Hanqing Japanese Words

Shao Che swept the two plates of dumplings with thin skins and big stuffing in a fit of anger, wiped his mouth at the end, and said, "I'm too hungry, it's the same whether I eat it or not, I don't feel it."

With a cigarette in his mouth, Cheng Han almost wanted to kick him out again, "There is no free lunch in the world, go, go to the kitchen to choose vegetables!"

Shao Che sat on the small bench and peeled a potato with a peeler. His hands were very beautiful, his fingers were slender and slender without any joints, and the skin on the back of his hand was white with green blood vessels. He held the potato covered in dirt, It is also a sight to behold.It's a pity that he peeled that one potato thrillingly, and after peeling a catty, there were only two taels left.

Guan Qing hurriedly pushed him aside, and Cheng Han looked at him from a distance, and felt that this person was probably a young master who was not working hard, but the posture he was wolfing down just now was really not pretending.

It seems impossible for such a person to be a duck.But rock singers?can not tell.

Uncle Guan didn't have to be on duty that year, so he also came to Cheng Han's house to celebrate the New Year.Uncle Guan has never met a native Beijinger in his life. He thought that as long as he is a Beijinger, he must have met a big leader. Even if he has never met a leader, he is still a famous family who can say hello to the police at the city gate at any time. .

With great sincerity and honor, he took out his life-long knowledge of flattery, greeted Shao Che with care, and cared for him.

When he heard that Shao Che liked Cheng Han and wanted him to become a singer in Beijing, he immediately became Cheng Han's father and insisted on letting him go to the capital to learn more. He regarded being a singer as an elegant celebrity and a small boss Think of them as bumpkins who are on the same level as farmers.Looking forward to the bright future and planning his future life, he preached as if he had been a singer himself.

After they all fell asleep that night, Cheng Han played the disc that Shao Che gave him alone in the living room: the picture quality was extremely poor, and the sound quality was noisy. There were only four people sitting on one stage. Han looks like the most advanced double-handled guitar, sometimes sings the lyrics he can't understand, and sometimes hangs his head down, with long hair streaming down, playing a more advanced extraterrestrial sound.

He thinks that Shao Che is a character, no matter what his identity is, his extraordinary talent can be seen just by his guitar hand.

"Still asleep?" Guan Qing came out of the bedroom, sat next to him and watched it with him. After watching for a while, he said, "This guy is amazing! Is that a guitar? I've never seen such an instrument before."

Cheng Han was not sure: "It should be a guitar, right? Oh, anyway, this buddy is really good."

The two watched for a while, and Guan Qing said to him again: "He plays very well, but his singing is not as good as yours."

Cheng Han sneered, "How many singers have you met, and they are singing much better! Look at those super girl voices, there are a lot of talents, there are all kinds of people."

"No," Guan Qing turned to look at him, "Don't belittle yourself, how many singers have you met? How do you know that you can't sing well? Some people sing without being out of tune, but their voices are just like that. You have a good voice, but singing is just like that. You are different. You sing... how to put it, I can't describe it, just like you."

Cheng Han propped his head up, his eyes were full of sarcasm, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and he asked quite seriously, "What kind of person am I?"

Guan Qing looked at him, smiled and said: "Tao is ruthless but has feelings, and it is said that there are feelings and ruthlessness."

"Tsk tsk tsk," Cheng Han shook his head in admiration, "Qing'er, you said that if you used the energy to study me to study your studies back then, wouldn't you have to be an intellectual now, driving a nice car and living in a bungalow. "

He didn't care about what they said that night, and treated Shao Che's touching performance on TV as a sideshow, showing an attitude of forgetting after watching it, and not caring about whether tomorrow night is over or not.

But Guan Qing was also possessed by the singer's dream, he hesitated for a moment, looked at him worriedly and expectantly,

"Cheng Han, go try it! I think you seem to be positive and trying to be a normal person in the past six months. I don't mean you are abnormal, I mean... you want to be an ordinary person too much , you learned to do business, trying to catch up with the trend and blend in with the crowd, as if you wanted to make up for the seven years you spent in prison for the blankness of this society. You did quite successfully. But you are too jealous of your past seven years in prison .

As soon as someone mentions that you have been in prison, whether they are pure surprise or malice, you immediately lose your footing, and your attitude is so humble, as if you want to tell everyone that you have repented and you are a good person. Don't be afraid of me and don't look down on me. You are so humble that you are a bit useless.You always feel like everyone here knows that you used to be a murderer, and you try so hard to restrain your personality, you feel like you are acting like an ordinary person, but you can't hold your head up in front of them.

