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reincarnation, until the life when I met him? "

"Okay?"

Mingjun fell silent, and there was silence in the empty hall.

Look, exchanging the immortality for the whole life of Gu Xi is a bargain for heaven and earth!However, it is also very cost-effective for him, Shen Li. How can being a fairy who is so high is more precious than being with Gu Xi!

"But..." Mingjun walked up to him step by step from the hall, and looked down at him who was about to fall to the ground, "He doesn't want you anymore, he married someone else, do you want to wait for him again?" ?”

Yes, Ming Jun is right, Gu Xi no longer wants him, he has already married someone else, Shen Li, Shen Li, do you still have to wait for him?

Shen Li suddenly cried, tears overflowed from his eyes, he also lost his mind after saying this.Is it useful for him to persist blindly?If in the next life, the next life, and many, many lives to come, he would pass Gu Xi over and over again, seeing Gu Xi turn a blind eye to him and marry someone else, he would be hurt over and over again, and his heart would ache over and over again.

"Follow me." Mingjun led him to the bank of the Wangchuan River that he passed just now, pointing at the dark river channel, "What do you see?"

Shen Li watched the stinky river churning, howling everywhere.

"In this River of Forgotten River, apart from some people who were treacherous and evil in their lifetime, there are also some ghosts who can't forget their present life and don't want to drink Meng Po soup. You see, they have to be bitten by copper snakes and iron dogs in this river every day. Can you bear such pain?"

"Why not?" Shen Li wiped away tears, but his expression was extremely firm.

It's okay, if Gu Xiruo couldn't remember him again and again, he would look for him again and again.Gu Xi doesn't love him, but as long as Gu Xi is happy, he is satisfied.

"1000 years! You have to stay in the river for 1000 years. During these 1000 years, you will watch your loved ones walk across the bridge of Naihe again and again, drink Mengpo soup again and again, and keep forgetting again and again. The life he has experienced. You watched, but couldn't say a word to him, would you still want to do that?"

Shen Li hesitated, "Then he won't remember me?"

"Yes! He will never remember that there was a water ghost like you in the lake, let alone the relationship between you!"

Shen Li was silent, he was willing to stay in the Wangchuan River for thousands of years, for Gu Xi, he was willing to do anything.Back then, he did all the things that stripped the soul from his body and just made a purse for him, let alone this.But if you don't drink it, you will waste 1000 years here.

If reincarnation, maybe... Gu Xi can also be met.

"I drink!"

Mingjun waved to the ghost messenger beside Granny Meng, and the ghost escort led Shen Li back into the line.

After Shen Li drank the Mengpo soup, his thoughts retreated little by little, and the last memory was: a child was watching carefully with a colorful kicker, and suddenly saw himself lying on the bank, and then stood on the bank Ask yourself in a childish voice: "Brother, do you want to play?"

"No, you can play by yourself."

"But I see how lonely my brother is alone in the lake, I'll play with you, okay?"

"Master, young master, where are you?" A voice called him came from a distance, and he was discovered after a while, "Master, why are you here? What if you fall down?"

The child was held in the hands of the girl, who looked at him with sympathetic eyes, and gradually drifted away...

The child stretched out his hand and waved to him...

Gradually, the child in my mind grew bigger and turned into Gu Xi's appearance, waving hands with him, with the usual gentleness on his face...

"Tsk, the word 'love' hurts the most among things in this world. I can't bear it, and I can't let it go. Life and death, old age, sickness and death, in the end, everything is ashes to ashes, and dust to dust. In the next life, who will know... "Meng Po's sigh gradually faded behind her ears, and she couldn't hear anything.

Chapter 39

Rumors spread in the street that the son of the Gu family had an accident on the day of his marriage.Some people said that they saw it with their own eyes, some people said that the girl from the Sun family was unlucky, and there are different opinions...

Gu Xi passed out at the banquet, and lay on the bed for several months, but his health did not recover.Gu Xi always felt that before he passed out, he vaguely saw Shen Li, and Shen Li didn't leave.

Who is Shen Li?

Gu Xi had a lengthy dream, and the fragments of the past surged like a lake, pouring straight into his mind.

To him, Shen Li was sometimes a thought that flashed through Gu Xi's mind, and sometimes he was the person who kept smiling at him like a flower when he dreamed back at midnight.Gu Xi could only piece together the past between him and Shen Li based on these bits and pieces, but he couldn't remember everything in the end.

