Have a gin and tonic at three o'clock in the afternoon

Mentioning troubles and perplexities is too self-effacing and makes people laugh.

But he was afraid that he would not do well enough and disappoint those who cared about him.

But he was also really afraid of parting, afraid that he would show his true heart to others in exchange for the audience's departure.Maybe it's because a person was lost and found again, so he cherishes it too much and is at a loss.

After hearing this, Lin Yuxuan said several times that it was not your problem, and said several times that he was sorry. "If I had worked harder at the beginning, if I had seen you with my sister that time, I could have taken a step forward..."

"How could it be your problem. I thank you before it's too late."

"It is you who are so talented." At this juncture, Lin Yuxuan thought, there is no need to be shy, and there is no need to repeat what you say.

"When you were on the playground, squatting next to me and listening to my singing, that was the first time that I dared to dream of taking shape." Tian Tengfei looked at Lin Yuxuan gratefully, "What's more, you told me that you will always be my Fans. You don’t know how much you encouraged me back then.”

"It's actually me...I got the courage from you."

Every song is heard, every note is not let go.Lin Yuxuan's family had an accident and left Jingcheng.When he became an adult, he left his family and returned to Jingcheng alone. He studied photography, graduated and worked part-time. It was hard and tiring. As long as Tian Tengfei's voice appeared in his ears, he was not afraid.

When Tian Tengfei occasionally didn't know what to write, he thought about the way Lin Yuxuan held the camera at that time, and thought about the world in that person's eyes. The gray wasteland in his mind was also painted with colorful flowers.

It turns out that that person has been in my heart all these years, but it's buried too deeply, and occasionally it hurts when it's involved.

If it doesn't germinate, it will be missed.

Fortunately, the bucket of lobster-flavored water came not too late.

Tian Tengfei said: "If I keep singing, will one day be heard by you, and you will find me."

"I have never given up taking pictures, and I also hope that one day I can take pictures for the cover of your album." Lin Yuxuan caressed Ueda Tengfei's face, touched his skin and bones, felt the growth of this person under his fingertips, felt the I have drawn the outline thousands of times in my mind.

With this person around, I become stronger, so I can walk more firmly on this road.

It was probably the most beautiful form of affection they could think of.

Tian Tengfei closed his eyes, lowered his head, held one of Lin Yuxuan's fingers, and pressed it to his lips, like a beast that had been starved for a long time suddenly encountered a high-grade delicacy, cautiously.His movements were so light, as if a believer with a holy angel in his arms dared not cross the line.

"Okay, Feifei, you can..."

Tian Tengfei opened his eyes, and he saw that Lin Yuxuan's face was flushed from forehead to fingertips, and he couldn't even utter a word.

He stepped back abruptly, took a few deep breaths, and began to mutter again: "0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21..."

"Fi... the Fibonacci sequence."

Tian Tengfei hesitated and said: "It has the same effect as you reciting the Diamond Sutra, otherwise I might not be able to bear it. In the next ten seconds, ah no, seven seconds... ah, seven seconds is up... 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21..."

Lin Yuxuan glanced at his boyfriend's bulging lower body, and licked his lips.He was embarrassed to say that he was already hard just after being licked on his fingers.He guessed that this is a private place, and the privacy is guaranteed, and they have held back for long enough, and they will wither if they don't let it out.

He wanted to say yes, let's do it, and that he must spare time to study materials and watch pornography after get off work every day.But wondering if he stayed with Tian Tengfei, who had a special brain circuit, for too long, he blurted out: "Why is it the Fibonacci sequence, not pi or something..."

After finishing speaking, he realized that his question was too stupid, Lin Yuxuan rubbed his face in embarrassment.

Tian Tengfei replied honestly: "The Fibonacci sequence is like you."

Lin Yuxuan was taken aback.

"The value of the last item of the Fibonacci sequence compared with the previous item is infinitely close to the golden ratio. You know the golden ratio..."

"Of course. The golden ratio is perfect." Lin Yuxuan's fascination with the golden ratio cannot be overstated.

"The Fibonacci sequence is close to perfection...so it's like you instead of you," Tian Tengfei walked around in front of Lin Yuxuan, half-kneeled, and slowly took his hand, "You are perfect."

Lin Yuxuan has seen this kind of scene countless times: one of the protagonists is courting, and the other is overwhelmed with excitement, screaming, jumping, and embracing.He still remembers laughing at the director for being too exaggerated, no one would fall in love with that kind of irrational look.

He wants to apologize now.

He thought he might look more agitated, worse, crazier.

After reacting, Lin Yuxuan realized that he had his arms around Tian Tengfei's neck, and Tian Tengfei put his arms around his legs, hugged him, raised his head slightly, showing his beautiful jaw line.

They are like two entangled plants, taller and stronger than before, and they bloom extremely brilliant flowers.

