for the glory abo

Hey, my crybaby brother, I knew you would be the first to see this note.The old man doesn't care about me.Xiao knew that I had the habit of writing notes, but probably wouldn't read them in person.So I take this note as only you can see it, if you dare to show it to others, I will curse you that you can only be your good husband as a spare tire for the rest of your life.

I'm leaving and never coming back.Don't ask why, and don't look for me.

You can just make up a reason and tell them. Anyway, don’t tell Xiao what I wrote.

Last night I sat by the river all night, thinking a lot.This is the first time I have thought about myself so seriously.

The old man was right, I'm an unruly brute, and I've done a lot of assholes over the years to drag you down.Especially Xiao, I have been making him sad and making him sad since I was a child.I did a lot of things that hurt him, and I don't know how to make it up, how to face it, and whether he will forgive me.

I'm afraid I can't change it, I'm afraid I will make him cry in the future, so I want to leave, the farther away from him the better.

As long as we don't meet each other, we won't be sad.

In fact, I regret it, I can't help but want to attract Shaw's attention and want him to think about me, so I messed up everything.Obviously it doesn't have to be like this, I can obviously be a good brother like you to make him feel at ease.

I really miss the time when my mother was not dead, and when I got along with Xiao.Although it was only a short year, it was the best day of my life.It's strange, I was obviously only one year old at that time, but I can still remember what happened at that time.

There is a yellow duckling hat in my closet, which was given to Xiao by my mother, please return it to him for me.

Say sorry to him by the way.

I don't know who to tell these words.After much deliberation, you are the only one who knows that I like Xiao, so I have no choice but to tell you.I just wanted to confide, so you just think I'm crazy.

I'm leaving, see you no more.

William