my japanese girl gl

More tears, father more and more silent and smoking.

"You say you like Mei Ziqiu every day. Maybe it's just your unrequited love!" About a month later, my mother said suddenly during lunch one time.

Father smiled: "I think so too."

I saw their changes, my heart was elated, and I pretended to be calm: "No."

"Does Aunt Mei know about you guys?"

"knew."

"what!"

"She knows, she already knew."

"Then what did she say?"

"I didn't say anything." I said guiltily.

"What!" The parents were even more surprised.

"Well, I didn't say anything." I continued to eat.

Parents also ate in silence.

"Under Japanese law, same-sex marriages are allowed."

The parents frowned and didn't answer.

After a long time, my mother muttered: "I don't want you to go to Japan..."

I bowed my head and didn't speak, and ate in a hurry.I was very moved, at least I knew that my parents had begun to accept me and Mei Ziqiu.

The first time I lived with my parents for so long after I was seven years old, it was so long that I thought I would live like this forever.Until grandma's sudden death dealt a heavy blow to our family and brought our family together again.

Chapter 32

No one would have thought that such an accident would happen. Grandma accidentally fell down, her old illness relapsed, and there was no one around to call an ambulance, but it was delayed, and it was too late when she arrived at the hospital, so she could not be rescued.

The funeral was handled slowly in accordance with local customs. I sat in my hometown all day in filial piety, and the familiar house seemed to still have the busy figure of my grandma.Whenever it was dusk, I always felt that my grandma would come and ask me to eat, but after dusk, she didn't show up, and I cried again.

During that time, I lost a lot of weight and couldn't eat or sleep well.My parents are very worried about my health. Usually, I am closest to my grandma, and they know how to comfort me.

"When will you bring Mei Ziqiu to our house to play?" My father came to my room one day and said to me who was in a daze.

I glanced at him and tried to smile.My eyes are dry from too many tears, so smiling hurts my eyes a bit.

"Okay, Dad."

"Hmm." My father was always not good at words, and he was about to leave my room after he finished speaking.

"dad."

"Huh?" He stood up and walked away.

"thank you all."

"Thank you for what? You have to take a look yourself. Look at the age of your parents, they can see people. You still have a long way to go. If you are knocked down like this, what ability do you have to go on? Woolen cloth?"

I nodded: "I see."

"You can understand!"

Yes, if I get hit like this, how should I go on?Actually I wasn't knocked down, I was just sad...

After a while, I thought I should contact Mei Ziqiu.Then I called, and it was Aunt Mei who answered.

It was only then that I found out that Mei Ziqiu was going to get married next week, and the person to be married was Qing.

"Why are you pushing her so hard?"

"Xiao Chu, we didn't force her, she figured it out on her own. You should come out earlier, don't be obsessed with it."

"Let me talk to her!"

"She doesn't want to talk to you right now."

"You lied to me. Just let me have a word with her."

Aunt Mei handed the phone to Mei Ziqiu.

"Hello." On the other end of the phone, her voice was trembling.

"why?"

There was a long silence on the phone.

"Sorry……"

"I don't want to hear this, tell me why?"

Without waiting for an answer, the phone appeared to be snatched and hung up.

I held the phone in my hand and felt like the world was about to collapse.My relatives and loved ones threw me away in an instant, threw me into the cold lake, emptied my oxygen and temperature, and made me suffer and suffer.

My parents knew about this and didn't know how to comfort me.Sometimes my mother made me a lot of delicious food and advised me to eat some to nourish my body, and sometimes she loudly reprimanded me for not liking Mei Ziqiu, mocking my wishful thinking.Father has remained silent.My mother's behavior is always to make me better, but how can I get better?

What I have lost is beyond anyone's comprehension.They want me to be better and so do I, but the bad thing is I'm not them and I can't.So I'm sad alone.

During those days, I even decided to give up my studies in Japan and never set foot on that land again in my life.But Lu Min'er desperately tried to persuade me and enlighten me, so I got on the plane to Japan again.

For the first time, I felt that this flight was so desperate. All the hopes and emotions it once carried fell from the sky and shattered.

For the remaining years, I seemed to live in hiding in Japan.Always meet Mei Ziqiu, but always go to the places we have been.Go to that temple, go under that ginkgo tree.

