Pet me, are you addicted?

"What! His feet, you mean, did you touch his feet with your feet? Or, with your hands?" Shao Wei obviously didn't believe it.

"I..." I couldn't control myself. Facing such a fragile Shao Wei, I didn't want to hurt him, but at the same time I didn't want to deceive him.

"Ou Yue, tell me everything, I won't treat you like before, because in my opinion now, Tu Hao has gone away from me, and you are walking into my heart step by step." Shao Wei His calm and sincere words calmed my trembling heart.

"Shao Wei, I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't have concealed my feelings from you. In fact, like you, I was fascinated by Tu Hao. I like him, but I'm not as good as you. There is more to my liking for Tu Hao. Disgusting. I don't know what I'm talking about, but I'm really sorry." In a moment of impatience, I started talking nonsense, and couldn't stop apologizing out of fear.

"If you like someone, no one is sorry for anyone. Even if Tu Hao is so indifferent to me, I don't think he is sorry for me. The fact is that the more indifferent he is, the more I like him. In fact, I have already seen it, you Look at Tu Hao's eyes, when you face him, the expression on your face changes, I know you like him, but you may not be sure." Unexpectedly, Shao Wei not only didn't mean to blame him at all, but followed him I talked about the concept of love, and just as my emotions eased up a bit, Shao Wei turned to ask sharply:

"However, what about the feet you just mentioned?"

My heart skipped a beat, it seemed that I couldn't get around this hurdle after all, so I had to go all out.

"Shao Wei, I told you not to be angry, okay?"

Seeing Shao Wei nodded with a smile, I mustered up my courage and said:

"I said that I touched Tu Hao's feet, not with my feet, but with my hands. I not only touched his feet with my hands, but also touched his calves, thighs, and even his place. In fact, I slept with Tu Hao one night in the dormitory of the school."

I closed my eyes tightly, for fear of seeing Shao Wei's reaction, I think he will be furious!

However, before I opened my eyes to see Shao Wei's expression, a burst of hearty laughter floated into my ears.Unexpectedly, Shao Wei actually reacted like this, bursting into inexplicable laughter.

"Ou Yue, you are really much better than me. You actually put Tu Hao, who is so indifferent, to sleep in just a week. My mother, I am really willing to bow down this time. However, you used it What method made him submit?" A curious expression appeared on Shao Wei's face.

"Shao Wei, stop joking. It's not what you think. Although we slept together, we just slept at one end and didn't do anything. I touched him secretly after he fell asleep. How could I?" How can you make him succumb!" I laughed at myself, as if I just picked up a big deal and didn't want to show it off.

"At least I'm much happier than my old lady." Shao Wei concluded.

"Maybe it's because I'm like his brother. He once told me a lot about his brother." I confessed.

"You mean, the reason why he is not indifferent to you is because he thinks you are like his younger brother, that's all?" Shao Wei seemed to realize something.

"I think so, otherwise you would have thought that he was just as good as us? I didn't see that! At the beginning, he patted his ass and went to the provincial capital without saying a word. You told me about this!"

"In this way, I suddenly feel more relieved. Who made me look like his younger brother! But you have slept with him, in order to indirectly feel his tenderness, then I will sleep with you tonight. !” Shao Wei said, and rushed towards me like a wolf like a tiger.

"Okay, then I will sacrifice myself, who made us fall into the world at the same time!"

So, I didn't move, didn't resist, just lay there like a dead body, and let Shao Wei touch it casually.

We are gradually falling into the dreamland in the fantasy, we put a smile on our face, swallow the tears in our stomach, we are eager to see that person in the dreamland, the person who left without saying goodbye.

In the next few days, Shao Wei and I often talked all night long, we missed the past and looked forward to the future.Shao Wei became my spiritual mentor invisibly. What a stubborn person he is who doesn't believe in fate!

A few days later, Shao Wei bid farewell to my hut and went home.He seems to have reached a kind of reconciliation with this past relationship. He decided to face his family with a new look, and wait for the right opportunity to make a thorough confession to his family.

On the day I sent Shao Wei away, he left me a string of mobile phone numbers.Shao Wei said, this is Tu Hao's number in the provincial capital.

I was a little moved. Li Xuan once said that he would give me this serial number, but he never gave it to me. I didn't ask Shao Wei, but Shao Wei gave it to me on his own initiative.

As if he had changed into a different person, Shao Wei said something like this to me:

"Although I have no drama at all, you are different. You have innate capital. No matter whether Tu Hao likes you or not, at least he will not hate you. So, promise me, please don't give up on him, no matter where he is If you really like him, go make him like us and make him fall in love with you."

