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Chu Shiqing pulled Cheng Yang into the door, the little nurse stopped talking, and frowning glanced at the two of them.The light in the room was still relatively dark, so Chu Shiqing observed Cheng Yang for a few seconds by the light in the corridor.He laughed with the little nurse and said "I'm sorry" a few times.

The little nurse was still holding the medicine for the patient, so she nodded and left.Chu Shiqing took a step back and closed the door. Cheng Yang had already consciously walked to his hospital bed and sat down. He weighed the kettle beside the bed to make sure there was still hot water in it. The foot of the bed looked at Chu Shiqing's medical record card.

"Why haven't you been discharged yet?"

Chu Shiqing was taken aback by the question, and wanted to open the curtains, but stopped again.

"The doctor hasn't let me out yet."

Cheng Yang waved his hand: "Trauma, just go home and grow slowly."

"Maybe I'm worried about abdominal infection."

"Ah... let me ask..."

As Cheng Yang said he was about to go out to find a doctor, Chu Shiqing hurriedly held him back, and as soon as he approached, he was enveloped by the smell of alcohol that evaporated from Cheng Yang's body.He took a step forward, pushed Cheng Yang's neck and pushed him against the wall.

"Don't ask," he subconsciously slid Cheng Yang's collarbone under his collar, "I told you yesterday that I'm going to be discharged from the hospital soon."

Cheng Yang smiled: "Take it easy. You're still a little limp when you walk."

"Then Director Cheng, don't resist."

"No, it's not the solution." Cheng Yang continued to laugh, while controlling his strength to push Chu Shiqing away.He grabbed the collar of his coat and fished it off his head. While throwing the clothes on the bed next to him with his right hand, he clasped Chu Shiqing's neck with his left hand and kissed it. In the position against the wall, "Don't try too hard, stand against the wall."

"The door is not locked." Chu Shiqing was not obedient at all, and his whole body leaned towards Cheng Yang, getting farther and farther away from the wall.He exerted force on his waist, and the wound was painful, but the feeling of kissing Cheng Yang hooked him to fight against the pain, "Why don't you go to bed."

Cheng Yang's hand was placed in the air beside Chu Shiqing's waist, not sure where the wound was, so he dared not put it down.He pushed Chu Shiqing's shirt to his chest, and the two quickly interrupted the kiss and took off their clothes in a very tacit understanding before continuing.Cheng Yang pressed Chu Shiqing's shoulder to let him go back to the wall, kissed and stretched his hand into the other's pants.Because of the injury on his waist, Chu Shiqing was wearing loose home clothes, and the waist of his trousers was hanging loosely.Cheng Yang stretched his hand in and kissed the other person's chin, side neck, and ear pinna.

Chu Shiqing felt the completely unrestrained movements of Cheng Yang's hands, and was a little surprised in his heart, and his breathing was rough.

"Cheng Yang..." His voice was very low, "I didn't expect you to have this kind of style..."

Come on, let's start the drama directly.

Cheng Yang laughed at him: "Baby, you keep talking about bisexuality and bisexuality, how many times have you actually been with men?"

Cheng Yang took a step back, looked at Chu Shiqing, took out his hand and licked his palm wet, then leaned forward to kiss and continued.Now Chu Shiqing's reaction was much more obvious, the kissing became disorganized, the waist was still pushed up following the rhythm of Cheng Yang, and there were one or two groans from time to time.

"Fuck...you have to figure it out, it's not because I've had sex with men less often, it's because I've had sex with you too many times."

"Don't strain your waist."

Chu Shiqing seemed to be sensitive behind his ears, so Cheng Yang licked it with his tongue for a while.The rhythm of his hands quickened, and Chu Shiqing began to lean his head against the wall with his eyes closed, with an expression of being speechless.Seeing that the kissing could not go on, Cheng Yang turned his head to kiss Chu Shiqing's Adam's apple, then his collarbone, then knelt down on one knee and lightly kissed the gauze on his waist.

It was so light that Chu Shiqing didn't notice it at all.

