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After lunch, Aijin nestled on the sofa and accidentally fell asleep.

At this moment, the sky was shining brightly, passing through the transparent glass and falling on Omega's delicate face, coating the whole body with a faint golden light.Fan turned his head to look, and saw the fine dust flying in the air, Ai Jin's peaceful sleeping face and half exposed shoulders.Those two slightly parted light-colored thin lips looked very soft, making people want to touch them.

I don't know what it's like to kiss.Fan thought for no reason.

Aikin looked defenseless when he fell asleep, with all his sharpness and calm gone, leaving only unadorned innocence.

Fan watched quietly, momentarily forgetting the passage of time.

After a while, Aijin woke up with a slight movement of his hand resting on the book, his gaze caught Fan's sight, and he caught it straight.

Fan looked away unnaturally.

An ambiguous current flowed in the air.

Ai Jin looked at him and blinked: "Fan, do you... like me?"

Ai Jin wasn't sure if he was being self-indulgent in asking such a question, but he was sensitively aware that Fan seemed to pay special attention to him, so that in the process of getting along with him, Fan lost his previous calmness.

Fan lowered his eyes and did not answer.He knew that since he met Ai Jin, he had become a little strange, and Ai Jin would feel that it was actually normal.But he always subconsciously felt that Ai Jin still loved that ex-boyfriend whose name he did not know. During this time, he was doing preparations day and night in the room, and it seemed to him that Ai Jin was trying to make himself forget about those unpleasant things. s method.

To step in at this time seems to be taking advantage of others' danger.

Aijin looked at Fan with great interest, and this kind of stuffy reaction made him feel very novel.It was always others who took the initiative to confess to him, and he had never seen this kind of Ai Jin who pretended to be dumb after being exposed to his face.

Fan was already embarrassed, but after being stared at by Ai Jin for a long time, he felt even more ashamed.

"...Why do you keep looking at me." Fan turned sideways, preventing Ai Jin from looking at his face again.

"I think you're funny." Ai Jin said with a smile.

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Fan stood up from the sofa, carried the thick book into his room without saying a word.

Ai Jin looked at his back innocently, wondering why this man suddenly became awkward?

After Fan left, Ai Jin occupied the sofa by himself, changing his posture, rolling from one end to the other, no matter how he sat, he felt strangely uncomfortable.Ai Jin thought about it, and felt that he was probably too boring.

He just pierced the other's mind in front of Fan, not because he wanted to embarrass Fan, but just to try to see if he could stimulate the inner thoughts of this boring gourd.Fan is too gentle, he gave Ai Jin too much care, but he just did it silently, never asking Ai Jin for credit or reward.Including the fact that I like Ai Jin, it is just hidden in my heart.

Breakup and miscarriage are indeed two very hurtful things for Ai Jin. Even if he wants to forget it quickly, the pain engraved in his heart will recur again when he dreams back at midnight.He needs someone to love him and help him completely forget the sting in his heart, but he is unwilling to love anyone anymore, he wants to put himself outside of love, and only be an enjoyer, not a giver.

As selfish as it is, it's possible to live a happier life.

Brahma may be a suitable candidate.He will pay for Ai Jin, but not ask for Ai Jin, he is a silent devotee.

But Ai Jin is actually not so willing to hurt a gentle person deep in his heart.

Ai Jin hugged the sofa pillow and thought wildly, but finally did not come up with a result.

It's better to let everything go its own way.

Stepping on his slippers, he trotted to the door of Fan's bedroom, knocked on the door twice, and said to the people inside: "I'm sorry, Fan. I made you angry."

Fan's muffled voice came from the room: "I'm not angry."

How does this conversation feel a bit familiar.Ai Jin suddenly thought, it seemed that when he exposed Fan's concern for him last time, they sulked and apologized in the same way, but this time their positions were reversed.

Life is really interesting.

"You are just angry, I can tell." Ai Jin said, "I will treat you to dinner tonight, please forgive me?"

"Aren't you saving money? Don't invite me." Fan replied.

This boring gourd is actually a bit difficult to deal with.Aikin sighed.

Of course, there was always a way for Aikin to subdue him.

Ai Jin knocked on the door twice, and said, "If you don't come out, I'll drink cold beer and kill myself."

"I'm serious!"

Sure enough, Fan came over to open the door, his face was a little gloomy: "No drinking."

Ai Jin smiled flatteringly at him: "Okay, I'll listen to you."

The cloud on Fan's face dissipated immediately, and the tips of his ears were still a little red.

"There is still milk in the refrigerator, you can drink that if you want." Fan said, "Remember to warm it up before drinking."

"Yeah!" Ai Jin nodded, and asked again, "Van, when can I have demarking surgery?"

Fan's eyes fell on the side of his neck, where there was an obvious mark.

