Why are you willing to let me take the baby alone

Ye Guang didn't understand why his life became like this.Why would he make his decent life a joke.Four years of smug struggle but in exchange for the dream being cut in half; full of love for someone but in exchange for lies and deceit.Ye Guang couldn't help but reflect on what he did wrong, what step in his life he went wrong, so that all the mistakes accumulated and exploded today, which made him suddenly fall into such a desperate situation.

Yes, cornered.With such a result, Ye Guang didn't know how to mention this matter to his parents. They were proud of the son who was expected to become a doctor in the future. He will hold a degree certificate that has nothing to do with medicine in June this year. , Graduated from college in despair.The opportunity to go abroad is gone, and even the opportunity to take the postgraduate entrance examination is gone. Apart from going home with a useless certificate, Ye Guang can't find any other options.

He felt suffocating despair.

After coming out of the auditorium, Ye Guang walked to the door of the house he and Li Yiyang rented by accident. Ye Guang only realized where he had gone when he saw the word "Fu" on the anti-theft door.Originally, he had made up his mind at the beginning of school not to come back here, but he needed a quiet environment most right now, and this place was a good choice. Ye Guang stood there and thought for a while, then took out the key and opened the door to enter the house.

The room still looked familiar to him, but a thin layer of dust accumulated on the table indicated that it had been vacant for a while.Ye Guang walked into the bedroom slowly and lay down on the bed.

Ye Guang thought he couldn't help crying, but he found that under the extreme heartbreak, he couldn't cry at all. This feeling seemed to have lost all expressions and emotions all at once.

He heard his mobile phone ringing on the dining table outside. It should be Bu Ye and the others who found him missing and were looking for him, but Ye Guang didn't want to see anyone or talk to anyone at this time.For making him worry about himself so much, he can only apologize afterwards.

How to do it?Ye Guang.He kept asking himself, but he couldn't think of an answer.If he didn't know what happened in the summer vacation of his sophomore year, maybe he still has the courage to call home to discuss with his parents.But now, Ye Guang felt that he couldn't speak anymore.Inadvertently, Ye Guang thought of Li Yiyang again.

By the way, maybe he was the one who made the mistake. Because of his appearance, I gradually realized that there were still those two years when he disappeared. Because of his appearance, I completely disrupted the trajectory of my life.Ye Guang sighed deeply, now he deeply understands the true meaning of the saying that living in a daze is also a kind of happiness.

Thinking of Li Yiyang's face, Ye Guang was very puzzled, why a person can bring him sweet love and at the same time bring him despair, how he was praised at the beginning, and how he fell into the mud now.

That's all, he and Li Yiyang, so be it.It's okay, it's all over, it's okay.

"Bang bang!" The sudden knock on the door startled Ye Guang.

"Ye Guang! Open the door! It's me!" He didn't expect Bu Ye to find this place so soon.

"Buzzing ---" Buye could clearly hear Ye Guang's cell phone ringing in the room, "If you don't open the door, I'm going to kick you!" Buye shouted loudly.

Ye Guang was really worried that he would disturb the neighbors by kicking the door, so he resigned himself to getting up from the bed to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, Buye's fist was about to smash down on Ye Guang's face. Seeing the brother who appeared behind the door, Buye's fist paused, changed direction, and hit Ye Guang's shoulder heavily.

"Oh! Take it easy!" Ye Guang shouted, he felt his whole arm was numb.

"You're such a jerk! How dare you not answer my phone! You don't know that I saw you disappear, and I was going to die of panic! Get out of the way, I'll go in for a rest, I'm so fucking exhausted!" Funo gritted his teeth He pushed Ye Guang aside and entered the door.

"Looking for me? Why are you looking for me?" Ye Guang asked after Bu Ye.

"Isn't it because of you... When I heard that someone jumped off the building, my legs were so weak. I'm afraid you couldn't think about it..." After finding Ye Guang's person, Bu Ye's heart hanging in his throat was finally relieved, and he paralyzed I don't want to move on the sofa.

"Who? Who do you think is going to jump off the building? Our department?" Ye Guang heard that someone jumped off the building excitedly, so he squeezed to sit next to Bu Ye, ready to listen to gossip.

