my japanese girl gl

, because I have predicted it thousands of times.I stood alone under the tree, thinking about Mei Ziqiu's appearance in high school for a while, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

"Okay! Then, goodbye Mei Ziqiu. Akimoto Kaoru-kun." I said silently and walked out of the temple.

As soon as he reached the gate, he was bumped by a little boy running towards him.

"Ah, I'm sorry." The little boy said with a smile.

I stared blankly at this little boy, this is simply a shrunken version of Mei Ziqiu.

"Xiaoping, slow down." It was Mei Ziqiu who caught up to speak.At this time, she is completely different from what I just thought.She is 30 years old, and her thin body is plump, and her refined face is full of worldly fireworks.

Mei Ziqiu didn't seem to plan to see me either, so she was shocked.

Seeing his mother's abnormal behavior, that Xiaoping threw himself on his mother's lap, raised his face and shouted: "Mom!"

Mei Ziqiu ignored him, but still watched me.I felt pitiful and alone in her eyes.

In order to hide my fragility, I first smiled and said: "Mei Ziqiu, long time no see." I hope I didn't grit my teeth too much.

"Mom, mom! You know each other!"

Mei Ziqiu seemed to have regained her senses just now, hugged Xiaoping, seemed to hold up a shield to block me out of her safe range, and said with a smile: "Xiao Chujun, are you okay?"

"Fortunately."

"Mom, mom!" Xiaoping writhed restlessly in Mei Ziqiu's arms: "Let's go see Grandpa Tree God!"

"Your name is Xiaoping, right?"

"Yes! My name is Xiaoping."

"Xiaoping, you are so cute! Let your aunt give you a hug, okay? Mom needs to hold an umbrella, and it's too tiring to hold you. Aunt and mom used to be good friends! Aunt hugs you to see Grandpa Tree God, okay?"

Xiaoping looked at Mei Ziqiu, Mei Ziqiu handed Xiaoping to me, and I dropped the umbrella.I hugged Xiaoping and took him back to the ginkgo tree in the temple.Mei Ziqiu held an umbrella for us and followed us.

"I didn't expect you to come." Mei Ziqiu said.

"I didn't expect you to come either. What do you mean by coming here? My son is so old!"

"Auntie, what are you and mom talking about?" Xiaoping looked at me and asked curiously.

"You didn't teach him to speak Chinese?" I asked.

"I want to teach..." Mei Ziqiu frowned, as if recalling something unhappy.

"His father won't give it? He hates China very much."

Mei Ziqiu did not speak, it was a tacit agreement.

"Auntie, what are you talking about?" Xiaoping posted again.

"We were speaking Chinese just now, you know?"

"I do not know."

I looked at Mei Ziqiu in surprise, Mei Ziqiu looked very guilty and embarrassed.

"How are you doing?" I looked at Mei Ziqiu and asked.

Mei Ziqiu tried her best to smile: "Please don't ask me this kind of question anymore, I am too ashamed to lift my head to you."

"You don't have to feel ashamed, you have the right to choose."

Xiaoping couldn't stay in my arms any longer, so he broke free and ran around the tree.Mei Ziqiu quickly helped him button up his raincoat and hat, and hurriedly answered my words: "At that time, I didn't have the right to choose at all."

I saw her act of maternal love for her son, but when she said this to me, I felt very angry.I looked at Xiaoping bitterly: "There is no need to talk about what happened at that time! You can see how much your son resembles you, like Qing. He has inherited all the advantages of both of you."

"This is a red envelope for him. Well, this is a Chinese rule, accept it!"

"Thank you. Do you still hate me?"

"I don't know. But I guess I want you to be happy."

"Xiao Chujun...you hate me, but don't remember me anymore. Because I hope you can be happy most."

"Have you forgotten about me?"

"NO, I have not."

"Oh. I guess it's time for me to get married too. But all my family knows I love you."

"Don't be silly. I'm not worth it, will you tell me who you're going to marry?"

"A woman."

"woman?"

"Yes! A woman. She was there to comfort me when I was suffering for you."

When I finished saying this, Mei Ziqiu couldn't hold back the tears anymore.Seeing his mother crying, Xiaoping was frightened, stopped running, went back to his mother and hugged Mei Ziqiu's leg.Mei Ziqiu hugged Xiaoping, buried her head on Xiaoping's back, and kept crying.

"Xiaoping, you are a man, you will protect your mother when you grow up, you know that?"

"En!" Xiaoping let Mei Ziqiu hold her, and answered me firmly.

"Mom! Don't cry! When I grow up, Dad will never bully you again." Xiaoping said firmly in a childish voice.

I listened to what he said and carried Xiaoping over.One hand grabbed Mei Ziqiu's wrist: "He bullied you?"

