Pet me, are you addicted?

A few days before I was about to leave for home, I specifically contacted Xiao Zhong. He failed the college entrance examination and started working early.

The train arrived at the small county town of my hometown in the morning.I found a hotel, opened a room, and waited for the little clock.After five years, we meet again, there are always changes, but it can be seen that the eyes have not changed.

In the afternoon, we fell asleep in broad daylight, as if we couldn't wait to relive something.In the evening, we went shopping in the street market and bought new clothes for the New Year, which are considered couple clothes.

The next morning, we parted, and Xiao Zhong promised to come to my house for the Spring Festival.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, the family entertained relatives and friends, but Xiao Zhong broke the contract and did not come.On the third day of the Lunar New Year, I went to the city and met Xiao Zhong.He took me to my cousin's house, and we were dressed as couples.

Two days later, I took the car to the place where Xiao Zhong went to work, and lived in his dormitory for another two days.In those days, all kinds of ideas sprouted in my mind. Whether an idea was mature or impulsive, it often only took time to get the answer, and the same was true for emotional matters.

On the eighth day of the eighth day, I took the train away from home and returned to the mountain city of Chongqing.When I got off the train, it was a foggy morning, just like my inner world, which was at the beginning of youth, but was confused.

Back in Chongqing, it will soon be February.The one-year lease of the house I shared with Han Qing is about to expire.Soon, I rented a single room near five kilometers by myself and lived with the family of the head of the household.

Because it was an impulsive decision, he didn't even have time to talk to Han Qing.Soon after, Han Qing also rented a single room elsewhere, and we have lived apart since then.

In the new residence, both the indoor environment and household facilities are more superior.The only inconvenient thing is that living with the head of the household, every move seems to be monitored, and there are always some polite greetings, which makes him feel extremely uncomfortable.

The head of the household has a son who is still in elementary school, and he likes to surf the Internet in my room every weekend.I'm ashamed to say no, because the boy treats me to breakfast.

At this time, I saw any again.I just started school, and I made an appointment with Anyran on the Internet a few days ago. When I return to Chongqing, I will come to see me.I told him that I had moved.But he still took the car to the community where he originally lived.

Fortunately, it was very close, so I walked to the gate of the original community to pick him up.Seeing any, I explained the situation of the new residence to him.Arbitrary expresses amazement, how can I bear to live with the head of the household.

Because I greeted the head of the household in advance and said that I would bring a classmate back for the night.So, when I came home with any wish, the head of the household greeted me warmly.

After that, the two of us hid in the room, not daring to come out at will.I searched for "The Legend of Zhen Huan" on the Internet at random, but said that I couldn't find it no matter what.I asked:

"How could it not be available online."

他 说:

"It hasn't been broadcast nationwide yet."

I say:

"It hasn't started broadcasting yet, so how could it be possible to watch it online."

Arbitrarily say:

"I mean it hasn't been broadcast on satellite TV yet, but dozens of episodes have been broadcast on local stations. I've been watching it at home."

Finally, Anyran found a video address to watch "The Legend of Zhen Huan" online.

The next day, I followed Anyan to the university town.He took me to his dormitory, and none of my roommates came back.In the dormitory, while listening to Hsiao Yaxuan's songs, he played a game, which was a game of tennis.Various professional books on any bookshelf.

It was almost time for dinner, so I called a girl randomly, and the three of them went to eat boiled fish together.That girl was an arbitrary classmate from a poor family, and her parents were very opposed to her going to graduate school.Therefore, this girl is in a difficult financial situation. She has taken many part-time jobs, and she often eats her last meal without her next meal.

Any random told me quietly that he asked her to have dinner with him just because he felt pity for that girl.After dinner, Anybody and I rushed to pay the bill first.He said that this time he was the host and I was the guest, so he insisted on paying the bill.

It was getting dark, and we walked around the campus for a while.Afterwards, Ranran didn't stay with me overnight and sent me to the bus.

Because I was typing too late last night, I woke up twice in the morning.It was the first time I woke up and went to the toilet. I checked the time, it was more than six o'clock, it was still early.When I woke up for the second time, I looked at the time. It was already 08:30, which happened to be the attendance time.

Frustrated, I had an impulsive thought: resign.After washing up, I came to the company and expressed my determination to resign to the team leader.Then, I submitted a resignation application to the Human Resources Department, and the resignation procedure was handled one month after the application was submitted.

A few days later, the director came to talk to me.The director is my college alumni, about 40 years old.I told the seniors that resigning is not job hopping, but just to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

While waiting to go through the resignation procedures, I still commute to and from get off work on time and do my attendance well.But basically there are no work tasks, so I often go to business universities.

It was during this time that I met Zhu Hang on the Internet.