Cheng Yang suddenly felt that he couldn't control his emotions, so he stood up and grabbed Chu Shiqing's hair and kissed.Chu Shiqing was a little taller than him, but because he was leaning against the wall now, Cheng Yang nodded a little, and pressed Chu Shiqing's head between his own hands and mouth.Chu Shiqing's cock was kissed intermittently by him, and his hands were placed between Chu Shiqing's head and the wall, and his joints were so painful.

He stuck his tongue in, wrapped around Chu Shiqing's tongue and picked it up, groaning in a low voice unconsciously, and at the same time, the rhythm of his hands quickened, and Chu Shiqing ejaculated.

Chu Shiqing panted and leaned against the wall, Cheng Yang still wanted to kiss him, but Chu Shiqing, who came back to life after a few seconds, touched her provocatively along the back and spine.While groping lustfully, Chu Shiqing stretched his leg between Cheng Yang's and rubbed it.He could feel the muscles on Cheng Yang's back tense due to the movement of his fingers.Cheng Yang's breathing became shallow and rapid, his legs were already too stiff, and his legs suddenly became soft.

"Fuck, you..."

Chu Shiqing's voice was very hoarse: "Every time I use this trick on girls, it is very effective."

With that said, Chu Shiqing unbuttoned Cheng Yang's trousers, pulled down the zipper, pushed the person away a little, and then kissed along Cheng Yang's chest all the way to the edge of the underwear. Chu Shiqing took Cheng Yang's underwear with his mouth pull away.He supported Cheng Yang's waist and hips, knelt on the ground with one knee, first raised his head and smiled, and then sucked it in.

Cheng Yang snorted and raised his hand to support the wall.

He unconsciously put his hands in Chu Shiqing's hair, pressing the man to serve himself.He was a little surprised that Chu Shiqing would choose this way, but he also suddenly realized that Chu Shiqing was probably a little obsessed with him.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yang smiled.

This smile made Chu Shiqing look up at him.As soon as the eyes of the two people collided, Cheng Yang felt that he was coming up.Chu Shiqing also obviously felt that Cheng Yang's feelings were coming up, so he didn't look away, but Cheng Yang couldn't hold on soon.

Chu Shiqing wiped his mouth and stood up, almost stopped, and almost looked hard at Cheng Yang again.Cheng Yang immediately helped him up, and Chu Shiqing leaned against the wall and frowned.

It does hurt a little.

Cheng Yang kissed him very tenderly, then kissed him again, and then kissed him deeper and deeper.Cheng Yang half helped and half pulled Chu Shiqing to the bed, and pulled away the air-conditioning quilt on Chu Shiqing's bed.

"Lie down."

Chu Shiqing couldn't help laughing, and lay down obediently.

Cheng Yang covered him with the quilt, and patted him when he was done.

It is impossible to be satisfied with this kind of thing.Cheng Yang sighed, restraining his desire.There were more and more voices in the corridor, and the ward was much brighter at the moment, so Chu Shiqing could clearly see the word "afterwards" all over Cheng Yang's body, and the smell of alcohol was also exuded during a sexual act to satisfy his greed. It's almost there, the eyes are clear, and it's obviously still half-hard.

"How do you like me?"

Chu Shiqing asked this question in a strange way. He felt that his brain had probably been chopped off by a knife to ask this question.After asking, he opened his mouth unwillingly, and finally didn't say anything more to whitewash the question.

This is a very direct and sincere question.

Cheng Yang felt very uncomfortable hearing it, so he was a little bit resistant.

"What do you want to hear."

"Cheng Yang, sometimes, I am not too blind to see your attitude towards me..." Chu Shiqing paused, "I will never be able to keep up with your rhythm between the two of us, even if you are very— — nice, but not enough for those needs of mine.”

"Need?" Cheng Yang sneered, bent down, and deliberately touched the inside of the quilt with his hand, "Don't worry, I can satisfy you..."

"Cheng Yang."

"Don't ask, you don't want to know." Cheng Yang's emotionless tone formed a subtle relaxation with his restless aura, "To be honest, I really don't know how to explain it to you."

