Hanqing Japanese Words

At noon the next day, Guan Qing rarely got up later than Cheng Han.The first moment he opened his eyes, he saw the gleam of light seeping through the window. It was very soft sunlight. The furnishings in the room were familiar from the old days. , Pure cotton sheets are pleasant to the touch on bare skin.

He heard the sound of boiling water in the kitchen, and in the sound of water, there were intermittent footsteps, pulling on the slippers, and they fell loosely and heavily on the floor tiles.

Everything is like a leisurely dream, an illusory warmth and tranquility.

He got up slowly and put on his trousers and vest. When he came to the living room, Cheng Han turned his head in front of the stove, wearing a pair of big underpants with his naked upper body and a narrow smile on his face.

"Woke up?"

Guan Qing nodded, the sweet dream came too fast, making him dizzy.

He went to the bathroom to wash his face, and as soon as he went out, he saw Cheng Han blocking the door, he leaned forward ambiguously, lowered his head and stared at him,

"Did you sleep well?"

Guan Qing was too shy to look at him, but he blocked him when he wanted to leave.

"After getting out of bed, you will turn your face and deny anyone? You don't even look at me, Bo'er first."

Cheng Han came closer, and Guan Qing dazedly kissed him on the face, but he grabbed half of his buttocks, squeezed twice, and heard him whisper:

"After dinner, let's continue to explore the mysteries of the human body."

But this plan fell through, and halfway through the meal his face turned redder and redder. At first Cheng Han thought he was shy, but after he touched it, he found Guan Qing's forehead was terribly hot.

The thermometer showed a high fever of more than 39 degrees, and without further ado, Cheng Han took him to the hospital to get an IV after changing his clothes.

During the whole process, Guan Qing sat on the chair obediently and silently, watching him busy back and forth. He stood tall in front of him, carefully adjusted the flow rate of the drip, and then unscrupulously hid by the window of the ward and smoked. After smoking a cigarette, she returned to him with the smell of cigarettes all over her body.

Guan Qing stared at him blankly, his brain and senses were slowed down by the high fever, and he was in a trance.Finally, he couldn't help but hold Cheng Han's hand,

"Cheng Han?"

Cheng Han answered casually, turned his face and saw his expression, and immediately felt helpless.

"It's true, it's all true! You didn't ask enough questions last night! Ask me again and leave!"

Guan Qing thought about it blankly, leaned his head on the back of the chair, stared at him and did not move.

This action made the old man on the opposite side always look at them. Cheng Han lowered his head and played with his mobile phone, and gave the old man a vicious look.

"Fuck, I forgot," Cheng Han suddenly remembered, "Today is Rao Ye's wedding ceremony."

Guan Qing tilted his neck, his eyes were clear like a primary school student who has not experienced much in the world, "With whom?"

"Miao Miao," he cocked his legs, "Fortunately, I gave the red envelope to the old man in advance, otherwise I wouldn't be so embarrassed if she got married."

"Isn't Miao Miao a girl?" Guan Qing asked his innocent question.

Cheng Han didn't care, "It's only women who get married! I told you that she doesn't like men like girls." He frowned impatiently when he said this, "Close your eyes and sleep for a while, I think you can Burnt out."

Guan Qing heard him answering the phone in a daze, his tone seemed a little anxious, and after a while someone walked into the ward, Cheng Han suddenly withdrew his hand, causing Guan Qing to clench the air several times unconsciously.

"What's going on? Did the wedding go wrong?" Cheng Han looked at the person coming and asked.

This person was wearing a Hawaiian-style floral shirt, his hair was dyed a fashionable smoky gray, but his complexion was khaki against the backdrop of the gold necklace. He sat down next to Cheng Han with a belly that looked like he was six or seven months pregnant. He sighed wearily.

"The wedding almost turned into a funeral! Let me tell you that Rao has no good intentions. She doesn't want to get married, she just wants to declare war on her mother. If she really wants to get married, she can secretly call a few friends, and everyone will have a happy meal." No, it’s fine. Why do you still have to call her mom?”

"Maybe she found her true love and wanted to get blessings from her mother."

"Fart's love!" Mian Limin dismissively said, "She is not gay at all, she just has a rebellious mentality, and she will come here as long as her mother doesn't like it. Two women, what do you think they are good for? It's just for fun The son is good, and we can chat well. If you want dick or no dick, you want money but no money. How can they live if they are really married? One is rebellious, and the other is wanting to get angry! You must use the guise of this lesbian marriage to hype yourself up! "

Cheng Han was puzzled: "What does this have to do with fire or not?"

"Why doesn't it matter? She even called the reporters. Today at her wedding scene, several reporters came inside and out. Don't those short-sighted ones just want to hype and get popular?" His attitude fully demonstrated his intuitive feelings about this matter, as well as his great insight.

Cheng Han felt a little uncomfortable hearing this, but due to the fact that the two had known each other for many years, he still smiled and tried to reason with him: "Don't you know what kind of temper Rao is? If there is a reporter, she probably didn't call it. The two of you have been together for two or three years, and you can get married if you want, and it won't get in the way of our affairs, and you haven't robbed your wife, why are you so filled with righteous indignation?"

Mian Limin shook his head, as if he couldn't accept this view, and his mouth was as if he had eaten shit, "You young people are just looking for trouble when you are full and have nothing to do! Are you still gay? What's the benefit? Come on, tell me, if one day you, Uncle Mian, and I suddenly find a girl with a jerky little boy, saying that I want to marry you, and we will get married and support each other until we grow old, do you think that too? I was so full that I had nothing to look for, and my brain was kicked by a donkey?"