The first time I saw Zhu Hang, I thought he was too tall and thin.The head of the household was not there, so I quietly brought Zhu Hang into the room.Zhu Hang's skin is very fair.

The second time I saw Zhu Hang, he invited me to sing K at Wanda Plaza, just the two of us.In the dark box, we were all tired from singing, Zhu Hang took off my pants.

After singing K, we went to the country base for dinner.When I was about to leave, I suddenly decided to spend the night at Zhu Hang's house.We first came to Sanxia Square by car, and Zhu Hang took me to a physical bookstore.

After that, we went to Zhu Hang's home from the Three Gorges Square.Zhu Hang's parents were divorced, and he lived with his maternal grandparents since he was a child.It was almost eleven o'clock when we got home.

The house was dark, so Zhu Hang's grandparents were probably asleep.After we washed lightly, we hid in the room and got into the bed.

Early the next morning, the voices of two old men came from outside the door.Zhu Hang's grandmother told Zhu Hang to get up for dinner, and then the two old people went out.Taking advantage of this time, we also got up and went out.

After the resignation procedures were completed, I started the plan for the postgraduate entrance examination, especially the plan for living expenses.I moved out of the community house five kilometers away and moved into a bungalow near Zhuang.

I rented a small single room for less than [-] yuan a month, and started a life of bitter cold.Just after the Ching Ming Festival, the outside of the bungalow is a desolate field.Golden papers floated from several piles of earthen graves.

At night, the meowing of cats outside the window hits my ears and hits people.The sliver of loneliness that filled my heart turned into an infinite sense of fear.

With an ideal and belief in my heart, I suddenly felt that the strength of my heart was beyond my imagination.I know that in order to find a balance between ideal and reality, I have to go through this difficult stage.

Zhu Hang still came to look for me, and he was dumbfounded when he saw what I did.What moved me was that I thought that he would never leave me. I thought that he could understand me and accept my temporary state.

But in fact, he just felt overwhelmed.So, we ended up parting ways.Before that, I gave him a book, "The Catcher in the Rye" by Segling.

I think that everyone's life is destined to experience some states.The sooner we realize it and experience it, the sooner we can appreciate the meaning of life and feel the true joy of life.

Lived in the bungalow for about two months.During the period, I met twice with a netizen.

For the first time, he invited me to watch a movie, which was "Super Battleship".After watching the movie, I went to his house.He lives alone in a one-bedroom house.He is two years older than me and unmarried.

The second time, at Sanxia Square, he invited me to eat steak.At his home in the evening, I ate the supper he made again.I can guess that he is a realist who likes to settle down.

After two meetings, I refused to continue with him.Because I met Zhang Jing, a person who deeply attracted my soul.

In my enigmatic circle of life, happiness is hunted.

When I met Zhang Jing, I had quit my job in a design firm.Why did I resign?This, this is a long story.

People love to ask me this question, but I always answer them very depressed, saying that there are many factors in it.

On that day, I got the resignation certificate issued by the company, and I was completely freed from the inner struggle for half a year.

The original plan was to write while taking the postgraduate entrance examination after resigning.Because I was thinking about changing jobs at that time, no matter whether the plan can be persisted, resignation is inevitable, although this decision may be a little impulsive.

Sure enough, in less than half a month, the original plan could not be carried on both mentally and materially.So back to another struggling situation.

Unable to support my heavy ideals, I began to have the idea of ​​returning to my hometown to find a job.But at this time, Zhang Jing appeared.

That afternoon, a notification sound came from the mobile phone, which was a message from an unfamiliar number.I guessed it was the pianist I met last night on a dating site.He asked me to watch his performance at night, and he called him when we got to the coffee shop. His name was Zhang Jing.

It's always hard for me to keep track of the progress of meeting a new person, when to exchange cell phone numbers, when to meet up for a date, when to invite someone over to my house, etc.However, I went out immediately.

The elevator slowly ascended to the 4th floor. When the door opened, I walked into the dim light. This is the quaint peninsula coffee restaurant.

In the center of the restaurant is a black piano, and the flowing melody is floating in the restaurant.Only the area where the piano is placed has bright lights, and the pianist sits behind the black piano. This is the first time I have seen Zhang Jing.

When approaching the piano, Zhang Jing also saw me, smiled kindly, and motioned for me to sit down in a corner.That location is on the side of the aisle, there is a computer bag on the sofa seat on the left, and a glass of lemonade on the dining table.

I walked over and took the seat on the right.Leaning on the soft sofa, I carefully observed the interior decoration of this restaurant.

A waitress brought me a glass of lemonade, presumably she knew I was a friend brought by the pianist.Then I looked at Zhang Jing's profile and enjoyed the piano music played on the spot.