Pet me, are you addicted?

That night, it was raining, and I walked towards Fan Yu's house under my umbrella.

Along the way, I listened to the radio program on demand from speakers on telephone poles.A piece of Jimmy Lin's "Why I'm Always the One Who Gets Hurt" came out:

the sky is raining,

I watch you from behind,

Just walk out of my life,

……

When I came to Fan Yu's home, I felt that Fan Yu looked extraordinarily excited today.Later, I found out that the aunt had gone to the little devil's grandmother's house tonight and would not be back until tomorrow.

The little devil is like a wild horse that has run wild, lawless, without any restraint.He bounced up and down in front of me first, then ran into the room to watch TV.

"Ou Yue, come in and see, Pu Shu won the award." Fan Yu called excitedly.

I wasn't interested in this hackberry at first, but recently Fan Yu's repeater has been playing a song called "Born Like a Summer Flower" and a song called "Colourfulday".

I couldn't help walking to the door of the room, and from the TV, I saw a man wearing a fur hat, looking weak and unremarkable.

"Come in and have a look!" Fan Yu said, pulling me into the room.

Fan Yu sat on the bed and motioned for me to sit on the bed too, looking nervous.

I couldn't help thinking about it, Fan Yu was two years younger than me, and I was just at the stage of sexual enlightenment at Fan Yu's age, could it be that Fan Yu wanted to do some indecent behavior to me?

No, absolutely not!

Resisting in his heart, he would never allow himself to step into the bedroom of the little devil.

If the dry material is on fire, if sparks come out from friction, the consequences will be unimaginable, and all accidents must be avoided!

However, no matter how much I resisted in my heart, I still stepped into the door.

In the bedroom, the TV is on, the lights are dim, wooden floors, plush carpets, and a comfortable big bed!

The little devil was sitting on the edge of the bed, the soft bedding was full of elasticity.

He motioned for me to sit down again, and sat on the bed with him.

I resisted again in my heart, this bed is not something you can sit on casually!When I got to the bed, I couldn't resist anything.Besides, on the bed, besides thinking about that, what else would I want to do!

However, the butt could not stand the loneliness and sat beside Fan Yu.

Just when I was thinking wildly, Fan Yu really suddenly stretched out his hand to that part of me.

Being attacked by Fan Yu, I dodged instinctively.

However, this instead provoked Fan Yu to take further action.Fan Yu rushed over immediately and pushed me down on the bed.

This time, I didn't resist at all.Yeah, what have I to protest, isn't that what I like?

But Fan Yu didn't intend to let it go, but continued to grab my part with his hands.

I can no longer be calm and calm, I panicked and felt that there was a quiet reaction in myself.

I struggled to push Fan Yu away, got up quickly and ran out of the room.

I don't want to stay here for a moment now, so I packed my schoolbag decisively and fled Fan Yu's house quickly.

Why do things always develop according to my evil side?I don't want this, I also want to keep a normal distance and maintain a normal relationship.

I feel extremely regretful, I shouldn't have walked into Fan Yu's bedroom, I shouldn't have allowed Fan Yu to watch TV, I shouldn't even come here, it would be nice to stay in the classroom and study by myself.

I was walking alone on the street, and the rebroadcast of the radio program came from the speaker on the telegraph pole, and it was still Jimmy Lin's "Why I'm Always the One Who Gets Hurt":

My hurt heart really hurts,

Why am I always the one who's hurt,

What am I doing wrong?

……

Just when I was heartbroken and blamed myself, that familiar figure appeared in front of my eyes again.

It's him?How can it be!Although he also lives in this street, how could he appear in front of my eyes at this time?

"What's wrong with you? Your eyes are red." When the voice came, I was overjoyed. It really was him. He just dealt with the little devil, and the big devil came again.

"It's nothing, it's just a little dry, I rubbed it a few times." I concealed it.

"Are you crying?" He saw the truth at a glance, and I was like an idiot.

"Don't worry about it!" I yelled angrily.

The big devil was silent for a while, then said:

"Come on, I'll take you back to school."

"What?" I couldn't believe my ears.

"I mean, you come with me, I'll ride a bicycle and take you back to the dormitory." After he finished speaking, he immediately took my hand before I agreed.

I was stubborn in my heart, and I wanted to break free from his hand, but my body was dragged by him relentlessly, and I came to his house step by step. It was the most magnificent and luxurious house I had ever seen.

"Wait outside, I'll go in and drag the bike out." He said, leaving me outside alone, and opened the door to go in.

what the hell!Cheapskate!They didn't even take me in!What's the big deal, isn't it just a mansion, I don't care to go in, just wait!

After a while, he dragged his bicycle out, and seeing my stinky face, he probably guessed that I was angry, so he said in a good-tempered manner:

"I'm afraid that if two people go in, it will disturb my family. Next time I have a chance, I'll invite you to come in and sit down."

"Whatever, I don't care about it!" I replied stubbornly.

"Get in the car, hurry up!" he called.

