Ordinary People's Guide to Survival

Konoha is a very suitable place to live. The temperature does not change much throughout the year. In addition, most ninjas are strong and strong. Even in the coldest time, you can still see people wearing short sleeves when walking on the street. In short, it is a sunny day. , a resort that is easy to cheer up.

But today is an exception.

Since night, the rain has been pattering down the ground. At noon, instead of stopping, it is getting bigger and bigger. Large black clouds are squeezing the sky, getting lower and lower, and the darkness is pouring down on the crowd on the ground, as if As soon as you stretch out your hand, you can touch the lightning that flashes from time to time in the dark clouds. It has a destructive posture to destroy everything, and even the mood of people can't help but become gloomy.

This cloudy and rainy weather is a disaster for Xingjian. The dampness and coldness permeate through the skin, and the body is shivering from the cold. Every joint is itchy and painful, as if there are thousands of ants gnawing on it. Thick and dense, continuous, not as painful as hurting tendons and bones, but like waves one after another, it is hard to parry.

At such times, Xing Jian, who has always been delicate, doesn't want to worry people more and more. He just hides in the quilt and doesn't come out. His face is calm, it seems that he is just a little colder, and he looks no different from usual.

Kakashi repeatedly confirmed that the boy was fine, tucked the quilt up for him, and sat aside to make love to heaven.The interior is quiet and silent, but warm and comfortable.

Hoshimi lay on the bed and looked at Kakashi for a while, tilted his head, and suddenly asked, "Kakashi, are you in a bad mood today?"

Kakashi raised his head after turning over the pages of the book. After a long silence, he finally closed the book and put it aside.

"Yeah, I thought I covered it up well enough, but you still noticed it. You said, are you a puppy nose? That's too sharp."

Bai Mao Shangren was grinning, his eyes were bent into crescent moons, and even his tone of voice was as casual as ever, and he didn't look sad at all.

Xingjian ignored his teasing, "What's wrong with you, can you tell me?"

For those who don't want to confide in sadness, this request is a bit difficult, so the pale boy thought about lifting a corner of the quilt, and the cold air that poured in made him tremble severely, but his face remained unchanged. , "If you don't want to say it, don't say it... Well, do you want to come in and sleep with me?"

In Hoshimi's eyes, every time Kakashi hugs him, he will be in a good mood. Even if he is not good at the beginning, as long as he hugs him, the other party will recover soon.

If you ask a teenager: how to comfort a person?

The boy's answer must be: give him a hug until he is in a good mood.

Tried and tried.

This time Kakashi didn't respond immediately, he seemed to be hesitating, he was silent for a while, and finally made up his mind when he met those sparkling eyes, "...I, I want you to accompany me to a place ...Forget it, it’s better to stay indoors in this weather.”

After speaking, he sat on the side of the bed, put back the boy's hand holding the quilt, and pressed the corner of the quilt back, with familiar movements, as if he had repeated it thousands of times.

But Xingjian turned over and sat up, the movement was so fast that the neckline opened wide, the loose underwear slipped off, revealing the shoulders as white as jade, "Where are we going, let's go!"

His face was so pale that it was even uglier than yesterday. This weather must have affected Xingjian a little bit.

Kakashi thought, while pulling the slipped underwear to the young man, he could not help but touch the other's skin during his actions, it was tender and delicate, and the touch was soft, and it seemed thin to the touch, only to find that the skeleton was actually covered with a layer of soft skin. The fleshy, rough fingertips seem to be sucked as soon as they are touched, and they just want to possess more.

After a pause, he took a deep breath without any trace, and he pulled up his coat to cover the winding scenery, but before he withdrew his hand, he couldn't help but squeeze the young man's shoulder, which was round and delicate, just enough to hold it completely in the palm of my hand.

"No, you stay at ease, don't be self-willed!" The white-haired ninja clearly said serious words, but the tone was a bit harsh no matter how you heard it.

Hoshimi has long been used to this kind of intimate small movements, and didn't notice anything unusual, and directly held Kakashi's hand, "Hey, you are usually the one who takes care of me, let me take care of you occasionally, you You want to take me there, don't you?"

Kakashi stared fixedly at the boy, but couldn't hold back the longing in his heart, "...then let's go!"

The young man laughed, bright and resplendent, with infinite elegance, illuminating the drowsy space and Kakashi's eyes.

While Hoshimi was getting dressed, Kakashi went out.

Seeing what he was holding in his hand, which should be called an umbrella with a rusty handle and a dilapidated surface, the corners of Xing Jian's mouth twitched, "Are you sure this can keep out the rain?"

"Hey, don't pay attention to this, it's just in case, I won't let you get caught in the rain."

In fact, everyone doesn't use things like umbrellas very much. This is what he dug out from Xi Rihong's house.

Kakashi did what he said, and he didn't let his boy get a little rain, and the umbrella in his hand was completely a decoration.

The two came all the way to Konoha Cemetery, passed one tombstone after another, and finally stopped at the corner, where there was also a tombstone, broken and scattered, like that old umbrella, with dust that could not be washed away, abandoned in the unknown corner.

Seeing the name above, Hoshimi already knew why Kakashi was sad.

"Today is my father's death day."

