right eye life

Chapter 15 Naive

Zhang Shiyu also realized that he was overreacting. He knew he couldn't get into too much trouble with Shen Wu, but he didn't feel comfortable with Shen Wu's kindness and was in a dilemma. , if you have anything to say, just say it directly.”

"Shi Yu, about Ah Qing..."

"Young master is young, it's Shi and his fault, and he failed to dissuade him from drinking in time. Besides, talking crazy after drinking can't be taken seriously, sir, it's better to let this matter go." Zhang Shiyu spoke a little faster, but spoke clearly.

Shen Wu knew that Zhang Shiyu was still angry, but Shen Qing was his youngest son after all, and Shen Wu would not be able to punish Shen Qing if he really wanted to punish him severely. So since Zhang Shiyu said so, Shen Wu Also relieved.But something flashed in his mind, and he said in a playful tone: "You think so, but Ah Qing doesn't think so. Ah Qing said, I really like you, and I want to treat you well for the rest of my life." Brotherly incest has been unreasonable since ancient times, and ordinary people Even more ashamed to speak, Shen Wu, as the father of Shen Qing and Zhang Shiyu, logically should suppress this matter and never bring it up again, but when he thought of Shen Qing's categorical expression of liking Zhang Shiyu, he suddenly felt a blockage in his chest After a while, the words came out unconsciously. After he finished speaking, he knew he had made a slip of the tongue, and his eyes flickered a little.

What happened that day was a thorn in Zhang Shihe's throat. Even if no one else mentioned it, he would go crazy thinking about it in the dead of night. Now it is Shen Wu who is mentioned, Zhang Shiyu sneered and sarcastically said: "Don't worry, sir Shi Yu never had any embarrassing thoughts about the young master, as long as the master can manage the young master well and don't let him come out and bite people." He still had a good impression of Shen Qing before, Shen Qing was sunny, happy, and innocent, and Shen Qing had Zhang Shi and what he does not have and yearns for.But that faint feeling of good will end that day.After Zhang Shiyu knew Shen Qing's feelings for him, he was shocked at first, but after the shock, he became disgusted and disgusted.

Zhang Shiyu never thought that there was anything about himself that would attract gays. He was 24 years old and he had never been attracted by any man—although no woman had ever liked him.Zhang Shiyu doesn't dislike homosexuality, but he extremely hates the feeling of being manipulated by others but being helpless—although he has never escaped the Shen family's mercy, and not distasteful doesn't mean he is.

Zhang Shiyu was annoyed, so he added a sentence: "Sir, it's really interesting, my young master didn't discipline well, and instead came to beat up irrelevant people. Okay! I'll leave my words here today. If Zhang Shiyu treats young master Shen Qing If you have any unreasonable thoughts, you don't need Mr. to remind you personally, Shi collided with himself and died here, so you won't pollute the eyes of others!"

In fact, Shen Wu regretted it when he mentioned that matter. He heard Zhang Shiyu's words and knew that this little turtle was going to stick its head out to bite people again, but when he heard him say that it was killed, he panicked for no reason. Your parents, Shi Yu, you are not filial."

Zhang Shiyu knew that Shen Wu wanted to turn the topic back to his father's kindness and filial piety. He looked at Shen Wu with naked disgust in his eyes, and sneered, "Shiyu's parents died early since he was a child, so naturally he is not as educated as the two young masters of Mr. .”

Shen Wu was actually tired of this unavoidable question, but the words "parents died early" were still harsh.Continuing this topic can only lead to an unhappy breakup, Shen Wu suppressed his anger and said: "Shi Yu, you are not in a good state recently, why don't you go out and relax?"

Zhang Shiyu had already planned to quarrel with Shen Wu, but now he just felt that he had punched cotton, "Thank you for your concern, sir, but the group project has entered the final stage, and people are inseparable."

Shen Wu nodded, and said as if remembering something: "Z University will have a group of interns coming to Shen's in a few days, and there is still a lack of a teacher to lead the team. Why don't you come here, and you are also familiar with Shen's environment."

Naturally, Zhang Shiyu didn't want to go through this muddy water. Leading the interns was already hard work. Those students were not a few years younger than Zhang Shiyu, and they were all eloquent. Zhang Shiyu could barely cope with the class, let alone the interns. They took it out for a month, and it was still Shen's!He shook his head and refused: "This matter will be arranged by the school. Generally, the good opportunity to enter Shen's is from the business school, and it has nothing to do with our school. It can only live up to the good intentions of the sir."

"Shi Yu, is it in your heart that I am the culprit for everything you have encountered?"

Zhang Shihe scolded his mother in his heart, there is no normal person in the Shen family, Shen Wu himself is a schizophrenic, how many times has the topic of kung fu been turned around now?With such a father, it's no wonder that the two brothers Shen Zhan and Shen Qing either have personality problems or brain problems.

