Say a sonnet on VHF

"Speaking of which, are you okay this afternoon?"

Chu Shiqing had already taken off his coat and rolled up his sleeves and sat on the sofa at Cheng Yang's house drinking for an hour.What people are afraid of is not drinking, but chatting.A chat, with or without purpose, must produce some kind of meaning in the end, otherwise it will not be able to eliminate the guilt of spending hours in a stretched life.Chu Shiqing was actually unwilling to admit that he couldn't stop talking because he wanted to stay with Cheng Yang.He wanted to give himself a reason to stay, an emotional appeal.

Neither he nor Cheng Yang wanted to believe that their friendship now met their respective expectations.If it is an emotional choice, you must first have emotion, and if it is a choice, you must bear the price yourself.

"It's okay." Cheng Yang took a sip of his wine, "What's wrong?"

"I just want to talk to you about something—"

A flash of understanding flashed in Cheng Yang's eyes: "Oh, about the critically ill patient."

Chu Shiqing nodded: "Have you thought about it now?"

Cheng Yang didn't speak, Chu Shiqing's heart sank.

"No, Cheng Yang—"

"I will never think about this matter. It's not that I condemn myself morally, but that it is my job, but I have deviated from the original purpose of the job."

"Man is not a machine, and there will always be times when mistakes are made."

"Of course. I just poured a basin of cold water on me. After working for a long time, it is easy to feel nothing. This incident is a wake-up call for me."

Hearing what Cheng Yang said, Chu Shiqing felt a little better.He didn't ask about the family's situation after that, because firstly, it was not his responsibility, and secondly, it wouldn't make any sense to ask.

"Hey, drink." Chu Shiqing lowered his head and sighed, "Actually, I'm quite sad. The patient's matter, and Yao Lin."

He was mainly sad for Yao Lin, and he thought it was a pity, and he also felt that he could not comfort the pain in the other party's heart, so he felt a little distressed.

Cheng Yang heard that this sentence had another meaning.From his point of view, it was more like Chu Shiqing finally admitted the pain caused by the breakup in his heart after drinking and chatting.Many men have only two things. In fact, life is very poor, and women are one of these two things.Unlike many female friends he has come into contact with, they are so busy every day that they don’t touch the ground, go shopping, make up, read, eat, take selfies, and maybe fall in love with them.

It may be ridiculous to say it, but Cheng Yang is indeed drinking with Chu Shiqing out of sympathy, guessing that Chu Shiqing would feel ashamed to find his brother to drink broken-hearted wine, and a friend who is not close or far away is the best choice.

"Actually, I read a lot of messy books when I was young, so one of the major themes of my life is thinking about death." Cheng Yang looked at Chu Shiqing's complicated expression and laughed, "You are always the one who says in your heart that I have a brain. sickness."

Chu Shiqing couldn't refute: "Then did you come up with any results?"

Cheng Yang shook his head: "No. But after reading too many books, people's problems will become more complicated. Many of my colleagues can feel that their work ensures public safety, so they can find a sense of self-worth. But I can't think so. Then It’s actually quite annoying sometimes, because many reasons that seem to be particularly true are completely useless to me.”

"No?"

"It just can't convince me. Especially if you don't have a sense of right and wrong."

Chu Shiqing had an unbelievable expression on his face: "You have no sense of right and wrong?"

Cheng Yang didn't speak, stood up, stretched his arms, and walked around the room for two steps: "Actually, not."

"Can you surprise me a little more?"

After hearing this sentence, Cheng Yang stopped, looked at Chu Shiqing, and smiled a little bit badly: "If I can still, can you be more honest in the channel in the future?"

Chu Shiqing's eyes widened: "Am I dishonest?"

Ever since he and Cheng Yang "made friends", 3007 and its subsequent flights have become a kind of meme in the approach control room.First of all, on the second night, when Chu Shiqing was flying another flight, he caught up with Cheng Yang on the night shift.This time, it was very fast. After Cheng Yang said, "South 3223, approaching Zhengzhou, the radar saw it", Chu Shiqing recognized it was him.Then he said in the channel: "Director Cheng is you."

