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In the blink of an eye, it's the end of October.The wind is cool and the sky is late, and the sycamore leaves on the old street are like snowflakes.

Si Ji carried a few breakfasts and crushed the leaves under his feet like he did when he was a child.I used to think that the sound of them cracking and cracking was very funny, although occasionally when I saw deep and shallow brown cracks on the leaves, I would feel flustered that I would be thrown away in an instant.

And now, this panic seems irresistible.He bent down to pick up a leaf, snapped it in the middle, and threw it back into the damp soil of the green belt.

Shen Luoshen's arm had injured nerves and arteries, and the operation took nearly three hours.Fortunately, when he scratched his neck, he had no strength left, leaving only a deep red blood scab.On the night of waking up, he asked Si Ji to take a look in the mirror, clicked his tongue twice, and said that I seemed to be disfigured.

Then fell asleep again.

Si Ji stayed in the hospital for two days before returning home for the first time.Mother Si didn't know how to comfort him, she just watched him take off his pajamas, and said she wondered if the blood on the Dafa Cake could still be cleaned.At this time, Shen Luoshen's parents were still abroad without knowing it.A few months ago, Si Ji might still be able to make a phone call.But not anymore.

The doctor said that Shen Luoshen would have to be hospitalized for at least half a month, and the plaster cast would be removed after more than a month.Si Ji listened carefully and memorized, while Shen Luoshen had nothing to do with himself, and watched horror movies on the tablet with his arms crossed.Several times, Si Ji found that Shen Luoshen was smoking openly and aboveboard with the convenience of a single ward, and when he saw Si Ji, he did not hide or dodge, and asked him if he wanted a cigarette.

But when Fan Siji showed a little unhappy look, Shen Luoshen shamelessly shouted that his wound hurts.Again and again, Si Ji simply swallowed the clouds with him.Like when we were smoking together by the small pond with water lilies in high school.At least such a Shen Luoshen would not make him feel strange.

It's just that Zuo Yan and Qin Qiao who came to visit will always catch him.

But neither of these two people has a position to control.

Si Ji took the work to the ward, and helped Shen Luoshen handle business dealings by the way.When Shen Luo woke up, he was like a monkey with a broken arm, restless; but he was easily tired, and fell asleep most of the day.When he was sleeping, Si Ji never left, listening to music, in a daze, recalling this summer that vaguely resembled that of his previous life.

He remembered the first time he went to the empty mountain with Shen Luoshen after returning home.As soon as Qin Qiao was mentioned that day, Shen Luoshen immediately thought of Zuo Yan.At that time, he felt inexplicable about his brain circuit, but now that he thinks about it, perhaps Shen Luoshen and Zuo Yan's acquaintance was not accidental.

If you care about a person, you will subconsciously want to know everything around him.Not to mention best friends.

There was a hasty conversation between Si Ji and Qin Qiaosong.According to the judicial appraisal, Shen Luoshen was only slightly injured, and the person who injured others would not be punished if the legal procedures were followed.It is said that the man has a deep background, Qin Qiaosong is not unable to touch him, but it will hurt his muscles and bones.Shen Luoshen probably guessed Qin Qiao's thoughts, sneered and said forget it, I guess you don't have the guts.And most of the injuries were caused by me.

Qin Qiaosong and Si Ji looked at him together.

Shen Luo moved his heavy right arm proudly and arrogantly, saying that he probably just wanted to scare me and said a lot of inexplicable nonsense.He didn't dare to use too much force when he stabbed me, but I held the knife and forced him to draw it down.

Qin Qiaosong was forced to be speechless.Looking at his pale face, Si Ji couldn't tell which of these two people hurt more than the other.

After distributing oil cakes, sweet glutinous rice cakes, Zao Tang noodles and gruel to the nurse girl who had been taking care of Shen Luoshen for more than half a month, Si Ji returned to the ward and helped him pack his luggage while urging him to eat.Shen Luoshen finished eating slowly, and went to the bathroom in a hospital gown and didn't come out for a long time.When Si Ji pushed him in, he was tilting his head, staring at the thin scar under his ear.

Seeing Si Ji come in, he lifted the corner of his clothes to reveal the scar on his lower abdomen, and sighed sadly: "Honey, I don't know if I will be able to make an appointment with you in the future."

Si Ji folded his arms and looked in the mirror: "It's okay, you are still coquettish and pretty."

"Why don't you try it tonight?" Shen Luoshen turned her head abruptly, with a pale smile on her face: "It's killing me."

Wanting to scold him, he swallowed it back alive.Si Ji glared at him, went over to fill his face with water, and wiped his face like serving his grandfather.Shen Luo raised his head contentedly, and the steaming towel made him scream: "It's so considerate, baby is the best." He held Si Ji's hand holding the towel: "So, you better not chase after old Zuo Right. Really."

"Does it fucking matter?"

"Of course there is." Shen Luoshen leaned on the sink, "Didn't Nietzsche say that when you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you. Those who fight dragons will eventually become dragons."

"Inappropriate." Si Ji said.

"When I say it's appropriate, it's appropriate. This old leftist is too thoughtful. It's really difficult for you."

"Then what kind of person do you think can catch up with him? Tell me, and I'll change."

"But I just don't want you to change." Pinching half of Si Ji's face, Shen Luo deeply hated iron and steel, "You are very good, really good, there is no need to become like this for a relationship."

"What will it become? Also, your words are so fucking familiar."

"Don't be stubborn, can't you find it yourself?"

"What about you, what were you like before?" Si Ji threw the towel into the basin and argued with him calmly, "Who changed you, and you became the same person again, please be careful with me." Say it."

With a sneer, Shen Luoshen raised his left hand: "Forget it, I surrender." Then he took out his phone and pressed it, "Honey, I just booked a private room."

"……what?"

"Let's sing together tonight."

KTV is not far from Kongshan.Si Ji, the little nanny, ordered a bunch of snacks, held up the microphone, and waited for Uncle Shen to sing to his heart's content.Shen Luoshen has a good voice, the low notes can sink down, and the high notes can also howl.He sang old songs one by one, his voice was hoarse and he didn't enjoy himself enough, so he ordered a bunch of songs for Si Ji to sing.It was just the two of them in the private room, Si Ji really wasn't in the mood to go crazy with him, so he sang a few words, and asked the waiter to bring two dozen beers and start drinking.The two of them guessed dice with the loud background music, Si Ji lost and Si Ji drank, and Si Ji won to help Uncle Shen who was forbidden to drink.Soon, the wine bottomed out.

After running to the bathroom ten times, Si Ji spread out on the sofa and panted, "It's so cool."

Shen Luo leaned deeply on his shoulder: "Are you drunk?"

"It's early."

"I asked Lao Zuo to pick us up."

"what?"

Hearing Zuo Yan's name in a daze, Si Ji turned his head to protest: "But I don't want to go home yet."

"Old Zuo likes you. The more he likes you, the less he will be with you. Let's die."

"I'll order some more wine."

"People like us don't believe in any happy and beautiful relationship at all. Even if we are together, we will wait for the day to break up. If we really break up, we will feel that 'it's true' and 'it's not good'. Whatever you do Who is the mother, let's continue to live."

"How much more? How many bottles do you think I can drink?"

Shen Luoshen laughed, picked up an empty wine bottle and pointed at him: "If you pretend you don't understand, I'll hit you."