Regarding this issue, Zhang Shihe himself hadn't thought about it, he just hated Shen Wu instinctively, and in the end he only remembered hating him, and the reason had long been forgotten.The hatred for Shen Wu became Zhang Shiyu's motivation to live to a certain extent, he wanted to prove that as long as there is no Shen Wu, he can live well - at least better than now.If one day the hatred for Shen Wu really disappeared, Zhang Shiyu might not even find the meaning of his own life.

"Do you remember my mother?" Zhang Shiyu asked Shen Wu.

Regarding Zhang Shiyu's mother, Shen Wu sent someone to investigate.Except for the life in black and white, Shen Wu knew almost nothing about this woman. Looking at her photos, he couldn't remember when he was with her. It wasn't until Shen Wu found a photo of them in the woman's belongings that he knew I vaguely remembered that there seemed to be such a person.At that time, he was much younger than the current Shen Qing, and he had done too many foolish things. It was nothing to fool around with a woman, and it was normal not to remember her.

"I am responsible for everything I have." Zhang Shiyu looked at Shen Wu and said word by word: "You ruined my mother's life."

Shen Wu was silent, stood up and looked at Zhang Shiyu, "Shiyu, do you feel that you can see through all living beings and understand people's hearts?"

"Shi Yu, you are so naive."

……

After Shen Wu left, Zhang Shiyu tossed and turned on the bed.His eyes were closed tightly, and his consciousness was trapped in a dream, and he couldn't wake up.For a while it was the kidnapping case at the age of 14, for a while it was Shen Qing's drunk face, for a while it was Shen Wu's words "You are so naive."

He dreamed that he was lying on the operating table, the shadowless lamp was shining brightly, and several doctors rushed up with scalpels to cut him into pieces, while Shen Wu stood not far away and watched coldly.

Zhang Shiyu suddenly opened his eyes and panted heavily, picked up the water glass on the bedside cabinet with trembling hands, handed it to his mouth tremblingly and drank a few swigs, slowly slowed down his breathing and calmed down.He looked at his phone, it showed four o'clock in the morning.This time he couldn't sleep at all, Zhang Shiyu was used to it.He has a habit of pressing things in his heart, not thinking about them when he is awake, pretending that nothing has happened, and suffering from torture from time to time in his dreams.It's not that he hasn't seen a psychiatrist, but Zhang Shiyu is too wary, even hypnosis doesn't work, his mouth is as tight as a specially trained agent, and the doctor can't do anything about such an uncooperative patient.

Zhang Shiyu got up too early, and it was late in autumn, and it was pitch black outside the window, and there was not even a sound of insects calling.He turned on the computer, randomly found a movie and started watching it.Zhang Shiyu likes to watch cartoons, and likes characters with serious facial makeup. Good people are always good people, and bad people always do bad things.In a way, what Shen Wu said is not bad. Zhang Shiyu is quite naive. He doesn't believe that there are good people in this world, but he yearns for the love and justice in cartoons that are far away from reality; Malicious, and envious of the protagonist in the cartoon who has a group of honest, kind, and persistent friends.

The main theme of the consistent animation movie of country A style, the story of the useless protagonist who makes unremitting efforts to counterattack and succeeds in counterattack, and saves the world with his friends, small people have great power.Zhang Shiyu doesn't care if he likes it or not, he just thinks the subtitles are a little annoying and affects the viewing effect.It can be said that Zhang Shiyu himself grew up in country A, and he is not used to watching domestic movies with subtitles. However, there is one good thing in China—there are many pirated movies and they are high-definition. At worst, the next one will not have subtitles.

After the movie, it was just dawn. Zhang Shiyu tidied himself up. He went to the cafeteria to buy two steamed buns and a bowl of millet porridge to eat slowly. The millet porridge in the cafeteria today was just right, sweet and thick. The blood came back to life.

Shen Wu acted swiftly and resolutely. He only said the night before that Z University had an internship quota in Shen’s, and Shen’s came to inform him the next afternoon. Cheng Zhang Shiyu.

This announcement aroused the envy and jealousy of many young colleagues in the courtyard. Shen’s and Z University’s Information Institute only have a lot of project cooperation every year. In less than three months, I became the team leader for an internship at Shen's. As long as I have a good relationship with the company's senior management, why not worry about not investing in project research in the future?

