Demon folding

Chapter 39: Seeking Self

"Princess!"

He Yong threw himself at my feet, hugging my leg with tears all over his face.

this girl...

Reluctantly squatting down, I stretched out my hand to wipe her tears, unexpectedly, I wiped more and more tears, and suddenly remembered that on the night of the New Year's Eve, I cried so thoroughly, my heart ached.

He carefully looked at He Yong's eyebrows in his eyes, and engraved them all on his heart, not wanting to miss any outline.

"Ayong, I'm not afraid, and you don't need to be afraid either, okay?"

Probably because of the battle in front of her, she didn't dare to be too close to stop my hand, she just grabbed her legs and lapel, shook her head and cried.

"Ayong, look at these people. They stretch their necks and wait to see. If I don't follow their vision, I will bear the name of the so-called demon like my mother. Do you want me to die? Has he been reviled by others, criticized for thousands of years?"

I glanced at those people from the corner of my eye, and I still saw those ignorant and excited people. I was disappointed after all.

Looking back, seeing that He Yong was a little moved, he took advantage of the situation and pretended to be wronged, and said, "You have also heard how mother blamed and cursed for them, are you willing to let me treat them like this..."

"You promised me..." He Yong opened his mouth and rolled a lot of tears, hitting the back of my hand, it was so hot that my heart was full of bitterness.

"Stupid Ah Yong..." Seeing that she didn't care about my reasoning at all, I had no choice but to think about it, "You have the right to do it for my own good... Even if your princess dies, she wants to die cleanly, let alone, If you do this, it may not be..."

Thinking of Ji Huan, he couldn't help but glance at the past, and found that he had changed his position at some point, and now he was standing behind the tongue of flames constantly pulled by the bronze cauldron, and gradually gained outline.

I pursed my lips, and some unbearable emotion spread up, which made me really want to rush over to hug him.

"Princess……"

Probably seeing my delirious look, He Yong choked up his words, and then he was speechless.

Huo Zhengqi came over, I came back to my senses, and sighed with pity.

"Ah Yong, remember me, remember me like you remember that mountain charm."

Just as Huo Zhengqi settled down, his voice came from his mind.

"Don't be afraid, what's the use of me taking it down."

What's the use of him just pulling, I took advantage of the situation and got up, seeing that he didn't dare to look at my serious appearance, my heart gradually became indifferent.

Watching them walk into the ranks of Huo Zheng guards on Que Bo Terrace, I straightened my clothes and walked towards the carved wooden steps.

But ten steps, walking like a lifetime.

Falling into the Qingling Terrace, I had no choice but to die in despair. I was terrified and afraid, and I really didn't want to live.

In Xuanwu's belly, it was Jie Fusheng who ruthlessly killed him. He was frightened and frightened, hated Jie Fusheng, and even hated Qin Shihuan's deception. Up to now, I have never asked for an explanation. It is clear that Shi Huan just wanted to prove that I am not Aning.

As for anyone, when faced with possible choices, he would want to ask for proof, but he hesitated, and he had the idea of ​​explaining, which showed that he cared about me.This concern was gradually magnified, enough to make me forget his deceit, and even, I almost forgot that I once had the heart to deceive him.

Quebo Meiyuan is the heart of ten thousand years of hatred drawn by the blood of the mountain charm. I feel guilty for causing He Yong to suffer for no reason, and I have really faced the visible sense of death, and I am also really afraid of death.The feeling of reality is still fresh now, if it were to happen again, I would still be so afraid.

As a human being, I am afraid of death, and I don't want people around me to die easily.

Right now, I am going to die calmly like my mother, the difference is that she enlightens her heart with death, and I enlighten my body with death.Thinking about it calmly, I blamed her on her birthday, and now, I miss her again, and I don't know if doing the same thing with her, will there be a relationship because of this, so that I can see her even in the underworld?

It's ridiculous to think about it.

I'm ridiculous, and so are they.

Why do people and demons have to make a clear separation?

I have experienced the Qinglingtai incident. Before that, I was as afraid and loathed the monster as the incomprehensible people in the world. If I didn't have a happy time in my mind, I would like to come here and make a difference.

Ridiculous, when it's me.

Tianhuo Jianshen, but I selfishly want them to understand that it is nothing to be a demon, and they live just like the world, and like people, they have life and karma in life, and they have nothing to see after death.

I did what I wanted, and after a lot of fighting, I fell into the thought of teaching others to do what they did. My husband taught me that this is the last thing I should not do when I am born and see.

It turns out that Mr. is not avoiding.

A person is not qualified to comment on other people's actions. Whether you love or hate it, whether you like it or see it, it is just another person's gain and loss.

What you get with yourself is what you give and give up. What is balanced and what is gained is ultimately just a sense of self, and it has nothing to do with the word "you".