"Then you are not gay, of course you shouldn't force yourself to find a man to marry!" Cheng Han was dumbfounded by his assumption, "In other words, if he is gay, you shouldn't force him to find a man of the opposite sex! "

"Hey," Mian Limin turned around and looked at him in surprise, "I didn't expect you to be so fashionable! Then you mean that homosexuality is normal, and we should encourage them and carry them forward?"

"I didn't mean that," Cheng Han was speechless, and was interrupted by Lao Mian when he was about to speak.

"Let's not talk about other people, let's talk about you. You are 1.8 meters tall, healthy, and handsome. Why do you have to find a man to live with all the girls in the world?"

Cheng Han subconsciously blocked Guan Qing behind him, feeling that Lao Mian's words were thorny and aimed at Guan Qing, "Why are you messing with me again? Who told you what?"

Fortunately, it was just that he overreacted, and Lao Mian didn't think about him at all, "I'm just using an analogy to tell you that homosexuality is a disease!"

The two had different views, so they barely talked a few words about what happened at today's wedding, and broke up unhappy.

Cheng Han waited for him to leave, then turned his head to look at Guan Qing, seeing that he was still sleeping, his expression was the same, he felt somewhat relieved because he hadn't heard those words.

But his good mood was completely ruined. If the person who said this was a stranger today, Cheng Han could immediately let him go as far as he wanted. Who are you? Good girl?

But it was his friend who said this, not just an ordinary friend. Just because the person he liked was a man, this friendship ended abruptly, and even caused his former friends to look at him with supercilious glances.

But is it wrong to like someone?Cheng Han really wanted to drag Lao Mian back, and asked happily: I just like men!I just want to be nice to him, am I wrong?Am I in your way?My fucking sleep is not your father and not your son!I am looking for my own happiness, why do you discriminate against me for this?As my good friend, why can't you bless me sincerely?

He has only been a homosexual for more than a week, and he deeply feels the unfairness of this society towards this group.It's just frustrating!

Because Cheng Han is a person who doesn't distinguish between grains, he and Guan Qing had to fight outside for a bite. Both of them didn't have a good appetite, so they finished their dinner hastily and went home.

Zhejiang in May has already stepped into the stove, and I feel that the bed is hot when I lie on the bed. In the evening, the old men and women in the community are chatting friendly about their daily routines. There is a bird cage hanging in the window of the opposite house. All I could hear was the crisp and clear call of the bird, revealing a carefree and simple joy.

The curtains in the room were blown by the wind, and the sky was not yet completely dark. Guan Qing was lying on his side, while Cheng Han was leaning against the bedside and holding a music magazine. More points make people feel at ease and calm.

Guan Qing's thoughts moved slightly, his hands slipped from under the quilt to the other end, lifted Cheng Han's bottom, and touched the smooth and thin waist.

"Don't tease me," Cheng Han stretched out a hand to press his forehead, "You can't be defeated if you tease me out, sleep."

Guan Qing ignored him, and moved closer to him, counting his ribs one by one with his fingertips. Cheng Han didn't feel itchy anyway, so he let him touch them.However, that hand became more and more presumptuous, touching his chest all the way up, and then got out of the neckline to touch his face and lips.

Cheng Han finally put down the magazine and grabbed the hand, tilted his head to look at him helplessly,

"You ejaculated three times last night, isn't it enough? Resurrected with full blood so quickly?"

Guan Qing was probably burnt out of his mind, so he dared to speak boldly at this moment:

"Didn't you hear that if you don't get inserted, you will be hungry all the time!"

"Hehe!" Cheng Han really smiled in surprise, "You're so courageous, why don't you force me, the overlord, to bow hard?" He pinched Guan Qing's face, "Don't provoke me, I'll take your blame! I'll remember it for you, we'll take it easy when you're well."

Guan Qing held his hand, his eyes fell on the void, and after a while he said:

"I just finished talking about when I started liking you, but I haven't talked about how I feel about liking you these years, do you want to listen?"

Cheng Han smiled even on the brows, looked down at him, and said frivolously, "You have been so suffocated all these years, now you want to spray all your brains on my face, don't you?"

Guan Qing shook his head, "I just want you to know how much I like you. When we break up, you will think of me for a little longer than you think of other people, and your impression will be deeper than that of other people. It will be rewarding. I was moved a little more than from other people."

Cheng Han put away his smiling face and sighed sadly, "Did you hear what Lao Mian said today?"

"Ah."

"Don't think so much," Cheng Han put away the magazine, and stared at a place with empty eyes, "This is just the beginning of dating, you have a little confidence, don't just think about breaking up."

"I always feel," Guan Qing's voice floated lightly in the air, one word is one second, and when he finished speaking, it seemed that the passing time easily took away his words, making Cheng Han unable to remember. Clear every word, only the melancholy in his tone remained in his chest.

He said: "Holding you now is like hugging you when you just came out of prison. At that time, you were too far away from me and didn't know what I wanted for you, so my hug was meaningless to you. But now the atmosphere between the two of us is too harmonious, and it seems like we are both old, you are reminiscing about the past, your senses and soul have drifted away, so what I hold is just an empty shell... Anyway, no matter the past or the future , my feelings for you are only my own, and I can't even be together, let alone break up."

"...Then how can you be sure that we are indeed together now?"

Guan Qing thought about it seriously, and said, "Maybe we've been together longer than I have been secretly in love with you, so I'm sure."

But more than ten years, for them who were still young at that time, those ten years were just growth. Although it was a long time, it was not difficult to live in it, and it passed in the blink of an eye.

But for them who have passed their thirties, more than ten years not only means growing up, but also aging, every day and every second.

After all, the past ten years are memories. Looking back at the past from now on is of course as easy as a passing cloud, but standing on the present and watching the future, these ten years are really endless and endless.