I Qinghuan gl

Beifei in early summer is a little less cold than in winter, and the snow does not fall. The snow accumulated on the roadside has almost melted.The sun shines brightly on the original blue bricks and white tiles of the pavilion, revealing a cold tone. Although the light is very bright, the air still has a coolness that has not changed for thousands of years.

Hong Shengyun rarely left the main hall of the sect master, and walked slowly to the Rongku Pavilion with his hands behind his back.He didn't have any disciples behind him, just like an ordinary centenarian.

He had just stepped into the gate of Rongku Pavilion, and all the disciples in the pavilion knelt down in shock: "Know the master!"

When Lige and Yuntang heard the sound, Lige's Bianzi quickly put down what he was doing and rushed out, just as he was about to kneel down in a hurry, Hong Shengyun gently dragged him back: "No need. "

Yuntang's expression was a little cramped. Even if she was the disciple of the Lord, she rarely had the opportunity to talk to the head, so her voice became a little tense: "The head personally came to Rongku Pavilion, what's the matter?"

"Let me ask you, how are those things handled...how?"

Bian Zi took the opportunity to reply respectfully: "Everything has been done according to the order of the head. All the disciples under the Burning Heaven Clan have been dismissed, and many of them have been recruited under my Beifei and Luanhua sect. There are also all disciples in the Luanhua Valley." Everything is fine, Lord Jun has managed the affairs of the valley in an orderly manner, and the Valley of Random Flowers is handed over to Lord Jun, and it should be able to restore its former prosperity soon....Also, I heard that Wen Jinglei locked himself in Si In the concubine's tomb, the outer maze has been completely destroyed, and I'm afraid I won't be able to get out again."

Yun Tang continued: "That's right, now that the Burning Heaven Clan has been completely eradicated, the head of the Clan can rest assured."

"I thought that this time the North Penalty would suffer heavy losses, but the current result is already a blessing in misfortune." Bianzi responded.

"Our... losses are indeed heavy," Hong Shengyun shook his head heavily, "I really didn't expect this to happen before."

"My condolences to the head of the sect." Bian Zi said to Yun Tang.

"Oh, by the way, I'm here to find Nan Yang, where did she go?"

"Master, she is in the Plum Garden."

Hong Shengyun nodded, just turned around, stopped again, turned back and said: "In the future, you must remember to change your words, you can no longer call her Master, you must respect her as Master."

Bianzi took the opportunity to look at Yuntang and understood the meaning.Only those who are the head of the sect are eligible to be called masters by apprentices. The current situation is clear at a glance.

When Hong Shengyun found Nan Yang, there were layers of pink and white flowers blooming in the plum garden, and the tangy fragrance in the garden was about to spill out of the garden, and the ground was covered with pink and white petals, which were faintly exposed. The green brick path.Nan Yang was sitting under a plum tree full of plum blossoms, holding a handful of food in her hand, and feeding it bit by bit to a white crane beside her.

"Nan Yang." Hong Shengyun called her in a deep voice.

Nan Yang raised his head, with a look of surprise on his brows, he stood up quickly, and said respectfully, "My respectful greetings, Master."

"Sit down." Hong Shengyun casually lifted up his robe, sat next to Nan Yang, put his hands on the white crane's water-sliding feathers, and stroked them back and forth.

Nan Yang also sat down, with his head bowed low, without saying a word.

"I'd like to send someone to bury Yu Xiu and Rong Huai in the cemetery in Beifei Houshan. Would you like to?"

Nan Yang was silent for a while, and said: "Brother Rong Huai is still a member of the master's family after all, and it is reasonable to be buried in the Beipu Cemetery."

"Rong Huai is right in saying that the two of them are indeed far inferior to you." Hong Shengyun smiled in a low voice, "I may have to be buried in a while, remember Bury me next to them, that's the only thing I can do to make it up to them."

"Yes, Master."

"Nan Yang, now I only have you as an apprentice left, and the mantle of the master can only be handed over to you."

"...Yes, disciple understands."

Hong Shengyun sighed: "I've been thinking these days whether I should do this or not. I know you don't have the heart to be the master, and I really feel that it's too unkind to impose this burden on you, so I won't leave it to you. Who can I safely hand over this huge northern penalty?"

Nan Yang whispered: "Master, I understand."

