Pet me, are you addicted?

When the movie ended, I noticed that Tu Hao had disappeared.

"He said he had to leave beforehand." Li Xuan said, "I want to play some games in the game hall next door. Shall the three of us go together?"

"I'm not going. Ou Yue, you can play with Li Xuan!" Xiaopang said.

I happily replied:

"Okay!"

After finishing speaking, I realized a very serious problem, I don't know how to play games.

The entrance of the game hall is covered by a cloth curtain, and there is a sign beside it that reads "Minors are not allowed to enter".

I followed Li Xuan, got into the curtain, and walked into the game hall in a hurry.In fact, this is the first time I have entered the game hall.

Every time he passed the game hall on the street, he always peeked in through the gap of the covered curtain.It seemed that someone was doing some shady business there, and this always aroused the curiosity of those who hadn't been inside.

I saw that the people in the game hall were almost minors, and they mainly played competitive sparring games.They beat the big buttons on the game console excitedly, as if they were really fighting with the people in the game.

Li Xuan bought dozens of coins and gave me half of them.

"What games do you like to play?" Li Xuan asked.

"Play whatever you want." I lied.

We found a place where there happened to be two idle machines next to each other.Li Xuan put coins into the game machine and started the game, but seeing me looking at him, I didn't even turn on the game machine.

"Why don't you turn it on?"

"I'll play again later, let's watch you play first." I said shyly.

I feel like my lie has been exposed.Li Xuan smiled and said to me:

"This is one of my favorite games."

Li Xuan began to play the game while explaining to me how to operate these buttons in order to get through.I didn't pay attention to the skills of listening to the game, I listened to Li Xuan's voice with great pleasure.

This is the first time that I feel so close to Li Xuan in my heart. We are doing something together, and it is only the two of us. I am grateful for Xiaopang's departure.

I often thought afterwards, if Tu Hao hadn't appeared in my world, I should have fallen in love with Li Xuan easily.

So that day, I wrote a letter to Lin Fan.

I specifically mentioned Li Xuan in the letter, and briefly talked about our participation in the sports meeting together.I had ulterior motives and didn't show my game results.

I actually wanted to use this to find out if Li Xuan mentioned the sports meeting to Lin Fan, and if he told Lin Fan about my fearlessness in running across the finish line in the last place.

In addition, I also focused on telling Lin Fan in the letter about the marriage of the class teacher in the third grade of junior high school.That day, more than a dozen junior high school students pooled together money to buy gifts and sent them to the head teacher's home.I went too, but didn't have a great time.

Sometimes, I would have a terrible idea that the teacher usually pays special attention to the students with good grades, not really liking them, but using them for their duties.

In the letter, once I mentioned those people in the third year of junior high school, I thought of those things in the third year of junior high school, and naturally I couldn't avoid the time when I fell asleep with Lin Fan in the days of the senior high school entrance examination.

A few days later, I received a letter from Lin Fan.The content of the letter is as follows -

Ou Yue:

Receiving your letter, I was surprised at first, and then happy.I've never written a letter for so long, I'm ashamed, I'm sorry!

On Saturday night, I met Li Xuan online, and he said he would write me a letter. Yesterday, a buddy from Class 5 said that I had a letter with him.

Is the teacher in charge of the third grade of junior high school married? ? ?Unexpectedly, she would be wanted by someone, what kind of troubled world is this, this is!

How is your relationship with Li Xuan now?What about his grades?How about it?

If you have time, ask Li Xuan to call me: 3886551.

Are you handsome now?I really want to see what you look like.When do you have a holiday, how about we make an appointment to get together.Can you get in touch with those classmates in the third grade?You should always call to tell me about their situation!

If you have time, really find a place to meet up,

I really miss you,

And those classmates,

At the same table in the third grade of junior high school,

friends forever,

Lin Fan!

After receiving the letter from Lin Fan, I mustered up the courage to come to class 3 again and meet Li Xuan.

"Li Xuan, this is Lin Fan's phone number. He asked you to call him when you have time." I copied the phone number from the letter on a post-it note and handed it to Li Xuan.

"Ou Yue, do you have time this weekend?" Li Xuan asked suddenly after taking the phone number.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Let's play with Lin Fan's school together?"

"Okay!"

Finally, when it was the weekend, I wore a long-sleeved T-shirt and a short-sleeved shirt.

After lunch, I came to the intersection and met with Li Xuan.We took the bus together. On the bus, the driver played Teresa Teng's song, and a song "Spring Breeze Fills the Town" spread in the spring-like air.

We came to No. [-] Middle School from No. [-] Middle School and met Lin Fan.Lin Fan is a pure man. With his hands in the hip pockets of his jeans, he took me and Li Xuan to the campus for a while.

"Although our academic performance is not as good as that of the students in your school, we can still visit the school." Lin Fan said with a self-deprecating tone.

After visiting the campus, Lin Fan took them to the game hall.The game hall this time is a bit more advanced than the one next to the cinema. It is a football game called "Pro Evolution Soccer".

After playing for a while, Lin Fan saw that I was not active enough, and suggested to play in a more exciting place.

It turned out that there was a stream nearby with a width of about 100 meters and a depth of no less than five meters.A viaduct spans the stream above the stream, and that is the only railway line that passes through the small city.The minimum height of the viaduct from the water surface is not less than ten meters.

