Demon folding

Chapter 51: Struggling

After wiping it off with great difficulty, his body was already drenched with sweat, and Bosheng did not know where the water in the bucket came from. So much blood went through, but there was not even a little bit of blood staining, but the linen cloth in his hand was faintly red. It was startling.

I didn't have the strength, and I didn't have the mood to look at it, so I threw the linen back into the bucket, sat on the steps and looked up at the stars.

The starry sky is so far away and vast and unreachable.

As soon as my thoughts moved, I felt that the words I used were inappropriate, and I thought with familiarity, could it be possible that I have watched the stars so peacefully before?

There should have been, I must have forgotten.

Smiling boredly, he fell down the endless stairs of the elephant road, as far as the eye can see, almost as distant and empty as the starry sky, Bosheng's shadow has long been invisible.

There was a cold white light on the steps, lingering in the smoke, and there were vague silhouettes mixed in. I became interested and squinted to see, and all I saw were some humanoid and beast silhouettes, changing like paintings. With many shadows.

I was very interested, I couldn't help but want to get up and take a closer look, my shoulders were held down by the cold fingertips, the bitterness of the medicine invaded my breath, who came from it, it was self-evident Metaphor.

I turned my head happily, but saw that my sister had changed into a moon white sweater, the back was covered with the faint blue of the starry night sky, and the light and tired face that came from the side was very charming in an instant. It's hooked.

Something is blocking my heart, making my whispering difficult and dumb.

"Sister..."

"It's time to go back after the punishment is over, why sit here and stare blankly?"

The non-responsibility of doting made me even more inexplicably warm and peaceful, I hooked her fingertips and held it, "Sister has been bathing in medicinal medicine for a long time, and I feel bored in that bitter medicine pool every day. Is it?"

"I'm not like you. I'm going to grow up tomorrow, and I still look like a child to make people hate me."

She hooked my hand back and walked up, which was a bit undeniable, so I had no choice but to get up and follow her.

Still looking back anxiously, seeing that the faint outline on the white jade has disappeared, and only the starry night and dark blue are surrounded by the boundless clearness, it is really strange.

Just as I was thinking about it, I didn't know what I tripped under my feet, and I staggered and fell into my sister's arms.

"Shouldn't you be punished for cleaning the steps, as for being so tired?"

Whether she blamed her or not, I simply rolled over on her back and said lazily, "It doesn't matter, Zhexia can't walk, sister can figure it out!"

"Yes, I'll let you carry me on my back once, you've really thought about it." She didn't get annoyed, she wrapped her arms around her legs and carried me on her back, and walked silently to the main hall that changed according to her thoughts that day.

I don't know what kind of medicated bath my sister used, but within three or two days, those mottled and hideous wounds that touched the bones had healed, and I only dared to let her carry it when I peeked at it.

Immediately, I was delighted with her doting on me, and I stuck it to her neck and sighed, "After all, it's my sister who treats me well."

"It's good to know." She replied calmly.

"Then why treat those who harmed you well?"

Sister is so nice to people, thinking of what the old students did, I was still angry, gritted my teeth and said, "They deceived me and went to Wuxiang Realm, why did Sister let them go, and even returned the doctor Good them?"

"Everything is spiritual, and no one can talk about it arbitrarily. They just want to live forever. This matter has nothing to do with me. Why should I bother to take care of it. As for them wanting to hurt you, it is all out of this heart. If I can Satisfy their request, and they will not hurt your heart again. Besides, this matter is difficult for them, and it is just a casual thing for me. If you can use it skillfully, it will fulfill them, and it will not be considered as a matter for me. Acting against your will, but to win some protection for you, it is also a good situation for you."

She explained casually, in a nonchalant way, but I could understand that although she was protecting others, she was thinking about me after all, and worked hard to make a peaceful situation.

While being moved, I still don't know what is the beauty of longevity, so that the old students just want it regardless of the fate of others.

"Is there really such a thing as longevity in the world?"

Elder Sister was silent for a moment, then said lightly, "No, it's just to let them live longer. When they get bored and bored, naturally they won't care about life and death anymore. Even if they understand the truth by then, they won't have any complaints anymore. Heart."

I was surprised, and whispered in disbelief, "It turns out that sister can also lie."

"I lie to others and I don't lie to you, why are you wronged?"

She tilted her head slightly, her eyes were full and tired like rippling stars, extremely bright and compelling, "You can tell them the truth, but do they annoy you or me?"

Suddenly I was angry and said angrily, "I told them the truth, why would they blame me? Could it be that they are willing to be deceived and deceived by others?"

"Stupid thing." She smiled, and the Yin Yan between her brows flowed. She was obviously in a good mood, and she said lightly, "Sometimes, not knowing is much better than knowing. Living in this world is like coming to a big dream. It varies from person to person. There are always people who are happy because of knowing and not knowing, and there are always people who suffer because of it. The two entanglements are just people's self-consciousness. Since the hearts are the same, isn't it better to have a lot of joy than suffering in the heart? ?”

