Hanqing Japanese Words

Guan Qing was really scared, those secret desires and deep greed were nothing compared to one ten thousandth of this fear.

For loss is real, but lust is false.

He waited on Cheng Han's back in panic, as if waiting for a doomsday trial.

Then he heard Cheng Han cursed in a low voice, and his legs were supported by Cheng Han's strong hands, and he walked steadily towards the dense jungle in the green fields among the mountains.

Everything is dense, the fragrance of green grass, the heat of the sun, the sound of cicadas and the singing of birds, and the shoulders in his arms are strong and firm, he hears his breath slowly, he feels the heat of his skin Hot and smooth.

He carried himself on his back, sweating profusely in the scorching sun, and the muddy grass under his feet staggered, but he still walked so steadily, using his vigorous youth to firmly support his anxiety.

"Qing'er," Cheng Han interrupted his obsession.

Guan Qing tilted his head on his shoulder to look at him, his eyes were full of love: "Huh?"

Cheng Han turned him upside down, Guan Qing laughed happily, but Cheng Han continued to say:

"You... what do you think of me? I mean, what is my position in your heart?"

Guan Qing's anxiety rose again, he grabbed the flesh on his arm, wondering if Cheng Han had discovered something, or if he wanted to know something else.

"What do you mean?"

Cheng Han walked with his head depressed, raised the corners of his lips helplessly and dotingly,

"I always feel that you are like a child, you are very clingy to me! You are so sarcastic to others, even though you are even more sarcastic to me, but I can feel that you treat me better than others, and I can't tell." He chuckled : "Although you have been taking care of me all the time, I have a feeling that you seem to be lacking something, like you said you lack love, but it's not like you are really lacking love, and you can't be with me. Is there anything wrong with your appearance?" The young girl is happy to be with you. That's the feeling, you know? It's the feeling that your two brothers who are not playthings should take care of you, but they don't have... a sense of security!"

Cheng Han suddenly caught this word and nodded, "It's a sense of security. I feel that you are very insecure. In fact, I am also very puzzled. I am not an insecure person, but I always feel that I am more mature when I am with you. , as if..." His tone suddenly became lost, and he quickly regained his composure:

"It seems that you are my younger brother, living in this world. Originally, I have no father or mother, but you are like a relative by my side. You need my care, you need my company, and you also accompany me. There is a bond, so comfortable, Very heartwarming!"

When he said this, he became unscrupulous again, and one person yelled: "Oh, so you are my caring little padded jacket! It's just that your little padded jacket is a bit heavy. Do you think you were cast in the wrong fetus? If you How nice a girl is, it’s best to be reborn in our family and be my younger sister. You see, I’m so tall and mighty, and I’m sure I can protect you for the rest of my life,” he said to himself, “I’m sure you were really my sister in your last life, otherwise Why do you always order me so hard!"

He laughed at this thought, but felt a burst of wet water on his shoulders, running down his back like rain.

"Qing'er?" Cheng Han was a little stunned. He turned his head and saw Guan Qing buried on his shoulder, and saw the top of his head, and the hand that had been around his neck was withdrawn by him at some point, and it was very quickly. In a panic, he wiped it on his face.

Cheng Han hurriedly put him down, Guan Qing turned around immediately, and kept wiping his face with his hands.

"You...why are you crying?" Cheng Han looked at him helplessly, and he didn't realize how provocative what he just said, why did this man cry?He went to pull Guan Qing's arm, Guan Qing was awkward and refused to turn around, Cheng Han coaxed: "Why are you crying, you are a little girl, are you really a little girl?"

He was quite curious about what Guan Qing looked like when he was crying, so he had to pull him over. He saw the tip of his delicate nose twitching slightly, covered with glistening drops of water, and his face was also red and translucent, and his long eyelashes were covered with tears. Wet with tears, the tears and sweat were indistinguishable from each other, lining the whole face with a wet light, and the lips were pressed together aggrieved, as if he had really been bullied.

But to see such a weak look on the face of such a cold person as Guan Qing, it is really amazing once in a hundred years. Cheng Han doesn't think he is delicate, but thinks he looks good when he cries. Those tears seem to be It flowed into his heart, warm and sour.

