long drift

Yan Qingzhou wanted to find that person.

The person who, when he thinks about it now, hurts so much that he wants to dig out his heart.

He didn't know who that person was, why his soul left his body, where he was, how he was doing now, and...he didn't know anything!

Why didn't he ask him back then?Why are you so cruel and don't ask?

He watched the man find out the brother's character while chatting and laughing just after waking up, and then put on a perfect disguise. He couldn't help observing that the man always showed flaws inadvertently-those softness and childishness.

He saw that person struggling with demons, frowning as if he was experiencing unknown pain, and he was so anxious that he thought he was just worried that his lack of strength would hold him back.

He abducted that man to the bed, saw him blushing from the corners of his eyes, heard him groaning softly because of the pain, couldn't help kissing the center of his brows but thought he was just obsessed with this physical body.

He watched that person find Jupo Qingdeng to see through his hypocrisy, and at that moment he was flustered and guilty but covered it up with anger and pre-emptive hurt and scolding.

He just didn't want to admit that he fell in love with someone, and kept deceiving himself and hurting each other...

How could he be so stupid to be worthy of that person.

God thinks he's not good enough.

He can't seem to find him anymore, just like the man said.

The smile in the voice clearly collapsed at the touch of a touch, but stubbornly pretended not to care: "You can't find me either."