AEIOU's Dream

I've never been a strong person, and I couldn't survive by myself.Is it really?

— Roderich

I've finally proven that I'm not a "coward"—that word Gilbert likes to throw at me.I admit that my army's combat effectiveness is poor, but my heart is still very strong... It should be...

Ever since I lost Xi/Li/Xia/Asia, I have to endure the devil training arranged by Her Majesty and Elizabeth, in order to make my army stronger so that I won't be beaten so badly by Gilbert.

Her Majesty's anger is about to reach its peak, and I think so. The two wars failed to recapture the territory. This incident has caused considerable repercussions among the princes, and many princes have also begun to disobey. A tricky challenge to Ha/B/S/Bau's domination.

Hey, it's all Gilbert's fault!

In this way, I held on to the last second of the battle with the idea of ​​"letting Gilbert suffer", and I didn't want the other party to look down on me no matter what.And Gilbert also challenged me with an arrogant face. I really don't know where that big idiot got all the confidence. I joined forces with Francis and Ivan!

I don't believe that he is really not afraid of death.

With this in mind, I rushed out of the position alone, carrying the flintlock musket.That guy must not remember, right? The meaning of this gun is the commemoration of the first time I joined forces with him... However, I can't remember seeing his indifferent appearance...

I don't know why I took out this gun, maybe I subconsciously wanted to pay homage to my former ally relationship with him in this way... After this shot is over, he will always be just an enemy.

It's just... I still miss it.

It's not because of any other reason!just because of……

I know, even if he is shot, so what, he is the embodiment of the country, and he will not die if he is shot. (Just be awkward, you're not reluctant)

But when I left, I saw the guy close his eyes and collapse, and I felt bad for no reason.

Although the childhood time spent with Gilbert was not a good one, it still occupies an important place in my heart.During those years, I would cry, laugh, turn my head and run away cowardly, and act like a baby loudly, like a free person, living a life where I was protected and bullied.

no pretense needed...

Every side of oneself is truly displayed in front of the other party.Even Gilbert, who bullies me, knows that I am a real person who can cry and hurt.

He knew that I would cry, so every time he bullied me, he pouted and said, "You are the most troublesome guy, and I need my uncle to comfort you!"; he knew that I would be in pain, so every time he hit me, Just doing childish things like pulling hair and pinching cheeks.I can cry in front of him, and then say "You bastard is the most annoying!", and then act like a baby to Waxiu, and laugh out loud after seeing how miserable he is being taught.

There is no need to pretend... Make a solemn appearance, even if you are really sad, you can't tell others.

I don't know when it started, maybe I once really had the idea of ​​wanting to be companions with Gilbert...

It's a [companion], not an [ally].

My first companion was Waxiu, and then there was none.There are only allies, enemies, allies, enemies... For me, as long as there are common interests, you can become allies, and companions are special, they are existences that can be entrusted to each other... Although I am also a little confused Why would I think that he might become my companion.

Maybe it's because he and I are at the two ends of Germany/Italy/Zhi, one is in the south and the other is in the north. have a look.Although the ways of each other are different, the common ideal is the reason why he deserves my admiration.

Gilbert, obviously he is the complete opposite of me, but he just feels—he must understand me, maybe he will become my companion!

But he did something that I couldn't accept. Not only did he abandon me, his blood-related ally, but he also took away my territory.

Obviously we should be closer... But why are we getting further and further apart?

What happened later made me even more incomprehensible to him.

Even though he already realized that I was severing ties to him, he still broke in alone. Isn't he afraid that I will shoot him again!

"My uncle... I want a strength that can be used by the media to take you... Young master, I like you!"

What a joke!

"Mr. Big Stupid."

"Damn it, who are you talking about!"

"Of course it's you... maybe, and me..."

What can I do if I know?Aren't he and I enemies?

The state ... has no such cowardly sentiments.

"Give up...it's impossible for me to like you."

"Little master...Little master...I don't want to let go! Let's die together..."

Immediately afterwards, his sword pierced my body.

His words, his actions, I can't understand.

However, even so, it is impossible for me to have the slightest "like" emotion for him.

Afterwards, I thought over what that guy said. Maybe he just wanted to disturb my military spirit, or maybe he wanted to hug me and give him a shot. His goal has been achieved... My body suffers. I was seriously injured, and my heart was also disturbed by him...

Emotions, what exactly are they?

I once asked Vash, he didn't answer me, but just drove me out of the room with a blushing face; I also asked Francis, he said that love is like the lily of Orleans, beyond romance, and entrusts the sacred and Sad memory.

Or Xiao Liezhi said it more clearly——

"Love is blessing and hope! No matter when and where, always be full of blessings, and hope that the person on the other side is healthy, safe and happy!"

I finally understand, that guy Gilbert is clearly playing with me, when did he bless me!What he hopes most is probably watching me laugh out loud at the moment I was defeated by him!

So... is saying "like" just like trying to throw me off my feet?Is my flustered look really that interesting in his eyes?

Sure enough, he and I will never be partners...

I'm used to it anyway... Also, don't care anymore.

As long as my home is still there, I don't care about the rest.