Can't quit, can't forget, like a thorn, like a stick in the throat.

Just as Little Liu'er was waiting for Gu Xi to lie down, the wind suddenly blew up outside.

"Xiao Liuer, go and see if Shen Li is here." Gu Xi called out.

It was also winter, and Xiao Liu'er was sweating anxiously.Shen Li had already been removed by that priest, how could he come back.However, if he told the truth, the young master would definitely feel sad again.To this day, the young master would often ask him who Shen Li is.He hadn't seen it, so he couldn't answer it.

"Son..."

"Forget it, I'll go and have a look." Gu Xi struggled to get out of bed, and before he had time to put on his shoes, he staggered to the door. His thin body was only wearing a plain coat, and he looked extraordinarily thin.

He leaned against the wooden carved door, looking at the calm lake outside the house, thinking that that person would never appear outside the house again, Gu Xi couldn't help but sighed for a long time: "Hey... so it's the wind again..."

When he turned around, he accidentally knocked down the flower stand by the door, and the fragments of the earthen pot mixed with the soil spilled all over the floor.Several of the withered branches were broken.

"My lord..." Xiao Liu'er hurried over to help Gu Xi up, "Are you alright?"

The cold air on the ground made Gu Xi cough again and again, and Xiao Liu'er was so startled that he hurriedly took care of Gu Xi.The young master just vomited blood a few days ago, and he has just started to improve, but he can't catch a cold again.

"Xiao Liuer...cough cough..."

"Hey, I'm here, young master." Xiao Liu'er almost burst into tears.

"Is the wintersweet blooming outside the house?"

"Well, it's on. It's on well!" Xiao Liu'er secretly wiped his eyes with his sleeve, fearing that Gu Xi would see him.

"If you have nothing else to do tomorrow, accompany me to pick some plum blossoms."

"Okay..." Xiao Liu'er helped Gu Xi to go to bed to rest, and then sent out the medicine bowl he had just drank.

After a while, someone went up to the small building again and opened the door. Gu Xi didn't have the energy to take a look at it anymore.

Second Madam Gu found a stool and sat down, looking at the skinny person on the bed from a distance, "Is your body better?"

Gu Xi remained silent.

"Does Xi'er still hate Erniang?" Mrs. Gu asked again.

Gu Xi faced the inside of the curtain, "Er Niang, let me ask, have you been playing tricks on me all these years?"

Erniang looked down at her hands, and sighed, "If it's one day or two days, it's because I'm afraid of other people's threats. But after a long time, I figured it out. Since I can't have children, you You and I are both poor people, so I put my heart into you. You probably don't know the identity of Erniang. Erniang is not a maidservant. Before she married your father, she was in the imperial city Being a singer in a brothel. Only your grandma and your father know about this. This is the reason why your grandma forbade me to conceive the child of the family all these years. But who can choose some things, just Like background, if given a choice, who would want to be that diva?

I'm sorry for Shen Li, and I've let down your heart for treating me as your mother.However, I have no choice, and I also have hatred in my heart.Do you know, knowing that grandma hates me, and saying that I am so wrong behind my back, but in front of her, do I still have to smile to greet the pain?

Yes, I used Shen Li to win your sympathy and keep my baby.However, my heart for you is true. "Second Madam Gu said and looked out of the window, "I'm not pregnant, and I'm thinking twice about being pregnant.Now that you are pregnant, you have feelings, so you can't bear it. "

Erniang didn't expect Gu Xi to forgive herself, and this time, she just talked to him, so as to save her from feeling uncomfortable in her heart.

Seeing that Gu Xi didn't answer, Erniang was about to leave, but when she looked back, she saw a pair of writing on the ground, two words in the letter: Gu Xi.Er Niang put the words beside Gu Xi's pillow, then closed the door and walked out.

Gu Xi only dared to open his eyes when he heard the door being closed again with a "squeak".

Do you hate Er Niang?I probably don't hate it.After all, he has gone through so many things, and it is thanks to her all these years, she has taken care of him... However, the word "forgive" is too heavy, and he couldn't say it for a while.

Gu Xi turned over, loosened his stiff body, glanced at it, but saw the paper with his name written on it.

