Pet me, are you addicted?

Occasionally, I also walk out of the campus.This is the Hexi University City in Changsha, at the foot of Yuelu Mountain, on the banks of the Xiangjiang River.It is said that it is a university city, so there is naturally not only one university, but three universities gathered here.

Running through these three universities is Lushan South Road, which is also a street I often visit these days.There are many students on this street, no matter which school they come from, they walk together all the way, regardless of you or me.

There are various small shops on Lushan South Road to attract and satisfy students with various preferences.Those who like musical instruments go to piano stores, those who like to watch DVDs go to video stores, those who like to sing go to karaoke, those who like to dress up go to clothing stores, those who like to play games go to Internet cafes, and those who like to read books go to bookstores.

What attracted me the most was the street stalls along the way.Some are food stalls set up by adults, some are toy stalls set up by students, some are travel goods stalls set up by men, and some are daily necessities stalls set up by women.

If I ran into a person lugging a case of typing CDs, it would be worthwhile to walk around the street.Or if you find a text you like on a pile of old books, then this street is not a waste of time.If you don't find anything, it's purely a walk to help digestion.

In addition to visiting school, during this time, the place I often go to is the Internet cafe.In this virtual space, I got back most of my old classmates.

From Lin Fan, I got in touch with Li Xuan.I originally wanted to get in touch with Tu Hao through Li Xuan.However, I gave up this idea when I saw a blog post by Li Xuan.Li Xuan's words stabbed my heart for no reason——

Thinking about it, he asked me what unprovoked Jinse meant.I said, I don't know, I don't know.Then it suddenly felt ridiculous.A word I like so much.I don't know what it means.It's a nice irony.

Regarding my blindness, it is as Duras said.I thought I was writing.But I haven't written anything.I thought I was in love.But I never loved.I just kept standing in front of the closed door.

always.I just stood in front of life in a trance with lowered eyebrows and pleasing eyes.Year after year in a trance.But what happened, what is life really like?

It's great sadness, my hands are empty.The Bible is the language of the philosophers, and it says that all is vanity, all is chasing after wind.After all, I am a vulgar life.Pursue things that don't exist and self-righteous beauty.

In fact, it's not worth it, I know, I know it all.This is again a void or chaos.Turns out I was just hopelessly stubborn.Greatness that wants to catch fire but cannot become a moth.

Intermittently I will think of some people and things.Missing over the top of the head, one after another.The whole world is annihilated in it.Today, I stand under the sun, and the strong light is not pale.

Indifferent, exactly what I like.I remembered what An Qi said about the chill and coldness of winter, it was very beautiful.Standing under such brilliance, I remembered the many beautiful things long ago, and the last alienation.

You see the sun is easily covered.Life is so fragile, our souls go on and on, and in the end we still have to be depressed.I want to say, I just want us to be together.But really, we've given up on each other.

How, how could such an accident happen?At first, who knows.Even later, when everything suddenly appeared, we just faced each other at a loss.Helplessly, that's all we can do.

why why?I will no longer be a child with intense curiosity.I don't ask, I don't want to know.The so-called answer will be cruel and unexpected.

Intense, I suddenly like this word.All-encompassing, including the essence of life, contrasting the cowardice of the human heart.I remember being so intense in my life.

The sun suddenly blinded the eyes, and happiness suddenly inserted into life.They or they dragged me out of the original track unreasonably.We thought we could create a real other universe.cannot!

The last of us is already the distance of the ends of the earth, we lost each other.The wind cannot carry any messages either.We are so far away, missing is a matter of the fourth dimension.

Our paleness does not qualify for heaven.You see, I'm just talking alone.This is not consolation, this is my cruelty to myself, this is the last regret I can feel.

We remember each other, obviously from the beginning.We want more than these, but standing now, there is only so much we can do.Life is plain and clean, as gentle as a kapok tree, as beautiful as a silk tree.

After losing a lot of worlds, I am alone, working hard to grow.I remember saying that I never want to see my friends sad again.But now, I just give up, I can't be anyone's salvation.All I can do is to indulge with someone.

But if you love me, you won't want to see it, then I will take it easy and enjoy it together with your life.I will live very well.Today I said to a person, slowly you will find that happiness is not important.

My world is cold, full of white snowflakes, and the wind is raging. The important thing is to be alive, not to be happy, not to be happy, not even to be free.

Who told me, you have to stick to your freedom, and you don't forget your dreams.After we run in the opposite direction.Such persistence is meaningless.Who understands?

