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Cheng Yang returned home after taking the night shift, and found that Chu Shiqing was not there, so he was a little disappointed.The two chose to live in Cheng Yang's house mainly because Cheng Yang had to take the bus, and Chu Shiqing would go back to his home once or twice a month.After thinking about it, Cheng Yang sent the other party a WeChat message, asking him to bring back a bottle of laundry detergent when he comes tomorrow morning.

When he woke up the next morning, the house was exactly as it had been when he fell asleep.Cheng Yang waited until the afternoon, but Chu Shiqing didn't even reply to WeChat.

He has always felt that it is very unnecessary to be tired of day and night, so when Chu Shiqing goes out, he doesn't ask where he is going, and the one thing he has never asked Chu Shiqing is "what are you doing?".

Cheng Yang was even a little suspicious that Chu Shiqing had finally turned his back on him.In the end, he called Chu Shiqing, but the person didn't answer, but the phone got through again, so it couldn't be in the sky.Cheng Yang frowned and called Chu Yunqing.

Chu Yunqing answered the phone quickly, with a puzzled voice.

"Brother Cheng?"

Cheng Yang froze for a moment: "What happened?"

Chu Yunqing pondered for a moment.

"You don't know? My mother... My mother fell and fell into a coma. She is now in the operating room. But she should be out soon..."

The second half of Chu Yunqing's sentence was a little crying.Cheng Yang immediately stood up and went to get the car keys.

"Where's your brother?"

"Accompany my dad to check the heart."

"Is your father alright?"

"It's okay, we are just afraid that something is wrong with him, so we went to have a look."

"Is your brother okay?"

"what?"

Cheng Yang changed his shoes, took his down jacket and went out.As soon as the door opened, he was shivered by the cold air.

"Which hospital?"

"Provincial doctor."

"Understood, I'll go over now. Tell your brother when he comes back. Are you kidding me, leaving you alone outside the operating room? How old are you? His mind is already fucking messed up."

"Brother Cheng..."

"It's okay, don't worry, don't be afraid."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yang smiled wryly.In fact, he doesn't know anything, but in the past few years as a teacher, he has practiced the skills of calming children's emotions quite well.

Cheng Yang was blocked on the road, at an intersection that was only one road away from the Provincial Medical Gate.He knocked on the steering wheel for a while, seized an opportunity to grind out the car and parked it in a parking space on the sidewalk next to him, then zipped up his down jacket and ran to the provincial hospital.

There are three or four main buildings of the Provincial Medical University. If it weren't for the incident half a year ago, he wouldn't even know where to go.Cheng Yang called Chu Yunqing, who answered Chu Shiqing, and briefly explained where they were.When Cheng Yang passed by, Chu Yunqing was sitting there holding a mobile phone in a daze, and Chu Shiqing looked at him, watching him walk over.Only then did Cheng Yang realize that he didn't know how to introduce himself to Chu's father.

Chu Shiqing looks a bit like his father, but his mouth and chin are not.Chu Feng's hair was only half white, and he seemed to be in good health, but after Cheng Yang walked in, he saw the other party's clenched hands on his lap, and his heart ached.

Only now did he remember why Chu Shiqing didn't call him.

Chu Feng looked at the door of the operating room.There were many patients and nurses coming and going in the hallway, and he seemed to be trying to identify anyone who had anything to do with the operation.A nurse opened the door and went in, and he kept staring at that nurse.But there was no expression on the nurse's face, all of which was a kind of professional calm.

So Cheng Yang stopped all of a sudden, turned his gaze back to Chu Shiqing, hesitated for a while, and took out his cell phone from his pocket.

Chu Shiqing stood up at this moment.

"Director Cheng? Why are you here?"

Chu Shiqing's voice was a little vain, as if he had deliberately raised his spirits.Chu Shiqing's father took a look here, and seeing Chu Shiqing and Cheng Yang being polite, he turned his head and continued to stare at the door of the operating room.

Chu Yunqing glanced at each side, but didn't speak.

"My aunt came to the hospital for reexamination. I saw you when I walked over just now, so I came here to ask."

Chu Shiqing nodded, grabbed Cheng Yang's hand, and motioned him to go together.The two walked to the place where Chu Yunqing and Chu Feng were sitting while talking nonchalantly.

