Pet me, are you addicted?

Because of a phone call and a letter from Lin Fan, I not only met Li Xuan like a dream, but also talked to each other.During that time, Li Xuan appeared in my life, which once made me become a lot colder towards Tu Hao.

Talking about Lin Fan, I remembered some things when I was in the third year of junior high school.

That day, it was Sunday afternoon, and all the boarding students who went home would return to school one after another, and the school required evening self-study tonight.

After I returned to school, I saw a bright red list on the school public column. It was the red list of the latest monthly exam. I was ranked first, and my name was impressive.

When I walked to the dormitory, I couldn't see anyone, and I realized that I was back early again.Dazed by joy, I lay quietly on the bed alone.

Just as I was thinking about some problems, the door of the dormitory was pushed open, and it was Lin Fan who was sleeping on my upper bunk.Lin Fan saw that I was alone in deep thought, didn't speak, didn't call me, but threw his schoolbag on his bed, and lay beside me.

I moved my position consciously, I'm used to him occupying my bed.The lower bunk saves the hassle of climbing up and down, so it's always more welcome.

Lin Fan took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked leisurely.Smoking is prohibited on campus and dormitories, so it is safer only on weekends, and there are inspectors patrolling on weekdays.

Every week, the dormitory management will set aside a certain day to organize inspectors to conduct a random inspection of the dormitory.If cigarettes are found, the civility and discipline points of the class will be deducted, and the individual will be criticized by the whole school.

I don't know where Lin Fan hid the cigarettes.Under the pillow, under the straw mat, or in the book.But for me, nowhere is safe.Maybe Lin Fan put the cigarette on his body - the most dangerous place is the safest.

Looking at Lin Fan's fair skin, pretty face, and long hair, I don't think he looks like a bad student at all.I heard from him that he has an older brother who works as a teacher in our school and teaches Chinese, but now he is the management cadre of the school security department.

Curly white smoke spit out from Lin Fan's mouth, which made me cough a few times.

Only then did Lin Fan start talking:

"I used to have a girlfriend."

"Fart, how old are you, you have a fart girlfriend." I smiled and coughed a few more times, because Lin Fan breathed the smoke directly into my face.

I don't know when Lin Fan learned to smoke.I think of the little bastard in my class, Chen Shuibing, who also smokes.Chen Shuibing usually likes to cling to Lin Fan, and they often go outside the school after school.

Once, I saw them smoking in the toilet together.I remember Lin Fan winking at me that time, but I pretended not to see them.

Sometimes I think Lin Fan is very special when he smokes.Others look ruffian when they smoke, but he has a bit of heroism and talent, like a poet trapped in love and distressed.

In fact, he did write some short poems.Some people say that the inspiration to write poetry comes from troubles.I think Lin Fan should be the young Werther in reality.

Back then, students in our township schools had to go to the city to take the senior high school entrance examination.

The day before I entered the city, in the dilapidated public bathroom behind the dormitory building, I finally took a shower and had to queue up to change my Nene.

Put on the fancy T-shirts that I usually dare not wear. The fabric is the kind that is cold in the sun.The F[-] logo was printed on the front, colorful, and none of them were solid colors. Such clothes were listed as strange clothes by the school at that time.

On the last night of self-study at school, we were in a particularly comfortable mood.The commotion of talking and laughing lurks in every classroom in the quiet teaching building, one after another, it seems that if they are not controlled, they will explode together.

The day I entered the city was the day before the exam.Almost all of us kept our eyes open, waiting for the dawn while reviewing.The big and small bags have already been packed, just waiting for the dormitory's whistle.

The teacher got on the bus with us, everything was ready, the bus slowly left the school and left the town.Along the way, the song played in the bus happened to be the tape I listened to in the last month.

Chang Xinzhe's love song, "From the Beginning to the Present":

(monologue)

Can you really forget your first love?

If one day,

You meet someone who looks exactly like him,

Is he really him?

Is it still possible?

Is this the tolerance of fate or another bad joke.

(Sing)

If this is the end,

Why can't I forget you,

Time has changed and we bid farewell to innocence...

Entering the urban area of ​​Jianzhou City, the bus took our eight classes to the place where we stayed for the three days of the exam—the Party School Hotel of the Communist Party of China.At that time, we all had thirteen classes, and only half of the students could live here.

The other half were arranged to live in the dormitory of Jianzhou No. [-] Middle School.It is said that those of us who live in the party school are lucky to have the meticulous care of the party.Believe it or not, I really do.

There are six of us in one room, three mat beds and one spring mattress on the floor.Lin Fan and I were in the same room. I was lying on the same bed at first, but I still slept with Lin Fan on the floor of the bouncer.

When arranging rooms at school before, it was said that each room in the hotel has only three beds, and the two of us are required to sleep in one bed, and free pairing is allowed, but only if we are of the same sex.

At that time, Lin Fan came to me bluntly and said that he was sure to sleep with me.I didn't make any response, my inner emotions were half excited and half worried.

For me, Lin Fan is like a virus that triggers desire, and I have no immunity to this virus.At that time, we had already divided the table, thinking about the time at the same table is always short.