"Let's arrange it in the near future." Then, he paused again, frowned and asked, "Are you really going to do it? It hurts. Compared with doing mark removal surgery, you can directly cover this after you find your next lover." Marking might be a better option."

"But I don't know when the next lover will come." Ai Jin smiled ambiguously, seeming to mean something, "I don't want to stay in the past for too long, so I want to remove the mark as soon as possible."

"I'm not afraid of pain."

When Ai Jin said these four words, Fan saw a firm light shining in his eyes.

In the end, Aikin's demarking surgery was scheduled for the afternoon of August 8, with Vatican performing the surgery.Since anesthesia cannot be performed near the gland, Aikin can only operate while awake.

In fact, this operation is not difficult for Fan. The most difficult thing is that he has to watch Ai Jin lie on the operating bed and have his skin cut open with a knife, and watch him suffer.

During the operation, Ai Jin seemed to confirm what Ta Fan said, "I am not afraid of pain", and kept clenching his teeth. Even though the pain was so painful that his face was as pale as paper, he did not utter a cry of pain until the suture was completed.

The mark left by Garfield disappeared.From then on, Aijin was no longer anyone's omega, just himself.

The relationship between them for more than three years has finally come to a crooked end.

Ai Jin stared at the dazzling operating light above his head, and forced back his tears.

At the end, Fan said to him: "You are a great person."

"Perhaps." Ai Jin closed his eyes and smiled weakly.In fact, he is nothing special, but he doesn't like to show timidity in front of others, so he forces himself time and time again to become a seemingly strong person.

Aijin was sent to the ward to rest, with a thick white gauze wrapped around his neck.He needs to stay in the clinic for a while to observe the postoperative recovery.

This is the room he lived with Hill before, but Hill has been discharged from the hospital, but he lives in it again.The bed next to it was empty, which made Akin feel a little lonely.

It turns out what Hill said was true.Living alone in a ward, it is indeed easy to feel lonely.

During the operation just now, Ai Jin had been holding on for too long and was sweating profusely. He was really tired.After lying on the hospital bed for a few minutes, he fell into a deep sleep.

At about seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Aijin was awakened by chattering voices outside the ward.

"Hey, I heard that the one who lives there now is Dr. Fan's boyfriend?"

"Really? I've never heard that Dr. Fan is in a relationship!"

"Really! The two of them are living together. I saw Dr. Fan prescribed inhibitors from the pharmacy before and went home!"

"No, if he is Dr. Fan's Omega, then why did he have to undergo marker removal surgery?"

"Perhaps to clear the mark of the ex-boyfriend?"

"...Obviously it's fine to just cover it, why do you have to do mark removal surgery to torture yourself! I really don't understand."

"I know, I know! It must be because this person is very concerned about being a ****. When Dr. Pavan marked him and saw the mark on the gland, he would think that he had already been fucked."

"How could Dr. Fan fall in love with this kind of guy!"

Lying on the bed, Ai Jin could clearly hear the conversations of the people outside, feeling amused in his heart.Many omega are like this, they are mean and resentful, and when life is unsatisfactory, they will vent their emotions by humiliating the same kind, which is not surprising.

"Did no one tell you that no noise is allowed outside the ward?" An obviously displeased voice sounded, it was Fan.

The few omegas in hospital gowns outside were startled, and shut their mouths immediately.They had never seen Fan so indifferent before, obviously he never got angry with patients.

"Go back to your own ward, don't run around," Fan said.

There was a flurry of footsteps outside the door.

Fan opened the door lightly from the outside, saw Ai Jin awake, thought that he probably heard all those people's crazy words just now, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

"It seems that you are quite popular with omega patients." Ai Jin raised the corners of his mouth and said in a weak voice.When the group of people were talking, jealousy suffocated him a little bit.If she hadn't regarded him as her rival in love, she wouldn't have said such harsh words.

"They just mistook gratitude for love." Fan helped Aijin tuck the quilt on his body, and sat down beside his bed.

Ai Jin asked him: "It's getting dark, why are you still in the clinic?" He remembered that Fan was not on duty that day.

"The doctor on duty tonight has something to do, so he switched shifts with me." Fan replied.He lied, but in fact he took the initiative to find a colleague to change shifts because he wanted to stay with Ai Jin in the clinic.

Fan's thoughts were easy to guess, and Ai Jin understood immediately.

He stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and lightly touched Fan's hand.One is cold and the other is warm.

The summer is scorching, but Aijin is as cold as a piece of iron.

"Why are you so cold?" Fan found that Ai Jin was frighteningly cold, and quickly held his hand, trying to warm him up.

"I don't know..." Ai Jin shook his head, moved his fingers, and held Fan Nuan's palm back, "Can you... hug me?"