Chakra was released outside to block the rain, covering the two of them in an independent world. The rain fell and dripped down the cover, which was very similar to the mood of the person at this time. Kakashi pulled the boy in front of him, Hold him tightly, rest your chin on the top of the smooth and soft hair, look at the pouring rain in the outside world, and slowly recall the past.

Only this time, the sense of fullness in his arms made his heart, which had nowhere to rest, finally settle down.

Xingjian heard a long, sad and hopeless story.

Kakashi's father, Konoha White Fang, is Konoha's pride. He can complete the task perfectly every time, and has a great reputation in the entire ninja world. But once, in order to save his companions, he chose to give up the task, causing huge losses to the village. , everyone was blaming him, even the rescued companions blaming him for meddling in his own business.

His father, a powerful ninja who was once loved by everyone, finally chose to commit suicide under the burden of overwhelm.

It was Kakashi who discovered his body. From then on, his father who lost his breath and turned pale and cold became the lingering nightmare in the boy Kakashi's heart.

"... I once swore that I would stick to the ninja rules and do what ninjas should do. Between companions and missions, missions should always come first."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Hoshimi held Kakashi's hand instead, trying to bring him some warmth.

later……

Later, he met his companions and lost them again...

Kakashi lowered his eyes, telling about the unspeakable pain in the past, accompanied by the sound of rain, his voice was inexplicably indifferent and stiff.

At this moment, Kakashi seemed to be out of the world.

Suddenly there was a warm and soft touch on the eye, because it was transplanted, this eye was extremely sensitive, and the scarlet pupil shrank violently when he touched it, and he realized that Xing Jian had turned around at some point , stretched out his hand and gently touched the eye that had been covered all year round.

"Since it's a gift from him, I think he hopes you can live a good life together with him. You can use this eye to see the beauty of the world, eat the delicious food in the world, and appreciate the life in the world, and then close your eyes. At that moment, you can tell him with satisfaction: Look at Obito, you have lived once!"

Those things that have been experienced, no matter good or bad, will always leave traces, just like wounds can heal, but scars cannot fade away. For the parties involved, the despair and struggle that happened are a brand of life , once engraved it can never be washed off.

A strong man like Kakashi does not need sympathy or pity. He is a person who can walk out of the quagmire by himself. The only thing Hoshimi can do is to act as driftwood temporarily when he reaches out his hand. Let his journey go too lonely.

Kakashi covered Hoshimi's slender hand, covered his eyes fiercely, just lowered his head, without saying a word.

After a long time, he said: "Those have passed."

The voice is hoarse, but it carries infinite hope.

Xingjian, because of you, those are all over.

When we came, it was raining heavily, and when we left, the clouds disappeared. A rainbow meandered past, and fell into this remote corner from the horizon. Everything around us seemed not so gloomy anymore.

The ground was covered with water, and the shoes of passers-by were all muddy, only the soles of Hoshimi boy who was always hugged in his arms were spotless. He kicked his feet, feeling that Kakashi seemed to be in a good mood at the moment, so He secretly glanced at the other party out of the corner of his eyes, hesitating to speak.

Before he could speak, the white-haired ninja put his finger on the boy's forehead, pushed his face away, and smiled wryly, "I know what you're going to say, please shut up, I don't really want to hear it now."

Xingjian let out an oh, but didn't feel annoyed, and turned his head obediently, and found new fun in a blink of an eye.

Kakashi pursed his lips, remembering his evaluation of the boy a long time ago: Hoshimi Yanagihara is a terrible person.

He possesses a magical power that can easily change other people's thinking, and make people willingly endure the pain of being broken and reorganized.Just watch him, follow him, think about problems in his way, and slowly, you will find that the world is completely different from what you saw before.

When Hoshimi said that he wanted to break the ninja's long-held thinking concept, why did Kakashi have such a big shock?Because he is the one who has been transformed.

It is because of personal experience that I understand more clearly what kind of impact this will bring.

A long time ago, when he tried to use the way of thinking of stars to think about things related to his father, many questions that he had never thought about surfaced.

His father committed suicide because he couldn't bear the criticism from everyone. As a boss who relied heavily on his father, why didn't Master Hokage of the third generation stand up and say something?Is it because the huge trauma of the war made people urgently need a channel to vent, and is the father the scapegoat pushed by the top to bear the anger of the people?

The Third Hokage is the apprentice of the Second Hokage, and the Fourth Hokage is the apprentice of the Third Hokage. To a certain extent, the ruler of Konoha has always been passed down in one line. His father was famous at that time. If there is no accident, it will be a certainty. The next generation of Hokage, but he died, died so abruptly and so dishonorably, was it because he threatened the status of that branch?

Between companions and missions, the father is not the only one who chooses companions to give up missions. Is it so harsh to criticize a hero who has dedicated himself to the village just because he caused losses to the village?Behind the raging rumors, apart from the inaction of Konoha's high-level executives, is it possible that someone else is fueling the flames?

……

Some things cannot be deeply thought about, the more you think about it, the more frightened you will be.

And these are all the effects of star vision.

Seeing the childish look of the boy studying the water droplets rolling off the green leaves, Kakashi thought to himself: Hey, Hoshimi, before you decided to spread the fire, you had already done so.

Just like me, like the ferret, and like those people in Taoyuan Township.

The author has something to say: Hey, this chapter feels a bit heavy.