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I realized that I had to walk away, the farther I walked, the more Mei Ziqiu's figure merged into the darkness behind her.

"Although I saw it, I didn't say anything." Zhuo Yue said.

"What can you say? Everything is clearly written on your face?"

"What is written?"

"Painful and helpless."

"Actually, you are much better than me. At least she loves you too."

I close my eyes and nod.When I got to the apartment, I opened Mei Ziqiu's letter.This reminds me of opening Mei Ziqiu's greeting card in front of Zhuo Yue and Luo Luo in the high school dormitory.I feel no pain at all.

"Xiao Chujun, don't worry about me. I may not be able to take care of you by your side during this period of time. You have to take care of yourself. You have to eat on time and sleep well, otherwise I will be angry.

Things have turned into what they are today, and we have to face it, but this is also my fault for impulsiveness.I know that my mother asked you out alone, and knowing that she came to you for my blind date, this must have made you very embarrassed, so I became very impulsive and told them the truth.Hope you don't blame.

Maybe I shouldn't be so impulsive. It is unacceptable for anyone to digest this matter suddenly, so I don't blame my parents for their actions.In the past two days, I have thought a lot about the things between us. For myself, it took me a long time to slowly accept my uncontrollable emotions towards you.

I told you, I dated a guy my freshman year.You have never mentioned this matter, so I know that you are actually very concerned about this matter.At that time, I missed you very much. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I vaguely felt that my feelings for you were unusual, but I was frightened by my own thoughts.So when that boy pursued me, I hurriedly agreed.During the time with him, I feel very boring, I always think of you when I am dating him, and sometimes I burst out laughing.

But until he held my hand, I withdrew my hand as if I suddenly woke up.I think of Mr. Xiao Chu.I realized that I have no love for this person, and my love already belongs to you, Xiao Chujun.

So when Xiao Chu came to Japan later, I was very pleasantly surprised.Sometimes I feel that your feelings for me are the same as mine, and sometimes I'm afraid that I'm just being sentimental, and you just think of me as a big sister like Min'er.Suffering for a long time.

I remember that day you ran over panting, I was with Qing, and he confessed to me again, but all I could think about was you, seeing you coming, Qing left very disappointed.But I was full of joy. I saw you looking at me so directly and passionately. I had a premonition that what I was looking forward to might happen. At that time, my heart was beating very fast, and my face must be very red! .

When you said you love me, I also understood all at once, everything you have done so hard is for me.Lu Miner told me a lot about you in China, and I have been following your news silently. When I knew that you suffered so much for me, I felt very guilty. Why did I make you suffer so much?Do nothing by yourself?All I can do is try to make up for it in the future.

Telling you so much, I want you to rest assured that I will always love you. "

Chapter 29

Like the greeting card of that year, I reread it many times with full of emotion and courage.It gave me the same courage as before, and finally I fell asleep with a letter in my arms.

The next day I got up early in the morning, washed up and started to make breakfast, then took a shower, and called Zhuo Yue to get up for breakfast.

Today is the weekend, I took Bonjour to play around, but I didn't go to that temple.

Zhuo Yue was surprised: "What did she write to you, so energetic all of a sudden?"

I showed the letter to Zhuo Yue.Zhuo Yue sighed in admiration.

"It's so rare. It's enough to have such a partner in life."

I smiled and said, "Yes!"

"Then what are you going to do now?"

"Didn't it be said in the letter?"

"Where did you say that?" Zhuo Yue scanned the letter paper.

"The meaning is clear. She said that we must be strong, not give up, and get through this difficulty together."

"Okay, you guys have a good understanding, how can I see it?"

"Zhuo Yue, don't give up." I suddenly said to her seriously.Zhuo Yue's grinning face suddenly turned cold.Like a thin mask slipped off her face, revealing her original expression in an instant.

"Why did you mention this all of a sudden? I'm already planning to forget about her."

"It's best to forget. But I don't want you to give up love from now on."

Zhuo Yue was silent, she was rarely silent.Her silence this time made me regret what I just said to her.Because when I said this, I didn't fully consider her current state of mind.Saying that would only hurt her more.But her silent expression made me unable to say a word of apology.It seemed that any slight movement could shatter her into pieces.

After a while she said, "I'm hungry."

Let's go to dinner together.