And you are not ordinary!Shao Che is right, you should not be a layman who cares about everything for petty gains, you should be the kind of person who can live happily even if you have no money.

So why are you still at home?This place is so small, both the streetscape and the people have remained unchanged for more than ten years. Do you really feel comfortable staying in this place where everyone knows everyone?Or is it because you are simply afraid to face the outside world?Don't tell me you don't want to go out and see, you are afraid now, you are afraid that if you go out, you will be a reform-through-labour prisoner who cannot keep up with the trend, and you are afraid that the ever-changing changes in the world will be shown in front of you to remind you that you have been with this society for seven years Disconnect, and then you are abandoned by this world in a complete defeat.

But have you ever thought about it, when you are in this small place, dealing with a group of people who only know the shortcomings of their parents, your vision is narrow.When you go to a big city, maybe it will make you panic, and you will feel that you are very small and dispensable, but you see a lot of things, and your eyes are far away. Even if you are worried, you are worried about the future, and it is not impossible to change past.There you don't have to worry about people knowing that you've been in prison, and even if they do, they won't even give you the energy to despise you.

Cheng Han, you don’t have to hide your past at all. It’s okay to have been in prison. You have paid the price you deserve for the mistakes you made. The law has ruled that you can start a new life now. Tell those malicious people about your past and future: What happened to me once in prison?I have been in prison and killed people before!But the law recognizes that Lao Tzu is now a regular citizen, and you are worthy of making me care about your eyes! "

The TV light shone dappledly on Guan Qing's side face, his clear eyes seemed to have schools of colorful fish swimming past, making Cheng Han see many unknown possibilities and emotions,

"Go and see, you will know how big this world is, it will accommodate your past mistakes, and it will give your future a chance. There, you will find yourself again."

The silence on New Year's Eve lasted only a few hours, and when the morning came, the sound of firecrackers followed.When Cheng Han woke up, Uncle Guan was warming up their meals. The old man's face was covered with deep and deep wrinkles. His eyes had begun to degenerate, and they were filled with cloudy tears all the time.

"Brother, set off the whip, open the firecrackers, the first day of the new year, we have to celebrate and celebrate, let go of bad luck, new year and new atmosphere."

Cheng Han nodded, put on a down jacket and went to the entrance of the corridor. The outside was covered with silver makeup, and red paper after cracking firecrackers could be seen everywhere on the snow-white ground. He lit the firecrackers under his window, listening to the lively crackling sound hit the eardrums , Sparks splashed in his eyes.

Go and have a look, Cheng Han said to himself, Guan Qing actually thinks too much of him, he is actually not that free and easy, or he is not free and easy now.But why?The sun shines on the snow on the roof like gold, and the air is so cold that it penetrates the lungs like a knife and cleanses the internal organs.

then go!Cheng Han thought to himself, I lived such a big life, and spent half of my life on this shitty slap-sized piece of ground. I gave all my good years to the prison, and now I am a decent citizen. Why should I not go see it? look?There is nothing to be afraid of!What happened to being in prison and killing someone?If I'm afraid, others are afraid of me, and I'm afraid of a dick!

He went home and went directly to Shao Che's room. The man's long hair was wrapped around his sleeping figure like a fishing net. He rudely pushed Shao Che to wake him up.

"Go and wash your face, I have something to ask you."

Shao Che washed his face in bewilderment, and in the process he was still thinking that this dude not only had a domineering voice, but also such a coquettish person, born with a shameless spirit of commanding others.

He sat in front of Cheng Han, and Cheng Han asked, "What's the current situation of the band you're talking about? If I go, how do you plan to arrange me?"

Shao Che thought for a moment, and said with a solemn expression: "I am the lead singer and lead guitar of the band now, but I can't sing well. If you go, you will be the lead singer. I will let you get in with the band for a while, it is impossible for you to go The official performance will be available soon. Food and lodging... the band will take care of it, but let me tell you clearly, we are very poor now, and the conditions will not be good."

Cheng Han had already guessed that their conditions were not good, so he nodded noncommittally and said: "I also made it clear that I will only be responsible for singing when I go, and I don't care about other messy things! Don't push it on me."