Every stroke is very neat, horizontal and vertical, thousands of times more rigorous than when Shen Li wrote his own name, and I don't know how many times that fool practiced behind his back.

It seemed that the man's black hair was scattered on the plain gown, and he was hunched over the table, tracing his name stroke by stroke...

"Do you still want to learn to write?"

Shen Li didn't even think about it, "I don't want to."

Seeing himself looking at him and smiling, he flattered him and said, "Since I have this little book, it's enough for me to read it. You have a lot of things to do, so I don't bother you to teach me."

Gu Xi still remembers those slightly narrowed eyes and the dimples at the corners of his mouth.

"Haha..." Gu Xi looked up to the sky and laughed, but tears overflowed from his eyes uncontrollably.He finally knew why the man said those words to himself while watching a play, why he asked himself whether he loved him or not.It turned out that he had already decided to bear all the pain alone that day.

And he, Gu Xi, betrayed his oath, turned around and married someone else.In vain, he once swore to Shen Li: I won't let him down in this life. Now I am myself, and I won't believe it.

Why shouldn't he laugh, always saying that Shen Li is a fool, in fact, he is the only one who can't see through... Xiao Liu'er said that Shen Li has been sent to reincarnation by an expert, so what happened when he met at the wedding banquet that day? Could the figure be him?Who else can come and go quietly?

Gu Xi rushed out without knowing where the strength came from, walked to the edge of the lake, knelt down in the snow, and shouted to the frozen lake: "Fairy Liu Zhu, you must know Shen Li, right... ...Liu Zhu Fairy...you gave the word, right? Did Shen Li come on the day I got married? Didn't she..."

Speaking of the latter, Gu Xi clearly burst into tears.How long has it been since he cried, the little fool is gone, don't want him anymore.The water ghost who was only foolishly treating him well will no longer appear.

"I have sworn to the heavens and the earth today. I will never marry again in this life except Shen Li. If I violate this oath, I will be punished in the Wangchuan River for 1000 years..." Before he finished speaking, Shen Li hurriedly stretched out his hand. Shot and blocked his lips.

"Nonsense!" Shen Li glared at him, "Even if you marry me, what can I do. At worst, I'll drink that Mengpo soup, forget everything and go to reincarnation."

He really kept his original promise and left simply.Maybe it was because I hurt him too much, so I made a decision.

Xiao Liu'er felt distressed when he saw it, so he brought a jacket for Gu Xi and covered him up.Gu Xi was stunned for a moment, thinking that Shen Li finally couldn't bear to see him waiting by the lake, so he came to see him.Turning around, seeing it was Xiao Liu'er, he suddenly felt lost.

It was the same last time, he waited in the rain for several days, Shen Li finally couldn't bear it, and came to see him softly... After all, it has become a habit for him to come here every day, but, again Nor would there be a figure hiding under the water peeking at him and saying to him, "From now on, you don't want to come here anymore."

"Are you feeling better?" Huang Zisheng stepped on the snow and came from the small building.

Ever since Gu Xi fell ill, there are many more people in this courtyard than before.It was also when he walked downstairs that the little maid told him that he knew that Gu Xi was waiting by the lake again, waiting for that ghost who would never come back again.

When this happened, Huang Zisheng also blamed himself.When Xie Yuqiu came to tell him, he went to look for Gu Xi on the first day, but was blocked by the old lady of the Gu family, and it was like this on the second and third day... Later, he looked at Gu Xi as if nothing happened, Hiring and marrying a wife, he thought that this would be the end of it...but he knows...

Xie Yuqiu's deed of selling his life was in the hands of the Gu family, and he returned to the Gu family later.The old lady of the Gu family first vented her anger and blamed him for all the crimes, and secondly, she was afraid that he would talk nonsense to the outside world, so she gave him dumb drugs... He was still a teenager, so he had to end up like this...

Huang Zisheng felt that he was also the executioner who brought about this ending. It was the first day when Xie Yuqiu came to look for him, so he should have broken into Gu's mansion, or simply made a fuss outside Gu's mansion, killing Gu Xi. Make a noise.

"Resentment?" For example, the old lady of the Gu family, the Taoist priest in the Taoist temple... or the so-called "ethics and morality" in this world.