"I think I'm about to go back. Classes will start the day after tomorrow, and I can't skip class anymore! Otherwise, I will definitely fail this final exam."

"Are you still going to fail, Xue Shen?"

"If the god of learning doesn't go to class, the teacher won't give me a test."

The two of us put aside the topic just now and talked about relaxing things.After one night, Zhuo Yue flew away.I started working hard on my final exams.

I do everything with all my heart.Because otherwise, I will not be strong enough, and I will think of Mei Ziqiu. This is really a tormenting process for us.As Qingchuan said.

The exam went well.It's been a month and we have had no contact.But tomorrow I will go back to China, so I went to find her again at night.

The way she was illuminated by the moonlight on the window sill was more bleak than a month ago, and she looked at me even more melancholy.I'm glad I still look healthy, otherwise it would have made her even worse.

Although Mei Ziqiu was pale, she was still smiling at me.Honey, why can you be so patient?Why never dare to cry pain?Do you know how your smile is like a knife gently cutting my heart?

I couldn't help but reach out to her and hug her.Although she didn't hug her, she smiled even brighter.I don't think I will ever forget this humble scene called □□ in my life.

I said goodbye to Yoshiko Qingchuan, and got on the plane back to China.When flying above the clouds, my tears finally regained the gravitational induction, and fell desperately down.

I went home directly, saw the familiar village in the sunset, smelled the unique earthy smell of the village, and the poplar trees everywhere shook their leaves in the wind.And I saw the ginkgo tree at the entrance of the village at a glance. Instead of climbing up, I stood under the tree and stroked its familiar bark, and said softly: "I'm back." All this greatly relieved my heart.

But I seem to hear the ginkgo tree asking me: "Where is Mei Ziqiu? Why hasn't she come back?"

I couldn't answer, so I left here and went home.

Grandma sat alone at the door, and saw that I didn't hold me as nimbly as before, but stood up tremblingly with my support.

"I still hope that you will come back in the next two days! You will be back." Grandma said cheerfully.She didn't know that she was much older. When I saw my grandma alone in the sunset in front of the old house, I couldn't restrain my sadness.But in order to make grandma happy, I put a smile on my face.

Grandma is happy to make dinner for me. I will let her go into the house to rest, make dinner by myself, and eat with grandma.

Chapter 30

Grandma ate the dinner I made and kept praising it.I can't imagine how lonely and boring grandma must be when she is alone at home.I couldn't help but interrupt her and said, "You should live with your aunt."

"I'm not used to it."

"Then how boring it is for you to be here alone!"

"I'm used to it. Hehe..."

In order to make grandma happy, I ate a lot for dinner.Lying on the familiar bed at night, I read Mei Ziqiu's letter again, thinking about the plan in my heart, and fell asleep slowly.

The next day, I said goodbye to grandma reluctantly.Grandma didn't expect me to leave so fast, and she didn't want to hinder my business and didn't want me to leave so early, she was very pitiful.

When I went to Lu Miner's place, it was not easy to meet Lu Miner properly this time.

I went to the front desk of the company. I rarely come here, and the front desk has changed people, so they don't know me.

"Well, where is Lu Min'er's office?"

There was a young girl at the front desk, staring at the computer in a daze, she didn't see me until I asked a question, she immediately stood up with an official smile, and replied enthusiastically: "Are you looking for Mr. Lu?"

I nodded.

"Do you have an appointment?"

I was stunned for a while, never expecting to make an appointment with Lu Miner, so I looked at the front desk in surprise.

"Do you have an appointment?" The front desk repeated.

"Oh, no, no." I replied awkwardly.

"Then you know Mr. Lu?" The front desk said with a smile, probably because Lu Miner and I were about the same age.

"I'm her sister."

"Oh, that's it!" Only now did the front desk show a sincere smile, "Well, Mr. Lu is receiving customers now, come and sit here with me for a while, okay?"

"Okay." I nodded.

The front desk took me to a small room and brought me a cup of tea.

"Did you study abroad from Japan?"

"Yes." I laughed, it seems that almost everyone who really knows Lu Min'er doesn't know that she has a younger sister.

"Boss Lu is really young and promising!" The receptionist praised Lu Min'er a few words.The only constant thing about Lu Min'er since she was a child is that she is popular and popular.

"You sit first