Zhang Shi and the frowning face evaded the report several times, but all of them were rejected. He was so anxious that he had several blisters on his mouth, and it hurt to drink water.He didn't want to take this "beautiful job", Shen was one reason, and the other reason was that his social barrier had recently developed a bit serious, and his palms would sweat when communicating with members of the same group he had known for several months, let alone a group of A student you don't know?Zhang Shiyu himself also understands that this is not going to work, and he is trying his best to overcome it, but this problem cannot be solved overnight. Zhang Shiyu only hopes that this disease will disappear slowly with the passage of time. Who knows that the time has not yet passed, Shen Wu Just come out annoying.

If you can't push it away, you can only accept your fate.Zhang Shi contacted the senior who was going to practice in that major by text message, and asked him to make an appointment to gather those students and meet him. Now the students are very expensive. If something happens accidentally, the parents of the students can Turn the school over.

Seeing the students and contacting the Shen family, Zhang Shiyu was too busy to turn around, and finally got these young people into the Shen family.After entering Shen's, they will be assigned to various positions for internships. Zhang Shiyu doesn't have to worry too much except for checking people three times in the morning, middle and evening.It's just that young people can't calm down and are too noisy, Zhang Shiyu can't parry it, and generally hides when he can.

When you can't hide, you have three meals in the morning, lunch and evening.

"Mr. Zhang, how old are you?"

"Mr. Zhang, do you have a girlfriend?"

"Mr. Zhang, is it easy to be a teacher? Is the salary high? Is it difficult to become a teacher in our school?"

"Teacher Zhang……"

"..."

Zhang Shiyu's idea was to bury his head in eating and leave after eating. He took a big bite of the rice with his bowl in his hand, but the surroundings gradually quieted down. Zhang Shiyu was still secretly grateful when he was pushed by a student next to him.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Shi asked the girl hesitantly to speak.

The girl gave Zhang Shi and the back of the chair a wink and forced a smile.

Zhang Shiyu followed her gaze and found Shen Wu standing behind him, followed by his assistant.These interns never thought that they could alarm the chairman by coming to Shen's to make soy sauce. They looked at each other with nervous expressions.Zhang Shihe pretended to be calm and put down his job, motioned the students to stand up, and said hello to Shen Wu first: "Hello, Chairman Shen." Then he winked at the bewildered children, and a few clever ones took the lead to stand up and ask Well, the others stood up in a hurry and said "Hello, Chairman Shen".

Shen Wu replied with a smile, and asked some encouraging words such as "Are you still used to it in the company?" Work overtime.After finishing the courtesies, Shen Wu signaled Zhang Shiyu to follow him.Zhang Shi ate almost the same as here. After dismissing the students who were still enthusiastic, he walked to the window where Shen Wu was sitting. There were several large potted plants around this seat, which blocked most of the real sight and was quite hidden.

"Chairman, are you here for dinner?" Zhang Shiyu looked at the plate in front of Shen Wu, and casually picked up a topic.Shen Wu signaled him to sit down, but he was not polite, he pulled the chair opposite Shen Wu and sat down.

"Has your office been settled yet?" Shen Wu asked.

"The Ministry of Personnel has not informed yet, I will ask later."

"Don't bother, I have added a desk in my office, you can follow me to get familiar with the company's business, and it's convenient to ask me if you don't understand anything."

"Chairman, I'm a student of information, don't force others to make things difficult for me." Zhang Shiyu said in confusion

"I originally wanted Ah Zhan to take you with me, but Ah Zhan has been struggling with Ah Qing's affairs recently. Since you said so, Ah Zhan has to suffer." Shen Wu squinted at Zhang Shiyu. Smile like a fox.

Zhang Shiyu thought of Shen Qing when he heard Shen Zhan.Ever since Shen Qing said that kind of thing, Zhang Shiyu has been very sensitive to this aspect. He remembered Shen Zhan's enthusiasm for pampering Shen Qing, and his scalp became numb, and he said quickly: "Sir, the school stipulates that the teacher who leads the team Only responsible for student internship related matters.”

"Why don't you let your leader tell me personally?"

Shen Wu is the God of Wealth of Z University. He said so, and he probably informed the school. Zhang Shi and Wo Huo agreed, but they cursed the evil capitalists in their hearts.

……

Shen Wu, an old man, is quite handsome when he works.

Zhang Shihe's last quarter's report was spread out on the table, and he felt dizzy from the various terms and figures on it, so he simply threw it aside, biting his pen in a daze.Opposite him is Shen Wu. Shen Wu is having a video conference with the branch executives. He is looking at the screen seriously.

Most men are born with the admiration for the strong. Zhang Shiyu used to only regard Shen Wu as the head of the Shen family. He knew that Shen Wu was extremely skilled, and he had never seen it before. Today, when he glimpsed the tip of the iceberg, he realized that this man has mastered and strengthened him. Running a business empire, he developed a little admiration for Shen Wu.

Just a little bit.Zhang Shiyu emphasized to himself.