I got on the bicycle, still stubbornly not touching a single hair of him, just holding on to the handrail tightly.

After a while, we quickly entered the school and came to the downstairs of the dormitory.

"Then wait a while, I'll take you back to the school dormitory, can you invite me to sit in the dormitory for a while?" At this moment, he turned from defense to offense, preconceived.

"Then you have to be careful, the dormitory is full of our classmates, are you not afraid of being gossiped?" I said this on purpose to make him compromise, after all the dormitory is too messy, I should at least tidy up my bed .

"I'm not afraid. If you are afraid, then I won't go in!" After speaking, he stepped on his bicycle and left me.

It's really annoying, and I don't know how to say goodbye, say good night or something!

Back in the dormitory, the scenes that happened at the little devil's house just now are still lingering in my mind, lingering.

I remembered the first time I met Fan Yu.When Fan Yu showed those slightly shy eyes, it was so loving and joyful.How I wish that we can permanently retain the strangeness and mystery when we first met.

In that way, I can slowly feel the beauty of Fan Yu's boyish distance, like two electric charges with the same name, repelled by electrostatic force and attracted by gravitation.

I remembered the first time Fan Yu lost his temper with me because he didn't want to do his homework.

Fan Yu put the tape of Nicholas Tse's "Second World" into the repeater, put on the earphones, and turned the volume to the maximum.I have nothing to do with him, I can only let Fan Yu bombard his ears with music.

At some point, Fan Yu's anger dissipated, and when I was unprepared, he put the earphones in my ears.I clearly felt Fan Yu's hand touching my ear.

Fan Yu yelled, "Listen to this song for you, it's super nice." Then the melody of Nicholas Tse's "Walk and Love" floated into my ears.

I remembered that once because I couldn't solve the question asked by Fan Yu, I racked my brains for a long time.I thought Fan Yu would laugh at himself.But Fan Yu snatched the topic from his hand, and said angrily, what kind of stupid topic, don’t care about it, I’m going to watch TV.

I remembered that weekend, my aunt invited me to my house for dinner.I sit beside Fan Yu, like a family.Fan Yu put a hairy crab into my bowl and said:

"This is delicious when eaten with seasonings. You peel the crab shell yourself, and I don't even bother to peel it myself."

I thought about it a lot, how much I hope what happened tonight is sincere, instead of Fan Yu making a fuss like a child.

I feel that I can no longer go to my aunt's house, and I can't turn my liking for Fan Yu into love, that would be of no benefit to anyone, and no one would like to see such a thing happen.

But how should I tell my aunt about this!

Early the next morning, I just stepped into the door of the classroom. Before I could put my schoolbag away, I was pulled out of the classroom by Shao Wei. I don’t need to tell you where I went. You know it, yes, it’s still the classroom The little attic next door.

I was pulled into the small attic, Shao Wei turned around and locked the door, then without saying a word, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, pressed me against the wall, finally moved his face closer, blew his nose and stared, and pointed his nose at me He sniffed his body, his eyes scanned up and down, as if he wanted to force me.

It was the first time I saw such a manly side of Shao Wei, and I couldn't help but feel good about him. From my point of view, he must have developed a good feeling for me because he was acquainted this time. Otherwise, why did he always drag me into the school? Attic, I used to fight and talk with me in private, thinking like this, seeing Shao Wei's face was about to stick, I hurriedly closed my eyes shyly.

"Don't be smug! You think I pulled you in because I wanted to force you!" Shao Wei finally spoke.

"Then what do you want to do, let go of your hands, let's keep a little distance, let's talk!" I slowly opened my eyes.

"I just want to smell, is there any smell of the lover of my dream on your body, is there any trace left by the lover of my dream." Shao Wei let go of his hand and said.

"Traces? What traces can there be!" I asked meanly.

"To put it lightly, there are traces of touching and kissing, but to put it more seriously, there are traces of licking and biting, and traces of some special liquid." Shao Wei's words made me feel very strange.

I will learn to be smart now, and I will keep silent, and the more I say, the more mistakes I make.

"Tell me, what are you doing together again?" Shao Wei asked confidently.

"No, what do we have time to do together!" I retorted immediately.

"Why is there no time? Wasn't there time for the self-study class last night?" Shao Wei had something in his words.

"Evening self-study? I haven't come to the classroom for evening self-study these days, you know it! But aren't all those pesky ghosts here..." Inadvertently, I said the mantra to Tu Hao.

"Damn it?" Shao Wei wondered.

"I mean, isn't your dream lover, Tu Hao, studying late in the classroom!" I hurriedly changed my tone.

"Do you really don't know, or do you pretend you don't know! The lover of my dream just didn't come to the classroom to participate in the evening self-study last night, and the two of you disappeared at the same time last night!" Shao Wei said through gritted teeth.

What!It turned out that he didn't participate in the evening self-study last night either!No wonder it's such a coincidence, I bumped into the big devil right after I walked out of the little devil's house!Could it be that he has been waiting for me there?

So happy!