Pet me, are you addicted?

The official love between Tu Hao and I started from this time.It was at this time that I learned how to truly fall in love with someone deeply.Side by side, we walked all the way to the school, through the school, and back to the rented place.

"Ou Yue, I want to confess to you, everything I have experienced in the past six months, okay?" Tu Hao asked suddenly.

"Well, go ahead, I'll listen carefully." I said.

"Our kingdom exists on the Internet. During this period of time, I have met many people through the Internet and learned a lot about our kingdom's problems." Tu Hao's story to me began like this.

"The kingdom problem? Like the character matching problem?" I asked.

"Yes, but not only this, there are many other problems. That person, I don't know where he came from, where he went, what his name was, what occupation he did. That day, I talked with him in the electronic reading room of the school. He made a video. I saw him sloppy, but his face was still handsome. He asked me, do you want to spend the night together?"

"I guess he is a straight-forward person like Ah Lei! Then how did you answer?"

"I said I thought, apart from being lonely, I was more curious. So he left me his mobile phone number and asked me to find him in an Internet cafe. The Internet cafe is near the university town. I found him soon, a slightly aggressive young man, less student-like than in the video. He asked me, would I still want to have a room with him after seeing him?"

"He seems to have no confidence in himself, or he wants to confirm your favorite taste."

"I hesitated, feeling very shy, like being asked if I would like to perform some kind of special service on him. I could have refused and went back to school as if I hadn't seen him, not to mention his overall appearance and the video. Compared to his face, I have a different feeling. Frankly, I don't like his outfit, including the dyed hair, but I kind of like his face."

"So you got impulsive?"

"That's right, I was so impulsive that night, how I wanted to burn my body once in the hotel. So, I affirmed his question. He didn't respond, as if it had nothing to do with him whether I wanted it or not. He let I waited for him for a while, and he wanted to go online for a while, saying wait and find another person. I was a little dumbfounded when I heard it. My normal concept made me resist this, but I couldn’t refuse instinctively.”

"I can probably understand that that kind of temptation can make the impossible possible."

"It's like this, so I hung up a computer and watched some movies on the web without thinking. From time to time, I secretly glanced at him across the way. His smile and sternness attracted me, and at the same time I was disgusted. I waited nervously, not knowing whether I hoped he would find someone else or that he would find no one. Maybe I really wanted some excitement, but at the same time I was more worried. In the end, my Worrying is unnecessary."

"So you are such a Tu Hao. I have known you for so long, but I have been kept in the dark."

"In fact, many times, I am not sure myself. He said that no one wants to play, and still has no expression. We walked out of the Internet cafe together. He looked at me seriously, smiled and said, where are we going? I can't see him There was a knife or candy hidden in his smile. I was straightforward and said to go to the hotel. He asked, where is the hotel? I don’t know if he is pretending to be stupid or he really doesn’t understand. I said generously, I know, you come with me. At that time, I thought it was safer than following him."

"It looks like that person is also a novice, or maybe he is not interested in you!"

"I was also skeptical at the beginning. He asked, who pays the rent? I said, you. I thought, anyway, if you don't want to go, you don't want to go. He said, share it equally. I said, okay. At that time I realized He is definitely an emotionless person. I took him to the side road next to the apartment, he really didn't know the place. It seems that this person is really not a student, at least not in this area. We each paid half After entering the room, I will take a shower first."

"Looking at it this way, Ah Lei is really good. Although he doesn't really love me, he at least has feelings for me."

"That's true. When I was sleeping, I wanted to hug him, but he didn't want to. He said that he was not used to hugging him to sleep. I suddenly became sad. Yeah, what is the relationship between me and him? Why should we hug and sleep together?" I'm a little angry, just think about it, such a person, why should I be sincere with him. He doesn't like me at all, but why does a person who doesn't like me still spend the night with me. "

"The way I see it, maybe he's just a visitor, looking for a place to spend the night."

"However, he is obviously very excited, his place is extremely full."

"Or maybe he's not interested in men at all."

"But if he's straight, then I've earned it too."

"If you think about it, he's probably the most elusive bisexual out there."

