The End of the Reincarnation of the Lotus Lantern

"I was not born when you were born, and I am old when I was born. You hate that I was born late, but I hate that you were born early. You were born before I was born, and I was old when I was born. I hate not being born at the same time, and I am good with you every day. I was born Before you were born, I was old when you were born. I am far away from you, and you are far away from me. I was not born when you were born, but I am already old after you were born.

……

"I like you, I like you very much." He humbly grabbed the man's sleeve, "Please, just give me one night, okay, just one night."

The man looked at him complicatedly, and finally left him with a ruthless back.

Chen Xiang suddenly opened his eyes.

"Are you awake?" the beautiful woman asked, looking at the man through the bronze mirror, combing her long hair lightly.

"Yeah." On the first morning of their newlyweds, the two looked at each other, but said nothing.

Chen Xiang silently watched the woman sitting in front of the mirror, with her slender and dexterous hands pulling up her long hair and inserting a plum blossom hairpin.

"..." Chen Xiang changed from the red single clothes and put on a blue robe, then he drew out the dagger and swiped at his arm, the blood dripped on the bed, soaking the white silk cloth.Only then did he retract his hand, looking at the bright red bed, wondering what he was thinking.

"Chen Xiang." The woman suddenly came up behind him, she put her arms around his waist, and lightly rested her head on his shoulder.

"Cry out, just cry out."

Chen Xiang shook his head, maybe he had shed all the tears last night, but at this time, there were no more tears.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu."

"What apologetic words are there between us." Xiaoyu said, "In my life, I only have one heart, and it doesn't matter who I marry. Instead of harming others, it's better to help you."

Chen Xiang tugged at the corners of her lips, and forced a smile.

"What about him?" Finally, he asked.

Suddenly, time froze.

The woman sighed, and she said, "Chen Xiang, forget about him."

"...He sent me back...isn't it?" Chen Xiang lowered her eyes and said hoarsely.

"..." After a long time, the woman closed her eyes unspeakably, and hummed lightly.

"I understand..." Finally, Chen Xiang left the bright red bridal chamber step by step, and as the door slowly closed, Xiaoyu felt that there was something on the man's body that was forcibly taken away, leaving only Such a body.

In the end, she didn't tell him about the painting left by that man.

She just didn't want Chen Xiang to hold hopeless illusions, unrequited love, too bitter and too tiring.

The news of Chen Xiang's marriage to Xiao Yu soon spread throughout the Three Realms.

Everyone was not surprised that he would marry Xiaoyu, and even wished the couple a happy marriage and grow old together.

But the few people who were close knew that this was not the case at all.

Ever since Yang Chan was pardoned, Yang Chan and Liu Yanchang urged Chen Xiang to get married every day. Later, Zhu Bajie, Chang'e, Ao Tingxin, Baihua Fairy... all the elders started talking about it.

At the beginning, Chen Xiang tried every means to delay time, saying how could he get married if he hadn't made a career yet?Only Aochun Dingxiang and Nezha knew that Chen Xiang was making excuses early on.

There is one person in his heart, a man who must never be made public.In fact, the gods don’t care whether the future partner is male or female, and it doesn’t matter if they are related by blood. Anyway, most of the gods are messy. Maybe your partner’s blood goes back to the long past and is your ancestor’s brothers and sisters.

But the problem is, this man doesn't love him.

Of course, whether to love or not is one thing, but whether Chen Xiang is willing to stalk him or not is another.

But the problem is, he decided to let it go, he got married, and maybe a few little Doudings will be born in the future.

That's what it is.

Ding Xiang, Ao Chun, and Nezha sighed as they watched Chen Xiang walk into the bridal chamber.

Why is the setting of life so fucked up?

Only Xiao Tiangou sitting on the side silently looked at the white figure not far away. The white figure was so desolate that it hurt his eyes.

At that time, Ao Chun hooked Chen Xiang's neck and said carelessly, "Dude, don't forget to drink my wedding wine." Unexpectedly, the person who was least likely to get married among them got married before them all.

After getting married, Chen Xiang and Xiao Yu packed their luggage, and they decided to spend the sweet month.Liu Yanchang and Yang Chan were both relieved to see the sweet and affectionate look of the young couple. For some reason, they always felt that the relationship between their son and Zhenjun Erlang was a bit strange, which made them feel a little bit strange. A sense of crisis.

Now, the husband and wife can finally relax and travel around the world. They waved their sleeves without taking a cloud with them.But when he came back, he brought back two little bean dings.

Later, the Dragon Clan of the East China Sea held a grand wedding ceremony. At the wedding banquet, Lilac wore the unique bridal gown of the Dragon Clan, as beautiful as a lilac flower in bud in the morning.

At that time, Chen Xiang watched her confidante and blue confidant finally come together after all kinds of hardships, and happily drank all the good wine that the eighth prince kept privately.

The wedding banquet lasted all night, but Chen Xiang hid in a quiet corner, drinking alone, feeling endlessly lonely.

