Pet me, are you addicted?

If I wanted to, I could open my arms a little, and the pointy knuckles could lightly touch his arm.I can clearly feel his skin, his temperature.

If I want, I can swing my legs under the table freely, and the hard knee head can bump into his thigh if I don't pay attention.If I pushed a little harder, I could still keep our thighs close together for a while.

But he didn't say anything, allowing me to tease him slightly.He didn't show any annoyance. I should have been content, but I hoped that he could give a positive response.

On summer nights, I took a shower and came to the classroom early for evening self-study.With a faint fragrance on my body, I waited for his arrival.The school encourages us to participate in evening self-study, but it is not mandatory.

Unexpectedly, he will always appear, just like all of us, although it is always late.Before he sat down, I could already smell a unique fragrance wafting from his body.

Most of the time, I always forget that he is a rich second generation.It's hard to imagine what kind of house he lived in, what he kept in his bedroom, the bed he slept in, the nozzle he used in the shower.

"This weekend is the Mid-Autumn Festival, Tu Hao, the four of us should go shopping together!" The girl at the front desk turned around and asked.

"Four? Ouyue is going too?" Tu Hao said, looking at me suspiciously.

"I won't go, you guys have fun." I refused instinctively, but my heart was itching.

"Go, go, Ou Yue, don't spoil the fun, it's rare for the four of us to go out to play, right, Zihong." The girl at the front desk continued to encourage.

I thought that Tu Hao would also encourage me to go together, but that annoying person tilted his head, sneered, and kept silent, waiting for me to submit obediently.

"That's right, it's a rare Mid-Autumn Festival, the streets are bustling!" Seeing that I was silent and still hesitating, another girl also added fuel.

"Well, let's talk about it later." I was vague.

On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I decisively released their pigeons. I also narcissistically imagined the picture of Tu Hao gnashing his teeth. I only heard later that Tu Hao did not show up that night either!

Inevitably, I can no longer escape my love for Tu Hao.

After class, boys usually form a group, chatting and laughing happily.Although I don't know what they are talking about, it is obvious that it must not be what I want.

What I want is two boys walking along the playground track, shoulder to shoulder, chatting while walking.But I thought, they must laugh at me, it's almost like a couple.

There is no way, these boys all look so barbaric, they either get together to tell jokes, or sweat on the basketball court, they never want to calm down and listen to other people's thoughts.

But I can't join the ranks of girls, that would be too effeminate, just like Shao Wei in the class.Although I admire from the bottom of my heart that he can release his nature so casually, I just can't do it.

"Ou Yue, let's go to the bathroom together?" After class, Tu Hao invited me.

"Ah?" I was shocked at first, hesitated for a few seconds, and replied, "I'm not going, I don't want to..."

After I finished speaking, I realized how embarrassing I was, and at the same time, I saw the embarrassment on Tu Hao's face.

"Ou Yue, go to the toilet, do you want to go?"

Tu Hao always called me like this over and over again, as if he was inviting me to a major ceremony.

I was embarrassed to refuse repeatedly, so I bit the bullet and agreed to him, and walked out of the classroom with him.From that moment on, I was so nervous that I seemed to be called to do something very embarrassing.

And I always bury my grievances in my heart, why does this annoying ghost like to ask me to go to the toilet so much!What on earth is he thinking? Is he trying to take advantage of me?

Every time, I choose a position away from him, preferably with my back to him, so that I can feel safe.Once, there was no extra space, so I stood next to him, and as you can imagine, I didn't pee at all.