After that, the style of the call changed.

For example: "Continue to adjust the sea pressure to 3000 meters, adjust the pressure to 1011, and the south to 3223. Let's go!"

Cheng Yang ignored him, but later every time Chu Shiqing approached Zhengzhou, he would always say "Director Cheng, it's you" or "It's not Cheng Yang today".

Fortunately, the front-line control of the approach is either his friend or his apprentice, otherwise he would be ashamed.

Chu Shiqing pretended to be stupid and refused to admit it, Cheng Yang had the urge to teach others a lesson.

He drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and then put the glass firmly on the table.

"Whatever you want to say, but Chu Shiqing, you haven't gained any advantage over me. This situation will continue. So if you are surprised, be conscious and don't keep embarrassing yourself in the VHF."

As soon as the words fell, Cheng Yang's face changed.

The position where he was standing was illuminated by the sunlight coming in from the balcony, but he didn't feel warm at all.Chu Shiqing suddenly believed Cheng Yang's statement that he "has no sense of right and wrong".He was taken aback, thinking that something happened, why Cheng Yang became loveless in a second.

Moreover, when Chu Shiqing was sitting and he was standing, the look in his eyes and the height difference made Chu Shiqing's scalp numb.

Just when Chu Shiqing stood up and seemed to walk in front of him to have a look, Cheng Yang spoke in a dim voice.

"Tobe, ornottobe, that is the question." (To be or not to be, this is a question.)

Cheng Yang raised his hand and stopped at the height of his waist and abdomen, as if he wanted to reach out to grab something, but there seemed to be nothing to grab.

"Whether'tisnoblerinthemindtosuffertheslingsandarrowsofoutrageousfortune, ortotakearmsagainstaseaoftroubles, andbyopposing, endthem." ?)

This set made Chu Shiqing quite embarrassed. He wanted to laugh at first, and also wanted to go up and ask Cheng Yang what was wrong.But he also knew that Cheng Yang was acting, and the other party was still very serious, and he was indeed "surprised", and he was a little curious in his heart, wanting to see if Cheng Yang had any backhands left.

As a result, after carefully looking at it twice, he looked in.

After Cheng Yang finished the first two sentences, he paused for a moment, and suddenly turned slightly sideways to face the sun, his gaze was distracted.

"Todie, to sleep—Nomore. And by as sleep to say we end the heartache and the thousand and natural shock that flesh sheir to." After saying this, Cheng Yang gritted his teeth a little, and his hands were trembling.Then he took a few breaths, calmed down, and turned his head to look directly at Chu Shiqing: "'tis the consumption devoutly to bewish'd. Todie, to sleep—To sleep, perchance to dream—" (Dead; asleep; everything is over; In this kind of sleep, the wounds in our hearts and the countless other inevitable blows of flesh and blood can disappear. That is the end we want. Dead; asleep; asleep and maybe dreaming— —)

Every time he said a sentence, Cheng Yang took a step closer to Chu Shiqing, stepping on the rhythm of the sentence.

Then he stopped suddenly, staring blankly.

"Ay, there's the rub. For that sleep of death, what dreams may come?"

Chu Shiqing was confused by a line.

Cheng Yang's expression seemed to be asking him this question with all his heart and soul, as if he had no one to ask this question, and no one could answer it. He was asking Chu Shiqing, and he was also asking himself.And Chu Shiqing was the last possibility he could grasp.

"When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, must give us pause; there's a view that makes calamity of so long life: For who would bear the whips and scorn of time—"

Cheng Yang suddenly laughed coldly, as if mocking the whole world.It's like the whole society disgusts him.

"Th'oppressor's swrong, the proudman's contumely, the pangs of despised love, the law's delay, the isolation of office, and the pursuits that patient merit of the unworthy takes." The contempt of the villain in exchange for hard work.)

Cheng Yang stepped forward suddenly, and grabbed Chu Shiqing's collar in despair.