Shao Wei's words deeply shocked me. Before hearing these words, I never thought about changing a person who is different from myself. Since then, this idea has sprouted in my mind.

Jinse has no end in fifty strings, a string of thoughts and a string of years.

Time flies like water, and we are no longer by each other's side.What's left?

One day, in Proust's world, I discovered a secret in my subconscious.It turned out that although he disappeared in my real world, he always existed in my subconscious.

As written in "Reminiscence of Things Past", "The essence of love is that the object of love is not a real thing, it only exists in the lover's imagination."

For a long time, I always dreamed of Tu Hao.

Sometimes he is far away, I run to him, and when I get closer, he suddenly moves away from me.Sometimes he is always in front of my eyes, I look at his face, approach him gently, and hug him in my arms.

The moment I wake up from the dream, I can clearly remember every picture in the dream.After just a few minutes, my memory seems to be seriously declining, and the you who appeared in my dream became more and more blurred in my mind.

I continued to lie on the bed, tried to close my eyes, and tried to enter the subconscious state, but the speed of the stream of consciousness was beyond my reach, leaving me with infinite loss in reality.

During my senior year in high school, I was lucky enough to meet Tu Hao again, and it was a night I will never forget.

It was the first semester of the third year of high school, a very special day, although it was not an important day to me, but because it was very important to Tu Hao, it became a special day in my heart.

That day was the birthday of Tu Hao’s younger brother Tu Yue. It was on this day last year that Tu Hao and I sat in a corner coffee shop and had a long talk. I still remember it vividly.

Tu Hao said that every year on this day, he would go to this coffee shop to celebrate Tu Yue's birthday.Although Tu Hao has transferred to the provincial capital, it is unlikely to appear there, but I still walked there unknowingly.

It's still the same street, the same coffee shop, with the same items and the same brightness of lights.I walked softly into the glass window and looked in.

I look forward to seeing familiar figures, tempting cakes, and soft candlelight on the table and chair by the bed.However, behind the window, there was nothing, it was empty.

At the door of the coffee shop, there was a familiar song, "Ten Years" by Eason Chan. Although I had only been separated from him for a year, and although I had listened to this song no less than a hundred times, the situation and the scene made me listen to it a hundred times. Not tired.

(lyrics)

If those two words do not tremble,

I won't find that I'm uncomfortable,

No matter how you say it, it's just a breakup,

If there is no request for tomorrow,

Holding hands is like traveling,

Thousands of gates,

There is always someone to go first...

Listening to the familiar music, I was a little depressed.Walking into the store alone, I sat on the chair under the window.Last year today, it was at this position, the candlelight cake was placed on the table, and Tu Hao sat opposite me.

At this moment, things and people are not here, and I am sitting here, waiting alone.He shouldn't show up, right?I should have called him first, but what can I say?

Shao Wei gave me a mobile phone number, but I never used it.How many times, I walked into the stationery store with his mobile phone number, sat on the phone seat, hesitated for a long time.

How many times, I dialed his number, and then there was a "beep" on the receiver, but I hung up the phone immediately.It seemed that it was a time bomb, and every second you waited would increase the risk of explosion.

Finally, once, I mustered up the courage and vowed to wait for the moment when the bomb exploded.Following three "beeps" from the handset, a familiar but unfamiliar "Hello" sounded.

My heart was ups and downs, but my mouth was silent and there was no response. There was no need to respond. It was enough to hear his voice.There are several consecutive "hello".

I didn't say anything from the beginning to the end, waiting for him to get angry, it was like making a harassing call.He was clearly getting impatient and hung up the phone viciously, what a nuisance!

This idiot has gone to the provincial capital, and it seems that his temper has become even worse. He will not come back to this boring small county town!I looked out of the window in frustration, and a familiar figure came from afar.

is it him?is it possible?I watched intently, wiped the glass on the window with my palm, and my sight became clearer, and the figure got closer and closer.

My heartbeat started to speed up and the frequency became disordered.I feel the cells in my whole body are moving and my blood is boiling.The figure was already approaching the window, and his face came into my eyes impressively.

It was really him, that nasty ghost, that big devil, that Tu Hao who seduced me, tempted me, approached me, attracted me, but pissed me off, made me sad, and finally left without saying goodbye.It's incredible, I thought.It was inexplicable, he must be thinking so.

Last year today, I was outside the window, he was in the window, I was staring in, he was staring at me inexplicably.

At this moment, I am in the window, he is outside the window, he is staring in inexplicably, and I am staring at him incredulously.