Pet me, are you addicted?

"Goodbye baby, love you, huh!"

Every time I send him to the airport, I will hear such a farewell, never tire of hearing it!

How could he know that this temporary farewell turned out to be a permanent farewell, and he wanted to see him again, but it was already forever!

My dear, he is a surgeon who goes to a tribe in Africa once a quarter for half a month of humanitarian aid!

His name is Tu Hao, I'm Ou Yue, he calls me baby, and I call him dear!

The last time I saw him off was already half a year ago, and I was so confused that I survived this half a year alone!

"Honey, don't work too hard, and, remember, always think of me!"

"Understood, goodbye baby, love you, okay!"

I'm not arrogant, I know how hard he works, and I want him to be distracted from thinking about me!

The living conditions in that place are very harsh, and there are constant fighting between tribes that may harm innocent people at any time, which is why medical assistance is needed there!

I'm just wishing that he would think more about his own safety for me during the free clinic!

However, he couldn't dodge the random bullets and finally left me!

When his cold body was covered with the five-star red flag and sent back to China, I hid far away in a corner of the crowd, tears streaming down my face!

I am his only lover in this world, our pure relationship is reasonable!

I suppressed the grief in my heart, for fear that I would fall down beside his body like his family members, and release that grief to my heart's content, letting the howls in my heart shake the heavens and hysteria!

However, I can't, my reason has defeated my courage, I am not afraid of being regarded as a lunatic, I am afraid that his reputation will be corrupted by dirty rumors, after all, his short life is so pure and pure!

And his family, I have to love his family as much as I love him!

So I would rather hide secretly in a corner of the crowd, to say goodbye to my only love, I think he can see me, because he is everywhere!

He must be feeling very sorry for leaving me now, begging my forgiveness as usual!

Why should I not forgive him?No!

Everyone said that he only thought about work, devoted all his love to the patients, and never wasted a little bit of affection!

But as far as I am concerned, it is the memories and longing for him that allow me to live on. I want to say, your love for me is eternal, and you are the Mayday of the world!

It all started from the recess 13 years ago, which was the beginning of his memory and the beginning of his yearning!

It was a bright spring day. After the morning reading class and the first regular class, all the students in the school gathered on the big playground to do radio gymnastics.

After the broadcasting exercise, as the life committee member of the class, I went to the school's mail room as usual to collect today's mail and newspapers.

"Which grade is it?" A new administrator came to the mail room, an aunt, and she asked as soon as she saw me.

"A freshman in high school, a freshman in high school!" I was afraid that she would not believe me, so I emphasized it again.

"Grade one?" The aunt glanced at me up and down, doubting: "I think you are at most a sophomore in junior high, look at this white and smooth face, just like a little girl!"

I felt like being molested, I didn't know what to say, I couldn't laugh or cry.

This aunt is also really, what are you talking about is white and smooth, what are you talking about a little girl, I am a big boy in the first grade, how can I say that I look like a little girl, how can I describe it as white and smooth!