Seeing the man's sad expression, Xiaoyu felt a sudden pain in her heart, as if the man would leave them without saying goodbye the next day and leave them forever.Suddenly, she had a bad guess in her mind.

Sure enough, the next day, the man left.

He left a letter, which probably meant to let her practice hard. He may be going to a very distant place, and he may not come back for a long time.

Xiaoyu looked at the letter, tears suddenly fell down.

"Idiot, big idiot!" She hugged the envelope and cried, "Always so self-righteous, always so arbitrarily deciding everything, who do you think you are, why do you arrange everything, and then just leave So, why, why!"

Only she knew, because only she saw it. That night, this man desperately bit the lips of the god in white, as if it was the last parting.

Only she heard the conversation between Law and him.

It turns out that the world really can't have the best of both worlds.

He left them all behind, and then, this time, he finally had the option to turn and leave first, so he never had to look back at anyone.

"Idiot, idiot, idiot!" Xiaoyu looked up to the sky and cried bitterly, "Brother!"

……

Chen Xiang went to the West Sea.

He saw a woman, a beautiful woman.

A woman has a nice name, Cun Xin.

At that time, the woman was sitting on a rock by the sea, playing the flute.

The bleak flute sounds against the setting sun below the sea level looks even more lonely, a large piece of purple cloud is connected with the ocean, and the afterglow of the setting sun dyes the sea surface, the woman's robe, and the agarwood brown eyes red.

"It's you, Liu Chenxiang." Cun Xin put down the flute in her hand, her smile was light and calm, as if she couldn't see how crazy this woman used to be.

"You know me?" Chen Xiang was a little surprised.

The woman gently stroked the jade flute in her hand, as if lost in memory. "I've heard of you, the child who made a big fuss a year ago must be you."

Hearing this, Chen Xiang lowered his head and smiled in embarrassment.

The woman said, "Although I'm not going out of the West Sea, I still know a little about some things in the Heavenly Court. Chen Xiang, I'm sorry for you."

"Chen Xiang, it's hard for you." Just these few words made Chen Xiang's nose feel sour for no reason.

Along the way, he was hunted down, persecuted, and hurt... No one asked him if he was willing, and no one told him, it's hard for you. At this moment, he suddenly became a very ordinary child.

All the camouflage was taken off, and he wanted to shrink into a ball because of aggrievedness.

"It hurts, doesn't it?" Cun Xin looked up at the sky and suddenly said this.

Chen Xiang was a little surprised, and saw the woman turned her head, her black eyes were gazing at him comfortingly.

"It doesn't matter, I know it all." She said, "Because...the me who was once today also suffered from this pain."

At that time, her heart was full of that man, as much as she loved her, she suffered as much as she hurt, and as much as she hated him.Later, she still lost, she lost to that man, she lost to Chang'e, and she lost to herself.

From then on, she was imprisoned in the depths of the West Sea, thinking about her mistakes behind closed doors.

Thousands of years passed by, she always thought that she would forget the pain.

Time may be able to smooth out the pain, but she really gave all her love, and later, her love can no longer be taken back, and she doesn't even know how to love herself.

After spending the dark time under the sea in a daze, she finally chose to let go.

"I'm sorry." Chen Xiang knew about this past with Yang Jian, and felt a little guilty at this moment.

"It's okay, it's over." The woman smiled.

Chen Xiang was startled, he didn't understand why this woman could say this sentence so easily, "Don't you hate? Don't you resent?" He couldn't believe it.

The afterglow of the sunset is projected on the woman's fiery red robe, which is beautiful and moving.

The woman said, "How can you not hate? I also have heart and love."

"It was only later that I gradually understood that once I gave all of love, when I was hurt, I would lose everything. I later thought, maybe I was too persistent and crazy in love back then, maybe ...My feelings for him, in the end, are no longer love."

If it wasn't love, what would it be?

"It's not reconciled." The woman sighed lightly.

"I'm so stupid. In fact... what if I don't want to? If you don't love, you don't love. If you cling to him, you may wipe out the last trace of affection from the other party."

Chen Xiang woke up suddenly, if you don't love, you don't love, it turned out to be such a simple answer, but he just didn't want to face it.

He just doesn't love him.

"Fortunately, now I have finally found someone who is willing to love me, although... I don't have much love to repay him." Cun Xin smiled gently, full of hope, "But in fact, I am just a very People who are afraid of being alone, as long as he is with me all the time."

"Really?" Hearing this, Chen Xiang was suddenly a little envious, "That's good."

That way, that's enough.

The two smiled at each other.

Cun Xin has always known the pain in this child's heart, because they are the same kind of people, the same stubbornness, the same madness, and the same humble love.

So, she just knew this child at the first sight. He fell in love with someone he shouldn't love. That deity was something they couldn't touch. She was only suitable to look up to, not to be a partner.