At noon that day, we were arranged to eat in the party school cafeteria.The canteen of the party school is very large, and the dining table is not a small square table like the canteen of a middle school, but a big round table.The teacher eats with us at the next table.

I have been classmates for three years, and it is the only time that I sit around a big table to eat like this.If it weren't for the delicious food at the party school, this precious occasion should be more restrained, instead of wolfing down like us, picking up the broth and pouring it directly into our own bowls.

Although meals are casual, there is still discipline before meals.The school leaders repeatedly emphasized that we must wait for a table full of people before we can use chopsticks, and we also hope that we can come to the cafeteria to eat on time.

Once, I was delayed by queuing for a hot bath, and I was already [-] minutes late to the cafeteria, and I saw my fellow diners waving and shouting to me from a distance.When I sat at the table, I realized that they hadn't eaten and were waiting for me.

I felt sorry at the time, but now I am moved. You are really lovely people.For the next two days, I stopped taking hot showers, and went to the place where I wash in the morning with Lin Fan to take cold showers.

In the afternoon, we went to familiarize ourselves with the examination room.After getting familiar with the examination room, we received an urgent notice saying that black signature pens must be used uniformly for the examination.And those of us country kids have always used ballpoint pens.

So after dinner, we were called to the Great Hall for self-study.The Chinese teacher wants us to do one thing tonight-practice calligraphy.Because the first subject of the test on the first day tomorrow is Chinese, handwriting is very important.

Apparently the math teacher was not happy, saying that although maths is ranked second in the ranking, it is the key to gaining points.

Self-study ended early, we went back to wash and prepare for bed.That night, I slept with Lin Fan for the first time.

In the dead of night, I lay beside Lin Fan, unable to fall asleep, and reluctant to close my eyes.

I stared wide-eyed, looking at Lin Fan who was sleeping next to me, my sex surged.

I couldn't help myself, and deliberately put my legs on Lin Fan's body.

I pretended to fall asleep, but Lin Fan was woken up by me.

He moved my leg away from him in a good manner.After waiting for a while with ulterior motives, I put my legs on Lin Fan's body again.This was repeated several times, causing Lin Fan to complain the next day, saying:

"Fortunately, I'm a man. If I were a woman, I wouldn't have been eaten by you."

I was very happy when I heard it, but actually my heart was also bitter. I was so excited that I didn't sleep well all night!

On the last day of the senior high school entrance examination, we all had a great time!Lin Fan and I had a "big fight" in the hotel. There was a big hole in the inner thigh of my trousers. Lin Fan punched my watch, and the mirror surface was shattered.

To make up for it, Lin Fan lent me a pair of trousers and gave me his cassette player.During that summer vacation, I used Lin Fan's cassette player to listen to Zhang Xinzhe's songs repeatedly.

Later, we lost contact until Li Xuan appeared.

In a blink of an eye, it is November, and the annual school sports meeting is about to kick off.

"Friendship comes first, competition comes second. Honors are light and light, and the most important thing is participation. Dear students, hurry up to sign up. If you miss this time, you will have to wait another year. Long-distance running, sprinting, high jump, long jump, shot put, softball, whatever you want Pick, choose as you please." The sports committee member was like a street stall owner, yelling in the classroom, calling on the students to sign up for the school sports meeting.

I didn't go to Fan Yu's home as a tutor, so at this time, I came to the classroom every day for evening self-study.There are two classes in the evening self-study, each class is one hour, and there is a break of 10 minutes between classes.

During the break of the first self-study class this day, I went for a walk in the playground downstairs.The lights of the teaching building permeate the dark playground.In the half-light vision, I can see some sparse people.

I was walking, and suddenly a familiar figure jogged past in front of me.I recognized the figure and exclaimed excitedly:

"Li Xuan!"

The figure stopped, and it turned out to be Li Xuan.He said:

"Hey, it's you, me. You also come to school for self-study at night?"

"Yeah, it will come later. Are you running?" I asked a question that I thought was stupid.

"Well, I signed up for the school sports meeting, and I usually want to exercise more."

"Really, you are so brave!" I was taken aback, I didn't expect to sign up for the sports meeting with Li Xuan's physique.

At this time, I carefully examined Li Xuan up and down, just as Lin Fan once told him on the phone, Li Xuan is indeed becoming more and more manly.

"It's not that I'm brave, it's that the students in my class with good physique are so weak inside. The head teacher mobilized for a long time, but still no one voluntarily signed up. I got angry and told the teacher that if they don't participate, I will participate. Who said that only people with good physique can participate in the sports meeting."

"Well done, I admire you so much. So what project did you sign up for?" I asked.

"Two events of long-distance running, 1500 meters and 3000 meters."

"Well, then you continue to exercise and work hard!"

"Thank you, I'll do my best."

As Li Xuan said, a big smile appeared on his face.

On the way back to the classroom, I did the math. There is still half a month before the opening of the school sports meeting. If I also sign up for the long-distance running, I have half a month to study with Li Xuan in the evening. In the dark and quiet playground, we ran and trained together. .