Since he decided to leave, he should leave early. He booked a train ticket to Beijing. Shao Che also contributed his pitiful 200 yuan when he bought the ticket. There were not enough hard seats to buy it, and he was scorned by Cheng Han.

"Leaving this broken car to you, I think it can run for another year. We settled the account of the store years ago, and the phone numbers of those customers are all recorded in this book," Cheng Han said while sitting at the boss desk. Beforehand, he handed over the things to Youzi one by one, and thought about it again, "There should be nothing else," he smiled, "Then I wish you a wealth of wealth this year, and earn enough money to marry a wife as soon as possible."

Youzi wrinkled his face with bitterness and deep hatred, and mourned like a child who was reluctant to part with his father, "Do you have to go to Beijing? What's so good about Beijing! It's such a big place, and you don't know anyone there , you go there in case you suffer a loss and are bullied... Even if no one dares to bully you, how many people rush there one after another, and in the end they are as tired as dogs, and they still have nothing! How nice it is to be at home! How good is our store!"

"Your son," Cheng Han interrupted him, "Yesterday Qing'er told me that I shouldn't cover up my past, but should openly face my past mistakes and my own future. I think what he said is special. Yes, in the past six months, I have really cringed and cringed. I feel that the wildness has been worn away. Maybe I can live a good life without wildness. But I don’t want to be without wildness. If I really want to go from nine to five every day like a normal person, I lived my life in a mediocre way...I didn’t dare to think about it myself, I thought that life was too scary! When I was dying, I thought about it, when I was young, I was also a leader, and when I was old, I became a fucking coward You're a softie, you haven't lived freely. How ridiculous you say."

Youzi couldn't speak, his eyes turned red after a while, "You can say whatever you want." After speaking, he left without even giving him a straight look.

Guan Qing bumped into him at the door and was treated as nothing by Youzi. Seeing Youzi's tragic and disappointed back, he walked into the office in a daze.

"What's wrong with Youzi? Did you quarrel?"

"No," Cheng Han smiled, "Sit down, I'll tell you something."

Guan Qing sat down opposite him, and was stared at by Cheng Han for a long time without blinking, he couldn't sit still, Cheng Han said calmly:

"I decided to go to Beijing, and I will leave in the third year of junior high school, otherwise there will be too many people during the Spring Festival travel festival."

Guan Qing lost his mind in an instant. He stared blankly at Cheng Han, wanting to say that this was a good decision, but he felt that what Cheng Han meant was "I'm leaving, let's say goodbye".

"Then..." Guan Qing didn't know what to say, but his heart immediately felt empty. He wanted Cheng Han to get out of the shadows, but he didn't say let him go by himself!

But the next moment, he heard Cheng Han suddenly say, "Are you with me?"

"Ah?" Guan Qing didn't respond.

Cheng Han asked word for word again: "Do you want to go with me?"

Guan Qing's brain was in a mess, happiness came too fast, which caught him off guard, "You...don't despise me?"

"What do I dislike about you?" Cheng Han looked at his stupid expression with a funny face, "Didn't we promise to be together forever! That day on the mountain, didn't you say that you would take care of me and I would protect you?" Why did you forget it so quickly? Or did you change your mind? Change your mind and say it early," he said, taking out two train tickets from his pocket, "I'll go and refund the tickets, they are so precious!"

Guan Qing stared blankly at his sly smiling face, those good-looking eyes reflected the sunlight outside the window, like broken gold hidden in the river bottom, his gaze moved from those eyes to the pale pink train ticket On the ticket, stared at it for a few seconds, and hurriedly snatched it away as if he was afraid of repentance, and looked at it for a long time, then held the ticket and bowed his head and said, "I'll go with you!"

Cheng Han stood up from behind the boss's platform, walked to him, saw that he hadn't looked up for a long time, thought to himself that maybe the child was moved to tears again, so he raised his hand helplessly, and rubbed Guan Qing's hair,

"Don't cry! If you cry, I don't want you."

His warm and dry palms were pressed against the top of his head, and his tall and slender body was beside him. His eyes were full of tenderness, his side face was handsome, and there was sunlight in the room, and his hoarse voice resounded in the sunlight:

"Like a child, how silly!"

At that moment, Guan Qing exhausted all the strength in his body and pressed his head against the hand. He thought that there was no cure for him in this life, because Cheng Han was so good.So good that all his likes are so useless in front of his goodness.