"It's Jin Hui from class two... Oh no, the problem is not who wants to jump off the building, the problem is, are you okay?" Bu Ye turned to look at Ye Guang.

"Me? I'm fine!" Bu Ye heard Ye Guang's tone, and couldn't tell whether he was really fine or not.

Looking at Funo's suspicious eyes, Ye Guang couldn't laugh or cry.

"Do you think I was the one who jumped off the building? No matter how hard I think about it, I won't jump off the building. It hurts so much..." Ye Guang explained, seeing Bu Ye's expression changed.

"No, it's not that I'm looking for a painless way to die, it's that I'm really not prepared to commit suicide. What a big deal, can I do it?" Ye Guang waved his hands again and again to clarify after he realized it.

"Are you all right? Did you lie to me?" Funo was still a little skeptical.

"Oh, I'm really fine. I thought this room would be quiet, so I came over to make a phone call with my family. My mother got a little angry when she heard me talk about the degree. Originally, during my winter vacation, I would... you know, the status Not very good. Although my mother was worried, she didn't know how to tell me. This time when I called and heard me talking about these things in school, my mother was very worried. She was afraid that I would go into a corner, so she comforted me for a long time. I'm so embarrassed." Ye Guang said.

Seeing that Ye Guang didn't show any abnormalities after such a long time, Buye felt relieved, "What do you guys think about the school?"

"Well, go back and see if you can find something to do, if not, take some money to start a business or something..."

"Your family... didn't tell you to find a way to continue and study medicine?" Buye asked carefully, he found that Ye Guang's plan for the future did not include his dream.

"Well, there is a saying that my mother wants to send me to Japan to study medicine from university. But I said I have to think about it. You know that university is different from graduate school. I'm afraid I won't be able to take the exam in time. In the entrance exam next April, the threshold for studying medicine in Japan is very high..." Ye Guang thought of something, and laughed, "It's a good thing I look young, otherwise my mother would definitely not advise me to go back to those six or seven years. I'll be thirty by the time I read it!"

"Come on, don't you just have a baby face, what's wrong with you?" Bu Ye rolled his eyes.

"Hey, brother, which leader did you pinch like this with? Don't you feel pain on your leg and arm?" Ye Guang noticed the injury on Buye's body, and poked Buye's arm with his hand.

It's okay not to mention this, but when Fuye was mentioned, he became angry, and he slapped Ye Guang's troublesome hand away. "It's not because of you! If I wasn't worried about you, would I be so anxious to fall like this?!"

"Okay, okay, it's my fault, it's all my fault. I'll go find iodophor and cotton swabs, and you lie down and don't move." Ye Guang actually understood the injury when he saw it, and he felt moved and guilty at the same time.He sighed in his heart, it's really, really great to have met this buddy in the past few years in college!

"Huh~" Buye snorted, took off his shoes a few times, and leaned his legs on the armrest of the sofa.

"There is no povidone iodine but alcohol, bear with it," Ye Guang said apologetically to Buye with a cotton swab dipped in alcohol after cleaning the wound with water.

"It's okay... Oh shit!" Funo felt that it didn't hurt so much when he fell. "This time, brother is really 'honorable' for you, remember to show it to brother!" Bu Ye looked at Ye Guang carefully wrapping his wound with gauze, and his mouth was not idle. with.

"Well, glorious, show it, you must show it!" Ye Guang promised, "Or else, today, May [-]th, before the holiday, I will cover all your breakfast, and the package will be delivered to the bedside, in one step. Today In the evening, I will invite my elder brother to give me a face, and I will prepare some thin wine to entertain my elder brother at the spicy hot pot outside the west gate, do you think it will be okay?"

"Before the holiday, let me think about it, there is still more than a month..." Funo suddenly thought that this holiday is graduation, so he couldn't continue.

Ye Guang also realized this, lowered his head and didn't know what to say.

"More than a month, that's about the same. You will do what you say, and you are not allowed to have the same breakfast every day!" Buye coughed and started talking again.

"Okay! You are satisfied!" Ye Guang said with a "dogleg" smile.