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Li Weike likes to do whatever he wants, there is no doubt about it.

Li Weike has fallen in love with what you did... Whether he admits it or not, it has become a fact and cannot be changed.

It is precisely because of this realization that he is in so much pain and irritability, but he can't restrain his desire to see that person at all, so he worries about his situation every day, thinking about how he was rejected. Mood, regretting and ashamed again and again, like self-abuse.

That's why, after a few days of nervousness, when he received a dinner invitation from You Suowei through an official channel, he agreed so without thinking.

You Suowei has already captured him. From body to mind, this man who is deeply addicted to drugs has already become an inseparable part of his own flesh and blood, just like his meaning to You Suowei.

Li Weike spent the whole afternoon fidgeting in his office, arranging clothes all over the room like a boy who was going on a blind date, changing one set after another, looking in the mirror nervously thinking about what he was about to make. facial expressions, spoken words.

— This is really stupid.Looking at himself in the mirror like a male peacock in heat, he couldn't help thinking.But he couldn't control this snake-like behavior, and the anticipation and nervousness of seeing You Zuowei firmly controlled his mind.

Li Weike, you are really worthless.

However, all these emotions disappeared at the moment when he really saw the person. He stood at the door of the box, and almost greedily swept his eyes over the body of his lover who came to An Ran, with the longing for reunion after a long absence and a little guilt. flinch.

He has lost weight, and his figure is more slender, and his pale face is even thinner.

Li Weike's heart suddenly ached - he had never had such a strong urge to slap himself in the face in his life

He has always known that he is a bastard, but he has always talked about those romantic pasts—because he never cared about them, so he took them as a show off, but at this moment, he was suddenly afraid to face this man. The heartless joy is gone.

Who was the scum that hurt him?How could anyone in this world have the heart to hurt such a person?

"President Li," You Suowei calmed down and nodded at him calmly, "You are really early, please take a seat."

Li Weike felt like a big stupid dog—Tibetan mastiff or husky or something, with a deceptive appearance, but he wanted to show his belly and roll around like a baby when facing his master, and stupidly wanted to slobber the master Face.

But under the stern gaze, he didn't dare to act rashly.

There was a bottle of red wine on the table, and the waiter gracefully poured the wine for the guests on both sides, then quietly retreated, and the room became quiet, Li Weike was so anxious that he wanted to wriggle around in the chair, but forcibly restrained himself .

You Suowei sat across from him, his expression was not happy, he slightly lowered his eyelashes, his slender index finger brushed the rim of the cup, as if he was looking at the purple wine flowing in the cup, or he was evaluating the big man on the other side. Disqualified man.

Li Weike finally couldn't sit still: "You today..." He shook his head, and it was the first time he found it so difficult to organize words, "What's the matter, tonight?"

He almost bites his tongue, feeling frustrated that he's showing the brat's essence.

Fortunately, You Suowei didn't laugh at him - oh, of course not, he has always been a gentleman who never loses manners, isn't he - he just shook his head slightly, ignored his stupidity, raised his The wine glass took a sip gracefully.

"Of course it's about the two of us. I think this matter should be sorted out."

Li Weike squeezed the thin neck of the wine glass irritably, restraining the desire to scratch his head: "Then what else is there to say, I thought I made it clear enough last time..." He pursed his lips, and still The words that had been rehearsed countless times in advance came out, "You Suowei, we are all adults, this kind of thing is what you like, is it interesting to mess around like a middle school girl? They say Youjiazhuwang Xie Yifeng, why..."

He couldn't continue, and at the moment when he saw the eyelashes of the person opposite him fading the last trace of blood from his face, he regretted so much that he wanted to eat the wine glass in his hand.

Li Weike, how could you be such a bastard.

You Suowei felt a little pain in his heart—he thought he was well prepared for this visit, and could face all the harsh words and difficulties, but he overestimated himself—he is still a human being after all, although he has a soft heart , willing to give people a second chance, but the merciless hurt from the closest person still makes him miserable.

The pain was too difficult to resist, and it was too difficult. For a moment, he even felt exhausted and wanted to retreat. Could it be that as long as he gave up cruelly, he could shrink back into his shell again, and stand still despite the wind and rain outside?