But seeing this child in such pain is just like her back then. The difference is that at first she chose to put all her eggs in one basket, while this child chose to give up on herself.

Cun Xin suddenly felt that he was very pitiful.

It took her thousands of years to heal her wounds, so what about this child?He has no time to heal his wounds.

So it just hurts like this.

"Chen Xiang." Cun Xin couldn't bear to call him suddenly, "Chen Xiang, if you feel uncomfortable, no matter what time, Xihai welcomes you."

Chen Xiang paused, he turned his head, looked at this beautiful woman, and smiled kindly.

"Thank you," he said.

Looking at it, Cun Xin froze for a moment.

She thought she would never forget it in her whole life. It was an autumn day, the sea breeze was a bit humid, and the faint smile on the man's face was like an autumn leaf blowing away with the wind, burning all life at the last moment of the setting sun.

Later, Chen Xiang bid farewell to Cun Xin.

He went to Hangzhou, Hangzhou in autumn is a bit chilly, maybe autumn is here, and the green snake is listlessly coiled on the treetops.

An outsider suddenly broke into her territory, if it was normal, she would definitely give him a bite.

But this person is different from others, so Green Snake just lazily raised his head to glance at him, then lowered his head.

"Why are you here?" Green Snake said lazily.

The unique voice of a woman is mixed with the magnetism of a man, sexy and hoarse.

Chen Xiang looked up at the coiled green snake above his head, and said softly, "I have modified the rules of heaven."

"Well, grandma, I knew about it a long time ago, and the whole Three Realms are spreading rumors about your crap." The green snake wagged its tail indifferently.

"You snake really has no conscience. Who pulled me back and begged me to revise the heavenly rules with teary eyes?"

"Huh? Yeah, who is it? Why can't I remember?"

Chen Xiang sighed, forget it, he already knew that this snake had this temperament.

"Okay, I won't talk to you anymore. I came here just to tell you that the rules of heaven have been revised. From now on, people, gods, and monsters can fall in love freely. Your sister should be very happy this time." Yes."

The green snake froze all of a sudden, its green eyes fixed on the man below.

Chen Xiang suddenly felt that the snake's expression was a bit strange.

The green snake said lightly, "Thank you, really, thank you."

Chen Xiang frowned, he felt that something might have happened to the snake, and with the relationship of eating and drinking, he asked, "Did something happen?"

"..."

After being silent for a long time, Chen Xiang looked at the green snake quietly, and the snake finally lost to Chen Xiang's 'concern' eyes.

"My sister is dead."

"What did you say?" Chen Xiang was shocked, how could the white snake be dead, 500 years of cultivation, that's not for fun.

Green Snake said lightly, "That man changed his mind. After my sister was imprisoned under the Leifeng Pagoda, that man was depressed for several years. Later, a lady from a wealthy family fell in love with him, and she persuaded him softly. , he married that young lady and lived in Luoyang."

Chen Xiang was startled, and didn't react at all. He heard the story of the White Snake in his previous life, and was moved by the story of the White Snake and Xu Xian. Unexpectedly, he finally changed the rules of the sky, but still did not change his destiny.

"Although my infatuated sister was released, her heart was broken. You know, she loved that man, but she was unwilling to kill him, so she chose to sleep forever."

It's no different from being dead.

Chen Xiang looked at the green snake sympathetically, "My condolences."

"Hey, although I really want to kill that man, my sister said that it's not worth spending so much on my cultivation for a heartless man. It's better to concentrate on cultivating the Tao. After thinking about it carefully, I think what my sister said is right. In fact, that man can defend himself. Seeing Leifeng Pagoda for three full years is quite remarkable, at first I thought he could only last for a month at most."

The green snake chattered a lot more, Chen Xiang didn't listen too much, just looking at the towering Leifeng Pagoda standing near the West Lake, he suddenly became a little confused.

So, why did he modify the heavenly rules?

After he revised the Heavenly Rules, he resigned from the position given to him by the Heavenly Court and became an ordinary Sanxian.He thought he could let go, but now, when he made up his mind to really let go, he was very reluctant.

As Cun Xin said, she is unwilling, she resents, she is jealous, she is just in love with someone who doesn't love them just like him.

The green snake beside her suddenly stopped, and she looked at Chen Xiang with a half-smile, and said, "Look, they are all so selfish, they agreed to cultivate together to become immortals, and in the end, I was the only 'person' left. A couple for a lifetime, and in the end, didn't they go with another woman..." After finishing speaking, she curled her lips in disdain.

Hearing this, Chen Xiang suddenly thought of that man for some reason, and burst into tears for a moment.

That night, he said, "Please, even if you lie to me, can you just give me one night..."

"I'm sorry, Chen Xiang"

"But, I like you so much, I like you so much, my heart aches when I like you, it hurts so much... What should I do? What do you want me to do?" He was at a loss like a child.

"Then forget it. If you forget it, everything will be over. If you forget it...then it won't hurt."