However, I also worry about my family—Shinra seems to be rebellious, and this fact really bothers me.Because of being plotted against by Gilbert (well, I admit that I was too careless and defenseless against him), I was seriously injured, and maybe because of this, Shinra insisted on going to the battlefield.As an elder brother, I am indeed very incompetent, and even asked my younger brother to worry about me.I originally thought that when I grow up, I can support the whole family of De/Yi/Zhi.

Although it is a good thing for Shinra to realize something, I just don't feel at ease to let the young him take on such a heavy responsibility prematurely.But I finally agreed to my brother's willful request, maybe because he has the same stubborn character as me...

It's true, I, Gilbert, Shinra... all have a damn stubborn character!As long as one thing is confirmed, no matter what, you are unwilling to give up and let go. Is it true that there is a common blood flowing?

It is precisely because of this that I can understand, because I am also obsessed with the same!

In the past, I didn't want my cowardly self to become a burden to Wa Xiu, so I desperately wanted to become stronger, and finally gained the control of Germany/I/Z, and became a veritable elder brother...but lost Wa Xiu.

Now, the same thing is happening to me. Shinra doesn’t want to be a cub who is just sheltered by me, but I don’t want everything to happen again. I am afraid of losing Shinra, so I have been suppressing his long. big.

But Her Majesty the Queen made me realize that I am such a despicable person!He even restrained his younger brother's growth for his own selfish desires!But... I'm really scared.Maybe, I've never been a strong person——

"Could it be that you can't survive alone!" Gilbert might be the only one who really saw through me.

I've never been a strong person, and I couldn't survive by myself.Is it really?

In the past, it was Waxiu, but now it is Shinra... So, is it that Waxiu can't bear such a self?

I didn't want Shinra to hate me, so in the end I decided to let go.

Is family really the most important thing?

For this family, nothing else and no one can stop me!So, Gilbert, there is absolutely no way I will admit defeat!

The author has something to say: Mina, let’s discuss the setting of the young master’s personality change——

How should I put it, the young master was actually very immature before Shinra died.

The first stage: the period of living with Waxiu, the young master is a very cute, weak young lady, guarded by the arrogant and awkward caretaker of Waxiu, but it is true that he is always bullied by others... But yes The admiration of his grandfather made him feel that the Japanese nation should be strong and powerful, but he was weak as the eldest brother, so he slowly wanted to become stronger and compete for leadership in the Shenluo Empire/Kingdom. Waxiu had conflicts and broke up.

At this time, the young master was very sad, but he still had to become stronger little by little.

It can be said that it is the first step from naive to strong.

The second stage: the young master is strong, he has obtained the leadership of the German/Italy/Zhirah region and the throne of Shinra (monopolized/monopolized for N years), thinking that he has grown up, and lost Waxiu, for him Said that Shinra is his only hope, and he is actually taking advantage of sister 801. That's it... The young master is a little upset... He is actually immature, and he is full of thorns when he meets Master Pu with a not-so-good tone.

But at home, he still has to show a bit of an elder brother's appearance, so he is a little more calm.

It can be said that the young master has transitioned from being strong to calm.

The third stage: Shinra died, and the young master strengthened himself with a dream of collapse.In the past, he attached his hope to his younger brother, but now that his younger brother is gone, he can only improve himself... Only such a young master can really grow up.

The personality will be more stable, and he will not be so attached to Pu Ye (after losing control after the Prussian-Austrian War), and he will not speak so barbarously.In the words of my family [becoming more generous] (dirt)...

This stage is the young master’s confusion period. For him, he thinks he has always been a part of Germany/will/will, but after Master Pu established Germany/will/zhi/empire/country, the young master is actually a tragedy (use "Ao/ The title of "Geography/Lihistory" is [The Country of Lost Roots])

The fourth stage: Luther appeared, and the young master wanted to return to Germany/Italy/Zhi... The first/post-war treaty stipulated that Germany and Austria could never be merged (done by Uncle Fa and his eyebrows), and the young master was in tragedy again.[-]/During the war you know... the merger or something is the dream of the Führer and the young master.However, it was still a tragedy in the end... So the young master finally understood that obsessions are floating clouds, so you understand the permanent neutral country.

In fact, in this article, [obsession] runs through the whole text.

In the young master’s heart, what has always supported him—is Grandpa Ri/Er/Man’s behest (I am a great virtue/will/will!) and Master Pu is the same as the young master on this point, so they agree with each other Sensual (don't look at them labeled like this), they are still very husband and wife when they are together!So the sense of nationality is their common [obsession]... However, one loses its roots, and the other goes to the extreme/extreme/people/ethnic/ism/righteousness/you know (good fortune tricks people, history is a stepmother)

The difference is that at each stage, [obsession] has different materialized carriers:

For the young master, it is Shinra and Luther;

To Master Pu, he has always been very attached to the young master, but the young master has always regarded him as a joke (tragedy)

In the end, [obsession] and everything ended, Master Pu gave up extreme/extreme/minor/ethnic/ism/righteousness/ (or rather was washed away), Young Master became an independent personality (no longer thinking about merging Already) strengthened myself.

The world is peaceful (ah, hello) and the family of three has lived a happy life ever since...

So, this article is an inspirational story! ! !

PS.Everyone is welcome to contribute to the history~~Welcome to engage in (dirt...)

☆, a bold move forward