I have no contact with Mei Ziqiu's family anymore.I often go to the bar in Aokawa and get to know many other Japanese women.I rejected everyone's love, just went to drink and listen to music, and I seldom even talked to people, as if I was cut off from people.

I went back to being silent, and I was wrapped up in this sad past, which wrapped me up and lingered.I became a heavy-hearted weirdo.

Chapter 33

Finally, after graduating, I almost escaped from Japan and returned to China.

I start thinking about my new life.First of all, there is the problem of finding a job. In fact, there is no problem. I went directly to Lu Miner's company to report.Although I haven't met the employees of their company, as usual, no one there doesn't know me, sister Lu Min'er.I always feel that anyone who knows Lu Min'er knows that she has a younger sister.

Everyone is naturally very polite to me, but I don't think highly of myself. At the same time, I also need to work hard to fill my empty soul, so I often work overtime alone in the company.

Lu Min'er was very satisfied with my performance, so she drove away after work.She has a date today, which is actually a blind date arranged by her aunt.

I worked overtime until all the people had left. I felt a little tired, so I walked to the window, looked at the endless traffic lights on the road downstairs, and unconsciously thought of the past a few years ago.Because I was busy with work, I didn't think of Mei Ziqiu for a while.

Around this time, her child is about to enter kindergarten, right?Will she be mischievous like Xiaoxin in Japanese animation and make trouble for her?At this time, their family should be happily eating the dinner she cooked together, right?Will she miss me?She'd better forget about me, it's easier to be happier that way...

Piaofei's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps behind her, and I turned around to see that it was Zhuo Yue.

We haven't seen each other for a long time, she works in her father's company.It's time to get off work. According to her life style of drinking and drinking these years, shouldn't she be dating a certain girl?Why did you come to me suddenly?

I smiled and asked, "Why are you?"

"Am I disappointed?"

"What are you talking about? I'm just curious why you have time to find me today?"

Zhuo Yue stepped forward to hug me: "Welcome back!"

"What happened to you?"

Something was wrong with her today, and there was uncontrollable sadness in her smiling face.

"Luoluo gets married tomorrow."

"Oh, she didn't tell me."

"Well. After much deliberation, I still want to ask you to accompany me tomorrow."

"Are you really going?" How can I not know that Zhuo Yue has never let Luo Luo go in her heart these years.Her debauchery, just like my crazy work, is all to numb myself,

Zhuo Yue nodded.

I promised to accompany her, and took her car home by the way, still staying at Lu Miner's house.

My aunt is watching TV at home, but my uncle hasn't come back yet.

"Xiao Chu." My aunt called me over.

"I don't know if we can get along with this Min'er today."

"If you don't know, I don't even know."

"Each of you two makes me feel at ease. One of you won't succeed, but the other will be Mei Ziqiu."

I do not speak.

"Xiao Chu, come and sit beside Auntie."

I sat down.

"Your family is very concerned about you, you know?"

"I know."

"Has it been two years?"

"Well, yes, two years."

"Our family is not uncivilized. If you like girls, you might as well find another one."

"Well, I see."

Back in the room, I unconsciously took out the letter that Mei Ziqiu had given me.The letter paper has been yellowed by the years, and I can already recite the content on it.I looked at it and let out a mocking laugh.Maybe we should really look for our own happiness as my aunt said?

In the morning, I went to the company to work overtime after breakfast.Usually there are only two or three of me, but this week is not only a general holiday, but also a National Day, so I am the only one here.

I buried my head in my work, only in this way can I temporarily forget the endless loneliness that person brought me.I had just been working for over an hour when the door was thrown open.

"Why are you here so early? Isn't it noon?" I said while looking at the computer.

"What?" It was not Zhuo Yue's voice.

I looked up, and it turned out to be Luo Fu, the secretary of the sales manager.Luo Fu is someone I am familiar with in the company, and she is the front desk lady who received me a few years ago.

Rover was dressed very young, in a long skirt and denim jacket.Although she looks ordinary, she exudes the youthful and charming temperament of a 30-year-old woman, which makes her feel good.She smiled and said to me: "You have a date today? Who do you think I am?"

"Sister Luo, it's you!" I passed her question: "Why are you here today?