The four words of nihilism are just four words to Chu Shiqing.Regarding Cheng Yang's situation, Conrad said this-"He pursues a more perfect form of ease; or, he is the victim of that philosophical unbelief Disbelief in the validity of all human actions. This form of solitude requires and implies a certain level of intelligence in the person".

Before meeting Chu Shiqing, Cheng Yang was at ease and lonely all the time.Moreover, he cannot truly believe that all his actions will have any impact on the outside world from the bottom of his heart.

But Chu Shiqing changed many things.

If it is said that lust|desire is the strongest impact that Cheng Yang feels at the moment, then this is the most meaningful thing.Or he can take a step back and just stand in the siege of existentialism, then the position of emotion and desire in his current life will only be more unshakable.

He couldn't grasp anything, he could only let this blinding lust pull him in a completely different direction.Probably like the painting he dreamed about in his brief sleep yesterday.

Cheng Yang looked at Chu Shiqing, his eyes were full of things that Chu Shiqing could not understand, which made Chu Shiqing a little anxious.Cheng Yang withdrew his hands, sat back on the chair next to the bed, took the shirt and put it on, trying to calm down his thoughts slowly.

"Let's put it this way..." Cheng Yang nodded, "We are always trying to put ourselves in an objective position that is separated from ourselves, observe the outside world, gain insight into the outside world, and try to understand the essence of the world. But we must Enslaved by the body, conditioned by the self, swayed by the emotions."

Chu Shiqing frowned, unable to understand.

Cheng Yang smiled, and inexplicably eased up a bit: "To put it bluntly, I tried to see through the world, but my feelings for you started to make me want to live blindfolded."

To put it bluntly, being able to fall in love with someone makes Cheng Yang feel very happy.

When he climbed over the fence and ran across the runway at the airport and tried his best to save Chu Shiqing, Cheng Yang felt the driving force and purpose that he had never experienced in his life.

"But none of that explains why it's me."

Cheng Yang raised his eyebrows: "You can't be so unconfident."

"Cheng Yang, you don't have to talk about this with me. I'm already past that stage."

As soon as Chu Shiqing finished speaking, the door of the ward opened suddenly, and a group of people came in, five or six of them were wearing white coats, and the remaining one or two were nurses who followed.Cheng Yang realized that it was the attending doctor who led the rounds, so he stepped back tactfully.

The attending doctor was a man in his 50s with small eyes, but he was reliable in looking at people, and he talked about the injury in the same way.Cheng Yang stood aside, exchanging glances with Chu Shiqing from time to time. In the end, the two of them actually found fun in it like a young couple who fell in love early, and both began to laugh secretly.

When a group of doctors left quickly, Cheng Yang seized the opportunity to stop Chu Shiqing from attending.

"Doctor, I just want to ask when he will be discharged from the hospital? There is no big problem now, right?"

The attending doctor nodded, his small eyes couldn't see the look: "It's been a few days, and as long as there is no infection after this round of medicine, you can be discharged from the hospital immediately."

Cheng Yang nodded, feeling better.

As soon as the door of the ward was closed, Cheng Yang walked up to Chu Shiqing and asked Chu Shiqing to move aside.

Chu Shiqing obediently moved away, the last second he was thinking that his question had not been answered, the next second he squinted his eyes, and frowned at the slightly curly hair on the back of Cheng Yang's neck.

"Who have you been drinking with since you stayed up all night?"

"Xu Zheng."

"Fuck me?! That's Yao Lin——"

"Well, that's it." Cheng Yang lay down and pulled the quilt, "You either get up or don't move around, and be careful of the wound."

Chu Shiqing turned over and hugged Cheng Yang's waist.

Then he froze for a moment.

This feeling of fulfilling a dream is indescribable.

"Damn it... I haven't had what I wanted in such a long time."

Chu Shiqing's self-talk made Cheng Yang stiff for a few seconds, and his heart ached.Then he slowly relaxed and regained his sleepiness.

"I haven't wanted anything in too long."

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