At this time, the door of the operating room opened.

Chu Shiqing grabbed Cheng Yang's arm at once.

Chu Feng and Yun Qing went up to greet them, and the hospital bed came out first, just like a TV series.Cheng Yang pushed Chu Shiqing, and the two walked over together.The doctor followed behind the bed, the mask hadn't been taken off, only the eyes could be seen.

"It's okay, don't worry." Cheng Yang heard this sentence when he walked over, "There is bleeding, so I fell into a coma. But at this age, the blood vessels in the brain are relatively fragile, which is normal. The blood clot has been broken up, and the following Slowly absorb. During the recovery process, there may be some unclear speech and slow reaction, which are all normal. You will know what happened after the blood clot is absorbed. But don’t worry, it probably won’t affect much.”

The doctor left after he finished speaking, and he simply waved his hand and nodded to them to thank them.Chu Shiqing's attention was no longer on Cheng Yang, Cheng Yang didn't speak, and silently followed Chu Shiqing's mother all the way to the ward.Chu Feng might have breathed a sigh of relief just now, so it's okay, but now his heart feels a little uncomfortable.He hastened to the side and pressed a quick-acting heart-relief pill, scaring Shiqing and Yunqing into tension for a while.

After the three of them calmed down and the nurse came and walked around, Cheng Yang walked to Chu Shiqing from the corner of the room.

Chu Shiqing was a little surprised, and the three of them were a little surprised, as if they didn't notice that Cheng Yang was still there.

"My aunt's examination is very slow, and my sister is with me. I'm fine, so I'll follow you to see if there's anything I need help with."

Cheng Yang said this to Chu Shiqing, and the explanation was very natural.After finishing speaking, he bowed to Chu Feng and nodded: "Hello, Uncle, I'm Shiqing's friend at the Air Traffic Management Bureau."

Chu Feng patted his arm: "Thank you."

"It's okay. Shiqing helped me at work. My aunt's test results have to wait for five hours. Now I drive home and come back, and the traffic jam will take two or three hours. Why don't I just wait in the hospital—"

"Dad, I'm going out for a cigarette."

Chu Feng nodded: "Go."

Chu Shiqing turned around and walked out the door, Cheng Yang naturally followed.

The two of them walked one after the other, and even saw one or two extra beds when they were about to reach the hot water room of the hospital.Chu Shiqing pushed open a glass door and walked onto the balcony.

There were cigarette butts all over the balcony.

Chu Shiqing turned around to face Cheng Yang, lit a cigarette, and handed Cheng Yang one to light, with a relaxed expression on his face.

The sky was blue and gray, exactly the kind of time when it was bright but couldn't be seen clearly, making Chu Shiqing, the balcony and the sky behind him two-dimensional, a bit impressionistic.

Chu Shiqing lowered his head and smiled: "Director Cheng."

Cheng Yang made a gesture and kicked him.

"Hey, no, don't kick me. I really mean it. Director Cheng, I didn't know you lied so well."

"When controlled, the psychological quality is good."

He often said this to his children.

"Thank you."

Cheng Yang didn't answer.He actually didn't care about Chu Shiqing's attitude.

He finally nodded: "Yunqing is still young, she is very good, but you can't put your own anxiety and responsibility on her. If you have emotions, you can vent to me, don't go to your sister pressure."

Chu Shiqing shrugged: "It sounds like she is your sister."

Cheng Yang frowned at these words, and he didn't know why his heart was a little empty, so he took a step forward and put his arms around Chu Shiqing's waist.

"I do think of her as my sister. I don't have a sister."

"You were talking nonsense just now?"

"Just now?" Cheng Yang was stunned for a moment before he remembered, "Oh. Of course it's nonsense."

Chu Shiqing sighed: "Cheng Yang..."

He leaned forward and kissed Cheng Yang.The door behind Cheng Yang is of course transparent.Cheng Yang's hand unconsciously pulled out Chu Shiqing's shirt and unbuttoned it.Chu Shiqing was pushed back a few steps and leaned against the balcony railing.