"I don't blame anyone! Who can I blame? I am a human and he is a ghost. There is an insurmountable gap between us, and we are destined not to be together." Gu Xi smiled, his cheeks became thinner, "If it wasn't for If you really want to tell me one or two things, that fool hid from me, took away my childhood memories, and made me love him less for more than ten years. Huang Zisheng, do you think he is stupid?"

"You two are fools!"

"Yeah, they're all stupid! He's stupid, and I'm stupid too! So stupid!" At the last moment, Shen Li cried like that, and he thought he was moved, but he didn't know that Shen Li was leaving.

Gu Xi's eyes were red, forming a strong contrast with the white skin.Huang Zisheng was flustered when he saw it, he had never seen that a person could be reduced to such a level just because of the word "love".

Why isn't Gu Xi Zhang Si?Why is it not like he usually likes a man, but a male ghost?It's fine if it's a man, let alone one, even ten, one hundred, Gu Xi can marry.

Gu Xi's thoughts drifted away, so Huang Zisheng stayed with him for a while.

Gu Xi has a heart disease, and it's useless to eat anything for a person who wants to die.Even if it is a life-saving elixir, what's the use, but before leaving, Huang Zisheng still said: "Take good care of your illness!"

Chapter 40

"Tsk, what I saw was the famous Mr. Gu?"

A female voice sounded from the side, Gu Xi stood up, looked around the lake but found nothing.

"I have heard before that there is a kind of person in this world who is shameless and shameless. He doesn't know that there is another person living under his nose. Now that I see it like this, I really think it's okay to be thick-skinned!"

As soon as the words fell, a fairy in yellow clothes appeared from the depths of the water, stepping on the waves of the water, her face was exactly the same as the one Gu Xi had seen in a dream before.

"Golden Pearl Fairy?" Gu Xi called out.

Liu Zhu glanced at him and sneered, "What are you doing here now? Are you waiting for that idiot? Then Mr. Gu knows that there is only one idiot in this world, and he will leave as soon as he leaves, and there will be no second one. Don't Mr. Gu know that that idiot has already been forced away by your family?"

Gu Xi lowered his head, speechless, Liu Zhu was right, and Shen Li's reincarnation had something to do with him.Thinking of this level, warmth began to flow around in Gu Xi's eye sockets, Liu Zhu saw that Gu Xi's eye sockets were slowly turning red and did not dare to speak so hard again, so she looked at him silently.Even though, she still couldn't forgive Gu Xi from the bottom of her heart.

"The extra words that came out of my room that day were sent by Fairy Liuzhu, right? He wrote them, right?" Gu Xi bit his lips, forcing back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.He thought for a while, then pulled the corner of his mouth and looked at Liu Zhu with an extremely ugly smile, "Actually, Fairy Liu Zhu also hoped that we could be together, but unfortunately I couldn't grasp it..."

"Nonsense! I wish he would leave you far away. I told him earlier, but he didn't listen." Liu Zhu turned her back, thinking that when the little fool begged her to do something, she would always show dimples on her cheeks, Calling her "Sister Liuzhu" made her feel extremely uncomfortable in her chest.

"This idiot, obviously can't write, but he can still write my name... so well..." Gu Xi took out the words that he carried with him every day from his cuff, "Look, write It’s very beautiful, and I don’t know how much work it took.”

Liu Zhu was in the water just now to frustrate Gu Xi's arrogance, but when he heard this sentence, the softness in his heart suddenly appeared again, "It is for you that he is willing to work so hard."

"He knew that you were going to the imperial city, and was afraid that you would be in danger, so he asked the fairies in the water to learn from him and embroidered a purse for you. Otherwise, do you think you can survive until now? Do you think it is just a coincidence that he saved you again and again?" Liu Zhu looked at Gu Xikong's waist, didn't say anything, just continued the topic just now, Continued, "The first time you stayed in the Ruyi Inn, you met a hanged ghost, and that ghost wanted to take his life. It was Shen Li who broke free from the confinement of this lake, gave up the chance of being reincarnated, and resolutely I went to find you naturally. Do you know that every minute he was away from this lake, he was weaker. He came back bruised and bruised, so weak that he couldn't even maintain his original form. I asked him if he regretted it?"

"He told me that he is willing to trade himself for your life!" Liu Zhu bit every word extremely hard, and glared at Gu Xi fiercely.

"Looking at you drinking by the lake, I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't know how to speak. When you found out, I even foolishly said to ask you for a drink. It's ridiculous to think about it. I'm afraid he is the only one with such an absurd excuse. to speak out."