Lin Fan took Li Xuan and me up the viaduct along a steep ladder, and they walked along the rails to the center of the stream.Looking down at the flowing water in the stream from the viaduct, I felt a little weak in my legs.

Lin Fan said:

"There used to be a student standing here, and suddenly the train came, and he jumped directly, and was drowned in the water."

I say:

"Is he committing suicide?"

Lin Fan said:

"If you want to commit suicide, you can go directly to the river and go to the deep water. Why bother to climb to such a high place first and then jump down."

I say:

"Maybe he originally wanted to commit suicide by lying on the rails, but he regretted it when the train came."

Lin Fan said:

"Look at where we are standing now, there is half a meter away from the train track. Even if you repent, it is absolutely safe to stand here obediently."

I say:

"Is there no one nearby to hold him?"

Lin Fan said:

"I didn't witness it, I just heard the train was coming and he jumped."

Finally, Li Xuan, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke up, saying:

"He must have been the only one at the time. He must have been frightened by the high-speed train. Not to mention the strong vibration of the viaduct caused by the train running over the rails, the piercing whistle alone was enough to drive people away. Compared with a strong group, a single person is so weak and drifts with the wind."

Now, it's Lin Fan and I's turn to be silent.

When I heard it, I secretly wanted to say:

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, you're not alone, and I'll hold your hand so you won't fall. If you want, I'll hold you tight in my arms, and I'll really jump, Let's dance together."

Unfortunately, I didn't dare to say these things in my heart.

After staying on the viaduct for a while, we didn't wait for a train to pass by, so we went to the place where Lin Fan lived, which was a rented room outside the school.

Lin Fan lay on the bed, played the music, and told me to lie down on the bed with Li Xuan.Li Xuan shook his head and lay down on the table.I took off my shirt and lay down on the bed.Lin Fan asked Li Xuan:

"Why don't you lie down on the bed together?"

Li Xuan said, "It's okay, I'll just sit here."

Eason Chan's "Sad Letter" came from the repeater, and the three of them fell silent at the same time.

(lyrics)

……

Xu Xu took this letter again as you clinging to me and hugging me,

It's a pity that the letter is too thin, how can it be filled and lost,

The sooner you believe the injury, the sooner you suppress the pain, the heavier it will be,

Difficult to balance the ups and downs of my anxiety,

It is hard to forgive the repeated changes in my heart,

……

Still need you so much still need you so much,

If today is lost, how to retreat and how to advance,

If you don't believe it, you'd rather die than believe it,

But no matter how excited my hands are, I still have to hurt my letter.

(Finish)

Eason Chan's affectionate and stinging singing stopped, and Lin Fan spoke:

"Ou Yue, in your letter to me last time, you mentioned something about the third year of junior high school. You said that during the days of the senior high school entrance examination, we slept in the same bed because there were not enough beds? I don't remember much. gone."

I was surprised when I heard this, I didn't expect Lin Fan to talk about this matter in front of Li Xuan and himself, I felt embarrassed and lied quickly:

"Actually, I don't really remember much, hehe." In order to escape, I put aside the topic in time and continued: "I do remember that year, when many big events happened."

"Big thing? What's the matter?"

"For example, SARS, and the Iraq War, I still remember them all vividly."

"Yes, at that time there were still a few months before the high school entrance examination, and I was exhausted from studying every day. A few days before the Iraq war started, I remember, we listened to the radio every day before going to bed, looking forward to when the war would start, and then a few days later we really Then came SARS, and we were all worried, afraid that we would be quarantined, and there seemed to be rumors that the senior high school entrance examination does not need to be taken in the city, in order to prevent the spread of the epidemic.” When Lin Fan was told by me, he also remembered those things.

"How did the SARS virus come from?" Li Xuan asked.

"That virus is called H7N9, right?" I said.

"That's right, you study biology class well, someday you will find out how this virus came from, and tell me, a kid who can't read." Lin Fan laughed at himself again.

"I guess I have to learn politics well. Because it is possible that this H7N9 is a new medical drug made by the United States, in order to prevent China from having the energy to deal with the Iraq war." I made a rare joke, which amused Lin Fan.

In the evening, after the three of us had dinner together, Li Xuan and I said goodbye to Lin Fan and took the bus back to No. [-] Middle School.After getting off the bus, Li Xuan said he wanted to go to the toilet, so he took me to the toilet of the Internet cafe.

After Li Xuan went to the toilet, he wanted to surf the Internet, so he asked me to play with him for a while.So, I sat by the side and watched Li Xuan go online.This is the first time for me to enter an Internet cafe, and I usually use computers in the computer room of the school.

Li Xuan kept looking for some web pages for me to read, as if he was showing me something new to look at.But I don't seem to have adapted to the environment of the Internet cafe, and I have been absent-minded.

After a while, Li Xuan saw that I was not in good condition and said:

"I still want to play for a while, do you want to go back first?"

I wanted to stay with Li Xuan for a while longer, but somehow, I said "goodbye".

I suddenly felt that sometimes I seemed to be in the same world as Li Xuan, and sometimes I seemed to be in a different world.

Walking home alone, I suddenly wished so much that Tu Hao suddenly appeared in the coffee shop on the corner of the street.