Seeing that I still don't quite understand, Xu Shi smiled deeply, and patiently explained, "If they can live forever, they have nothing else to ask for, and naturally they are happy to accommodate other things in their hearts and eyes, and they will be more happy. If you tell them the truth, it will be as good as Overthrowing their self-satisfaction and aspirations, under great joy and great sorrow, may not be able to do things that hurt others and themselves."

Speaking of this, she suddenly became serious, and her words were light, "The act of no return is the most deterrent, I don't want to take this risk to put you in danger again. But if you really want to defeat their self-seeking joy, That's also what you choose, I can't stop you, and I won't stop you, at most I will work harder and risk my life to protect you."

I was speechless for a while, I didn't know how to answer her, and I was so moved in my heart, I just felt that I was really a child with a temper, not only did I have no scruples at all, I never thought that my sister took care of me, if I hurt again, it would be worse than myself It was probably her who was more sad.

"Sister..."

I called her softly, maybe I spoke softly, even I was surprised, I couldn't help but kissed her on the back of the cheek, touched the warm and soft jade, I couldn't restrain my body and locked her incomparably surprised Eyebrows, sticking to the center of Yin Yan's brows, they will retreat with a light touch.

After stepping back, facing the helpless eyebrows she turned around, she said sadly, "You kissed Bosheng, and you thought about him too. Although it's not deep, it's still a beginning. If you get married in the future, you will have a relationship with him." Child, will you fold Xia Hao like this now?"

She frowned, looking at me helplessly, "If you mess around again, I'll throw you down!"

After saying that, he turned his head and walked away, probably because he didn't want to talk to me.

Seeing her like this, I couldn't help feeling bored, so I rested my jaw on her shoulder, tilted my head to look at her, and said aggrievedly, "If you don't speak, then you will acquiesce, and you won't fold Xia again..."

She responded silently, and only after a moment did she bypass the light and heavy words, "Bosheng...is dead..."

"What?" I was extremely surprised and nervously said, "Since he is dead, who are the people in the Disheng Palace? Who is the Bosheng who will accompany me all day today?"

"Wait, how do you know that I'm kissing Bosheng?" She tightened her body, and the frightened eyebrows she glanced over were very scary.

She has always been desolate and tired, but at this moment she is awe-inspiring, and she is obviously very concerned about this matter. I don't know why she came here, so I grabbed her shoulder and explained, "I just remembered a little bit. It's all about what happened on the elephant road. I can't remember what happened, why is my sister so scary?"

"I'm afraid you don't learn the lesson." She deliberately avoided, although she remained indifferent, she still showed anxiety from the sound of walking quickly.

"The chaotic world ebbs and flows, and it will always turn retrogradely and alternately after hundreds of thousands of years. The Guixu Realm was born at the junction of the heaven and the earth. When it goes through this reciprocal transformation, it will be affected by it and become unstable. The soul beasts trapped in it Then they will take the opportunity to cause chaos and escape back to the bondage of the Ruins Realm."

She stopped suddenly, and said in a very serious tone, "Zhexia, the day you were injured was a time when the star fell and died, and the Returning Ruins Realm was also turbulent because of this, and all the soul beasts came out. Although I tried my best to suppress it, It is still not as powerful as the chaos of heaven and earth. The soul beasts have devoured the living beings of the Disheng Palace, and up to now, although the living beings of the Disheng Palace claim to have spiritual consciousness, they are no longer the same as before."

"Swallow?" I was very puzzled, seeing that the sleeping hall was not far away, I slid down my back and asked while standing with her.

She looked at me head-on, nodded and said, "Soul beasts are ancient beasts. After losing their form, they are not willing to be transformed into other things easily. If you are quiet, you hope to use time to transform the spirit of heaven and earth into your own form, restless Forcibly seize the tangible body. To seize is to seize the spiritual consciousness together. Although there is no way to deprive it, it can forcibly suppress the spiritual consciousness with the ancient balance. Soul beasts roam the world, creating many chaotic causes and effects. I can't see them with my own eyes. Indulgence, small troubles, let them be bound by cause and effect, big troubles, they will inevitably take care of it. Therefore, every time the world turns around and returns to the soul beast of the market, I will come out of nowhere Traveling in the world, capturing soul beasts and trapping them in the Guixu Realm."

"Then when I woke up, all the objects in the palace were brought back by my sister from outside the mountain?" I thought for a while and said, "It's no wonder that Bosheng didn't remember what happened before, is it because the spirit beast suppressed his own spiritual consciousness? ?”

"Yes." She continued, "The so-called longevity is just based on this. The soul beasts in the Disheng Palace have already swallowed Bosheng and the others. If I forcefully capture the soul beasts, Bosheng and the others will be completely wiped out. There are souls When the beast is in the body, they will die slowly, and when the remaining consciousness is completely disgusted with the life of immortality, the soul beast will completely seize the sovereignty of their spiritual consciousness. Before that, if they dare to hurt your heart, Soul beasts will not obey this rule, this is the condition for me to let the soul beasts stay in their bodies."