Gu Xi remembered the first time he saw Shen Li, with black hair covering his face and a plain white dress, Gu Xi was caught off guard by his attire.Gu Xi smiled, fortunately he didn't know it at the time, and wanted to sit in the small building in delusion.

"In order to see you, even if you are afraid of thunder and lightning, you have to go out. He is the same, and he is not afraid of being struck by lightning."

Gu Xi remembered that when he celebrated grandma's birthday that day, there was some extra wine in the kitchen, so he brought a few jars to Shen Li.Shen Li was so touched at that time, he kept praising him.That appearance is really stupid!

"later……"

Liu Zhu's voice gradually disappeared, and Gu Xi's thoughts drifted further and further away...

"Come on, pick up the pen, and I'll grind the ink for you."

Shen Li couldn't hold the pen dipped in ink well, so he dropped the pen on the paper in a panic, and there were two or three ink splashes on the paper.Gu Xi covered Shen Li's hand and taught him to write his own name, "One point, two points, one mention..."

"I... I suddenly remembered that Sister Liuzhu invited me to listen to Qu'er, I should go."

……

"I just bought the candied haws. I thought you were still a child, so you should like this, so I bought it."

Shen Li still held half a white candle in his hand, staring at him blankly.

"Why, don't you like it? Then next time..."

"I like it, I like it..." There were tears in Shen Li's eyes.

"Eat slowly, don't choke, if you like it, I will buy it for you from time to time."

later?

When will the next time I buy candied haws for him?

"Gu Xi, I heard someone selling candied haws." Shen Li listened attentively, like a gluttonous child.

Shen Li tugged on his cuff, pouted.The red lights on both sides of the river reflected his red clothes, "Sir, buy me a string!"

"What? Are the incense candles you burned enough for you to eat? Why are you still greedy for this candied haws?"

Shen Li acted obsequiously, with a smile on his face, "If you don't eat, if you don't eat, I'll take a look."

……

"Ming Jun, something is wrong, that Shen Li jumped into the wrong path of reincarnation." The ghost messenger hurriedly ran to the back hall, when Ming Jun was drinking tea with a red-clothed fairy.

Mingjun frowned at the ghost guard, "Which way did you jump?"

"Go back to Lord Ming, that ghost has jumped into the human realm. It's because his subordinates are not doing well, and I hope Lord Ming will punish him!" The ghost guard knelt down with a "plop", nodding his head, with fear in his heart.

"Is this how you do things?"

Mingjun looked calm, but Guicha's legs kneeling on the ground began to tremble.As we all know, the calmer Mingjun is, the angrier he is.Mingjun's punishment methods are obvious to all.

After a long while, Ming Jun sighed, waved his hand at him, and stopped looking at him, "Go down and receive the punishment yourself!"

"Ah...ah?" The ghost messenger obviously didn't react, why is the Lord Ming so easy to talk about today?

"Why are you still standing there, are you waiting for me to personally punish you?" Mingjun drank the tea in his hand, put down the cup in his hand, and glanced at him.

"Yes, yes, this subordinate will leave now." Hearing this, the ghost guard ran away in a hurry.

Mingjun picked up the teapot and poured a cup for Xianjun who was sitting opposite, "Your master used this method to push you into the immortal way. This water ghost still has the demeanor of your master."

The fairy in red is none other than Jin Luan, Liu Zhu's third younger brother.What Mingjun said was right, he was able to enter the immortal way and be with Chongzhi because of his master's blessing.

Jinluan took a sip unhurriedly, and then slowly said: "Everyone in the world knows that the word 'love' is incomprehensible, so why not try it if you love it so much? Mingjun is not as beautiful as an adult, so open one eye and close the other." Let's see how they are created."

"You have done enough for them, but don't do anything outrageous. Immortals cannot affect the fate of mortals. You must understand this." Although Mingjun said so, he said calmly. He took the book of life and death out of his pocket and put it on the table.

The wind came from nowhere and opened the notebook on the table, Jinluan smiled, "Tsk, the wind blows really evil."

"Yeah, the wind is really strong today. It's getting late, please come back, Xianjun!" Mingjun took back the book and issued an order to chase away guests bluntly.

"Okay, then I will take my leave." Jinluan smiled and cupped his hands.