God's Crown

"Why aren't you used to it?" Gu Wei didn't quite understand, "Didn't you like this kind of scene before? You just didn't like to see other people showing off their children, and now you're someone else's child. What's the matter?" Feel?"

"How can I feel?" An Yan waved his hand and said, "I'm panicking now, okay? Think about it, what if I failed the exam once, or had an accident during the college entrance examination?"

Gu Wei patted his chest with a smile, "If you have anything, I will support you!"

"Get out!" An Yan glared at Gu Weize, "I'm telling you something serious." An Yan looked anxious, and Gu Weize felt a little distressed. He patted An Yan's head and said, "No, don't worry. Think about it, you have survived for more than half a year. The college entrance examination will be in June, and now it is already February." When he said this, Gu Wei patted An Yan shoulder, "Don't worry, there are still four months, you can do it."

An Yan couldn't laugh or cry, "The more the college entrance examination, the more nervous I am, and I also know that there are still many things I haven't learned well. Just go to the exam like this, I'm afraid..." When he said this, An Yan grabbed himself in pain s hair.Gu Wei stood beside him without saying a word, put his hands on An Yan's shoulders, and hugged him.Pat it gently with your hands, as if to comfort him.

After a while, An Yan buried his head in Gu Weize's chest.Gu Wei hugged An Yan, took a deep breath, and his heart beat faster.An Yan heard Gu Weize's heartbeat, and said with a chuckle, "I said, Gu Weize, why is your heart beating so fast." When he raised his head, he realized that Gu Weize's face was slightly red .

Suddenly, both fell silent.An Yan let Gu Weize hug him just like that, the two of them didn't say a word, but their eyes were meeting and looking at each other, everything was in silence.

After a while, I heard the sound of 'slap, slap' footsteps outside the door, getting closer, An Yan and Gu Wei hurriedly let go.An Yan was frantically holding an English book, while Gu Wei quietly pulled the chair farther away.

When An Yan's mother Liu Shan came in, she found that one of them was reading a book, and the other was reading with her.Liu Shan walked in and said strangely, "What did you just do?"

"Ah?" An Yan raised her head innocently and said, "Mom, I'm reading a book."

"Reading?" Liu Shan smiled and said, "Have you ever met someone who reads books seriously and reads them upside down?"

"..." This was very embarrassing, An Yan didn't even notice that he turned the book upside down and read it.He turned his head stiffly and looked at the book in his hand, only to realize that he had really read the English book upside down.Liu Shan folded her hands on her chest, "Tell me honestly, what are you two doing in the room?"

Gu Wei was extremely honest in front of Liu Shan, if he let his mother know, would it be okay?You have to ask what's good or bad, especially what they looked like just now, it's impossible not to let his mother think too much.It may even be suspected that they are in a relationship.Speaking of which, Liu Shan is not a very traditional parent.But parents are parents after all, and there must still be some ideas that are different from those of young people like them.

Especially this kind of thing is an impossible thing for all parents to accept.This is especially true for the parents of Huaguo.

Good son, what does it look like to fall in love with other men before the wings are hardened?Gu Weize probably won't be seen again in the future. When thinking of this, An Yan had an idea and said, "Mom, it was nothing just now, I was just in a bad mood. Gu Weize is clumsy and doesn't know what to say." How to comfort me, I told him to shut up. He was still talking, so I made a mistake when I got angry."

Liu Shan nodded, and said with some puzzlement, "Your grades are already pretty good, what else are you upset about. Let me tell you, An Yan, don't expect more with your grades. Mom loves your grades." Expectations are like a secondary school, you have exceeded so much, so stop thinking about it.”

"I see. Mom, go and do your own business first."

"No, then you have to tell your mother what's going on?"

"There's nothing wrong with it." An Yan covered her face and said, "It's just..." After thinking about it, An Yan said, "That's what Dad said, what if I fail the exam next time, it's a lot of pressure."

Liu Shan sighed, then looked at Gu Weize again, "He was thinking about this just now?"

Gu Wei nodded dully, it's better for him not to speak at this time.Maybe, as soon as he spoke, he slipped up on something.For example, just now he finally hugged An Yan in his arms.He could feel that An Yan liked him.And it's that kind of feeling that I like it very much, but they still can't be together now.