"Father, I was so angry at that time that my heart attack relapsed. I was very scared. I was afraid of killing my father, so I agreed to marry Qing. Xiao Chujun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I always wanted to say sorry to you."

"Did he treat you badly?"

"Dad relapsed again last week. In the intensive care unit, I had no other options, so I brought Xiaoping here to worship Buddha."

The line of defense in my heart was defeated by Mei Ziqiu's few words and tears. I reached out and hugged Mei Ziqiu to comfort her.

Chapter 37

"Take me to see Aunt Mei! I know Uncle Qiuyuan doesn't want to see me."

Aunt Mei was sitting outside the ward, and I walked over with Xiaoping and Mei Ziqiu in my arms.Aunt May was surprised to see me.

After the simple and awkward pleasantries, I asked, "How is Uncle Akimoto?"

"I don't know yet, Mei Ziqiu took Xiaoping to worship Buddha today."

"Yeah, I know. That's where we met."

"Xiao Chu, when did you come here?"

"Yesterday. Aunt Mei, you have to take care. My mother and aunt will miss you."

"How are your mother and aunt?"

"They're all very well, Aunt May."

"That's good. Even if grandma is gone, I don't have a chance to go back and see her well." Aunt Mei wiped her tears when talking about grandma.

I bowed my head and said nothing. Grandma's departure made me grieve for a long time.I really don't want to recall those days.

"Xiao Chu, what about you? How are you?"

"She's getting married." Mei Ziqiu rushed to answer Aunt Mei's question.

"Are you going to get married? That's good! Good!"

"It's a Chinese girl." Mei Ziqiu said.

"Oh!" Aunt Mei nodded without commenting.Mei Ziqiu and I went to the hospital cafeteria for lunch, and Mei Ziqiu didn't seem to get rid of the habit of serving me vegetables.I should have felt relieved, but when I thought of her giving all this love to another person all these years, I was so annoyed that I refused to eat the food she gave me.

"I'll do it myself!"

"Oh."

After eating, change to Aunt Mei and Xiaoping.

"Where is Qing? Today is a holiday, so I didn't see him!"

"He's not available."

"Working overtime? Traveling?"

"He has some activities with his colleagues."

"What activity is so important that my father is on the hospital bed and can't get away?"

Mei Ziqiu couldn't answer.

"Did he treat you badly?"

"It's not good or not!" Mei Ziqiu sighed: "I feel more at ease when he is like this."

"Actually, he can't be blamed entirely. No one can keep a good mood facing a rock all day long."

"But you are not a rock, you are a human being," I said.

"Probably to him, I'm just a stone."

"Do you love me?" I asked suddenly.

"what?"

"do you still love me?"

"I'm not qualified."

"If you are not qualified, then who is qualified?"

"Your...yours, wife."

I get it, she's talking about Rover.

"Mei Ziqiu."

"Ok?"

"If you were given another chance, would you marry me?"

"I'm afraid not."

After hearing this answer, I felt a stab in my heart.

"Actually, parents and so on are all an excuse for you to reject me. Right?"

"what?"

"Someone told me so."

"I don't want to refuse you."

"But you did."

"I can't help myself."

We were almost arguing until Aunt Mei brought Xiaoping over.

"I'll come see you tomorrow, I'll go back first." I got up and said.

Mei Ziqiu escorted me to the door.

"Kun. I'm sorry that you are like this. You don't seem to be living happily."

"Happiness? I don't expect any more. I just want you to be happy."

"Kun, I don't think you understand yet."

"what?"

"Only you and I can make each other happy, can't we?"

In the evening I went to visit Yoshiko Aokawa's family.Their baby is very cute, sleeping in the crib, pink and soft.Qingchuan's home is very classically and elegantly furnished. I drank tea and chatted with her, watching her skillfully operate a set of complicated tea sets, and I felt admiration in my heart.Qingchuan has a unique and incisive view of the world, and chatting with him always broadens my mind and improves my horizons.

Seeing the beautiful life of the Qingchuan family, I suddenly felt a longing for the family.

As for Qingchuan's feelings for me, he only offered one sentence of advice: "Follow your heart."

follow your heart?I smiled wryly, my heart has always been only one person.I want to follow my heart, but unfortunately Mei Ziqiu's choice is beyond my control.

Talking to Qingchuan in the middle of the night, Fangzi was already sleeping soundly with her baby.I left their family and walked alone in the desolate streets of Japan.Cherry blossoms bloom by the roadside, gorgeous and colorful, just like my heart full of holes.

I was looking at the cherry blossoms all the way when I received a call from Mei Ziqiu.

"Hey?"

Xiaoping's cry came from the other end of the phone.