"After you become the head, Zizheng, Yuntang, and Shaoxiu will all be promoted to lordship. They are still young. You must teach them well, and you must not let Beifei show a second favor.  … ...and, I hope, you can reserve one of your lordships for Qing Huan, even if it's just for a name, she will be your apprentice after all."

Talking about Qinghuan, Nan Yang's eyes began to diverge, floating aimlessly in the air.

"Her body is also in the North Penalty now, and how to deal with it is up to you to decide. If you don't want her and Rong Huai to be buried in a piece of land, we can all understand. We North Penalty... owe her too much Now, all our man-made sins have fallen on an innocent child of hers, I really... feel ashamed."

"Master..." Nan Yang said suddenly, "She is dead, she is really dead."

Hong Shengyun's heart twitched, and he was speechless for a moment.

"You're all leaving me...I'm the only one left..." Nan Yang's voice suddenly choked up a little, "You know, she's dead, I always wonder that I'm still alive in this world What to do. These days, I wake up every morning and don’t know who to talk to, I can’t eat the meal that she didn’t cook by myself at noon, and when I watch the sunset in the afternoon, I can’t think of her. I can think of her when I see everything When I see the sun, I think of the cinnabar mole between her eyebrows, and when I see the moon, I think of the moon-white clothes she likes to wear. I can't forget her."

"..." Hong Shengyun was silent.

The corners of Nan Yang's eyes were red, she lowered her head, looked at the petals all over the ground and continued to say to herself: "I am sad every day, because when I go to every place, I feel that there should be someone beside me. .Only time, only time can help me, not to help me forget, but to help me approach death and her day by day."

"Nanyang..."

"It's not that I don't want to die with her, but she would rather die than hurt my body, so how can I hurt myself?...Master, what should I do, what should I do..."

"Nan Yang, I can't help you, no one can help you except her." Hong Shengyun reached out helplessly and stroked Nan Yang's long hair, "Master is really useless, nothing can help my apprentice .”

Nan Yang closed her eyes, the corners of her eyes were getting redder and redder, but not a single tear flowed out.

Hong Shengyun stayed with her for a long time, and Nan Yang never said a word after that.Because there were still some things waiting to be dealt with, Hong Shengyun left when the time came. He had nothing to do with this little apprentice.

And Nan Yang was still sitting in the plum garden, with only a white crane by his side.

Miao Shan looked at the unusually lonely figure, tried to suppress the sadness in his heart, tried his best to make his expression look better, and then raised his voice:

"How long are you going to sit here?"

Nan Yang raised his head, watched Miao Shan come out from behind a huge plum tree, and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I'm very free now. I can go wherever I want. If you don't care about people and shameless, you will be invincible." Miao Shan sneered.

"..." Nan Yang turned his head away and said nothing.

"In fact, I don't want to come to your North Penalty. The sky is big and the earth is big. Why should I come to your North Penalty if I have nothing to do?" Miaoshan said to herself, "But, I suddenly remembered that some things were not finished, and some things were not finished. Didn't make it clear."

"What do you want to say." Nan Yang said flatly.

"At that time... she didn't leave without saying goodbye in anger with you, but was tricked by Rong Huai, and I rescued her back to Burning Heaven Clan with all her might. At that time, her memory had already begun to blur intermittently, and she knew it a long time ago. , she still has the formation damage that you left her in the past, she knows she won't live for two years. But don't worry, she has never resented you, not even once."

Nan Yang closed her eyes and hummed.

"On the way back to Burning Heaven Gate, she was hit by the forgetting Gu. She was very afraid that she would forget you, so she wrote you a letter for a long, long time, and handed it to me for safe keeping. She Said, if she dies, I will give you this letter." Saying this, Miao Shan took out an envelope from her pocket.

The thin envelope was crumpled, with layers of uneven creases on the surface, and there were traces of soaking in some reddish-brown liquid at the corners.On the cover, which was already so dirty that the original color could not be seen, there were only four words written crookedly, like a few twisted bugs curled up stiffly, scrawled and ugly——

Master Qi.

Nan Yang's hand that took the envelope kept trembling. She opened the envelope with great difficulty, took out a carefully folded letter paper from inside, and unfolded it anxiously.

The big words on the paper are as distorted as those on the envelope. I don't know how much pain the person who wrote it endured, but even though the words are ugly, they have written this entire page.

I don't know when I will die, I just know that my time is really running out.Most of the time my sanity is chaotic, and I don't know what I did all day long.I know very well that this time I may really say goodbye to you, and my life should also come to an end.