After all, both of them have to rely on their parents.If you are not independent, how can you be together?If the family objected, wouldn't it be game over?Gu Wei planned to confess his love to An Yan after he got to work and give An Yan a stable environment.

So he doesn't want to do anything to An Yan now, he is already very happy to be able to hold An Yan.

"Xiaoyan." Liu Shanyu said earnestly, "That's why my mother objected to your repeating the study at the beginning. Take a look at your current appearance. Apart from reviewing every day, you worry about the exam. How can you be as weird as before? How many excuses did you make up for not cleaning up? How many times has Gu Weize been hospitalized?"

"..." Gu Wei knew that An Yan often used him as an excuse to prevaricate his parents so that he could hang out with him.It's just that she didn't expect that An Yan would often arrange for him to be hospitalized.Encountering such a thing, especially in the current environment, Gu Wei was really dumbfounded.

"Mom..." An Yan opened her mouth, "I'm always in a hurry, especially when I'm taking the exam, I'm always worried that I won't do well in the exam."

"You care too much about the result, take it easy." Liu Shan said with a smile, "Let's not care so much about your grades, look at your current appearance, you can't eat well, and you can't sleep well. If this continues, Let alone the exam, I am afraid that the body will be exhausted before the exam. Then the college entrance examination, let alone the grades."

An Yan pondered for a while, then nodded heavily, "Mom, I know, I will pay attention."

"Okay, you have to learn to adjust yourself. Don't be too psychologically stressed. Don't think that if you fail the exam next time, your family will do something to you. What do you think? It's been so many years. Requiring your grades to be particularly good? Stop putting pressure on yourself, it’s not good.”

"Okay, remember to come out for dinner later. You can come out in ten minutes or so." Liu Shan looked at Gu Wei and said, "Xiao Gu, please persuade Xiao Yan, look how much he is thinking now !"

"Well, don't worry, auntie, I will persuade him." When he said this, Gu Wei smiled at Liu Shan.

Liu Shan turned and left the room, closing the door by the way.Gu Wei looked at An Yan again and said, "Xiao Yan, you've heard it, your family didn't require you to have good grades. But this time you did well in the exam, so Uncle An couldn't help being a little proud. Your It’s really not good to think too much. Take it easy, maybe your grades will be better.”

Thinking about it carefully, what Gu Weize said was actually not wrong.He always has lingering fears about the exam now, as if something will happen if he doesn't do well in the exam.In fact, no one asked him how good the exam was, how good it was.No one told him what would happen if he didn't pass the exam.

Even the throne only gave him some guidance, and didn't ask him what he had to do.Probably—his obsessive-compulsive disorder.

When doing one thing, if he doesn't do it best, he especially wants to make it perfect.

It doesn't matter whether this matter is too difficult for him.

Now even the throne has never appeared, learning is all up to An Yan himself, he still strives to be the most perfect.Unexpectedly, the people around him thought that he was really trying too hard, and there was no need for him to make himself so tired.He was wondering if there was something wrong with him, or if there was something wrong with everyone's perception of him?

An Yan was indeed a salted fish before, but in fact, there was a tenacity in his bones.It's just that I'm used to being lazy on weekdays, and no one can see it.Once aroused, he is like a patient with obsessive-compulsive disorder, and he must force himself to do his best.Otherwise, he will not feel comfortable.

"Gu Weize." After An Yan was silent for a while, "Stop talking, go out, I want to be alone."

"Xiao Yan..." Gu Wei was worried that An Yan would do something stupid, so he looked at An Yan very worriedly.From An Yan's face, he couldn't tell anything.

There is even an illusion that An Yan has nothing to do, but he knows in his heart that there must be something that An Yan hasn't figured out.Growing up together, An Yan will look like this whenever there is something he can't figure out.On the surface it seems like nothing is going on, but in the dark, maybe it will be fragile.

Generally, An Yan would not show it, or even have any symptoms at all.But he knew that this was just a way for An Yan to hide his fragility.

"It's okay, I'll be with you." Gu Wei stretched out his hand tentatively, patted An Yan's back, hugged An Yan and held him in his arms, "Cry if you want. "

An Yan frowned and said, "Gu Weize, what are you thinking about? Who told you that I want to cry, can you go out, I need to be alone!"

"..." Gu Weize had no choice but to leave the room under An Yan's strong request.Before leaving, he reluctantly glanced at An Yan, "You really don't want to do anything stupid."