"When he himself might this quietus make—" His voice was very soft and provocative, accompanied by a desire for death that Chu Shiqing didn't know how to describe, "withabarebodkin." (If he only needs to use a small knife, he can liquidate him own life?)

"Whowouldfardelsbear,togruntandsweatunderawearylife—butthatthedreadofsomethingafterdeath,theundiscoveredcountry,fromwhosebournnotravellerreturns,puzzlesthewill,andmakesusratherbearthoseillswehave,thanflytoothersthatweknownotof" Sweating under the oppression of life, if it were not for the fear of the unknown after death, the fear of That mysterious country, from whose bourn No traveler returns, captivates the will, and makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of?)

Cheng Yang let go of Chu Shiqing who was frowning, and took a step back.

"Thus consciousness does make cowards of us all. Andthusthenativehueofresolutionisickliedoverwiththepalecastofthought. Andenterprisesofgreatpitchandmoment,withthisregard, theircurrentsturnawry," Cheng Yang looked away, and his eyes scattered to the place next to Chu Shiqing, "andlosethenameofaction." Husband, determined red-hot The brilliance is covered with a layer of gray by prudent thinking. Under this kind of consideration, a great cause will also retreat against the current and lose the meaning of action.)

None of them spoke, Chu Shiqing frowned, Cheng Yang played slowly, and the two of them were quiet for a while.

Then Cheng Yang put on a smile that he could control, and he was very teasing when he said the following two sentences

"Softyounow, fairOphelia." Cheng Yang specially emphasized his tone, "Nymph, inthyorisonsbeallmysinsremembered." (Wait a minute! Beautiful Ophelia! — Goddess, in your prayers, don't forget to confess my sins for me.)

In fact, after the phrase "what dreams may come", Chu Shiqing couldn't understand it a bit.It was Old English after all, and although he could hear well, he wasn't used to it.Cheng Yang should also know that he didn't understand well, but he didn't feel embarrassed or hesitant at all, but conveyed the emotion he expressed purely by his eyes and tone.

As for the last two sentences, Chu Shiqing also understood what Cheng Yang was using to tease him after hearing Ophelia's name.

Everything was fun at first, and Cheng Yang was very happy, but after he finished molesting, he found that Chu Shiqing still had the face that had been hit by life, and he was a little helpless.He walked over to wake Chu Shiqing up, but was infected by the other party's emotions after walking into the other party.

He stopped immediately, not daring to go any further.

Seeing him like this, Chu Shiqing frowned and moistened his hoarse voice.

"Director Cheng..." His tone was a little mocking, he didn't know whether it was towards Cheng Yang or himself, "I'm bisexual."

As soon as these words were said, both of them were stunned.In fact, Chu Shiqing has seen many beauties of all kinds, and he also knows that he only has a little admiration for Cheng Yang.But it was too difficult for a person like him to bow his head and admit it. Chu Shiqing subconsciously wanted to win the round, but he accidentally chose such a method.

Sure enough, Cheng Yang's face showed a bit of regret that he was afraid that he had played too big.

"Huh?" He smiled awkwardly, "Really. I'm actually pansexual—"

Cheng Yang's phone on the coffee table vibrated suddenly.Chu Shiqing saw a flash of impatience for being interrupted in his eyes, and then went to see who was calling.After seeing the name of the caller, his expression eased a little, and then he answered the call.

The first sentence is: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaodong, I forgot."

The second sentence is: "Are you all here now? Your Yumeng sister must let me go there?"

Then he smiled and said the third sentence: "Okay, I'll go over now, you guys sing first."

Then he hung up the phone.

But this phone call had a very good effect, that is, it cleared up the weird atmosphere in the room just now.

"what happened?"

"My apprentices asked me to sing." Cheng Yang hesitated, "Do you want to go together?"

But this time it was different from the takeaway just now, Cheng Yang obviously didn't want Chu Shiqing to agree.

Chu Shiqing didn't want to agree at all.

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The translation is Zhu Shenghao's version.