There are some words that I don’t want to wait until I am about to die to say goodbye to you. The words of farewell must be advanced enough to be complete enough. I am afraid that I will not have time to say these words by then, so I swallow my last breath.

Knowing that death is approaching me day by day makes me sad.I am not afraid of death. People are mortal, and the passing of life is nothing but the reincarnation of heaven, and everything is the same.I am sad that I will never see the person I love again.

I can't bear to part with you, I'm not willing to part with you, how can I part with you.

Sometimes I think, I would rather you die before me, let you die in my arms with your last breath, your life is also very complete.Then all the pain and despair of losing a wife are left to me, and it is better than anything else for you to sleep peacefully.I have always been so eager to protect you, just like you protected the young, embarrassed, unbearable, and humble me back then.

People in the world say that old grace is like rose water, dripping on clothes until the fragrance of death.As early as when you rescued me, I had already planned to repay your lifelong kindness.

Master, tell me, who doesn't experience pain and torment in this lifetime?Just like it always rains, mud always gets dirty.But I have this life, and I am willing to risk my life to block all the suffering that belongs to you.

Alas, I have no more time.

I once told you on the Kunlun Mountains and in my mother's tomb, if one day I die, I will burn my bones with a fire, and you will take the ashes with you.I'm actually very selfish, I don't want you to forget me at all, I want you to remember me for the rest of your life, even if I turn into ashes, you have to stay by your side.Even if I am dead, completely dead, I will never disappoint the vow of life and death.

I'm really sorry for you, and for many people.But fate has long set this farce, since I was born, since I met you.Northern penalties, random flowers, burning the sky, along the way, I didn't even have a chance to say "no", my life was nothing but a joke, provoking people's resentment against the flower protector for nothing.It's all fate, it's all a tragedy brewed by the heavens, and I have no choice but to bear it.

And the only thing I have done that is the most disobedient to God's will and the most worthwhile thing in this life is to fall in love with you, and this love is not over until the end of my life.Although I can't be with you for the rest of my life, I will be with you for the rest of my life. In the past ten years, I haven't missed a single day of you, thinking of you. Those things I once said to hurt you are all lying. You must forgive me.

After I die, I also hope that you will set up a tomb for me, and the prefix of my beloved wife must be engraved on the tombstone.I have been lying to you all this time. In fact, we have already worshiped. I kept it from you before, but later I realized that it was really unfair to you.

You just need to understand that you are my legitimate wife, and so am I.

In my life, I owe a lot to others.For myself, I can't live a long and safe life; for my father, I can't fulfill my filial piety;The saddest thing is that people die but the heart is not dead. Everything in the world is a pity.

I was constrained by many factors during my lifetime, so it is a pity that I could not travel to this great river and mountain.If you can, you will take my ashes and travel thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, and see the different scenery in different regions for me.If you believe in reincarnation, I will be somewhere in this world, waiting for you to find me.

If you can't find it, you don't have to wait for me.After all, how long can one wait during those long hours?

Can we wait until the heavy snow in Beijing never falls from spring to autumn?

Can we wait until the islands in the East China Sea are submerged by the sea level?

Can we wait for the world to go from peace to division, and then to restore stability from turmoil?

Can you wait until...you can't think of me anymore.

My deepest regret is that there is nothing more I can promise you in this world.

If there is an afterlife, I will allow you a lifetime.

Nan Yang's fingers pinching the letter paper were deeply inserted between her fingers, and she couldn't bear it anymore, covering her mouth and crying silently.

Miao Shan let out a sigh of relief, and murmured to herself: "I'm done with what you told me to do, and I'm leaving." She paused, her eyes turned to a nothingness, as if she was staring at someone: " I'm leaving, Jianghu is so big, it's too late to like myself, I don't want to like anyone again."

"Master, no matter what, I will die one day in the future, and Master still has a long, long time, and I can't be by your side."

"Didn't you say...you can make lanterns with me after making dumplings?"

"Master, I will always be with you, I will never leave you, I really like you."

"You...would you like to go home with me?"

"If there is a day when danger comes, I am willing to die for you."

"Qing Huan just spoke, she called me Master."

"If I'm going to die, even if I don't have time to die by her side, I will feel very happy if I can die closer to her."

"give me back."

"My life is with her."

"I really want to be with you, for the rest of my life."

"May I be like Liang Shangyan, and see you every year."

See you every year.

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