tried hard to be a normal person, and the pig farm is a proof of his hard work.

"It's a pity that we are used to this kind of life. People like us can't live the life of normal people."

The sixth child said that some time ago, they suddenly got news that the traitor who betrayed the boss appeared in South Korea at that time. Although Cheng Jianjun had been half-retired for so many years, he was still the second head of the gang in his bones. Hearing this news, he was furious and directly Killing South Korea is bound to bring the traitor to justice on the spot.

"The news about the traitor is indeed true. If it weren't for the solid evidence, your father wouldn't be so easy to deceive. But the news is true. It is also true that Lao Tang wants to get rid of your father. Just ask an ambitious man, who would be deceived by another man?" How could a man be willing to be the second child after 30 to [-] years?"

"But my dad found out," Cheng Han stared at the sixth child, "otherwise, he wouldn't have asked Song Kun to send me away."

"Your father is too confident," Lao Liu handed out a cigarette, "He thought he would come back alive, and taking into account the relationship he had for so many years, he gave Lao Tang a little time to reflect, thinking that it would not be too late to deal with him when he came back. But think about it, there is no guarantee that everything will be safe in our own land, let alone he went abroad alone, and he is not familiar with the place."

"What the sixth brother said is wrong," Cheng Han recalled what he said at the time, and said to Guan Qing: "My father actually had the determination to die. There was a little bit of luck, thinking that if he could come back, he would deal with Lao Tang himself. But the night Song Kun sent me away, my father had already died... Otherwise, Lao Tang would not dare I'll do it."

But at that time, Cheng Han couldn't figure it out. He always felt that his father was the number one in the world, and no one could count him out. He always felt that his father was still alive, but he was just hiding secretly and pretending to be dead. He would appear in front of him at any time, and then move his fingers , and settle all the wolves' heart and dog's lungs.

"Then why didn't he send me away earlier?"

"Nephew, think about it carefully. As soon as your father walks away, I will send you out here. Let's not care what we outsiders think, just Lao Tang, can he understand that your father already knows his little thoughts?" Is it possible that he will let you go? If both of them can see that the other party wants to kill themselves, why don’t they just tear their faces apart and fight to the death! Think again, Lao Tang has been stared at since your father left. Looking at you, Song Kun was able to send you to the airport that day because your father was dead. As long as you don't stay, life or death doesn't matter to him. But if your father doesn't die, your life will die," Lao Liu sighed Said: "It's worth the money!"

Cheng Han made Lao Liu speechless with a series of "Your father is dead" in his mouth, but Lao Liu kept talking endlessly.

"Your father is still careless, too careless! He also pays attention to friendship. This word of righteousness is the most damn harmful!"

The sixth child's eyes were full of cunning and calculation. He looked at half of Cheng Han's face under the brim of his hat, "Nephew, what are you going to do?"

Cheng Han turned his head and glanced at him, slowly took out the gun from his pocket, and put it on the coffee table slowly and steadily.Then he faced the sixth child again and said:

"Kill Laotang and take revenge."

His height has long surpassed that of his peers, but his shoulders are still thin.The unique thinness of a young man makes his face clear-cut, his brows sharp, his eyes black and white, revealing two cold blades full of murderous intent.

Old Six nodded knowingly.It just so happened that at this time a younger brother went to the coffee table and found a small sealed bag containing crystals. Seeing Cheng Han looking over, he leaned forward with a sinister smile,

"Man, try it? New!"

Cheng Han glanced at the sixth child and saw that he took the bag of things. The younger brother immediately handed over a bottle with two straws inserted, poured the crystal on a piece of tinfoil, pointed it at one of the tubes, and lit it. When the fire was on, Lao Liu bit the other straw, and while he was sucking, a blue smoke wafted from the thing on the tin foil, and the water in the bottle was bubbling like it was boiling on a stove, but there was nothing Not sucked into the tube.

After he finished inhaling, his whole face suddenly flushed red, and his fat face looked as if he was going to soar in contentment. He handed the bottle to Cheng Han, "Nephew, take a sip, this stuff is not addictive, it's just delicious!"

He set an example so much that it was hard for Cheng Han to refuse.

Cheng Han stared at the bottle, and in a trance, he remembered what his father said, "Cheng Han, do you know who takes drugs? Waste! Big waste! If you become waste one day, I will break your legs and make you lie down. Be a paralyzed person on the bed waiting to die for the rest of his life!"

Although his father's kind and kind teachings echoed in his head, he took the bottle in his hand and thought: I'm going to become a waste, and where did you, Cheng Jianjun, die?No, you really don't know where you died, and I, who is about to become a waste, soon embarked on a journey of not knowing where I died.

He took a breath imitatively, but his throat was bitter. He only felt that his brain was a little lack of oxygen, but he didn't feel anything!

The sixth child urged on the side: "Oh, you should inhale harder, harder, harder!"

Cheng Han really took a deep breath under the staring eyes of the two pairs of thieves on the left and right and the determination to die.

When he exhaled this breath, he suddenly felt as if he had opened up the two veins of Ren and Du, and an indescribable joy and impulse rose from the tailbone all the way.

Looking at the flat face of the sixth bullfrog, he felt that this face was unprecedentedly kind, like finding his long-lost grandfather, full of joy and emotion, wishing to hug him and kiss him twice.