"Don't cry," Cheng Han looked at him with a smile, and didn't wipe his tears for him, "Brother Lover carried you to make me happy. I haven't had a good time yet, but you keep crying, so how can I be happy?" ah?"

Guan Qing took a deep breath and held back his tears. He opened his eyes and stared at him, but his eyes were red like rabbits, and his eyes were tender and charming.

Cheng Han was stared at by him for a while, and then he laughed involuntarily, "You shouldn't be called Guan Qing, you should be called Guan Hong, now it's ripe, you can eat it!"

Guan Qing rushed forward angrily, Cheng Han raised his hand to catch him, and hurriedly said, "Don't bite me!"

It's a pity that Guan Qing lost his mouth before he finished speaking, he bit his shoulder rudely, and heard Cheng Han's screams, his tough flesh and veins were under his teeth.

He didn't know why his mood fluctuated so violently. Cheng Han's words...made him both happy and sad. The happy thing was that he was different in Cheng Han's heart. Being different is not only not what he wants, but it will make him more ashamed and painful.

But it was good enough, and he hugged him tightly, restraining the deep despair and the urge to stop,

"Cheng Han,"

"Huh?" Cheng Han followed his back.

"From now on, can I follow you?" Guan Qing asked anxiously.

Cheng Han sighed, "Then what if I'm worthless and have no future?"

"That's okay," Guan Qing looked at the wind-blown grass on the hillside in the distance, and whispered, "Actually, I also lack love. No one cares about me except my dad. I... I really admire you. My brother, we are brothers and relatives, you protect me and I take care of you, is this okay for a lifetime?"

Cheng Han was very sad by what he said. People live in the world, it is better to be bound than to be unattached. He is actually very lonely. Cheng Han hugged Guan Qing tightly, and replied loudly:

"Okay!" Then he pushed Guan Qing and hit him on the forehead, "I'll listen to that cry bro."

Seeing that he was not serious for a second, Guan Qing also put away his warmth, rolled his eyes and left: "You are so beautiful!"

Cheng Han was laughing behind him, the two of them hadn't walked far, and found a water bubble in the lush grass, the water depth was just up to the thigh, very clear, the water temperature was just right by the sun, Cheng Han bent down and watered it splash him,

"Little Qing'er who is too ripe, wash up, the tears on your face are still wet, if Uncle Guan saw it, he would think I bullied you."

Guan Qing knew that the fact that he was crying would become his excuse for a long time, and immediately felt revengeful, and rushed up three steps in two steps, pushing Cheng Han into the blister from behind.Then he stood on the bank and watched Cheng Han splashing in the water,

"Hey," he said leisurely, "Is this our suave handsome Cheng Da? What are you flopping about? Oh, by the way, you can't swim!"

"Guan Qing!" Cheng Han managed to stand up from the blisters and stared at him fiercely, "You wait!"

After speaking, he came to drag him, Guan Qing dodged left and right on the bank, but in the end Cheng Han grabbed his ankle and dragged him into the water.

The water temperature is too comfortable and the environment is too beautiful. The two took off their trousers and floated comfortably on the water to bask in the sun. They chatted all over the world. When they talked about Guan Qing's college entrance, Cheng Han couldn't hide his envy. The topic turned to the girls in college. When it comes to girls, it leads to Cheng Han's "does it work?"

"When did it start?" Guan Qing asked calmly, as if it was just a discussion.

Cheng Huan was silent for a while, and then told him about the changes after he came out, "Sometimes it's really uncomfortable to hold back, I just want to ejaculate, but I can't get hard, I feel like I'm about to kick the door, but I just can't step in." He spread his arms out on the lawn behind him, looking at the blue sky above his head, and said in a distressed tone, "No matter how hard you try, it won't work, I tried my best to tell myself, but my brother is still limp. For a while The devil is gone,"

Cheng Han teased himself with a smile, "I wish I could stare at a hole in my handle! But if I don't want to, I always dream about it. Although the figure is cool, it's too scary, so I sleep with myself every night. Say 'Don't dream, don't dream'." He laughed so hard that Guan Qing felt distressed, "I guess I'll be a bachelor all my life, and I'll be lonely forever."