"I want to kiss you."

As soon as Lin Yuxuan finished speaking, he noticed that there were drops of water on Tian Tengfei's face out of thin air.Tian Tengfei was a little surprised, grabbed Lin Yuxuan's head, and pressed it in his direction.He carefully stuck out the tip of his tongue, pried open Lin Yuxuan's thin lips, and drilled into his mouth.Some duplicity people also gave up their shyness, wrapped up the rushing lust, and lingered to death.

"I see!"

Lin Yuxuan had just untied Tian Tengfei's belt when he heard the other party roar, almost breaking his eardrums.

Tian Tengfei has never tried to hide anything.Since it is singing, singing the songs he likes, he is more willing to cut open his heart, look into it bit by bit, and then write what he sees into a song.

And he has always been the source of inspiration, and now he has made up a lot of it.

It was an unprecedented love that Tian Tengfei had ever experienced.

The world opened a door to him, and it was full of wonderful twists and turns.Originally, the love song he sang was always someone else, but now the jigsaw puzzle that he has been working on for a long time has finally been successfully completed. Those who express their love with songs just want to sing their own feelings at the moment.

He wants to sing a song.

love song.

A love song for himself and Lin Yuxuan.

Tian Tengfei lifted his pants and kissed Lin Yuxuan,

He wants to go home, to the place where he can temporarily rest.When buying a house, Tian Tengfei specially built a soundproof room for writing songs.There was complete silence, the most primitive sound being his breathing.

He can be completely quiet inside, and then he can hear the voice of the world.

Lin Yuxuan was left alone, and blankly said to Tian Tengfei's back: "Why don't you take me away..."

Forget it, Lin Yuxuan thought, the next time he makes chicken pancakes, he must add more than ten times the pepper!

Tian Tengfei probably knows that the melody he has been pursuing is probably here.

He locked himself in a soundproof room, and like every time before creating, the first thing he did was to clear his brain and see what was left inside.

In the past, it may be a light, a flower, or even a word.

But this time, Tian Tengfei was so determined that he was alone.The song written primarily for two people is their past, present, and future to be spent together.

It's the bulletin board on Wutong Road on the first day of school.

It is a bottle of ice water and clean towels near the finish line of the autumn sports meeting.

It is the chicken tenderloin cake after class every day.

It is stepping on leaves in late autumn and stepping on snow in winter.

I went to the pool next to the school to shoot frogs on holidays.

It is the firework that overwhelms the phrase "I like you" on New Year's Eve.

It is the tender buds drawn from the branches in spring.

It's a photo taken at the festival.

There is also the eternal kiss between Princess Rapunzel and the prince for hundreds of years.

lost cell phone.forgotten number.

The streets we walked together.There was an interval of three thousand days.

After so many years, I just want to hold your hand again.

After so many years, only one confession of "I love you" is missing.

The short but long-lasting memories between them, word by word, turned into musical notes and lyrics in Tian Tengfei's pen, and became the most beautiful melody in his heart.

After writing the last note, Tian Tengfei couldn't hold back the joy in his heart.

There is only one destination for his heart.

At this moment, he only wants to sing this song for one person.

He turned on the phone again, and a lot of text messages popped up, all from Lin Yuxuan.Lin Yuxuan said good morning and evening to him, told him "I believe in you", and promised him "I will wait for you".

Looking at the time, it turned out that it had been a few days since the last time the two met.But it doesn't matter, Tian Tengfei is very clear this time, he will never lose Lin Yuxuan again.

Picking up the guitar and the car keys, the little song king with a flying name grew wings, went down against the wind, got into the car, lit the ignition, and sped away.

He walked in such a hurry that he forgot that there might be someone following him, and he didn't notice the car following him as he pulled out of the parking lot.

Tian Tengfei did not walk much during this period, but one trip was enough, and it was enough to leave a deep impression on his heart.Go up the viaduct for a few kilometers, then turn right when you get off the bridge, turn two more circles, and keep going in the direction of the left hand, Lin Yuxuan's home is there.

He has been out alone for too long, and now in a certain room with thousands of lights, someone is waiting for his return.

He could finally admit the word home from the bottom of his heart.

Wherever there is Lin Yuxuan, he is in charge.

Lin Yuxuan was going to the North Pole tomorrow, and for a long time, Tian Tengfei couldn't feel the familiar temperature, and couldn't sing a beautiful song himself.

He must be in time for today.

Tian Tengfei didn't tell Lin Yuxuan his plan. He pushed open the door of Lin's house and saw Lin Yuxuan sitting in the living room watching TV. On the TV was the video of Tian Tengfei's participation in "Classmate Reunion".Dabao squatted quietly by the side. Occasionally he saw the happy part, and he was so happy that he would throw a piece of dog food to Dabao.

Tian Tengfei mercilessly turned off the TV.

"Hey!...how are you here