Therefore, the drug friend who is doing this thing together for the first time is equivalent to a flower in the first love complex. Even if he describes it as wretched and ugly, it is also a unique clown flower.

Cheng Han felt comfortable all over, proud and righteous, and wanted to rush to the street and slash and kill, then raised his head to the sky and shouted proudly: I took drugs, I finally took drugs!

He couldn't help laughing, the sixth child also laughed, the younger brother was also laughing, and everyone in the room was laughing, they were all his like-minded brothers and uncles!

"Come on, Xiaoyun," Lao Liu pointed to a girl in the corner, "Take good care of my nephew, and make him happy!"

Cheng Han lightly followed the girl into the room, and then had a slap in the face.

In a trance, he felt that he had become a hot-blooded man who could not fall down with a golden gun, rushing hard with all his brain, but in that unprecedented comfort, his hearing was erratic, his vision was distorted, and his sense of smell at the end of his nose was on fire. All the senses are false, only the coolness is real.

But that refreshing energy gradually became elusive and illusory, and he felt that he was also illusory. Life, youth, and strength all became ghosts in the world in that dark sex|love.

He saw himself in the eyes of the girl below him, his handsome face was hideous and ugly when he climaxed, the reason he was comfortable was because he was floating—only when a person is dead and his soul and body are turned into air can he float stand up.

So after finishing the shot, he was not only unable to enjoy himself completely, but was dazed instead.

When he came out of the room, Lao Liu was playing cards with a bunch of people, and when he saw his dark, dead face, he immediately knew that this person was a bit off track.

The sixth child handed him another bag of white noodles, "My eldest nephew is really not a mortal, and such unrefined things won't catch your eyes. Try this, it's the real thing."

Hearing this, Guan Qing's heart was in his throat. Cheng Han was still expressionless, but he gasped angrily. He lay down on the table and buried his face, his eyes hurt from tears.

"I smoked it," Cheng Han said. "Sometimes I was very glad that I smoked it at that time, because it made my dull brain suddenly sober, and I realized that there is no good person in this world."

After Cheng Han finished smoking, his whole body became more and more gloomy, and the world was spinning in front of him. The face of the sixth child was his whole world, so this world became a nightmare.

"Master Liu, look at Brother Xiaohan... It seems that the road has gone sideways."

People who take drugs can’t think about unhappy things. That thing can amplify all people’s desires. The more unhappy you are, the more painful you will be. The pain is so painful that it will either kill others or kill yourself.

The sixth child also felt that Cheng Han was going to be a demon, so he put down his cards and walked to him, pulled him to sit on the sofa, and asked softly:

"Holy shit, what are you thinking?"

Cheng Han said in a daze, "Dad...my dad..."

"Your dad?" Lao Liu pointed at the door, "Your dad is here, look, your dad is here to see you, he's here!"

Cheng Han followed his finger to look at the door, and he really saw his father.His father was wearing the usual black clothes and trousers, his eyes were vaguely in front of his eyes, his voice was always smoky,

"What's wrong?" he heard his dad ask.

"I'm sick." He heard the old six.

So his father sat down on the armrest beside him, lowered his head and looked at him worriedly, and he also felt his father's hand touching the top of his head, like a caress after he was injured when he was a child.

Cheng Han didn't cry, he felt like he was dying, but he wanted to see his father again before he died, and let him be with him.

In the following days, he kept smoking, and then he finally lived up to expectations, turning himself from a mentally handicapped to a neurotic with deep persecution paranoia.

He didn't eat, drink, or sleep, and worked hard to become a human being. He looked at everyone with a look that wanted to kill the whole family, dark and gloomy.It's like a dead corpse.

The most serious time, he even put a gun to the head of the sixth child, "Did you kill my dad? It was you, it was you! You don't have to lie to me, I know it was you, and it doesn't count if you killed my dad." , you still want to kill me! You big-eyed bullfrog with a big belly! I will kill you now, believe it or not?"

Of course he didn't collapse in the end, because Lao Liu told him that they were going to kill Lao Tang tonight.

That night he smoked a lot more, and then the sixth child whispered to him: "Let's go to smash Laotang's several places first, and first transfer his family members away, and then you go. There are not many people at that time, you have guns, and they If you can't stop you, you will definitely avenge your father! Who are you? You are your father's good son, an indomitable brat! When you meet a god, you kill a god, and when you meet a Buddha, you kill a Buddha!"

Cheng Han didn't even think about it at the time, if Lao Liu was really with him, why didn't he send some people to Lao Tang's house with him?Why let him go to the heavily guarded thief's grave by himself?

But he has lost his mind.

That night he put on his clothes and put on his gun in his room, and then he hid nervously in the door and peeped.

I heard Lao Tang say: "This person is useless!"

This person is useless!

Cheng Han didn't think much, he was ready to kill you to the death.

He rode a motorcycle and walked alone in the dark night with deeper dew.He got off the car at the door of Lao Tang's house, and the journey was smooth as expected.

It wasn't until he entered the door and went up the stairs on the second floor that the panicked younger brother found the black-faced mummy. Just as the younger brother was about to shout, he suddenly saw Cheng Han raising his gun.

His shouting suddenly blocked his throat, and he was about to die with his eyes wide open, but he heard "Gada" - the gun was jammed!