Guan Qing was not affected by his negative energy, and asked him directly: "Have you tried it with someone else?"

Cheng Han snorted, "How dare you! If I don't get hard, I'll be impotent, which makes people laugh. If I get hard...it's not a normal person's reaction."

Guan Qing had a bold idea in his heart, once that idea surfaced, he couldn't suppress it, he turned his head to stare at Cheng Han,

"Then let's try!"

Cheng Han suddenly opened his eyes, as if what he said just now was just an illusion, just about to close his eyes and fall asleep again, Guan Qing came over and reached out to grab his guy who was submerged in the water.Shocked by Cheng Han, he quickly pressed his hand,

"Don't be kidding! What are you groping for! Can you fucking try it casually? You treat me like a wonder of the world!"

Guan Qing, however, stubbornly competed with him, with a serious expression on his face, "Didn't they all say they were brothers? The two brothers resolved each other, so what's the embarrassment!"

Cheng Han simply admired, "Which brother have you ever seen solve this problem with each other? You're out of your mind!" He said, waving Guan Qing's hand, "Stop messing around!"

"I didn't make trouble," Guan Qingqi said reluctantly, "what are you afraid of? Even if you can't do it, I won't laugh at you. Even if you can, when you think about those things, I'm also a man, you're really delusional Hit me, can you still beat me to death?"

Cheng Han was speechless, "I..." He wanted to say something more, but Guan Qing pinched his forehead, pushed him to the ground on his back, and then Guan Qing covered his eyes with his clothes.

"I've wiped your ass, why are you so shy now! No matter how bad you are, can you still pee on my face?"

Cheng Han was completely speechless. If he wanted to resist, Guan Qing would never be his opponent.But he didn't, he put on a self-defeating look, but he couldn't help but look forward to it.

He felt that Guan Qing's hand was wrapped in warm water, covering it gently and deftly. It felt very comfortable, like a cat being patted, and it was very enjoyable.But at the same time, he also felt that he was still unresponsive, but just comfortable.

He was blindfolded, and everything around him was infinitely magnified in his senses, both mysterious and keen, and he felt the water in front of him fluctuating, as if something silently sank into the water and caused ripples.

The man's uncompromising perception made him instantly understand what Guan Qing was doing, "Guan Qing!" He stretched out his hand urgently and anxiously to push back, but Guan Qing tightly clasped his palm, turning his fingers into a clasped hand.

That hand gave him great comfort and strength. He couldn't bear to imagine Guan Qing's appearance at this moment, but he couldn't help but think that those lips and tongue, which were gentler than water, were penetrating into every cell of him. The unspeakable place gave him the hottest tenderness.

He seemed to be in a cage, and he returned to the ashen bathroom with cruel memories. He held the blood-stained knife in his hand, and there was a hideous corpse under his feet. The waves poured in from the window above his head, like a waterfall, and swept away the corpse at his feet and the knife in his hand. The clear waves broke down a corner of the cage, and then the dazzling sunlight shone in, washing away the unsightly stains on the wall. of blood.

He was supported by the waves and the sun, away from the darkness, but it seemed that he was about to drift farther and farther with the current, but there was a hand that held him firmly and gave him a driftwood to rely on, so that he would not float on the boundless sea Leave.

Guan Qing raised his head from the water. Now he can make Cheng Han harder with only his hands. He saw that half of Cheng Han's face was covered and only his resolute forehead was exposed, and he saw that thin lips slightly twitching as he breathed out. Open a gap, he can feel how hot the breath flowing out of that gap is, and he can also guess how cold those lips are because of panting.

He couldn't help but leaned forward, wanting to kiss the corner of that lip.He should be his, he has erections in his mouth and hands, he can let his guard down and indulge in him, he opens his arms to his bare chest, he can embrace him, or he can kill him.

You have a wantonness in front of me that you don't have in front of others, you are so relieved of me, you don't have to fall into pure lust because of twisted thoughts, we should be together.

Guan Qing held his hand and put it on the side of his face, whispering softly in his ear: "Cheng Han..."

"Um..."

I should kiss you, but unfortunately I dare not, all the possibility of losing you, even if it is small and imperceptible, is more heartbreaking than my wish for you.