I sighed, and I didn't want to think about it any more. The more I thought about it, the more chaotic and incomprehensible I felt, and I also felt that Shi Huan's saying was right.Like me, trapped in the embarrassment at this moment, isn't it because I have caused myself so much pain...

Shaking off the troubles of heavy thoughts, I calmed down and walked towards the bronze cauldron with the skirt of my clothes lifted.

After stepping on the seven wooden steps, I stood on the edge of the bronze cauldron, the heat wave rolled up, and my clothes were flying, Jin Ling followed the ups and downs, and I didn't feel how hot it was.

The long hair was curled backwards, blurring the scene in front of me, but it made me see the person under the bronze cauldron more clearly.

"You've grown up, Zhexia."

He didn't speak, but I heard his silent words. At that moment, I really wanted to see his face.

"If you want to see it, you can do it anytime."

As if he could understand what I was thinking, he came by voice, and my heart was empty for a moment or two. I tentatively asked a question, "Shi Huan, can you feel what I think?"

"En." He responded lightly, "Zhexia, the keel is taken from the bottom of the cold and silent abyss. Although it is not extremely cold, it can be balanced with everything in the world for a while, and it can also be offset with the fire of the sky. You just step into it." Dingzhong, nothing will happen, don't be afraid."

"Since you said it, I will do it." I responded to him, and then thought again, "You talk to me like this, I feel like you have grown in my head. Although it is a small one, where can I hide it? I can't hide it."

"It's better if you can't hide it, otherwise I won't feel what you think."

He sighed softly, with a hint of caution coming from the back of his mind, "You just... frightened me... But you did a good job, very good... Now that I think about it, it turns out that you have been walking very fast ahead, but I have been walking farther and farther. Slower, slower until one day... I won't be able to see you again..."

I was stunned and surprised, I always thought that I was only afraid, afraid that I would not be able to accompany him or keep him, so it turned out that he would also be afraid.

"Qin Shihuan, it turns out that you are also afraid..."

Looking at him happily and sadly, he still looks calm and motionless, and I can't help but think, whoever knows that he and I are talking with our minds without moving our lips or teeth, will be scared out of their wits.

Zheng felt it was interesting, Shi Huan sensed it, and helplessly blamed him, "Little thing, what are you putting in your head, all you can do is think about messy things."

"I pretended to be you..." Thinking about it jokingly, I felt that he had no choice but to avoid me, and he almost didn't want to talk to me. I was about to beg for mercy, when an internal officer slapped his throat.

"Sacrifice!"

The short words of offering sacrifices, uttered by the high-pitched voice of the internal officer, are a little more intimidating.When I came back to my senses, Huo Zhengyi's boy body had led the other six people to change directions.

They put on the worship masks of Vulcan Zhiyu, held long swords in their arms, followed the rhythm of bells and drums, and stepped in the movements of long strikes and short harvests, all of them were extremely solemn and solemn.

I have seen the sacrificial dance at Qingling Terrace, and the fire is dancing in front of me, which is a little different from that time.After looking carefully for a while, he still couldn't see clearly, so he changed his mind to ask Shi Huan, and he came to explain.

"It's an array."

It seems that he also has a heart to treat this with caution, Shi Huan said in a subdued tone, "In today's troubled times, those who understand formations must understand the principle that all things depend on each other, but there are not many people who have this understanding. Huo Zheng This trip consists of seven people, three pairs and two pairs, self-introduction of small changes, Huo Zheng led the whole formation to initiate a major change. The formation method is different according to the age and time of the seven hostages, and the degree of exhaustion of the seven hostages. The person at the head is also different, and the image of the formation that has been presented since then is even more different, and even the mutual introduction between the small pairs has changed. This formation seems simple, but in fact it is difficult to solve. Even I dare not Go against them rashly."

"Array?" Having seen Huo Zhengqi's fear of Shi Huan, I don't think Shi Huan would be no match for it, so he said lightly, "What's the use?"

"The big image is seen from the small, so don't underestimate it." Shi Huan was obviously worried about my indifference, and continued awe-inspiringly, "The world is chaotic and all things, if the power of chaos to promote the changes of all things is gathered in the little seven people to lead In order to use it, what do you think the power of the formation will be?"

"No way..." I kind of accepted that I couldn't accept his words. I thought that Shi Huan was strong enough, but I never thought that there was something else that made him worry about it.

I tried my best to figure out the changes and steps of the Huozheng Seven people, but I still felt that it was not much different from the usual sacrificial dance. How could it be so powerful?Is it because they have the yang, righteousness and fire nature?

I thought about it, and Shi Huan felt it again, "It doesn't lie in their fire bodies, but in their pure state of mind. In the world, as long as one thing is done purely and completely, it will be like the most exquisite in the chaos." Where the pure essence lies, its influence is unmatched by the two ends of the interdependent balance, and this is where the ultimate power lies."