"Sister."

What she said was very cold, which made me feel very far away from her tired pampering.

"Do you think I'm cruel?" She laughed at herself lightly, sliding her eyes away from me.

The dormitory is close in front of me, she will leave after seeing me at the door, I am afraid that she will be farther away with this appearance, and seriously said, "Sister, no one in the world will treat me like you, I shouldn't be talking to you , but Bosheng tried his best to save me according to your words, thinking about you deeply. Wouldn't it be sad for you to put him here with a soul beast to protect me?"

"What makes me sad, don't you know?"

She scolded me coldly, which surprised me. Even though she was wronged, she still couldn't hold back her anger, and said through gritted teeth, "Sister, you are really chilling! If I wasn't your sister, wouldn't I be like Bosheng? I can't get what you want!"

Hearing my words, her eyes were sharp, and she stared at me complicatedly for a long time before she said calmly, "I know his intentions, and responding like that is all I can do. Let him die in peace." No regrets, why do you say that I am a cruel and cold-hearted person? Could it be that I risked my life to save you, but you don't take it to heart, but instead blame me for being cruel because I can't accept the hearts of others? You say so, let alone It makes me chill, is it possible that whoever misses me, I have to accept it, can't I choose according to my own heart!"

She was extremely cold, and the tiredness in her eyes turned into darkness, and she stood cold and distant.

I knew I had annoyed her, but I didn't feel that I was wrong, I was afraid that she would really stay away from me, and I stretched out my hand to pull her sleeve wronged, but I immediately brushed it away because of her.

She looked at me coldly, as if she was looking at some stranger, and said coldly, "Tomorrow you will arrive at Jiji, and the academy will be ready for the morning ceremony. I will accompany you to the lower realm to preside over the Jiji ceremony. You should go to bed early."

After all, don't look at me anymore, turn around and leave.

"Sister!"

I chased after her, but unexpectedly she disappeared in a blink of an eye, with tears streaming down my face as she ran away, the scene beside me was already in chaos.I know that they are all mental states, the more uncertain the changes, the more it shows that my heart is flustered.

I was chasing and running in the chaos, but I couldn't see her shadow again. I didn't know why I stumbled, and the sky collapsed and I was drawn into some place where I had nothing to depend on.

I sat on the ground and let it change endlessly. What came and went were all unfamiliar pictures that had nothing to do with her.

Is there no relationship, then why is the pain in my heart?

I don't know how long I cried, and I don't know when the pictures around me will stop.

Looking up slightly, it turned out to be a night of heavy snow in winter, and the place I was in turned into a simple hut with a flickering night light floating in the corner of the eaves.

I looked at the lamp for a long, long time, and then I rested my slightly stiff neck and scanned the scene in the hut.On the simple table, boiling water is simmering in a small red clay stove, making a gurgling sound.

The delicately outlined bronze jug with its lid slanted has been scalded, and the aroma of the wine is coming in. The two horn cups are quietly placed on the edge of the table in front of the seat, as if someone is coming from the opposite side to meet me Sitting together drinking, playing chess relative to each other.

The sky and the earth are silent, only the soft rustle of falling snow, and the shallow pond and short bridge not far away lead directly to the corner eaves of the house.A night light is facing the eaves of the corridor, shaking slightly, deep in the dark corner, there always seems to be something hidden.

I stared straight there, as if someone was really coming.

After waiting for a long time, my heart was also startled and cold, I just felt that it was so cold, I slowly shrunk my body and hugged myself and buried my head, the hot liquid slipped down against my legs, I didn't know what I was wronging.

My body fell softly, I suddenly raised my head, my tearful eyes sucked in the bitter medicine that came with me, and I cried even harder.

"Stupid thing..."

She put on a big coat for me and squatted down, raising her hand to wipe my tears bit by bit.

I bit my lip, looking at her gradually clear outline, I couldn't help but feel wronged by that natural and warm sigh, and the tears couldn't stop.

She pursed her lips, her fingertips stopped and let me cry.

"I'm angry. I'm angry that you mistaken me for being cruel, and I'm angry that you misunderstood my heart." She smiled very lightly, helplessly seeing the misery, "You probably don't know how much I struggle. In all things in the world, there is no one who struggles more than me. .”

She smiled so bitterly that I couldn't bear it, so I threw myself into her arms and cried, "You are my sister, even if I marry someone in the future, you will marry someone. It cannot be taken away, and no one can!"

"Yes, I am your sister, no one can take it away, and I won't."

Even though she assuredly comforted me, I still couldn't feel at ease, and I didn't know how to make myself feel at ease. I endured sobbing for a long time, but I was exhausted. I didn't know when to go to sleep, or when to return to the palace. And the day of Ji.

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