It was cold and the railings were freezing.Cheng Yang's clothes were down, and his arms were warm.Chu Shiqing used the railing as a fulcrum, pressed his tongue against Cheng Yang's mouth, and sucked it carefully.Cheng Yang took the initiative to be passive, and let Chu Shiqing kiss for a while.After the kiss faded away, the two separated, and Cheng Yang hugged Chu Shiqing in a strange way, and kissed his hair.

"Don't worry, don't be afraid."

Cheng Yang wanted to say that this is a common occurrence, and the doctor also said it was common.But he couldn't say it, he felt it was too cruel.

When he was 14 years old, his grandmother who raised him passed away.It was just that one night his parents were called away by the phone at home, and they didn't come back all night.Cheng Yang knew very well that something had happened. He couldn't fall asleep at six o'clock and got up. He washed himself and prepared to go to school. Then his father came back to send him to school. On the way, he said that his grandma had some health problems and was hospitalized.

He still doesn't want to recall the feeling of that morning.But probably from that time on, Cheng Yang was forced to accept the fact that nothing and anyone would never change.

When the two of them went back, Chu Shiqing's mother started to make some movements, but she didn't wake up.The doctor said that these reactions were very low-grade, just some precursors to wake up.

Every time there was some reaction, Chu Shiqing would walk over and call softly, "Mom?"

At night, Cheng Yang bought them something to eat and left.

Chu Shiqing later argued that he didn't deliberately make it difficult for Yunqing, but considering the nature of his work, he could only let her do this kind of exercise in caring for her parents since she was a child.Chu Shiqing was eating when he said this, and he obviously didn't like the taste, and his eyes were a little red.

"You don't know, when she was in her freshman year of high school, she was arguing that she had to learn art. My parents agreed with me, but I didn't agree with them life and death. My parents still had some opinions on me. After the third year of high school, did Yunqing become sensible? No, I don’t even mention learning art.”

Cheng Yang let out a "hmm", not wanting to put psychological pressure on Chu Shiqing.

"I'm sorry for her..."

"I'm sorry? You are very good to her, everyone can see it."

Chu Shiqing smiled: "Don't pretend to be stupid. I'm sorry for her, and I can't argue with her, so I treat her well."

"It's still the same sentence, how can you feel sorry for her?"

"If I didn't choose this job. If I had better academic performance, why wouldn't I be able to do it?"

After Chu Shiqing finished speaking, he picked up the rice with two chopsticks, pushed the bowl and stood up to get dressed.

Instead of going to the hospital, he went to the airport.

Cheng Yang didn't eat anymore, he stood up and put the packed food in the thermos, and sent it to the hospital in a while.

"Wait for me, let's go together."

Chu Shiqing smiled when he heard this sentence: "What are you going to do together? We don't drive a car, and we don't go anywhere."

"What about the day after tomorrow? I have to go to work too."

"The day after tomorrow Yunqing and the nurse, plus my dad, it's almost the same."

Cheng Yang frowned: "Little girl will take that month's winter vacation, and you let them rest. I will not be able to go for a few days during the Spring Festival next week. It's such a big family event, and the Spring Festival is coming, so you should also pay attention to it." Find out how your sister is feeling."

However, both of them are in the civil aviation system. They must be on duty on New Year's Eve or the first day of the new year. If they can spare a day or two during the Spring Festival holiday, Cheng Yang will go back to accompany his parents.In the past few years, people at the grassroots level during the Chinese New Year know how to shoot airports and air traffic control bureaus.

Before going out, Cheng Yang held Chu Shiqing back.

"Do you regret being a pilot?"

"No, it's just talking. Besides, if you don't fly, you won't be able to know you."

After he finished speaking, he felt that this sentence was too routine, although he meant it sincerely.

Cheng Yang carefully analyzed this sentence.

"Actually not necessarily." He said to Chu Shiqing when he went downstairs, "Your sister likes to paint, and it is quite inevitable that you buy this line of painting. But you may not be so interested in me—"

Cheng Yang suddenly realized.

"——Chu Shiqing, you're a f*cking fucker. If I wasn't an air traffic controller, if I didn't insist on your descent order, if I didn't insist on teaching you how to be a human being, wouldn't you really be okay with that?" Like it?"

Chu Shiqing sneered, "You can't slap a slap."

The author has something to say: I want to set a flag. . .Finish tomorrow.