He choked for a moment, and his left hand, which was hidden under the table, clenched tightly into a fist.

It took all his strength to maintain a mask of calm, and weakly put the wine glass, which had become unusually heavy, back on the table.

"Li Weike, shut up."

Li Weike shut up, the last bit of cleverness in his mind prevented the host from desperately trying to die, nailed him firmly to the chair, but avoided looking into the eyes of the person opposite.

You Suowei sighed softly, and raised his hand to rub his forehead.

"I didn't come here today to listen to your self-righteous lesson... It's just that I was sober and didn't want us to go further and further down the wrong path. Sincere feelings are too rare, I don't want to give up for such a stupid reason."

"I know what you said, you just use such language to cover up your weakness... I can understand these, but it doesn't mean I don't blame you."

His voice became severe: "No one can not pay for their mistakes, but now is not the time to pursue it. Don't use such language to anger me, it will not do you good."

"Li Weike, do you think I don't know what you're thinking? Do you think that I agreed to be with you just because of the impulse of hormones? I know you far more than you think... But I didn't expect, This relationship will eventually be ruined by your cowardice."

"I don't blame you, I just look down on you, and I don't even have the courage to take this step."

"Some people often use the truth to cover themselves and pay attention to reality, because they are afraid of seeing their ugly side."

What he said was swift and decisive, and he didn't give Li Weike a chance to intervene. Li Weike was so scolded that he couldn't lift his head, but he never thought of refuting, and he silently let him scold him.

"I have never been an indecisive person, and I have always been willing to give people a second chance. If you can tell me categorically here today: We are done, then I will turn around and leave without entanglement."

"If you can't tell, then I know you haven't figured it out yet. I will wait for the day you figure it out, and then I will share with you."

"Think about it, I'm willing to do this because I love you, because I understand life's struggles and pains—and I know that some people deserve a chance to make a difference."

"But I am by no means a fool without principles. If you are willing to let go of this feeling first..." He closed his eyes and said, "I will not affect the cooperative relationship between the two companies because of this, but even if you die in the future In front of me, no matter what I do, I will never look at you again or shed a single tear."

Li Weike was stunned by his words, he sat there dumbstruck, unable to say a word.

You Suowei spoke bluntly, and when he finished speaking, he sat opposite him with his fingertips facing each other, and his penetrating gaze fell on him without hesitation.

He knew that it was time to make a decision—he had no doubts about what You Zuowei said, because he was such a person, so firm and decisive, kind and rational.

He couldn't say the words of rejection - how could he say it, You Suowei saw him thoroughly, it couldn't be more accurate.He had fallen in love with this man a long time ago, and he was so deeply in love that he couldn't extricate himself. He was just afraid of admitting, afraid of the upcoming responsibility and storm.

That's right, You Suowei was right, he was so cowardly and stupid, he hesitated in front of the choice - so he put the choice in front of him nakedly, either hold fast or give up.

How could he give up... He was so deep unconsciously, if he really gave up like that, then a part of him would die along with it.

He looked at the handsome and beautiful face of the person opposite him, his tongue was tied up by shame and regret, and he couldn't utter a single syllable.Faced with such purity and determination, he became more and more aware of his own ugliness, and he dared not speak up easily, for fear that if he made a mistake, he would have no chance to regret it in the future.

"I won't...what I did, I won't." He finally spoke, as if something hot and sharp was choked in his throat, every word was difficult to say, but he had a firmness that he never had before.

Li Weike suddenly smiled like before, this is the first smile he really showed in these days, relieved and relaxed, with emotion: "You are right, I am too weak... for what I have done, in my life, I've never met anyone like you."

You Suowei shook his head, but his tense body quietly relaxed—God knows, just now he was in the same state as if he was on the battlefield.

Li Weike looked at him tenderly, with shame in his words: "I can't refute every word you said... Yes, I love you, even though I didn't want to admit it before, the love is there, and I can't ignore it no matter what."

When he finally said these words, he felt as if he had opened some kind of cage in his heart, and he immediately relaxed, and his whole person became happy.

"These days, I'm also in pain... Although I don't want to show it, but the feeling is really hard. I am so selfish to impose the same or even better pain on you, I... I'm sorry, really I'm sorry."

"Thank you... for not giving up on me."