I live firmly, you know, this is the best I can do.Talking non-stop, all without purpose and meaning, should stop after all.I'll be a normal child bearing sweet fruit...

At the back of the diary, I saw Lin Fan's message: "I always thought that I knew you very well, so I always thought that I didn't need to read your long speeches. I couldn't read those things that were too long, I thought. Am I always too opinionated."

After the military training, it was a boring National Day holiday.From this boring long vacation, the wonderful college life kicked off.

"Hello, may I ask if student Ou Yue lives in this dormitory?" A clear and sweet female voice sounded, startling the roommates in the boys' dormitory.

"That's right, it's here, Ou Yue, all the beauties are looking for you!" a roommate shouted excitedly.

I looked towards the door of the dormitory and saw two beautiful girls walking in generously.

"I'm Ou Yue, hello!" I didn't know them, and said a little panicked.

"Ou Yue, we are the senior sisters of the fellow villagers' association, and the representatives of the organization came to see you." The senior sister said, "I have been in Changsha for a month, are you still used to life?"

"It's good, I'm used to it." I said a little embarrassed.

"At this time, the weather in Changsha is very hot. You should know that after the military training. But in winter, the weather will be very cold again. You have to be mentally prepared!" said a senior sister.

"That's right, besides the weather, there is also food. Hunan loves spicy food, so try to get used to the taste here. If you are not used to it, you will have no good food. You can only choose some light food in the school cafeteria. " Another senior sister said.

"Okay, I will try my best to get used to it, thank you senior sister for your concern." I said gratefully, feeling a sense of intimacy immediately.

After some chatting, I learned that the two seniors and I came from the same high school, and the members of the Changsha Fellows Association are all from the same county, maybe from different high schools, and maybe also from different universities, so , each university has a chapter.

"In order to welcome the arrival of your new students, our school's hometown association decided to hold a small dinner, and your military training is over. The last week shouldn't be very busy, right?" After the greetings, the senior sister began to talk about the business of the fellow association. .

"I have time, senior sister will see." I said.

"Among your freshmen this year, do you know any other fellow villagers?" the senior sister asked.

"There is one who came to report with me, her name is Liu Jiating." So far, I only know Liu Jiating.

"Well, Liu Jiating, right? We've already met her."

"Sister, how did you find us?"

"We asked the Admissions Office for a list of freshmen, and we screened them based on your place of origin and found your information. Because there are too many lists, we are afraid of missing someone, so we have to ask you."

"Then how many people did you find?"

"Including your words, there are six of the new students!"

"Then how many fellows are there in our school?"

"We have seven sophomores, and there are some seniors and sisters who are above juniors, but not many. There should be about twenty in total."

"It's really hard work, senior, and you still have to run around for us."

"The main reason is that you haven't used mobile phones yet. When you use mobile phones in the future, it will be much more convenient to connect. By the way, Ou Yue, do you usually chat online? We have a chat group for fellow villagers. You can use the chat account Write to me, and I will pull you into the group when the time comes."

"Yes, I'll write it to you now." I wrote the chat account number on the note and handed it to the senior.

"Okay, at that time, there may be an address book on the General Assembly, and the fellow villagers in Changsha can easily contact them."

"That's great, maybe there are many classmates I know!"

"That's for sure. It's getting late, so the senior sister will leave first. I'll let you know when the time for the dinner party is fixed, or I'll let everyone know in the chat group, okay?"

"Okay, I often chat on the Internet. If the senior sister is busy, there is no need to come here to notify."

After seeing off the seniors, I happily returned to the dormitory, feeling very happy.

"Hey! The boy is not bad! Look at how to nourish you! There are two more beauties and seniors all of a sudden, so much luck!" the roommate joked.

"That's not true. We don't have anything in our hometown. There are all beauties. Our signature specialty is beauties!" I also responded jokingly.

"Well, next time you go home, remember to bring some of your specialties to the brothers, and I'll give you money then!" The roommate probably wanted women like crazy.

"That's not okay, it's human trafficking!" I rolled my eyes at him countless times.

After that, I was looking forward to this gathering of fellow villagers. Who are the other fellow villagers? Will there be anyone I know?And Liu Jiating, the military training is really tiring, and I have to meet a lot of new classmates. We haven't had much contact since the beginning of school.

But soon, we will meet at the fellowship dinner.Thinking about it, I am a little excited. In this strange city, fellow villagers are the kindest people.When the villagers saw the fellow villagers, their tears were in tears. I can already understand the meaning of this sentence.