"Extremely?" I thought for a while and said, "Like a sword like a spear? Can't return once stabbed?"

"You can say that." He smiled, "Although the ultimate power is strong, if it is not guided by balance and used biasedly, it will cause a lot of disasters. The so-called formation is actually binding. It is the rule of man. It uses balance as the guide, uses it to the extreme, uses it to absorb it, and restores balance, so that a small number of people can reach a level that ten thousand people cannot reach."

I was about to ask what the meaning of "people do what they want" was, but he suddenly fell silent, and I turned to try again, but I didn't see any response from him, but the man held his sword by his side, as if he could draw it at any time.

Knowing that something had changed, I quickly followed his line of sight to catch it, but seeing Huo Zheng raised his long sword high, flattening from the center of his eyebrows, his bright pupils were darkly hidden, making the cinnabar between his eyebrows drip with blood, full Clinging to the body of the long sword, the elongated blood-colored body sank into the blood groove on the sword, and was sprinting up.

It was as if a blood slit was opened flatly in the extremely thin blood groove, and the blood color gathered at the tip of the blade, and turned into a full blood bead, which could hold it without falling to the ground.

I was amazed by the vision, and I was afraid that if Huozheng could not balance the long sword in his hand for a moment, the blood drops would fall from the tip of the blade, shattering his body and releasing some invisible and terrible thing, causing chaos.

"Sacrifice."

Huo Zhengyi opened his pupils sharply, turned his long sword over, and pointed the ridge of the blade at me from a distance, followed by his more piercing gaze.

As if ordered to do so, the other six people stomped away, stepping on the invisible formation, changing directions rapidly, flowing through the hall like flames in their clothes, and finally surrounded the bronze cauldron, all holding their long swords high, drinking Come with sound.

"Sacrifice!"

Hearing the shouts of Huo Zhengsan and Huo Zhengqi, I turned my eyes, seeing them from left to right, I felt lost.

They are all upright, the eyes hidden under the Vulcan mask are as pure and colorless as fire gold, and the thick gold that rises from the neck turns into a close-fitting gold armor that I have seen before, completely covering the two of them. Become a golden man without emotion.

I was disappointed and sighed, and I believed in Shi Huan's words.

If I am trapped in this formation, even if I have a few days of friendship with them, seeing the ruthless appearance at this moment, I feel that they will definitely not show mercy to me for a while.

Just thinking about it, Shi Huan also pulled out the long sword from his waist, slowly raised it up to his eyebrows, facing my direction, and spat out the words of prayer very coldly.

"Sacrifice."

I had thought that I would face this moment eventually, but when I really heard this from Shi Huan, my heart still ached, I couldn't tell if it was sad or wronged, I didn't want to see him busy or just lowered his eyebrows to avoid it.

Inside the bronze cauldron, the flames were enchanting and strong, like a puddle of bloody fire, if one stepped in, would it be instantly extinguished?

I bit my lip, my mind was in a mess, my heart was already in the cauldron, tossing and turning...

Gradually there is only one sentence in my heart...

"I believe you, Qin Shihuan."

Die or die!

As soon as I took a step, I turned around and slowly swept across those Pingyi people, soldiers with halberds, princes and courtiers, men, women, old and young... and no matter what their expressions were, I felt awkward just looking at them.

This is the kingdom of the father, the heirs of the father, the subjects and the people of the father, after all, have nothing to do with me.

What I want to prove is just the answer I am looking for. No matter how unresponsive I am, it is my choice and has nothing to do with them.

It is better to choose one's own than to die at the hands of the father.

What about him now?This is the only person I can still consider close relatives, so what...

I vaguely recalled these things. In the past, Qingling Terrace, Mengcheng Temple, Quebo Terrace, and Changque Hall were all like floating shadows, and the surrounding images were like floating ghosts. Looking at those ghost bodies that really existed in the past but could not be freed, I can no longer ask them as I did at that time, and ask myself.

The best death is nothing more than disappearing into ashes, no need to be invisible, no need to suffer in a world full of suffering, but I still don't want to part with it.Is it that they are reluctant to live like that without life or death?

I can't bear anything...

I don't know when I oppressed the old wound in the palm of my hand, I woke up from the pain, sweating coldly, I retracted my eyes from those dazed and hateful faces, and calmed down.

"I'm a human, or a demon. It's what you see with your eyes and what you see in your heart. It's for seeing, so let's have a good time."

I turned around sternly, and that's all I said, and I didn't want to read anything else.

It's just that the hidden eyes that fell on the fox mask still couldn't help but trace and engrave Shi Huan's outline carefully, but the more I traced, the more painful my heart was, and the pain made me want to split my soul.

He made up his mind and closed his eyes.

It's going to come, it's going to be confirmed, it's just asking for an answer, at worst it's a dead end situation!

This step, after all, has to be stepped out, and it has finally been stepped out.

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