Afterwards, Tu Hao said that he had started the journey of the Japanese occupation, and the meaning of "trip" is "hotel".He lived in a hotel near the school.There are many hotels on the small road next to the student apartment, one is to provide convenience for student couples, and the other is to provide accommodation for tourists in tourist areas.

"The second friend I met was a student of our school. He added me as a friend in the chat group, saying that he saw the text of my chat. At that time, the group talked about some topics of role relationship, and I said something very Tolerant words, very casual and open tone. He said he liked what I had to say."

"It seems that he doesn't know that, in fact, not everyone is what the words show. Some people are just good at playing with words."

"But it doesn't matter, he doesn't need to know me on the inside, I just need him to be interested in me on the outside. We exchanged photos with each other. In the photos, he has fair complexion and neat clothes. He said that his taste is very special, and I hope he can Meet me. I didn't ask him what the flavor he mentioned specifically, I think I'll know when we meet."

"So, you guys met? At your hotel?"

"No, I didn't tell him that I was staying in a hotel. I asked him where to meet. He said to go to the small intersection next to the apartment. I don't want to bring him to me yet, because he invited me, You can open another room, anyway, he will pay for it. I will wait for him at the small intersection first, I am a little worried and nervous."

"Worried? It's not the first time. What are you worried about?"

"What I'm worried about is whether his person and photos will change a lot. If I see him first, if I can't accept his reality, can I avoid him and slip away? If I don't have time Slip away, what should I do, forcefully continue into the hotel with him, or refuse him face to face."

"Then nervous, are you still afraid that others will look down on you?"

"Of course, the photos I showed him are from a long time ago, and they are still very unclear. If he thinks that I have changed a lot and doesn't like me anymore, maybe he will also want to sneak away. Quietly It’s fine to slip away, but if he doesn’t slip away in time, but rejects me face to face, how should I respond?”

"As a result, you met, what kind of situation is it?"

"Finally, he appeared, and he recognized me first. After all, he was taller than I expected, and he also had a managerial temperament that surprised me. I said, your figure is much more powerful than mine. He said , I'm a little thinner than he imagined. We walked along the path, choosing hotels and communicating with each other."

"What special taste does he have, doesn't he look like an ordinary student?"

"He said he was a graduate student. I said, I'm a senior. He said he was a business administration major, and he laughed and said that I should call him a senior. He paid the hourly fee in advance at the hotel, and we walked in together A room. At this point, he began to talk about his special hobby, and that was a way that was foreign to me."

"God, I can guess the way you said it, it's so funny and scary."

"I told him I didn't have this kind of experience, I don't think I can do it. He said it doesn't matter, he will teach me, it's very simple, just like bullying me. I didn't feel afraid, anyway, he was bullied by me, Even if I didn't feel pleasure, at least I wouldn't feel pain. So my curiosity prompted me to start intimate contact with him."

"It's so filthy, it's really filthy, I never expected that you are so filthy."

"We took off our clothes. I thought that I would miss you at this time, but I didn't. I found that loving someone is not the same feeling as wanting to have sex with someone. I stroked my eyes This strange man, he is neither good-looking nor ugly, but he is fun, so it turns out that this is just a toy for adults."

"Or food would be more appropriate! We treat each other as a kind of food. We don't need to know whether the other is vegetarian or meat-eating, how it is grown, and how it is processed and cooked. We just need to put it on the table and taste it to see if it is tasty."

"We went into the bathroom to wash up together. He brought a bag of exquisite toiletries, which seemed to be specially used when we went to the hotel. After washing up, he left the hotel. He said he was going to the campus for a meeting and asked if I could go to the hotel first. Help him keep the laundry bag. I agreed, and I'm not sure if I want to try it with him again."

"Actually, I have also had similar feelings. Material things belong to matter, and conscious things belong to consciousness. The emotional emptiness can only be filled with emotion. What we want in our hearts is often too simple for us to think."

"It can also be said that what we need to strive for is often too complicated by us. What we need is actually in front of us, but we turn a blind eye, always stretch our hands far away, and work hard for those things that cannot be reached thought."

"When did you become aware of this? It was earlier when Ah Lei found you."

"It was almost when Ah Lei found me. Before that, I knew a few other people, which were quite interesting."

"Speaking of which, Ah Lei's appearance is really at the right time and place, otherwise you would not have accepted me so easily!"